daviT-defi gogibedaSvili P.S. - David Dephy daviT-defi gogibedaSvili P.S. akaki wereTlis `gamzrdeli~ yoveldRiuroba winadadebaa da kacis cx-ovreba zogjer teqstad aRiqmeba, ikiTxeba,

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daviT-defi gogibedaSvili P.S.

gamomcemloba `saari~

Tbilisi 2003

daviT-defi gogibedaS-vili

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daviT-defi gogibedaSvili: P.S.

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akaki wereTlis`gamzrdeli~

yoveldRiuroba winadadebaa da kacis cx-ovreba zogjer teqstad aRiqmeba, ikiTxeba, rogorc bediswera, sadac yoveli sityva mi-sive saqcieliTaa naweri. saqcieli ki Tavis sazRaurs elis, rogorc winadadeba wertils, mravalwertils Tu romelime sasven niSans, rogorc jildos an sasjels, magram teqsti, moulodnelobebiTaa savse, yovel abzacSi TiTqos maxea dagebuli, rasac an gverds uv-lis adamiani, an masSi ebmeba, imis mixedviT, Tu rogor kiTxulobs am teqsts, da ram-denad esmis, rom mis SeqmnaSi TviTonve iRebs monawileobas.

vin iqneboda adamiani mexsierebis gareSe — albaT aravin! radgan mexsiereba kacis saxelis ucnauri ukvdavsamyofelia, swored im saxe-lis, romelsac is Tavisi saqcieliT irqmevs, da atarebs mudam.

yovel Cvengans xom Tavisi wili pasuxismge-blobis tvirTi aqvs, gaCenidan ukanasknel dRemde. magram Segvwevs ki Sno, bolomde gavu-ZloT mas? radgan Tu arsebobs gansxvaveba ada-miansa da dedamiwis binadars Soris, arsebobs pasuxismgeblobac — yoveli fiqris winaT-mgrZnobi, yoveli nabijis zedamxedveli.

— gamarjoba safarbeg.— gagimarjos.

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— poema „gamzrdelSi” Seni bedi, Seni Zu-Zumtis baTus, misi meuRlis nazibrolas da Seni gamzrdelis haji-usubis bedzea gada-jaWvuli.

— diax.— poema haji-usubis sikvdiliT mTavrde-

ba, magram Sen ra bedi gewia, aravin icis. me vgulisxmob, misi sikvdilis Semdeg ra bedi gewia.

— getyvi yvelafers, magram rom gaigo, Tu Semdeg ra moxda, kargi iqneba imas gaxedo, ma-namde rac iyo.

— ZiZiSvilTan facxaSi misvlas gulisx-mob?

— Tundac. me Rame davadeqi mas Tavze, kok-ispirul TavsxmaSi da grigalSi... im dRes ra damaviwyebs...

— ki, jer ver gcnobs, magram nabads rom miayudeb da eCvenebi, gagecineba kidec.

— ho, vixumre, viTom ucxo viyavi, magram erTmaneTis danaxva orives gagvixarda. gad-avexvieT.

— baTu nazibrolas aRviZebs, ulamazes meuRles, vaxSmiT unda gagimaspinZldes da mogasvenos.

— ase iyo. magram me uars vambob da imas veu-bnebi, risTvisac mivedi.

— ziaxanumTan, Sens sanatrel qals unda mi-hgvaro almasxit inalifas lurja cxeni. qali geubneba — Tu giyvarvaro da Senc aenTe.

— avenTe, magram inalifa aravis uTmobs

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Tavis bedaurs, gamagiJa ziaxanumma, ar megona, Tu odesme ase momividoda... da isic ar megona... baTu da... nazibrola, rom...

— rom?.. is saSineleba datrialdeboda?— ho, esec da sxva danarCenic. mokled, cx-

enis moparva damrCa erTaderTi gamosavali da ZiZiSvilTan avedi daxmarebis saTxovnelad.

— baTu daaRona ukuRmarTma saqmem, magram ZiZis Svils Seni esmis, radgan siyvarulis tkbili seni Segyria.

— da me, TavisTan facxaSi damtova, TviTon ki marto wavida — CvenSi, rogorc ucxos, agebneva gza da kvalio — miTxra, Sen aq darCi, daiZine, gamoSuSdi cecxlis piraso da... an mogiyvan im cxens, an Tavs Sevwirav Sens mego-brobaso.

— Sen rCebi.— me vnanob... gesmis? vnanob, rom davrCi,

Tumca... maSin amaze ar vfiqrobdi.— iqneb ecado raime axsna, Tundac is Seni

saqcieli, an gancdebi aRwero.— miWirs, magram Sevecdebi...baTu, im TavsxmaSi da qarbuqSi midis Rame

da mxolod gariJraJisas brundeba bedaurTan erTad. Rame ki... Tavi mezizReba amis gaxsen-ebisas... TiTqos eSmaki SemiCnda da mec avyevi cdunebas.

Tavs reti damesxa, radgan nazibrolas saxe, umanko, miuwvdomeli silamaze — misi tuCebi, Tvalebi, Tma, raRac jadosnuri iyo da imdenad akrZaluli, rom misi daufleba mominda. ram

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damibnela suli, miTumetes baTu, Cemi ZiZiS-vili, Cemi Zma iyo. ar vici... uceb gavxeldi, aRaraferze vfiqrobdi, avenTe, aviwvi da mac-duris iaraRi gavxdi, romelmac CemiT gadaa-furTxa albaT im Rames zecas.

— dilas, baTu modis da mZinares gpou-lobs, xolo nazibrolas — Cumad mtirals, Tmagawewils, saxedakawruls, iqve ayril qveSagebs naxavs, yvelafers xvdeba... meuRles anugeSebs, hkocnis da awynarebs, sizmari iyoo, Semdeg Sen gaRviZebs nanaxiT mkvdari, retdasxmuli.

— ho, maRviZebs! mec mkvdari var, ggonia CemTvis advili iyo? azrze rom movedi, sikvdi-li vinatre.

— magram baTus mSvidi saxe rom dainaxe, gulze mogeSva. madloba RmerTs, — gaifiqre, — araferi Seutyvia, Torem adgilze mom-klavdao.

— maSin isic vifiqre, rom nazibrolam araferi uTxra-meTqi, sCans, namusi Seunaxavs da...

— da Sens saqciels samarcxvinos, vin gaigebs, vin dagZraxavs? Sen mzad iyavi Sem-degac ase gecxovra, kidev igive Cagedina, Tu nazibrola iseve Cumad iqneboda?

— ar vici, albaT ara, radgan amis gafiqre-bisas xom SemeSinda, Cemma simxdalem gamaxara, aravin araferi icis-meTqi, magram gareT roca gamovediT, Tavzari dameca.

— mas rom yvelaferi scodnia?

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— egec, da isic, Tu rogor momeqca, ramxela vaJkaci yofila. gamaJrJola, piri gamiSra... meTqi momkali, momkali-meTqi!

— magram baTu giSvebs.—ho, miSvebs, rogorc nabiWvars, rom

davekargo, rom arsad Sev xvde, gadavixvewo da, rac mTavaria, haji-usubTan wasvlas mavalebs, rom sakuTari piriT vuTxra Cems gamzrdels, Cemi saqcieli.

— ratom moiqca baTu ase, Sen rogor fiqrob?

— imitom, rom is Cemnairi ar aris, vaJkacia. am yvelafris Semdeg, maspinZlis wessac ki ar arRvevs da saxlSic arafers imCnevs.

dadumda, qalisadmi mokrZaleba manaxa, Wu-Wyi ar wacxo da eWvebSi ar gaexvia. mis facxas rom gamovcdiT, mxolod maSin aRimaRla xma, magrZnobina, rom icoda yvelaferi...

— ara Tqva ra, arc me gkiTxav: aris zogi Secodeba, rom saTqmelad saZneloa... arc Sen-doba uxerxdeba! axla wadi! damekarge!

— me da magas erTi ZuZu gviwovia, dedamisis ZuZu da amis gamoc gamiSva, Tumca amiT uaresi Caidina... merCivna movekali.

veRar vuZleb dausjelobiT dasjas.— gamzrdelTan rom waxvedi?— SemeZlo arc wavsuliyavi. rodesme

Caviklavdi albaT am tanjvas, magram arc egrea saqme, Tu iq Segexo, sadRac SigniT, morCa... airevi, ailewebi, Seni simSvide da xsna mxolod sikvdili iqneba — es ki yvelaze saSinelia,

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roca sikvdils eZeb, magram ver poulob...haji-usubs yvelaferi vuambe.— haji-usubi saxelgaTqmuli iyo Tavisi

sibrZniT, sadac kia gvariSvili, yvela misi gazrdilia.

— mec! mec misi gazrdili viyavi da muxle-bze daveci, maxrCobda raRac, TiTqos yelSic marwuxebi miWerda da movuyevi yvelaferi.

is ki Cumad miyurebda Tavisi mZime gamoxed-viT. didi naRveli edo saxeze... da rom gaigo baTus saqcieli, da isic, rom swored man gamomgzavna SenTan da pasuxs Sengan elis-meTqi, Tvalebi daxuWa wamierad.

da ici, es ra wami iyo?dro gaCerda, TiTqos raRac saSinelis moax-

loeba vigrZeni — pasuxic es iqnebao, rom namu-sis mosawmendad Cemi xeliT sisxls davRvrio. da aq gavixare, rogorc iqna!

— gaixare?— ki, dambaCa rom Seayena, amovisunTqe, wy-

narad mivuSvire mkerdi, rogorc iqna morCa Cemi tanjva da miviReb imas, rac davimsaxure-meTqi, magram... axlaRa vxvdebi, Tu rogori dasjili vyofilvar, Turme, ki ar moCra, jer sada xar, iwyeba is, rac arasdros damTavrdeba, TiTqos Tvalwin amacales sanatreli Cemi ocneba.

dambaCa aswia da Tqva: Sen sikvdilis ra Rirsi xar?! sasikvdilo me var mxolod, rom kacad ver gamizrdixar!

miTxra da miiWeda safeTqelSi cxeli tyvia.

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SevZrwundi! cxovreba sxva ramaa, vidre Sen ggonia, roca sikvdilis Rirsic ki ar xar! Cemi gamzrdeli — Cemi bedisweraa!

— poema swored aq mTavrdeba. da Sen?— me ra, me davrCi ase, iseTi mkvdari, romel-

ic sikvdils veRar eRirseba... da kidev ici, ra? vSiSob, Wkuidan ar gadavdge, radgan Cemi Tavis meSinia yvelaze metad... ratom mawameben ase? ratom gamwires samudamo satanjvelad da ar mklavs arc baTu da arc haji-usubi? ratom?

ginda giTxra, ratom?radgan maT didi pasuxismgebloba acocx-

lebT, rac me ara maqvs. esaa Cemi tanjvac da saidumloc.

— ra saidumlo?— magasac getyvi... ici, rogor minda CemT-

vis vipovno am saidumlos gasaRebi? da roca TiTqmis vuaxlovdebi mas, Cveni bedi mTavrdeba da yvelaferi gvaviwydeba.

— rogor Tu gaviwydeba?— viRacis axali wakiTxviT, me isev imaves

Caviden, haji-usubi ki arasdros gadava im pa-suxismgeblobas, rac Cemze aiRo da imis Snoc eqneba, bolomde ataros, sanam ar vaiZuleb Tavisive xeliT daixalos tyvia. da baTusac dardi SeWams, CemSi Zmobagatexils, da nazi-brolasac wyena dakbens daumsaxureblad. vrCebi me — erTi ganwiruli sityva.

axla im saidumlosac gagimxel...— gismen.— Cemi saidumlo Cemi imedia, rac Cemi uT-

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valavi wakiTxviT gamiCnda.roca haji-usubTan gamovrbivar da muxle-

bze mdgari mkerds vuSver, sul mgonia, rom sas-wauli moxdeba — RmerTma qnas, xeli waucdes da axla me damaxalos is dambaCa, magram jer ase ar yofila da mec ukve SeveCvie Cems beds.

magram, bolos me yvelafers vxvdebi, TiTqos axlidan vibadebi, gesmis? Cveni bedis leqsSi axal sityvad viwerebi. Cemi gamzrdel-is sikvdilis Semdeg, roca is, sulTambrZoli, dambaCis wamlis kvamlSi exveva, raRac saocari wami dgeba, wami, romelic maradisobisaviTaa, sadac me SemiZlia xelaxla davibado. Svebasac vgrZnob da cocxali var, magram, uecrad irT-veba dro da adgilidan iZvrebian sityvebic — es ki imas niSnavs, rom viRaca Tavidan iwyebs Sens kiTxvas... da gamodis, rom Tavidanve iwyeba mTeli saSineleba, isev ndoba, bneda, tkivili, SiSi... yvelaferi igive, magram isev erTi ram aklia — Seni sikvdili.

da rCebi isev martod.madloba am saocari saubrisaTvis! madloba,

rom bolomde momismine da albaT gamige ki-dec.

mSvidobiT.— mSvidobiT, wakiTxvamde, momaval wakiTx-

vamde.

da Cveni qveyanac, mravlis gamCeni — mrav-lis gamzrdeli, yovel jerze axlidan gan-icdis Tavis beds.

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bednieri an gawbilebuli, didi moTminebiT iwers gulze yovelis saqciels, siwmindesa Tu umsgavsobas. strofi strofs misdevs, Taoba — Taobas, jildoc gamarjvebas unda sdevdes da sasjelic — danaSauls, magram ucnauri ramaa bediswera, radgan Cvens wignSi dRevandeli gverdi ase ar weria.

vaJa-fSavelas`stumar-maspinZeli~

dabadebidan sikvdilamde yoveli kaci gadis am vrcel, SemovliT gzas, rac Cvens cxovre-baze miiklakneba, amtverebuli imedebiTa da miswrafebebiT. zogi sawadels aRwevs, zogic marcxdeba... zogic Cerdeba sinamdvilesa da saocnebos Soris, magram nebismier SemTx-vevaSi, yoveli Cvengani irqmevs saxels, rasac misi saqcieli sTavazobs.

vin irCevs adamians, bediswera? ybadaRebu-li ufskruli? — saidanac bevri verc aRwevs, Tu Tavad adamiani? TviTonve vinc xteba am ufskrulSi da roca iq dainTqmeba, iqve pou-lobs misTvis myudro adgils, miiRebs imas, rasac eltvoda.

yoveli kaci TviTonve agebs pasuxs misive namoqmedarze, radgan man airCia sakuTari Tavi da Caidina iseTi saqcieli, risi Snoc hqonda, Tumca...

...arsebobs adamiani, rogorc teqsti, da yoveli axali wakiTxviT is Tavidan ganicdis Tavis beds.

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Cveni qveyanac Zveli teqstia, zogisTvis mravaljer gadakiTxuli, gaTavisebuli da mtkivneuli; zogisTvis ki zereled Tvalga-davlebuli, uSinaarso da gaugebari.

Tavdapirvelad Tqmuli sityviT Seqmnili samyaro ki, mitovebuli rCeba mkiTxvels, radgan is ar ufiqrdeboda ra Tavis warmomav-lobas — kvlav briyvdeba, roca gverdi gverds misdevs da misi kiTxviT acocxlebuli verc ki amCnevs, rom bedisweris gzebiT, erTmaneTze miwyobili winadadebebi, sabolood sadRac gariyaven mas.

da am teqstad gadaSlil samyaroSi, roca mas kiTxuloben, xSir SemTxvevaSi is mainc ar fxizlobs, da raRa Tqma unda aRarc ki axsovs, rom is am teqstSi viRacam dawera.

sad aris pasuxismgebloba?ra aris pasuxismgebloba?— gamarjoba joyola.— Senc gagimarjos Zmobilo.— poema „stumarmaspinZeli”, sityvaTa is

samyaro, raSic Sen cxovrob, Ramis aRweris sceniT iwyeba, roca zviadauri modis da gzad mas gadaeyrebi.

— marTali xar, asea.— Sen nanadirevis gayofas sTavazob... mona-

direebis wesis Tanaxmad.— Tu ginda orad gaviyoT, veubnebi zvi-

adaurs, rogorc amxanagT, orada, CiCqic ar

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minda me meti, gavinawiloT sworada.— da amis Semdeg Sen mas saxlSi patiJeb.— asea.— warmodgena ara gaqvs ra, rom is mteria,

Seni mosisxle mteri.— ar vicodi, ieriT ki xevsuri sCanda,

magram ici rac miTxra, nunua mqvian Zmisao, gadmoxvewili WieliT.

— ratom dagimala zviadaurma Tavisi saxeli?

— zviadauri bavSvmac ki icis vinaa, qistebs bevrs sisxli avala, bevr qists moaWra mar-jvena, udrod saflavSi Calala...

... ratom damimala Tavisi vinaoba? am kiTxvas mec xSirad vusvam Tavs, iqneb, raime veraguli gegma hqonda, iqneb, arc ki apirebda avis Cade-nas, ubralod mendo da gamomyva, Tumca icoda, sadac mimyavda, qisteTSi, Cems saxlSi.

— poemis dasawyisSi weria, roca zviadauri bilikiT modis, Zmis mkvlelis sisxlis swyu-ria kaci rom modis gzazeda.

— agrea, mosaklavad modioda? vinmes mo-saklavad an... vin icis?

— iqneb monadireTa wesis SeTavazebamac gaaCera, an raRac Secvala masSi.

— aki giTxari, zustad ver getyvi-meTqi, raRac fiqri hqonda albaT, Semdeg rac moxda, esec xom ici?

— ra Tqma unda.— da amis Semdeg, roca isic mkvdaria da

mec mkvdari var, zogjer veZaxi, zviadauro,

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Zmobilo, rad ar maCveneb Sen saxes?— saerTod, roca saxes ar gaCvenebs vinme, an

gemaleba, albaT... ufro rcxvenia, xom asea?— asea.— adami da eva maxsendeba, da rac mTavaria,

kaeni, Zmis mkvleli. isini RmerTs daemalnen, saxe ar aCvenes mas, rcxvenodaT Tavisi saqcie-lis.

— da eSinodaT...— kargi, roca musas zviadauris danaxvaze

mglis feri daedeba da sofels Sekrebs — Sen, stumars maT ar anebeb, ratom?

— wesis pasuxismgebloba ver davTme, ver davTme ki ara, ar davTme...

— stumari RvTisaa, Sens meuRlesac xom mi-axare — ai, stumari moggvare, RvTis wyalobaa Cvenzeda, rogorc dagvxvdebi diaco, exla hkidia Senzeda.

— zviadaurs isic ki vuTxari, mobrZandi, rogorc Zma ZmasTan, naTlimamasTan naTlia.

— da zviadauri Semodis.— ho.— musa ki gaxsenebs, gamwarebiT da siSmagiT,

rom man TviT Seni Zmac mokla. zviadaurs, Zalzed bevri qisti hyavs mokluli, bevri ojaxi dauqcevia da amayobda amiT — „gaxla-varT zviadauri”, — gadmosZaxebda xolme maT. mgoni, maTac unda gavugoT, ratom undaT zviadauris Sepyroba da msxverplad Sewirva, saflavze dakvla.

— asea ki, da Seni im kiTxvis pasuxi SeiZleba

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aqacaa, iqneb da mas yvelaferi ukve mofiqre-buli hqonda, is modioda qisteTSi, raTa swored rom Sewiruliyo, oRond... ai, momis-mine... iqneb man mec ki gamomiyena amisTvis, is Cven Cagvabrda TiTqos, eloda ra Cemgan aseT saqciels, icoda albaT, ra kacic viyav, an ar eloda, ubralod, aseTi xerxic gaiTvaliswina, radgan vaJkacis wesi — wesia stumris miRebisa da daxvedris da Tavis gegmaSi mec CamrTo, imis gaTvaliswinebiT, rom Tu es gzac ar ivargebda, qistebi mainc Seipyrobdnen da myisve dak-lavdnen Sesawirad... da roca es moxdeboda, is Tavisi sikvdiliT wyalSi Cauyrida qistebs msxverplis Sewirvis wess da asec moxda — is ar Sedrka.

— daklulma dahkla maT guli da gaucrua qadili.

— marTali xar, jer ki gvaCvena, rom boRmam mokla, oh, xmali momca exlao, CamigdeT xelSi, ZaRlebo, kargi dagidgaT daria...

Semdeg — ZaRl iyos Tqveni mkvdrisada, gaimeora orjer da sxva araferi uTqvams, roca dana nela Seuyvanes yelSi.

CvenSi ki asea, sisxlis aRebisas, mkvlelo-bisaTvis mokvlisas, Tu Sesawiri, saflavze dakluli, ar Sedrka, — Sewirulad ar iTv-leba.

man amiT wertili dasva, iqneb amitomac mo-dioda im wyeul Rames CvenTan, rom es eqna, Zmis mkvlelis sisxli rom swyuroda, iqneb iseTic ki iyo misi mizani... da albaT, imitomac, rom

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daiRala.— daiRala?— ki. warmoidgine, ramdeni adamiani kiTxu-

lobs Cvens beds da yoveli axali wakiTxviT, zviadauri mters klavs. klavs da klavs gau-Taveblad... iqneb is daiRala am xocvaJletiT, magram vaJkacia da Tavis vaJkacobas ver icv-lis, aseTia misi buneba... da amitom, Tavisi sikvdili amjobina, magram aqac ki daumtkica maT, is yovelTvis maTi mteri darCeba, daumt-kica, rom vaJkacia. amitomac damimala Tavis saxeli.

— magram Seni ki Sercxva... misi aCrdili saxes ar gaCvenebs.

— radgan xom giTxari, an ar eloda Cemgan aseT saqciels, an swored am saqcielisTvis gamiznulad gamomiyena, ris gamoc daerqva Cvens beds „stumarmaspinZeli”.

— Sen sofeli dagipirispirda, laCrad da WkuaTxelad CagTvales, — abdaubdaob Steradao, am giauris gulisTvis Zmebsac epy-robi mtradao.

— ho, ZaRlad rom gamxades da Cemi daqceva ifiqres, adgilze davkali Cemi moZme musa. swored eg gamiTamamda ase. me ar var laCari. zviadauris vinaoba rom Sevityve, mwared vinane, rom Cemi stumari iyo da Zmad miviRe, magram sityvisa da wesis pasuxismgeblobas mainc ar gadavedi. Cemebs veubnebodi, dRes stumaria es Cemi, gind zRva emarTos sisxlisa-meTqi. gavuSvaT da mere gavuswordeT. maT ar

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damijeres. usamarTlobas sCadixarT, tyui-lad mlanZRavT-meTqi — veubnebodi maT.

— Sen ki yvelas giJi egone, radgan fiqrobd-nen, rom zviadauris mxare geWira.

— ho, vegone... magram misi mxare ar damiWe-ria da bedis yvelaze mZime Jams wesis sityva ar gavtexe. Tqma erTia, gakeTeba meore, amis gamo gamgelebuli sofeli damidga win.

— marTalia, roca xevsurni sofels moad-gebian da omi gaCaRdeba, Sen marto Sevardebi sabrZolvelad, ratom?

— raTa mTelma jaregam mnaxos, vin erT-gulia, vin ara, qistebs orguli vgonivar, gamdgari Tavis rjulzeda, moRalate var, xelaRebuli sulzeda.

— gaocebulebi giyureben, magram mainc zizRiT amboben — mohklan, Tu mohkles axia, exlac masxarad agvigdo.

— imasac iZaxdnen, winad rom bevrjer agvria, soflisa gadra indoma, Cven ki talaxSi gagvria.

— da Sen kvdebi, marcxdebi, erTi kaci, xev-surTa jaris winaSe.

— mec vkvdebi da sxva biWebic ixocebian, kargi vaJkacebi. xevsurebi ki zviadauris Zv-lebs hkrefen da qisteTs eclebian.

— aRaza? Seni meuRle?— Cemi diaci... magas ra? man vaJkacis sikvdi-

li itira, roca naxa, Tu ra amayad aResrula zviadauri, sami balanic ki aaWra saxsovrad, magram es araferi, radgan diacs mudamac

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uxdeba glova vaJkacis kargisa. Tumca, jer mimalavda, rom sasaflaoze iyo. Cemi risxvisa SeeSinda da imisic, rom mkvdrebma dawyevles, sasaflaoze mtirali. misi mkvdari Zmac gauw-yra, gulistkivili SesCivla, Tavis tolebSi usworom, qisteTs ganTqmulma mxedarma.

— arada, aRaza gulwrfelad ganicdida va-Jkacis sikvdils.

— fiqrobda albaT, netavi nebas maZlevdes dedakacobis rjulio, rom eg vacocxlo, sxvas yvelas gavafrTxobino sulio.

— ase fiqrobda da misi grZnobis gul-wrfelobam da tkiviliT damwarebulma vne-bam esec aTqmevina, netavi imas, vinac magis mklavzeda wveboda, visaca mkerdi aw kruli magis gulmkerdsa swvdeboda.

— eh, diacni. zviadauris mere, mec rom momkles, man CaTvala, rom azri aRar hqonda mis martod yofnas, Temis xaTric hqonda da RvTis SiSic, magram qali qalia, veras gaigeb, man Tavi moikla.

— maSin, miTxari, ra aris SenTvis Rirebuli, — wesis pasuxismgebloba, mters rom mtrulad dauxvde, Temis gadawyvetileba Tu...

— me mtersac davuxvdi da stumaric miviRe, arc erTis pasuxismgebloba ar damirRvevia... stumari rom maTTvis gadameca, igive iqne-boda, omidan rom gamovparuliyavi... da amis garda, arc Tems davupirispirdi, isini TviTon damipirispirdnen, radgan maT gamwarebaze da sisxlis aRebis mouTmenel survilze maRla, me

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kacisaTvis micemuli sityva davayene, sityva, romelic wesiT iyo nakarnaxevi, rac RvTis mieraa dadgenili da ara Cemi mogonili, rasac igive Temic emorCileba.

araferi daSavdeboda, zviadauri rom gagveSva qisteTs miRma da Semdeg davdevnebodi da pasuxi gameca, miTumetes, Cemi Zmis mkvleli iyo. magram Temma is ver aitana, rom maTze maRla Turme yofila kidev raRac sxva.

— mainc ra?— rac ukve giTxari — pasuxismgebloba.qistebma rom erTxmad SemouZaxes da das-

Weqes, Sen da Sens stumars orives erTad gad-gisvriT beqiTa, Tems rac swadian, mas izams Tavis Temobis wesiTa, xom gaxsovs?

— maxsovs.— mere? swored isini arRvevdnen pirvelebi

am TavianT wess, radgan sisxlis aRebis wyur-vili ufro didi iyo, vidre wesis pasuxismge-bloba, — ai, maTi sisuste da es rom naxes... me rom amas ar gadavedi, gamwardnen, dainaxes ra, rom adamianTa survilze maRla, adamianis pasuxismgebloba dgas!

— da am yvelafers dascqeris, pirimze moR-erebulis yeliT... madloba Seni, joyola.

— naxvamdis.— naxvamdis da momaval wakiTxvamde!

dRes Cven gzaabneulebi Tu amayebi, imed-dakargulebi Tu imedebiT aRvsilni, rogorc SegviZlia vicavT maspinZlisa da stumris

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pasuxismgeblobas... gvinda rom viyoT huma-nurebi, rac dedaazria am wesis... vicavT pasux-ismgeblobas, roca aq vmaspinZlobT maT, vinc yoveli wakiTxuli da gadaSlili gverdiT, yovel axal dRes, CvenTan erTad, im imediT iyofs, rom mova dro da Sin dabrundeba.

magram, jer yvelasTvis waukiTxav, erT rome-lime gadauSlel gverdze, SeiZleba dagvxvdes iseTi sabediswero kiTxva, roca mxolod Cveni sifxizle gvapovninebs swor pasuxs, da maSin rogor moviqceviT? rogorc dRevandeli Cveni gmiri? Tu?..

ilia WavWavaZis`gandegili~

ra ufro ganusazRvrelia — adamianis nebi-syofa Tu bedisweris gardauvaloba?

riTi SeiZleba davamarcxoT cxovrebiseuli yvela is pirobiToba, rac zogjer WeSmarite-bad migvaCnia da respeqtabelobis kanonis tyveobaSi gvagdebs.

sad imaleba kacis winaaRmdegobriobis, sam-yarosTan Tu sakuTar TavTan aRZruli janyis mizezebi da saiT gvityuebs Cveni saqcieli, Cveni Zieba.

qveynierebisagan gandgomili kaci da wigni-dan ganmdgari sityva. ucnauri kavSiria da SesaZloa gvjerodes, rom Tu gadarCeba kaci, gadarCeba qveynierebac, Tu gadarCeba sityva — gadarCeba wignic. magram nebismier SemTx-vevaSi — gind sityva gandegili, gind sityva

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— saero cxovrebiT naweri, erTi saidumlos kanons emorCilebian.

ra aris am saidumlos saxeli?!— gamarjoba.— RmerTma daglocos.— ucnauria, moulodnelobebiT savsea

Cveni cxovreba. xom asea?!— albaT.— Sen, vinc asketizmis umaRles safexurs

miaRwie da qveyanas ganudeqi, raTa dRedaRam locviT gagewminda suli da avs aridebodi — miwier yofas, sadac siturfe da saTnoeba SenT-vis borotis saxe da cdunebaa, dauSvebdi rom... minda sworad gamigo... rom Sen saydarSi, sadac berad daeyude — swored iq SegemTxveoda is, rasac gaeqeci?!.

— me ase ar vityodi. yovelive RvTis nebaa.— mwyemsi qali ambobs, rom mamamisis cxvars

aZovebda, balaxma maRla, mTaSi amoityua, Sem-deg gawvimda, daRamda, gza aebna da jaWvi rom SeniSna kldeze, mamis sityvebi gaixsena — iq, maRla, erTi wminda kaci, gandegili cxovrob-so da amovida, Tavi Segafara.

— mec miviRe. jer miTxra... rom vkiTxe, vin xar, kaci Tu mavne... miTxra, kaci var kaci, mo-meci bina, mixsen RvTis madlsa sikvdilisagan... is ki vixseni, magram me...

— Sen mzad xar miiRo gasaWirSi Cavardnili adamiani, mzad xar, radgan ambob — codvaa, ga-reT dagtovo am dros; Tu macduri xar, sCans RmerTs swadian mwiri codvili dRes gamom-

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cados...— amoved, vinc xar! — veubnebi, — iyav neba

RvTis!..— ese igi, Sen RvTis nebas asruleb, uSveb

im azrsac, rom SeiZleba gamocdaa, TiTqmis bolomde mzad xar — TiTqos erT ukanasknel gamocdas unda gauZlo da...

— ... da ra? TiTqos bolomde mzad var?Sen ici, ra aris simartove? ici, ra aris,

roca Senive nebiT moikveT Sengan yvela axlo-bels da miendobi RmerTs, erT did amoucnob saidumlos, romlis azric bolomde ar gesmis, magram mainc dgam am nabijs — midixar, wuTi-sofels eclebi, qveynisgan gandegili xdebi... ratom akeTeb amas, SeiZleba verc ki xvdebi, magram raRaca... Seni Sinagani xma geubneba, rom...

... rom Seni gza aseTia, magram dgeba erTi Cveulebrivi dRe da kaci im dRes ver uZleb.

— swored am dRes gulisxmob xom? ufro sworad, am Rames, roca mwyemsi qali SenTan modis.

— ra Tqma unda... modis da moaqvs Cemi tan-jvac, magram xom giTxari, is arafer SuaSia, CemSia yvelaferi.

— magram, mwyemsi qali SenTan Semodis mar-Tlac daxmarebis saTxovnelad — Ramis gasaT-evad. mis saqcielSi erTi miniSnebac araa, rom Seni cduneba unda.

— ara... ho, is adamiania iseve, rogorc me. sjera, rom ukadriss ar vkadreb. me xom beri

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var.— am cxovrebisgan gamdgari. cxovrob

marto da SeiZleba iTqvas, mxolod Sens Tavze fiqrob, marto Seni sulis gadarCena ginda, sxva ki araferi gaRelvebs.

— arCevania aseTi. me axlosac ver mival wmindanebTan, did mowameebTan. me ubralod Cemi Tavi myavs gawamebuli, Cems xorcs vawameb sulisTvis...

... Cems senakSi mzis sxivi Semodis sarkmli-dan...

— ki, da masze locvani devs — gadaSlili wigni. is ar vardeba, mzis sxivi iWers.

— odesRac asec iyo. vinmesTvis SeiZleba saswaulia, CemTvis ki — RvTis madlia, imdenad msubuqia Cemi suli, rom locvani mzis sxivzea dayrdnobili.

— magram buneba Tavisas iTxovs da Sen ver moikveTe is Sengan, cecxls daanTeb da ras xedav — sibnele ganibneva, Sens Tvalwin ki gasaocari raRac Cveneba warsdgeba.

— ymawvili qali, savse sicocxliT, savse Svenebis jadoTi, grZnebiT, nazad, amayad cecxlispirs ijda, viT mindvris Sveli yel-moRerebiT.

— eSxiTa mfrqvevsa mis Savsa Tvalebs TviT cecxli siTbos ecileboda.

— mis elferTagan TviT cecxlis Suqi, viTa Zleuli ukuhkrTeboda.

— mwyemsi qali Tavis ambavs giyveba da ain-teresebs, Sen rogor Zleb am yinuleTSi, sul

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martod marto. ise, es mec mainteresebs.— roca gandegiloba Seni xvedria, roca

yrmobidan emzadebi da suls ganimtkiceb im didi simartovisTvis, adamiansa da RmerTs So-ris racaa, — TiTqos xidad gadebuli, — maSin gaZleb! martoobasac niWi sWirdeba da codna. marxviT, locviT da, rac mTavaria, rwmeniT, nelnela viwye RmerTTan miaxloveba, is sxivic TandaTan momeca niSnad imisa, rom RmerTi CemTan iyo... mixaroda, rom vZlie wuTisofels. da erT mSvenier dRes samoTxis karsac Sevxsni da Sevxedav Cems sanatrel RmerTs, visac am-deni xani veZebdi, rogorc CemSi, ise zecaSi.

— magram moulodnelad yvelaferi saxes icvlis: es mainteresebs, — Sen xom icodi, rom SeiZleba RvTis gamocdaa, ratom ar ifxizle.

— albaT imitom, rom gavTamamdi Cemive siZlieriT: ra moxdeba, erTxel vakoco am silamazes, Cems win rom sZinavs jadosnuri RimiliT, da kidev isic, rom vinane...

... roca mas vuyrebdi — vinane.— ho, roca gaifiqre — xsna yvelgan aris...

xolo gza xsnisa aseTi mergo me ubedursa.— me ubedursa! — sazareli sityva wamom-

cda... sityva umadurobis, Civilis, me ukve TiTqmis veziare did saidumlos da wamSi da-viviwye yvelaferi, amovikvnese didi bedniere-bis damkargavma da RmerTs Sevkadre samduravi. davibeni... Cems TavSi davikarge.

— gafiTrdi, SegeSinda, miixedmoixede, TiTqos mters eZebdi irgvliv.

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— irgvliv ki aravin iyo. xom geubnebi, Cem-Sia RmerTic da satanac da is didi simartovec, rasac veRar gavuZeli...

... TiTqos sadRac xramSi gadaviCexe. Tvali gamiSterda mZinare qalis Rimilze, guli sxvagvarad amiZgerda jer arcnobili sitk-boebiT, Cemi sulis yvelaze bneli siRrmidan mesmoda es gulisZgera...

me ar vicodi, Tu ra Rrma ufskruli hqonia Turme adamianis suls.

— magram, Sen xom ar gikocnia misTvis, Sen mxolod moginda kocna.

— mere ra, es sakmarisi aRmoCnda, fiqri survilze swrafia, yvela saqciels daaswrebs is da Tvalis daxamxamebaSi agxvets miwidan, mtvrad mogabnevs... wagSlis.

me vawyenine mas, — im yvelaze mTavar siyvar-uls, rasac Cven RmerTs vuwodebT. vawyenine da albaT gulic davwyvite, radgan ar aRmovC-ndi misi siyvarulis Rirsi, zurgi vaqcie, bolomde ver vatare is, rac Tavze aviRe da es ufro mtkivneulia, vidre is, rom aRvigzen da kocna mominda... ese igi, me sando ara var. esaa sawyeni.

— wawymdi Tu ara! — niSnismogebiT CagZaxa yurSi viRacam.

— CamZaxa... kivili ufro iyo, sazareli, dam-cinavi. xom ar momeCvena, iqneb eSmaki midgas gverdiT-meTqi, jer gaxedvac ki ver gavbede, magram momeCvena ki ara... kivili, yinuliviT civi xma, yovelTvis rom Tavs maxsenebs Tavisi

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miwismZvreli saSinelebiT, Cemive sulis Rrma da bneli ufskrulidan mesmoda. kankaliT dav-eci muxlebze RvTismSoblis xatTan.

— magram RvTismSoblis saxeSi im mwyemsi qalis saxe dainaxe.

— davinaxe da aRsasrulic vigrZeni, radgan mivxvdi, rom Cemi xramidan, sadac gadaveSvi, ver amovaRwevdi.

— droc gaiWima, TiTqos gvian Tendeboda, TiTqos mzes aRar undoda amosvla, magram roca sarkmelSi pirveli sxivi Semodga, imedi mogeca.

— Cemi imedi, Cemi xsna, RmerTs ar gavuwir-ivar-meTqi da xelis kankaliT rom davde masze locvani...

— wigni davarda...— ar daiWira da... yvelaferi damTavrda...

Semrcxva da... amitom movkvdi!— is mwyemsi qali?— ar vici. me vkvdebi. is, albaT, midis, al-

baT, viRaceebic amovlen da dammarxaven... ar vici, es ar sweria... magram... me xom sityva var da mTeli maradisoba maqvs win. Cemi Secdoma unda gamovasworo, amitom var gandegili, rom isev unda movemzado, sazizRari gulisTqmisagan isev ganviwmindo, rac Cveulebrivi adamianuri sisustea, bunebrivi ndoma, rogorc wyur-vili an... an sunTqva. xom ar SeuZlia adamians sunTqvas ganudges?! me swored es mindoda... da minda Cemsave beds gaveqce, amitom gavurbivar wuTisofels, rom iq, im yinulian kldeebSic

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ver momagnos man. magram is mainc modis da am-deni xani ver davZlie Tavi da albaT davRale RmerTic da Tqvenc, vinc kiTxulobT amas.

axla ki droa, me unda davbrunde.— maSin, erT kiTxvasac mogcem, vidre wax-

val.— brZane!— Sen mzad xar, Tavidan ganicado yve-

laferi, TviT Seni sikvdilic ki. mzad xar, yvela Zala ixmaro, rom gamocdas gauZlo, roca wigni gadaiSleba da Cven Sens kiTxvas daviwyebT; iqneb jobdes... Sen xom Tqvi, xsna yvelganaao... iqneb jobdes dabrunde ara iq, Sens senakSi gandegilad, aramed qveynad... da saero cxovrebiT icxovro. Tu xsna yvelganaa, iqneb iq moZebno axali gza sulis saxsnelad da Tavi aarido am mZime gansacdels. Sen Zalian sWirdebi qveyanas, romelic urwmunoebasa da codvaSi yvinTavs dRes.

— yvela Tavis saqcielze agebs pasuxs. me amas ukve ver vizam.

— ratom? aseTi arCevani rom gaqvs?— axla ukve bedi!.unda vecado, rom vsZlio

beds, vecado mainc! — maS, naxvamdis da momaval wakiTxvamde!— mSvidobiT! da iloceT Cemze, gansa-

kuTrebiT im adgilis wakiTxvisas, roca is mwyemsi qali, CemTan unda amovides, roca wvima iwyeba.

„gadaarCine Tavi da gadarCebian milionebi”

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— kacTa bedisweraTa gzajvaredinze, yovelT-vis Tavs gvaxsenebs aseTi Cagoneba. magram vin gauZlebs Cveni drois simwares, mis SiSebsa da sasowarkveTilebas — is, visac TanagrZnobis, Tavganwirvis da amtanobis unari aqvs, visi mi-zanic pirovnuli Ziebisa — erovnulobaSi ar-Cevanis povnaa? arCevanSi ki — RvTaebrivis?

dedamiwis bedic, samyaros Seqmnidan mis aRsasrulamde, SesaZloa am arCevanze iyos sulmudam damokidebuli.

edgar alan posùiliam uilsoni~

winaaRmdegobrioba — ucnauri JReradoba aqvs am sityvas, romelic adamianis gancdebis, imedebis, miswrafebebis, bedisweris da saqmee-bis Tu saqcielis did istorias itevs. is saku-Tari sunTqvasaviTaa, rac ar Sordeba arcerT Cvengans da arc simartoveSi gvanebebs Tavs.

simartove ki qveynis mpyrobeli, yovelTvis dums. albaT arasdros gagvendoba da dRemdec aravin icis, zecis wyevlaa Tu didi madli, rom swored winaaRmdegobrioba mierekeba im did simartoveSi yvela amaoebas.

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rogor ibadeba fiqri, bgera, an feri?rogor eZebs adamiani saidumloze pasuxs

da ra unda rom aRmoaCinos, ras elis is sx-vebisgan an sakuTari Tavisgan? dasawyisis bolo Tu dasasrulia, maSin sad gadis zRvari arssa da araarss Soris da arsebobs es zRvari saerTod?

— gamarjoba uilson. Tumca arc ki vici, ra saxeliT mogmarTo.

— gamarjoba, rogorc ginda miwode — uil-iam uilson, an marto uilson... rogorc Sen ginda.

— pirveli, rac minda gkiTxo da Sengan gavi-go, isaa, Tu vin xar, an vinaa is uiliam uilsoni, romelic ambavs gviyveba — da monaTxrobs, swored „uiliam uilsoni” hqvia.

— o, Sen metad ucnauri ram ginda gaigo. ucnauri da rTuli, radgan is uiliam uilsoni, ambavs vinc yveba, isevenairad var me, rogorc me, romelic axla Sen gesaubrebi, aris is.

— ufro gasagebad da zustad xom ver gan-martavdi.

— vecdebi. arc ise advilia, Tumca ori si-tyviTac SeiZleba vTqva. arsebobs cnobieri da Seucnobeli samyaro, orive erT adamianSi iyris Tavs, magram romeliRaca erT sinamd-vileSi rCeba, romeliRaca ki meoreSi. sar-kis anarekliviTaa orive sinamdvile. aseTi kuTxiT Tu mivudgebiT saqmes, SeiZleba kidec gairkves rame.

— maSin, sul Tavidan daviwyoT. is uiliam

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uilsoni, vinc ambavs yveba, skolis periodidan iwyebs Tavisi bedis gaziarebas. im skolaSi Senc aRmoCndebi.

— doqtor brensbis skola. diax.. goTi-kuri stilis Senoba, viwro fanjrebiT, muxis ficrebiT dayudebuli WeriT da daqsaqsuli, naxevrad bneli derefnebiT, rogorc sasaxle, TiTqos raRac saidumloebebiT moculi.

— Tqven Zalian gevxarT erTmaneTs — tyu-pebiviT; da yovelTvis erTnairad gacviaT, manerebze rom ar vilaparakoT.

— ki vgavarT, cxadia, magram Cems warmomav-lobaze is arafers ambobs.

— ho, mxolod imas, rom uilson, inglisSi mdabioTa gvaria.

— TviTon erTerTi uZvelesi gvarisa iyo, magram Txrobis dasawyisSive uiliami xazgas-miT aRniSnavs, rom Tavisi vinaobis gamxelas Segnebulad ar apirebs.

— raTa misi namdvili saxeliT ar daiTx-varos mis win mdebare sufTa qaRaldi.

— diax, da irqmevs am saxels — Cems saxels, misi sakuTari saxelisgan odnav gansxvave-buls... miuwers „uilson”. is Tavidanve Tavs uwodebs uiliam uilson, radgan weras iwyebs mas Semdeg, roca mklavs. TviTon ki yvelafers xvdeba.

— mainc ras? ras xvdeba.— imas rom, Tuki ram misTvis momxdara —

yvelaferi masSive moxda mxolod da ar arse-bobs qveynad sxva uiliam uilsoni Tu ara is

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uiliam uilsoni, vinc me mklavs da me, uiliam uilsoni, romelic vkvdebi.

es erTi adamiania, or sinamdviles, or sam-yaros Soris moaruli.

— TviTonac xom wers dasawyisSive — rom gana axla ar vkvdebi saSinelebisa da Seucno-belis msxverpli, msxverpli sazareli zmane-bis? Tqven erTmaneTis oreulebi xarT?

— daaxloebiT.— rogor Tu daaxloebiT?— oreulebi erT kacSi, me erTi adamiani var,

ufro sworad Cven — Cven erTi adamiani varT.— ese igi, Sen, uilson — xar Seucnobeli

uiliamisTvis, misi sakuTari Tavi.— diax. da uiliam aris Seucnobeli CemTvis,

uilsonisTvis. rogorc adamianis me, gnebavs, orsaxovani ianusi, magram ufro ezoTerulad Tu SevxedavT, me sakmaod Rrmad vicnob uil-iamis bunebas, mis suls, radgan is Cemive Tavia, romelic TiTqos zRvars miRma cxovrobs — cnobiersa da Seucnobels Soris gavlebul zRvars miRma.

— Sen gasagebad ganmarte, magram ras niS-navs ufro ezoTerulad Tu SevxedavT, ras gulisxmob.

— getyvi.erTsa da imave droSi, erTmaneTisgan

damoukideblad arseboben samyaroebi. oRond visTvis xilulad da visTvis uxilavad. erTi da igive adamiani aris iqac da aqac. mxolod sarkis dayenebisas sCans is realoba xilulad,

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romelic imave adgilze arsebobs da zustad is adgilia, oRond SenTvis uxilavi, calmxrivi.

am samyaroebs Soris napralebia — erTgvari derefnebi da gasasvleli kari, riTac oreule-bi gadian an Semodian. iq, im samyaroSi me Cemi cxovrebiT vcxovrob, uiliamis sawinaaRmdego cxovrebiT. es samyaroebi Cvenze gadis.

— da erT adamianSi xdeba mTeli misteria.— diax. uiliami, rogorc giTxari... da Senc

xom ici, qveynad arnaxul umsgavsobas sCadio-da, sibilwesa Tu daundoblobas, yvelafers mankiers, Tavad satanac rom ver miagebda sxvas met borotebas.

— Sen ki misi sindisi iyavi, Tu SeiZleba asec iTqvas, sindisi, patiosneba, sasoeba Tu igive pasuxismgebloba.

— rac mas ar hqonda. da roca is Tavisi znedacemulobiT me mSlida, Tavidan aRmom-fxvravda, da me metis atana Tu gaZleba rom aRar SemeZlo, swored maSin gamovCndebodi mis sinamdvileSi da Tavs vaxsenebdi. mas elda ecemoda. krTeboda. kankali itanda.

— im derefnebiT Semodiodi xom? zemoT rac axsene.

— diax.— SegiZlia aRwero, rogoria is derefani,

an Tundac Seni samyaro?— Cemi samyaro zustad iseTia, rogorc uil-

iamis, igive qveyana, igive dro, igive adgili, derefnebi ki sityvebs Soris datovebuli adgilebia.

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— sityvebs Soris?— ho, Tvali odnav rom moxuWo da nabeWd ga-

daSlil gverds Sexedo, Senc dainaxav am viwro, TeTr bilikebs, sityvebs Soris romaa datove-buli, texilad daxazuli. am derefnebiT gad-avdiodi gverdidan gverdze da saWiro abzacs vagnebdi. Tu weria, rom... xom weria rom, ai, roca gameqceva da mogzaurobas iwyebs romSi, berlinsa Tu moskovSi, yvelgan me vxvdebi.

— mas ki ukvirs, Tu rogor axerxeb amas?!— CemTvis... uxeSad rom vTqvaT, ganzo-

milebis Secvlaa — sibrtyidan sivrceSi — me derefans gavdivar, da sadac weria, davuSvaT, neapoli — rom uiliami neapolSia, mec im gverdze mivdivar, zustad im abzacSi da im sityvaSi — sadac esaa aRniSnuli. ar dagavi-wydes, garda imisa, rom uiliam uilsoni, Cven erTi kaci varT — me is privilegia maqvs, rom vici... wignis gmiri rom var.

— da saidan ici? an iman ratom ar icis?— radgan is TviTon wers da me momixseniebs.

RvTis wyalobaa, albaT, rom me ar vwer am wigns. Torem boroti uiliami iqneboda zRvars aqeT da mas raRa gaaCerebda.

— magram Sen mainc gklavs, romSi — niRbebi-an mejlisze, neapolis hercogis di brolios sasaxleSi, maskaradze, misi norCi meuRlis daufleba rom unda.

— mklavs, magram TviTonac kvdeba, radgan Tavisi oreuli, anu me, zRvars miRma vrCebi, im derefnebis miRma samyaroSi, imave gverdze,

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magram sityvis ukana mxares, riTic Tavad sityvaa gverdze mikruli, rogorc sarkis anarekli, sadac marcxena marjvenaa, da mar-jvena — marcxena; vrCebi miRma da me veRaravin wamikiTxavs, da verc TviTon — naxevari kaci, naxevari uiliam uilsoni, misTvis es kari ukve daxurulia.

— ho, adamiani Tavis sarkis anarekls ve-rafers uzams, sarke Catydeba mxolod, man Tavs unda uqnas rame, rom igive mouvides anarekls... kargi, me isev minda, Senive sityve-biT rom vTqva, wina gverdebs gadavxedo, ukve gasul dros, swored im dros, rodesac uil-iami did saxels moixveWs, gind skolaSi, gind oqsfordSi.

— daundobeli, mrisxane da bilwi adami-anis saxels, is gamdidrdeba am yvelafriT gaTamamebuli da adamianebze, Tavis gavleniTa da ZalauflebiT, iwyebs maTive gamoyenebas, dacinvas, ryvnas da damonebas.

— Sen cdilob gaaCero. gamoafxizlo.— da vixsna, rogorc is, aseve sakuTari

Tavi, orive erTad, erTi uiliam uilsoni. mis cxovrebaSi swored iseT dros gamovCndebi, roca naklebad melis.

— magaliTad, adamianis wamebisas, Tu kar-tis TamaSis dros, roca moTamaSeebs atyuebs da gaiZverobiTa da uwesobiT ugebs, an Ramis Tavawyvetili Rreobebisas.

— zustad asea. da sadac ar unda gameqces, yvelgan me var. xom ar SeuZlia kacs sakuTar

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Tavs gaeqces.— uiliam uilsoni gaocebiTa da zizRiT

ixsenebs ambis Txrobisas, Tu rogor eqeci wyevlad: oqsfordSi — misi saxelis Semarcx-veneli, roca yvelas gaumxel, sanTlebi rom qreba da bnel oTaxSi gamoCndebi — kartis moTamaSeebs roca mimarTav, rom mas gadmoke-cili saxelos sarCuli gauCxrikon, raTa iq momgebiani kartebi upovon, aseve romSi, roca win aRudeqi mis pativmoyvareobas, parizSi — SurisZiebas, neapolSi — vnebian siyvaruls da egvipteSi, oqrosmomxveWvelobas rom arqmev mis saqmeebs.

— zustad asea. uiliami mxolod bolos xvdeba, rom me is var da is — me, roca Cveni ori samyaro erTiandeba, da me sarkeSi anare-klad mxedavs.. oTaxSi rom momklavs daSniT. magram oTaxis magivrad sarkeSi daminaxavs Tavis anarekls — daSnagayrils... manamde, Tu daakvirdi, yovelTvis ambobda, rom Cemi xma CurCuliT Caesmoda, TiTqos misi sityvebis eqo iyo.

— ki vici, rogor ara, magram ratom CurCu-liT, an ratom eqo.

— radgan eqos is gamWoli derefnebi gamoscemen, sityvebs Soris racaa gaWrili. TviT misi suli, Tu Cemi suli, goneba da mTli-anad samyaro, gverdebze gadmosityvebuli, bedisweriT dabeWdili. wertildasmuli. es mTavari miniSnebaa misTvis, rom me masSi var da is — CemSi.

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— magram uiliami Tavidan amas ver xvdeba.— Tavidan vera, mxolod bolos, roca ime-

orebs, rom amaod gadaixvewa, roca miyviris — gaTaxsirebulo! da mrisxaneba emateba, roca oTaxSi SemaTrevs, daSnas iSiSvlebs.

— daSnas Senc imarjveb.— ra Tqma unda, rasac is, mec imasve vakeTeb,

magram is pirveli mayenebs sasikvdilo Wri-lobas mkerdSi.

— uecrad kars viRaca waepotineba, uiliami SeSfoTdeba, urduls gaamagrebs da Sensken gamobrundeba, magram Sen...

— magram me oTaxSi mdgar did sarkeSi dami-naxavs, Tavis anareklad.

— Sen uiliam uilsoni iyavi oTaxSi md-gari.

— diax, diax — is, vinc Tavi moikla, visac egona, rom sxva adamians klavda... is kari, rom-lis saxeluric Seirxeva, romelsac gaSmagebiT gadaketavs uiliami, swored is sabediswero karia, Cvens samyaroebs Soris romaa datove-buli. is am kars ketavs da amitom Tavadac veRarasodes gaaRwevs gareT. rCeba mkvdari, da erTi SexedviT Cveulebrivi oTaxis kari, amave dros Cveni derefnebidan, am didi labirinTi-dan gamosasvleli karia; misi daxurvisas Cveni samyaroebi isev erT kacSi, erT uiliam uil-sonSi iyris Tavs, romelic marto rCeba oTaxSi da mxolod sarkis anareklSi Tu uyurebs Tavis sikvdils, sadac mec marto vrCebi samudamod, Cemive xeliT gangmiruli.

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— da roca Sen, mas bolo sityvebs eubnebi, is ambobs, rom — dailaparaka da TiTqos me vambobdi amas:

— gaTavda, morCa. Sen gaimarjve, magram aw mkvdari xar am soflisTvis, sasoebisTvis, maRla cisTvis! CemSi iyo Seni arsoba da CemSia Seni sikvdilic, sakuTari saxe gamcnobs, viT moikveTe samaradisod!

— adamiani — teqsti, sityva — samyaro, marTlac ucnauria, da es gzebic, derefnebi da sityvis ukana mxare — ra viciT Cven mis Sesaxeb...

— Tavidanve xom giTxari — metad ucnauri ram ginda-meTqi gaigo. da isic ucnauria, oRond ukve sxva Temaa, rom nebismier enaze da nebismier TargmanSi Cveni bedi ar icvleba da arc araferi. axla ki, mSvidobiT.

— mSvidobiT. momaval wakiTxvamde.

da Cvens yvela kiTxvaze pasuxi isev du-milia... isev siCume. mxolod zogjer, Zalzed iSviaTad, mexis gavardnasaviTaa TiTqos wy-aloba Cvenze gaRebuli, roca wamiT, ukuneTi Ramisas, gamoaCens samyaros iseTs, rogoric aris sinamdvileSi. da maSinRa vityviT, ai, Turme rogori yofila is, magram Semdeg my-isve bneldeba da morCa... isev dumili da Cveni fiqri — winaaRmdegobriobiT areuli, Cvens bedisweraze mibneuli, mxolod bundovani suraTebis gaxseneba da erTi imedi, romelic dasabamidan gvanugeSebs, rom Tu ar ici sad mi-

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dixar, nu Relav, yvela gza mainc iq migiyvans.da iqneb is adgilia, swored, WeSmariti

arsaiT.

ernest hemingueis`moxuci da zRva~

imedi. ucnauri sityvaa. ucnauri mniSvnelo-

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bis mqone, romlis wyalobiTac vsunTqavT yoveldRiurad da veliT...

magram ras?swored esaa saintereso — ras eli kaci

bediswerisagan.Tu bedisweraa winaswar dadgenili, maSin

ratom elis is saswauls da ratom ganicdis mtkivneulad, roca imedebi gaucruvdeba.

Tu SemTxveviTobaa, moulodneli, winas-warganuWvreteli da maradaxali, maSinac ra? mSvidoba, brZola Tu gamarjveba sabediswero SemTxveviTobaze, rasac yovelwams ganicdis da fxizlobs an Tvlems, uZlebs an nebdeba adamiani.

— gamarjoba santiago, ... moxuco.— gagimarjos.— rogor mindoda SenTan saubari, im dRidan

moyolebuli, roca pirvelad wagikiTxe, ma-gram Semdeg da Semdeg ufro rom gaverkvie Sens samyaroSi, TiTqos merideboda kidec, magram sabednierod, dRes gvaqvs saubris saSualeba. me bevr dros ar wagarTmev.

— ara uSavs, visaubroT ramdenic ginda, mec davisveneb cotas. ra gainteresebda?

— yvelaferi. Tundac Seni sizmrebi, Seni saocari gamZleoba, Seupovroba, mamacoba, rwmena, gamarjvebis imedi da is didi sivaJkace, rasac am cxovrebasTan WidilSi iCen.

— zRvas gulisxmob? im zvigenebs?..— amasac da Sens simartovesac, simartovis

amtanobas. sevdiani amosunTqviT rom amoayo-

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leb TiTqos raRac sanatrels, rom sibereSi adamiani marto ar unda rCebodes.

— ho, imasac gavifiqreb xolme — biWi aq rom yofiliyo, ra moxdeboda, magram samyaro asea dawerili, cxovrebasTan marto rCebi adamiani, rogorc qalTan.

— da mxolod isRa grCeba kacs, rom gauZlo cxovrebis aseT sabediswero intimurobas, roca megobrebi veRar giSvelian, maTTvis ad-gili aRar rCeba xom? Sen, zRvaze yovelTvis ise fiqrob, rogorc qalze, romelic an didad gwyalobs, an sruliadac uars geubneba.

— miyvars zRva.RamiT ginaxavs rogoria?SiSvelia, mSvenieri da saSiSic, rogorc

qali, mTvaris anarekli rom ukrTis tanze. mTvarec iseve aRelvebs mas, rogorc qals. TiTqos TavisTan gixmobs.

— da Senc navs Seacureb, Rrmad ikargebi, miyvebi mis sunTqvas — mis talRebs. micurav Sors, Seni didi Tevzis sapovnelad.

— sapovnelad... da mosaklavad.is Cemi megobaria, Cemi Zma, am qalTan an me

unda davrCe an is, magram arc esaa mTavari... vfiqrob, mTavari adamianis damokidebulebaa samyarosTan, da samyaros damokidebuleba ada-mianTan. urTierToba. esaa saintereso, sixaru-liT da tkiviliT datenili, rac gardauvalia, rogorc bediswera.

— ki, zRvaSi Rrmad rom Securdebi da ank-esebs CauSveb, swored maSin gaifiqreb, rom

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bedi ar gwyalobs, Tumca, vin icis?— niCbebis yoveli mosmiT mgonia, rom bedi

gamiRimebs. yoveli dRe erTmaneTs xom ar hgavs. cxadia, kargia, rom kacs bedi gwyalobs, magram zRvaSi yofnisas amis fiqris dro ar mrCeba, mirCevnia Cems saqmes marjved vakeTebde da roca bedi gamiRimebs (da es aucileblad moxdeba), mzad Sevxvde Cems bednierebas.

— da martod marto Tevzaob golfstrimSi, mTeli oTxmocdaoTxi dRe zedized gadixar zRvaze (TiTqos Seni cxovrebiseuli wlebi iyos simbolurlad oTxmocdaoTxi), xar zR-vaze, magram Tevzs ver iWer.

ikvebebi iqve daWerili TevzebiT, Tinuse-biT, um xorcs ZaldatanebiT ReWav. xelis krunCxvebs da dasisxlianebul Wrilobebs uZleb (yvela im tkivils, rasac es cxovreba da masTan Widili mogayenebs). saxlSic marto cxovrob — gazeTgadafarebul sawolze gZi-navs. mTeli dRis ganmavlobaSi TiTqmis mSieri xar. erTi patara biWia mxolod Sens gverdiT, Seni erTguli da irgvliv meti aravin. didi zRva da gardacvlili meuRlis foto, saTuTad Senaxuli sufTa perangTan erTad.

— ho, Cemo kargo... sufTa perangic sim-boluria, ara?

Cemi sulis, ocnebis Tu siyvarulis sim-bolo...

marTalia! sibereSi marto ar unda rCebodes kaci, magram ras izam?!

— roca zRvaSi xar da dReebi erTmaneTs

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misdevs, navSi rom aTeneb da aRameb da, bo-los da bolos, daiWer Sens did Tevzs, maSin gagielvebs fiqrad, rom am Tevzis xvedri iyo okeanis bnel siRrmeSi yofna, Seni xvedri ki marto wasvla mis dasaWerad swored iq, sadac arc erTi adamiani ar Sesula. da erTmaneTze gadabmulebi TiTqos erTi sabediswero TokiT, Tu ankesiT, rCebiT am zRvaSi martoebi da ara-vinaa Tqveni mSveleli.

— ra Tqma unda, aravin. cxovrebaSi yvela im Tevzs iWers, risi daWeris Snoc aqvs. magram bolos, SegrCeba ki rame? TviTon cxovreba SegarCens rames?.. albaT, ase Tu gamoicdeba adamiani.

— vis mier?— ra giTxra... albaT, avtoris, RmerTis Tu...

gangebis.Cemi samyaro ucnauri wignia. me da zRva.

meti araferi.sveli furclebi, sityvebi gverdebze tiv-

tiveben... Cemi navic maT Soris sadRac Sekar-guli, Cemi sibere, Wrilobebi... tkivili... da simartove.

— da davamatebdi — is siamaye, riTac Sen tkivils, krunCxvebs, SimSilsa da imedisga-cruebas sZlie da yoveldRiurobis tanjvas daupirispire... Tevzi mainc daiWire. Sen gaim-arjve.

— magram ici, rogor gavwamdi, misi dasaxi-Crebuli ConCxi rom gamovitane zRvidan?!

_ zvigenebi ki Tavisas iTxoven, nelnela,

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meTodurad, veragulad geTamaSebian, rom Zala gamogecalos, danebde, yvelas veRar gaumklavde da Sens Tvalwin SegiWamon Seni Tevzi, mSvenieri, dinji da keTilSobili, Seni jildo cxovrebasTan brZolaSi, romelsac mainc zvigenebi wagarTmeven sabolood.

ra igrZeni, pirveli zvigeni rom SeniSne, makos jiSis.

— raRac simZime damawva mxrebze.Cemi... bedisweris Zeli damades saTrevad

TiTqos, da roca is wyeuli okeanis siRrmi-dan amocurdeba da navze mibmul, Cemi didi Tevzis sisxlis kvals gamoyveba, mivxvdi, rom ganwiruli var, Tevzic ganwirulia.

— magram vaJkacurad umklavdebi mas.— masac da sxva zvigenebsac vklav, niCabze

mimagrebul danas Sig TavSi vurtyam, magram zRvaSi maT ricxvs vin moTvlis, isini modian da modian.

saqme metad kargad midioda, ar SeiZleboda ase gagrZelebulio, ukeTesi iqneboda, rom yvelaferi sizmari yofiliyo.

Tavidanve naTeli gaxda, rom napirze ise-Tive xelcarieli gamovidodi, rogorc zRvaSi Sevedi. rogorc dabadeba da sikvdili, zustad asea. napirze mxolod Cemi imedi da gamZleoba gamomyva, da kidev is simartove, riTac Sev-curdi zRvaSi... meti araferi. zvigenebis Tav-dasxmas me veRar SevaCerebdi.

— magram, Senve ar ambob, rom adamiani dama-rcxebisTvis araa gaCenili?

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— ki. adamiani SeiZleba mospo, magram misi damarcxeba SeuZle belia. amitom geZaxis zRva, rom Tu Sno gaqvs da amis marTla gjera, isev Tavidan daiwyo yvelaferi, Tumc winaswar grZnobde, rom araferi gamova.

— zvigenebi ki yovelTvis mravldebian navis garSemo. yvelas ver gaumklavdeba erTi adamiani.

— ho. da is bedisweris Zeli-meTqi, rom giTxari... zvigenebi, roca Cems Tevzs CakbeCen da daglejen, mec TiTqos am Zelze vekrobi lursmnebiT, jvars vecmebi. maTi kudebis tlaSuni, aqafebul, sisxlian wyalSi CaquCis moqnevasaviTaa, yoveli kbena ki lursmnis daWedebaa xelis gulebSi.

— galanos; zvigenis saxeoba. metac mtace-beli jiSi.

— ho.cxovrebis gardauvali aucileblobaa es

Seni galanos.cxovrebis gaumaZRari mtacebloba, rac aRa-

rafers gitovebs. magram aravinaa damnaSave, me TviTon gavamrude Cemi iRbali.

— ratom?— Rrmad Sevedi zRvaSi.zogjer vfiqrob, napirTan axlos viTevza-

veb-meTqi, magram ar gamomdis. iq, siRrmeSi, TiTqos viRaca mixmobs, albaT, is Cemi didi Te-vzi, romelic arasdros gamova CemTan napirze, me unda veaxlo da vibrZolo misTvis, Torem patara, an romelime moxetiale TevzisTvis,

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Tavs ar Seiwuxebs arcerTi zvigeni.me Cems tyupiscals veZeb zRvaSi, missave

TavisuflebaSi ganmartoebuls, yvela sxva meTevzisTvis unaxavs da dauWerels. saamayos. zRvac meZaxis, — modi, isev vcadoT, erTxelac vcadoT, modi, ar danebde, iqneb, zvigenebic dagexsnen odesme, Seni tkivilic da tanjvac mogSordes.

da mec yoveli, Seni an vinmes wakiTxviT isev Sevacureb navs... amitom vambob, dReebi erTma-neTs ar gvanan, igive gverdebze ki tivtiveben, sityvebad mocuraveni...

— magram, roca zvigenebis mier Tevzi mTli-anadaa SeWmuli da Sen damarcxebas grZnob, maSin... ra?.. es swored is marcxia, razec cota xnis win visaubreT.

— ho... erTi wuTiT SemeSinda kidec, raRac ucnauri gemo vigrZeni, raRac spilenZis Tu...

... da okeaneSic CavafurTxe, im wyeulT CavZaxe, xarbad rom mecnen — WameT galanos! yelSic gagCxeriaT!

— sizmradac gezmanoT, rom Tqven kaci mokaliT.

— ki.— Semdeg... gamodixar napirze, navs iqve

toveb, meTevzeebi gakvirvebuli uyureben, radgan amxela ConCxi arasdros enaxaT, Sesa-Zloa, erTgvari sinanulic daeuflaT, an mix-vdnen kidec, Tu rogori pirovnebaa santiago da raoden didia is, vidre sxva danarCeni.

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— oh, ar vici.— anZas qoxSi miayudeb, naxav Sens biWs,

umcros megobars, vinc ase geloda mTeli es xani, da... iZineb.

viRac turistebi ki, kargi cxovrebiT ganebivrebulni, TavianTi kmayofili saxeebiT daiarebian sanapiroze.

da araferi icvleba.— ra unda Seicvalos, roca gaviRviZeb,

isev xom zRvaze mivdivar... isev brZola, isev tkivili, winaTgrZnoba, imedebi da... yvelaferi sevdad iqceva, yvelaferi erT sityvaSi Tavsde-ba — marcxi! marcxi, romelsac vera da ver ve-guebi. da albaT, verc Seveguebi verasdros.

— swored es mainteresebs, ratom?— radgan gavqrebi myisve. gavqrebi wigni-

danac da saerTod... cxovrebidanac... mxolod zRva darCeba, Tavis zvigenebiT da es sanapiroc, gaocebuli meTevzeebiT, visac yvelaferi wes-rigSi aqvT, radgan isini verasdros iTevzave-ben aseT did Tevzze... isini TiTqos sxva, ufro myudro Tu iRblian wylebSi Tevzaoben, yvela erTnairad, yvela Cveulebrivad, zvigenebTan yovelgvari Widilis gareSe, tkivilebisa da miswrafebebis gverdze avliT.

— da is turistebic, mudam cnobismoyva-reni, TavianTi kmayofili saxeebiT, gaxedaven zRvas, sadac adamianis bedi iwureba, misi hori-zontis miRma, TiTqos.

— da warmodgena ar eqnebaT, Tu am zRvaSi ra xdeboda sinamdvileSi. adamiani ar unda

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marcxdebodes. marcxs, yvelasTvis sanatreli mSvidoba mosdevs, radgan brZolis Tavi aRa-ravis aqvs, arc Sno, albaT. me ki brZolaSi mx-olod gamarjvebas vnatrob... mSvidoba Zalzed bundovani ramaa. da mgoni, arc arsebobs saer-Tod.

— maS, aba ra arsebobs?— ... me da zRva.— adamiani da cxovreba?— ho. es ukve brZolaa da ar vapireb marcxiT

damSvidebas. marTalia, yoveli wakiTxviT ig-ive xdeba — igive saqcieli, igive Secdomebi, igive zvigenebi da igive simartove, magram me vcdilob...

... vcdilob, siamaye ar davkargo am brZola-Si. dadgeba dRe da me, TevzTan erTad gamoval napirze. es unda SevZlo wignis bolos.

— magram jer gZinavs. daRlils da gulnat-kens, marto darCenils gZinavs mSvidad, radgan jer araferia dakarguli, bedisweraze jvarc-mas didi sixarulic unda sdevdes, am niSans lomebi gaZleven, romelTac sizmarSi xedav.

gZinavs da gesizmreba is Seni lomebi. TiTqos samyaros dasasrulia wignis bolo, sevdiani, magram didebuli. adamianis gamar-jvebaa TiTqos yvela bedisweraze. da es kaci swored Sen xar, moxuco!

— ho, sizmrebSi nugeSad vxedav sxvadasxva ucnaur suraTebs; me rom davnebde, yvelas ewyineba, im Cems biWs, ase rom sjera Cemi, Cems mkiTxvelsac, romelic albaT aseve ganicdis

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da mec, erT moxuc meTevzes... da aRarc lomebi movlen sizmrebSi. ai, maSin ki, marTla didi simartove daiwyeba, roca kacs Senive Tavi migatovebs.

— maS, naxvamdis santiago, me Sens mxareze var.

— naxvamdis.— momaval wakiTxvamde.

Cvens samyaroSic, sadac awmyos Zalau-fleba saSiSia, unda arsebobdnen adamianebi, romlebic Cveni modgmis, bediswerisgan gan-Tavisuflebis siRrmeebs ipovnian da maTi pasuxismgeblobis imediT, rac kacis sisxlTan da xorcTanaa wilnayari, am ucnaur Jams Sesa-Zloa yvelam erTi sizmaric ki naxos. vfiqrob, es saocari zeimis niSania, roca kacobrioba awmyosTan Tu sakuTar TavTan WidiliTa da brZoliT, sxva gamarjvebebTan erTad, upasux-ismgeblobazec gaimarjvebs. raRa unda iyos amaze didi misteria.

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Carlz dikensisòliver tvistis Tavgadasavali~

risTvis unda iyos mzad adamiani, roca is pirispir dgas bedisweris winaSe? miTumetes, Tu mas jer gacnobierebuli ara aqvs cxovrebis saxifaTo realuroba da mis saqciels da im-edebs bavSvuri meocneboba esaZirkvleba, rac SesaZloa misive bedisweris gansakuTrebuli mfarvelobis qveS imyofebodes.

bavSvoba — Cemi azriT, yvelaze didi madlia adamianisTvis, RvTis saCuqaria, rogorc avansi winaswar boZebuli yovel-dRiurobaSi gasarkvevad. adamianis cxovre-bis erTgvari saZirkvelia, razec yvela Cveni ocneba, saqcieli da gamZleobaa daSenebuli — pirovnebad CamoyalibebisTvis.

vfiqrob, yvelaze mTavar gamocdas swored bavSvobaSi gavdivarT.

— gamarjoba oliver.— gamarjoba.— rogor xar?— gmadlobT, kargad.— „oliver tvistis Tavgadasavali” — sao-

cari wigni. sunTqvaSekrulic ki vyofilvar mis kiTxvisa, gaRimebulic, sevdianic... da Sen warmoidgine, bednieric.

— riTi?— ra giTxra... SeniT, saerTod yvelafriT,

dasawyisidan bolo gverdamde.— roca sul patara var da roca im saxlSi

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var? samuSao saxlSi?— ki, Cemo kargo.— da bolosac? roca mister braunlou

saxlSi wamiyvans, fejini rom saxrCobelaze miyavT da rom...

— ki, ki, yvelaferi es, magram imdeni ram xdeba Sens Tavs da imdenad sainteresod, rom mTels Sens Tavgadasavalze mogiwevs laparaki, rac Sors wagviyvans, iqneb jobdes sxva dros. dRes ar gvinda arc fejini, arc aravin — vi-saubroT Senze, kerZod, erT patara epizodze, meore TavSi racaa dawerili.

— a, samuSao saxlSi rom wamiyvanen da saW-meli rom ar gvyofnis, da...

— kenWs rom yriT biWebi, amxanagebi... Sen rom Segxvdeba — zedamxedvelTan damatebiTi ulufis moTxovna.

— fu, ra ugemuri fafa iyo... da isic, cota.— ho, swored amaze visaubroT, radgan

vfiqrob, Zalzed mniSvnelovani adgilia mTel wignSi: sadac Sen cxovrebis sinamdvilis Seg-rZnebas iwyeb da TiTqos sabediswero gamocdas gadixar.

— me damsjian da gamlaxaven.— ki, da ufrosebSi, Sens gaZevebaze midis

saubari.— asec moxdeba. mere axal megobrebs

SeviZen... londonSi rom wamiyvanen axal me-gobrebs SeviZen — qurdebsa da martoxela adamianebs.

— ki, Tqven erTad cxovrobT... es mere... ma-

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gram manamde Sen samuSao saxlSi xar, sadac...— TiTebs vilokavT sadilisa da vaxSmis

Semdeg, radgan fafa aravis gvyofnis.— da yoveldRe mSivrebi xarT.— zedamxedvelebi Zalian mkacrebi iyvnen.— am saxlSi bavSvebi Tveebis manZilze ase

cxovrobdiT, SimSilisa da oblobis tanjvas iTmendiT da erT mSvenier dRes gadawyviteT, rom...

— diax, iq erTma biWma Tqva, rom Tu fafas ar momcemen cota bevrso, RamiT vinmes SevWamo.

saSineli Tvalebi gauxda — Cems gverdiT visac sZinavs, imas SevWamo.

— Tqvenc daijereT misi naTqvami.— yvelam daijera, rom marTla ase moxdebo-

da, Tan sul me miyurebdnen... iseTi borotebi gaxdnen, rom Cemi SeWma moundaT.

da... SemWamdnen?— ver getyvi... im saRamos Tqven moila-

parakeT, kenWi geyaraT — Tu vin moTxovda zedamxedvels damatebiT ulufas.

— kenWi vyareT da me Semxvda. ici, ra siCume iyo irgvliv, TiTqos rame davaSave. davibeni da SemeSinda, iseTi siCume iyo.

— o, ai, saintereso adgilzec movediT oliver, radgan, Cemi azriT, am kenWisyram gana-piroba Seni bedi, Seni momavali cxovoreba, mTeli wigni da Tavgadasavali.

— rom damsajes, amis gamo? me rom mivedi da vTxove, Tu SeiZleba ser, cota kidev dami-mateT da yvela Cems irgvliv rom dadga da

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zemodan miyurebdnen saSineli saxeebiT da rom wamaTries da damcinodnen, Tan Cemze TiTiT aCvenebdnen — vinc ase moiqceva, daisjebao da mere rom gamagdes da rom gaviqeci?

— zustad es.radgan kenWisyra, ramdenadac ucnaurad

ar unda mogeCvenos, Seni bedisweris mTavari kvanZia. ai, naxe, Sen rom ar Segxvedroda, xom sxvas Sexvdeboda?

— diax.— im sxvas dasjidnen da mokveTavdnen, Sen

aRar iqnebodi rCeuli.— da yvelaferi Seicvleboda?— ra Tqma unda, pirdapir moTxovnas xom

veravin bedavda? amitom ar moifiqreT kenWi-syrac? da sxva rom yofiliyo Sens adgilze, vin icis, ra moxdeboda, SeiZleba gemzec gag-amwesebdnen, razec, sxvaTaSoris, iyo saubari. arc londonSi aRmoCndebodi, fejinsac ver gaicnobdi, verc axal megobrebs SeiZendi, verc cxvirsaxocebs moiparavdi...

— da mister braunlousac ar Sevxvdebodi? vinc bolos mixsnis da saxlSic veRar davbrun-debodi?

— albaT, vera, an dabrundebodi, magram ara ase, ara aseTi TavgadasavliT. yvelaferi moxda ise, rogorc unda momxdariyo, rogorc weria. ucnauria, ara?

— Zalian, da SemTxveviT moxda? Tu?..— o, esaa swored bediswera, ras ityvi?— me maSin SemeSinda, marto Camketes amis

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gamo oTaxSi, sibneleSi... da yvela damci-noda.

— ki, damatebiTi ulufis moTxovna im saSi-nel saxlSi sastik danaSaulad iTvleboda.

— Wamis mere TefSebs da kovzebs ise vlokavdiT, iseTi sufTa iyo, garecxvac aRar sWirdeboda...

me CemTvis ar momiTxovia... im biWis gamo moxda yvelaferi da wkepliT mcemes ze-damxedvelebma, sibneleSi Camketes marto da vtirodi. Sen CauketixarT sibneleSi? ici, ra cudia, kuTxeSi rom Caimalebi, kedels ekrobi SiSisagan da ver iZineb, Tvalebze xels ifareb, rom sibnele ar dainaxo.

— ho, am adgilis kiTxvisas cudad vxdebodi. vici. locvisas, danarCeni bavSvebis winaSe, Seni zedamxedveli xazgasmiT ambobda, rom RmerTs epatiebina SenTvis, radgan didi si-borote Caidine da bavSvi ki ara, saerTod ada-miani ki ara, eSmakis qarxnidan gamoSvebuli raRac nivTi iyavi. xom sasaciloa.

— diax. mere mister bambli, is zedamxed-veli, romelic sam funtad da aT Silingad gamyidis, sul meubneboda — aravin Segiyva-rebso da me cremlebi rom momdioda, damci-noda — nu tiri, nu tiri, fafaSi ewveTeba Seni cremlebi da uazrobaao, fafa isedac wyalzea damzadebuli da Sig wylis meti araferiao.

— Sen ki, mihyvebi Cemo kargo, yovel gverds, martod marto mihyvebi yovel winadadebas, riTic Seni Tavgadasavali iwereba.

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— kenWisyris dros, mainc da mainc me ra-tom Semxvda fafis moTxovna, me amas ar vna-trobdi.

— radgan gmiri Sen xar oliver, da Seni saxeli hqvia am wigns, romelic yoveli Cven-ganis Taroze devs.

— radgan es Cemi bedisweraa? ase unda yo-filiyo da ara sxvanairad?

— ki.kargi, miTxari, aba ras natrob, raze ocne-

bob?— raze da... imaze, rom yvelas yavdes deda

da mama, da kidev, ici, ra...— ra aba, Tqvi...— oRond, aravis uTxra.— miTxari, miTxari.— raze da sul dasawyisSi, me rom vibade-

bi... — pirvel TavSi.— diax, me rom vibadebi, ise davibado, rom

dedaCemi ar kvdebodes.— ...mister braunlou giyvars? Seni gamzrdeli

da biZa?— Zalian... me yvela miyvars, mister braun-

lousac yvela uyvars da ici, ras meubneba? imas, rom yovelTvis unda maxsovdes isini, vinc odesRac damicva da Semifara, vinc mowy-ale iyo da isini Tu ar damaviwydeba, me bedn-ieri viqnebi.

— axla, bednieri xar?

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— diax.— radgan yvela sikeTe gaxsovs?— diax, me yvelaferi maxsovs.kidev imitom, rom dedas vuyvarvar, me

vgrZnob amas. is sul CemTan aris, ubralod, es ar Cans, magram me sul vgrZnob. roca da-vibadebi, deda makocebs da Camixutebs da mere, rom mokvdeba... misi xma maxsovs da misi siTbo yovelTvis Tan damyveba.

— ki magram, sakuTari dabadeba da yve-laferi es, rac miTxari, rogor gaxsovs?

— ratom gagikvirda? ar ici, rom bavSvebs yvelaferi axsovT? miTumetes me, ramdenjerac wamikiTxav — sul asea.

— marTali xar, Cemo kargo. da isic sao-caria, TiTqos misma siyvarulma gatara mTeli wigni. yoveli gverdi da abzaci, TiTqos sxva samyarodan — wignis miRma samyarodan gm-farvelobda CvenTvis uxilavad, rac ar sCans winadadebebs Soris.

— da SeiZleba, deda momexmara im kenWisyris dros? Cemi amxanagebi rom gamgelebulebi mi-yurebdnen.

— es Cven ar viciT, SeiZleba is, SeiZleba wignis avtoric. mTavaria, rom Sen orives imedi gaamarTle, oliver... da rom keTilSobili adamiani darCi bolomde, im yvelafris miuxe-davad, rac Tavs gadagxda, rom yvela gamocdas gauZeli da jildoc miiRe wignis bolos — saxli, simSvide da bedniereba. da mTel Tav-gadasavalSi Seni Sinagani, swored is keTil-

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Sobili sityva ar wageSala, riTic werixar da riTic bevri adamiani weria am qveynad.

axla ki, mSvidobiT oliver. oliver tvist, mets aRar mogawyen SekiTxvebiT. dRes kargi dRea sakiTxavad, gamagrdi da nuRar SegeS-indeba kenWisyris dros, bedisweram Sen amo-girCia, Sen misi arCevrani xar, amitom mxned Sexvdi mas.

— me sulac ar momiwyenia. da rom giTxari, is Cemi ocneba, amixdeba rodesme?

— pasuxs TviTon wigni gagcems... me mgoni, ki, erT mSvenier dRes, magram rodis, me es ar vici.

— maS, naxvamdis, me davelodebi im dRes.— naxvamdis oliver, vaJkaco biWo, yoCaRad,

momaval wakiTxvamde. dRes bevri CvenganisTvis Znelad asatania

yofierebis simkacre, da xSirad, bavSvobaga-Zarcvuli bavSvebi, mitovebulni an keTili mzrunvelebisagan daoblebulni, erTgvari arCevanis winaSec dganan, vis ra Sexvdeba kenWi-syris dros aravin icis, vin rogor gauZlebs, ras airCeven yvelaze gaborotebulebi an yve-lasTvis mimteveblebi... da rogor moubrun-deba qveyanas maTi arCevani — maTi bavSvoba.

RmerTma nu qnas, rom maT ver gauZlon am mTavar gamocdas, RmerTma nu qnas!

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evripides`medea~

Cveni saqcieli da Cveni yoveli nabiji wamSi ikvreba. da Tu is faqtad rCeba, mas dro, romelime Soreuli momavlisaTvis legendad aqcevs, warsulis eqoTi awmyos daubrunebs da momavalic amave legendiT iqneba gancdili.

istorias legendebiT eZleva gansakuTreb-uli Sinaarsi, sadac adamianTa saqcieli is konkretuli wamia, saidanac drois zogadoba iRebs saTaves.

magram saqcielis aRmweri, emociisa da meti warmosaxviTobis gamo faqtebs cvlis da adami-ans is miewereba, rac ar Caudenia. dafiqrebula vine imaze, ra gansacdeli elis maSin gmirs?!

— gamarjoba medea, kolxeTis dedofalo.— gamarjoba. cota dro maqvs, Cqara miTx-

ari, ra ginda.— ... iseTi araferi... ramdenime SekiTxva

maqvs.— gasagebia. Senc iseTive yofilxar, rogorc

sxvebi.— ratom. me xom jer araferi miTqvams.

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— ggonia ar vici, ra unda mkiTxo?.. Cemi sazareli SurisZiebis ambavi. asea?

— diax, asea. da aqve getvi, rom araferi mi-naxavs qveynad, ufro saSineli da Semzaravi, vidre Seni saqcieli.

roca evripide gadavSale, gavocdi — Sen, kolxeTis dedaufali, brZeni qalRmerTi, aseT codvas rom sCadixar.

— codvas? ra ici Sen, ra aris codva!.. kargi, maS ambob, rom evripides eyrdnobi, ara?

— diax. Sens avtors.— oh, „Cems avtors”... da ras wers is, aba,

Tqvi.— ras da... Tu rogor miatove samSoblo, mama

moatyue, kolxeTis mefe, sxivosani mzis Svili aeti. moakvlevine Zma... iazons daexmare oqros sawmisis mopovebaSi da argonavtebs gayevi... metic, yvelaze Semzaravia — gamwarebulma rom Caxoce bavSvebi — Seni sakuTari Svilebi, roca iazonma gadawyvita gagyroda da korin-Tis mefe kreontis qaliSvili eTxova colad.

warmoudgenelia, Tu rogori cbierebiT sCadixar yovelive amas.

— Cemo kargo, Sen is gamogrCa, rom iazonis axali sacolec movkali. movwamle SxamiT.

— ki! iazonisa da Seni Svilebis xeliT, ZRvnad rom gaugzavni samoselsa da gvirgvins mowamluls. viTom mrisxanebam gadagiara da morCilad daeTanxme qmris gadawyvetilebas, veraguli gegma ki xelaukankaleblad moiyvane sisruleSi.

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rogor? saidan amdeni boroteba?— o, RmerTebo, nuTu am tanjvas bolo aRar

moeReba! eh, kargi, cota dro maqvs, marTalia, magram getyvi oriod sityvas, vidre gavixizne-bi da egeosis samefoSi Sevafareb Tavs.

— gismen. me mzad var.— argonavtebi kolxeTs moadgebian, oqros

sawmisis mosataceblad. mamaCemi maT winaR-udgeba.

diax! me iazoni Semiyvarda, maTi winamZRoli da davexmare miznis misaRwevad. da amis gamo, davtove samSoblo, saxli, mama, sakuTari Tavic ki gadamaviwyda...

magram gadis dro da...— da...?— iazoni mRalatobs. veragulad. ojaxs

tovebs, Svilebs, Cven Svilebs, or bavSvs. mtovebs mec da mefis asuli mohyavs colad.

kreonti, misi sasimamro mibrZanebs — Smago medea, qmarze nawyeno, gandevnili xar Cemi qveynidan. unda, rom gadavixvewo SvilebTan erTad, radgan misi qaliSvili, Turme Cems qmars mihyveba colad.

— da amaze gamwarebuli, sakuTar Svilebs xocav?

— es Sen ggonia, rom vxocav.— me mgonia?— diax. radgan sinamdvileSi, ase ar aris.— ras niSnavs sinamdvileSi. Seni wigni —

Seni sinamdvilea.— ara da ara. is sisxliani furclebi

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ciliswamebiTaa naweri, is aslia, usindisod Secvlili avtoris mier.

Cemi sinamdvile ki miTebia Cemo kargo — miTebi, saidanac gadmowera man Cemi bedi da im-deni siTavxedec aRmoaCnda, rom qveynierebas kolxeTis dedofali, rogorc Svilebisa Tu Zmis mkvleli, gaiZvera da cbieri qalijado, warudgina.

— da... miTologiaSi ro...— miTebSi var iseTi, rogoric var! qmris

erTguli, patiosani. mag Sens wignSi ki... uz-neo Surismgebeli, RirsebaSelaxuli mdabio adamiani, vinc kmayofildeba qmris gamwarebiT, imiT, rom sacoles uklavs da Svilebs uxocavs, raTa moRalate qmari daasaxiCros samudamod da am tanjvaSi acxovros, radgan TviTonac itanjeba, qaluri TavmoyvareobagaTelili.

... viTom amiT qalis xasiaTi aCvena...or aTaswleulze metia, aseTi gansacdeli

maqvs mosjili, radgan avtorma CaTvala, rom Turme ase ufro saintereso iqneboda mkiTx-velisaTvis, da tyuiliT amokawra yoveli aso, yoveli sityva.

cocxali rom iyos, hkiTxavdi mas Cems Ses-axeb da misi sindisi Tu sufTaa, is simarTles getyoda.

— magram is didi xnis gardacvlilia, sauku-neebisa da aTaswleulebis win. rogor gavigoT, ra moxda sinamdvileSi?!

— me giTxari! sinamdvile miTologiaa. miTebis avtori aravin icis vinaa, radgan is Ta-

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vad cxovrebaa, sxvadasxva droebis, Taobebis, gmirebis da maTi bedisweraTa didi samyofeli. evripides ki me davWirdi saxelis mosaxveWad — da miaRwia kidec amas Tavisi upasuxismge-blobiT.

...magram me vpatiob mas am Secdomas... me xom medea var, kolxeTis dedofali, bunebis saidumloebebis mcodne... da masze meti vici da misi wignidanac yovelTvis davixsni Tavs... ici, sad mivdivar?..

— rogor ara, Sen TviTon ar Tqvi? da wign-Sic xom weria, rom egeosis samefos afareb Tavs. amis sanacvlod egeoss wamals miscem, uSvilobis mosarCens, mas meuRlesTan Svili ar uCndeba da delfos samisnoSic ki iyo miz-ezis gasagebad.

— ho, egeosTan mivdivar. iazons damcinavad mivaZaxeb, — Sen Seni sacole damarxe-meTqi, romlis sikvdils, sxvaTaSoris, imavwams kreontic Seewira, misi mama — erTad iwvebian im SxamiT, samoselsa da gvirgvinze rom aqvT napkurebi... ambis Txrobas rom gavyveT, asea xom?

— ki, asea.— da iazoni rCeba marto, me ki mivdivar...

magram...— magram ra?— aq wigni mTavrdeba da vTavisufldebi.radgan me, mxolod am tutuci berZenis

wignSi xom ar vwerivar;me sxva wignis gmiri var — miTebis...

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egeosis samefodan miTebSi vbrundebi, Cems sinamdvileSi, SvilebTan erTad, iq, sadac bednieri var.

— tutuci berZenis?— ho, tutucia! radgan barbarosebad

moixseniebs diad kolxeTs, sxivosani mzis sauflos.

— da aba... am wigns ra vuyoT, Seni saxeliT ydaze.

— Tqven daitoveT da ikiTxeT, ramdenic gindaT. es xom tyuilia. RmerTebma ar gamwires da miTebidan ar amomSales. dae, ganvicado es ubedureba wignis yoveli gadaSliT, ara uSavs, wigns daxurav da yvelaferi Tavis adgilze dadgeba.

arcerTi deda ar gawiravs Svils, rac ar unda gaamwaros qmarma, gind bedisweram. mi-Tumetes, Tu is mzis STamomavalia, medead-edofali.

— axla gasagebia, Tu ratom miTxari — ra ici Sen, codva ra ariso?.. da yvelafers mivx-vdi... warmomidgenia, ras ganicdidi, roca oTaxSi bavSvebis dasaxocad Sedixar.

— o, amas nu maxseneb! erTi suli maqvs xol-me, wigni damTavrdes da iqidan gavaRwio. kidev kargi, wignis daxurvisas bavSvebs aRaraferi axsovT.

evripidem rac gamibeda, Tavs rom moaxvia adamianebs didi sicrue, es xom codvaa.

— diax.— magram giTxari, vpatieb!

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vpatieb, radgan is, rac man dawera, dra-maa, TamaSi, romlis wesebic bevrma ar iciT. iTamaSeT ra, olimpoze albaT kargad erTo-bian RmerTebic — adamianTa ampartavnobis Semyure, roca Wkvianuri saxeebiT, raRaceebs miedmoedebiT da warmodgena ara gaqvT, Tu ra moyveba Tqvens saqciels.

morCa. Seni dro amoiwura. me mivdivar.— vidre waxval, minda icode, rom Sens sam-

SobloSi uyvarxar da Zegli gidgas, CvenTan saqarTveloSi, kolxeTSi.

— o, didi madloba... da... rogor gamovi-yurebi iq?

— bavSvebTan erTad, dedofalo, Sen maT xels afareb, TiTqos raRac ubedurebisagan icav.

— madloba RmerTebs. etyoba, ostatma iz-runa amis Sesaxeb...

axla ki, naxvamdis.— naxvamdis. momaval wakiTxvamde.

RvTis wyalobiT, Cveni istoria savsea im

avtorTa diadi saxelebiT, romelTa mier Se-qmnili samyaroebis srulyoofilebas aRta-cebaSi moyavs yoveli aRmqmeli. magram ras iTvaliswinebs avtoris pasuxismgebloba, roca is qmnis? da gmiris bedi iwereba ise, rom CamoSorebuli rCeba im sinamdviles, rac am qm-nilebas esaZirkvleba, sadac gmirebi sakuTari bedisweriT cxovroben.

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Tu avtorisTvis gmiris bediswera neba-darTulia, maS raRaa ufleba — pasuxismge-bloba Tu upasuxismgebloba.

SesaZloa Tavad sityvam ufro meti icodes Tavis Tavze, vidre misma damwerma.

rediard kiplingis`junglebis wigni~

— Cven erTi sisxlisani varT, Sen da me.gamarjoba kaa.

— iRblianad genadiros.— „junglebis wignis” kiTxvisas, yovel

Tqvengans didi gulisyuriT gismendiT. ras warmovidgendi, erT mSvenier dRes rom gag-

esaubrebodi.— mzis qveS araferia ucnauri.

...Cven ors Soris dRes viRacas gaumarT-lebs...

— kaa, ara, ara, me SenTan saubari minda, mxolod saubari.

— saubari...junglebSi yvelafers Tavisi Jami aqvs,

droebi gadian da dumili mainc ver cvlis umecrebas...

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...qadagebebi — sibrZnes...gismen.

— Seni pirveli gamoCena wignSi mauglis motacebasTanaa dakavSirebuli, roca balu

da bagira, SenTan daxmarebis saTxovnelad movlen.— hoo...

ujiSo xalxia maimunebi. uweso ban-darlogebi, rom gaTavxeddnen da junglebs

moajdnen.— maxsendeba mauglize ganrisxebuli

balu, roca mas junglebis kanons aswavlida: rom bandarlogebs wesi ara aqvT, arc saku-

Tari ena da rom maTi adaTi junglebis adaTi araa, rom maT araferi axsovT, mxolod lay-boben da ikvexnian, TiTqos didi gmirobebi maTi Cadenilia; isini winamZRolis gareSe cxovroben da maTTan saqmes aravin iWers,

aravin nadirobs iq, sadac isini nadiroben, im wylidan ar svamen, saidanac maT dalies da

aravin kvdeba iq, sadac isini kvdebian. jun-glebis xalxs maTi xsenebac ar undaT. isini

yovelTvis bevri arian, yovelTvis binZure-bi.

erTaderTi, rac maT undaT — yuradRebis mipyrobaa, magram maT aravin arad agdebs,

gind zemodan Txilebi da totebi dagviSinon.— bandarlogebi... junglebis sircxvil-

ia... ki.junglebis pirveli mteri.

— pirveli mteri?

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— junglebs ori mteri hyavs — sircxvili — situtuce da ampartavneba — Cveni yve-

laze avi mteri.isini bevrni arian — wiTuri ZaRlebi.

— gasagebia, da Serxani?— Serxani mkvlelia, zavis damrRvevi. is

yovelTvis daisjeba, radgan nadirobs mx-olod imitom, rom moklas da gaerTos da ara

Tavis an ojaxis gamosakvebad.— daisaja kidec... maS sircxvili — ban-

darlogebi, da situtuce — gaavebuli ampar-tavneba, xom? veluri wiTuri ZaRlebi.

orives Seni wyalobiT moeReba bolo, roca mauglis maimunebi motyuebiT gaitaceben, balu gamosavalis ZiebaSi bagiras, xaTxis

sityvebs eubneba, spilo ambobda, rom nebi-smier Cvengans Tavisi SiSi hyavs da kaa ban-

darlogebis SiSia.— haa... Cemi saxelis xsenebisas maimu-

nebs Zrwolva itanT da danaxvisas adgilze iyinebian...

o, didebuli nadirobaa.— Sen saSinel cekvas iwyeb — SimSilis

cekvas da maT ubrZaneb, rom mogiaxlovdnen.— axlos da axlos...

— magram maTi sikvdili, mainc da mainc Sen ratom xar?

— junglebis sircxvils junglebis kanoni klavs, simxdales — Rirseuloba...

umecrebas — sibrZne.— da ras niSnavs, junglebis kanoni, an vin

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Seqmna is, vin dawera.— kanoni imave sityvebiT weria, riTic

junglebis wigni, da yoveli arsic SigniT, gind pepela, foToli an mxeci. junglebis kanoni maradisobis wesia — is yovelTvis

aris... arc iyo da arc iqneba, yovelTvis aris.... wesi maradisobis borbalia da yoveli Cvenganis garSemo brunavs erT did kan-

onSi Sekruli. rac dros abrunebs, is Tavad wignia, gadaSlili an daxuruli.

— da yvelaferi warmavalia?— yvelaferi warmavalicaa da momavalic

erTdroulad. me yvela mkvdari dro minax-avs, rac ki TaobebSi yofila da axali arsad

araferia.— warmavali da momavali, erTdroulad?

— ucnauria?isini borbaliT brunaven erTmaneTis

garSemo da borbali ki ici, ra aris? — awmyo, rac yovelTvis aris... gaxsovs, ras eubneba

akela Tavis xrovas, Tavisufal xalxs?— mglebo, iyaviT fxizlad!

— kargad daimaxsovre! radgan amiT Tu amoxsni junglebis kanonis saidumlos,

romlis gasaRebi yovelTvis Sens win devs. im adgilas, rasac Sen awmyos eZaxi, sadac imwams sunTqav da sadac nadirob. amitom, iyavi fxi-

zlad... nadirobisas.— raTa es Cemi awmyo warsulSi ar gamisx-

ltes da is saocnebo momavali amave awmyod ar Semomeparos?

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— Sen advilad iTviseb.— gmadlob, da... Seni cekva?

— Cemi cekva wred daxveuli maradisobis borbals waagavs, SiSis zaris damcemi bevri

xveulebiT, Semdeg ki gaWimuli natyorcni isariviT rom ielvebs da... o, ra lamazi sanax-

aobaa, magram ar girCev.— vici, vici, roca bandarlogebs musrs

avleb, balu da bagira da mauglic... wamiT... giaxlovdebian gabruebulebi, Semdeg myisve gons modian, mauglis Tvalebze TaTs afare-

ben da geclebian.kargi. ankasis Sesaxeb? aq raime simbolo

xom araa, raime dafaruli sibrZne.— ankasi TviTon sibrZnea. spiloebis sa-

marTavi ankasi, is sxva simdidreebTan erTad Zvel qalaqSi inaxeba, junglebSi Catovebul

nasaxlarSi.— simdidres, TeTri kobra icavs. aseTi

Zvirfaseulobis sanaxavad adamianebi bolo sunTqvasac miscemdnen, ambobda beberi Te-

Tri kobra. ankass firuzis tari aqvs, nefri-tis sayelo, zurmuxtis da badaxSis CuqurT-

mebiT, basri foladis piri mooqrovilia. misi wamoRebis Semdeg, im Ramesve eqvsi kaci mokvda junglebSi da mauglim ukan Caagdo

ankasi.— ho, kobram xom gaafrTxila: ar waiRo,

radgan igi sikvdiliao. bagira eubneboda, ankasi arafer SuaSia, adamianebSia saqmeo.

— yoCaRi balRia maugli... sworad air-Cia — sibrZne Zvirfasia adamianisTvisac da

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gvelisTvisac, magram saSiSia, Tu ver uk-virdebi saqciels da mudam briyvdebi.

... esec gaivlis... eh, esec junglebis kanon-ia.

— da isini? junglebis meore mteri, wi-Turi ZaRlebi?

— ampartavneba.situtucea umarTavi siave, ZaRlebs ramac gadaawyvetina, rom isini arian junglebis

patronebi...— bandarlogebs marto mouReb bolos.

xolo aq ki, didi nadiroba iwyeba, mTeli junglebi irazmeba akelas meTaurobiT da

gamarjvebaSi lomis wili Sen migiZRvis, rad-gan gzas gamarjvebisken swored Sen aCveneb

mauglis, velur futkrebSi rom gadaaCexineb wiTuri ZaRlebis did nawils.

— TviTmarqviaTa avi modgma mTlianad Caixoca, magram bevrisTvis es ukanaskneli nadiroba iyo... isini Zalian bevrni iyvnen,

rogorc yovelTvis, aseTi xalxi bevrni ar-ian.

— Sen mglebs moexmare, radgan mauglim gTxova. magram ratom eubnebi akelas: gix-

arodes akela, rom me da adamianis Svili Sens mxareze varT; Tan koWl ZaRls uwodeb mas da

mglebs ar Tvli Sens TanamoZmed. ratom?— xaTxis jer sarZeve eSvebic ar amosvlo-da, roca me asobiT wvimebi minaxavs da yve-

laferi Tu ram xdeboda junglebSi, magram arasdros wiTur ZaRlebs amdeni ar gaube-

davT — mglebi ibrZodnen TavisuflebisT-

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vis da daimsaxures kidec. magram gaxsovdes, yoveli martoxela mgeli zurgiT moaTrevs

sikvdils, radgan maTTvis ucnobia mTvle-mares SiSi, romel maTgans SeuZlia is, rac

SeuZlia kaas — icinos da amave dros darCes mwvervalze!

— akela junglebis gamarjvebas ewireba. didi nadirobisas mglebi gmirulad ibrZvi-

an, da bagirac da baluc, da sxva danarCenic... bevri samudamod rCeba brZolis velze.— hoo... borbali brunavs da gamarjve-

bis Semdeg gazafxuli modis — siyvarulis dro... am dros, ici ra xdeba junglebSi?

rogor cems yovelis guli? rogor icvlian sityvebi tyavs?!

... mSvenieria Cemi wigni aseT Jams, axali sityvebis Jams, mSvidia, magram aSlili, didi

patiebis Jami, roca viRacaSi Seyvarebuls, arc ici, raze gwydeba guli.

— da aRarc Serxani, mkvleli vefxvi, maug-lis mier cecxliT damfrTxali da kameCebs

Soris momwyvdeuli da gangmiruli, aRar gaxsovs, ise mirbixar sadRac.

— ki, sadRac SoreTSi, sadRac ocnebi-saken.

— da wignic mTavrdeba. maugli midis, gazafxuliT atexili, Tavis modgmas unda

SeuerTdes.— aseTia junglebis kanoni, yvelaferi

Tavis wres ubrundeba... bagira meorejer Seswiravs kameCs mis gamosasyidad, raTa jun-

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glebma gauSvan is.— da amayad gadasZaxebs adamianis Svils,

rom bagiras uyvarda maugli da axla yvela vali gadaxdilia, is Tavisufalia. baluc ukanasknelad Caikravs mkerdSi Tavis aRz-

rdils da Senc etyvi...— ioli araa, tyavis gamocvla.

— is ki tiris, tiris bagiras gamosyidu-li, balus aRzrdili, mglebis gawvrTnili da

sibrZniT dalocvili Sens mier.Semdeg Tendeba dila, da...— da yvelaferi gaivlis.

sanam wigni ar daixureba da ar gadaiSleba da isev igive, ukve daviwyebuli SarSandeli

weliwadi.— maS, mSvidobiT kaa, momaval wakiTx-

vamde.

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P. S.dialogebi, bibliopolisSi Caviwere, im

saocar qalaqSi yvela wignis gmiri sadac Tavs iyris da sadac wamierad mec aRmovCndi, qalaqis Sesasvlel karibWesTan ase nacnobi sityvebi rom ewera, riTic saaqao da saiqio Tu Seiqmna uTvalavi Tavisi formiT, stiqionebiT, sevdiTa da sixaruliT, musikiTa da feriT, sibrZniTa da siyvaruliT, rasac ara aqvs dasasruli.

dae, momaval wakiTxvamde, samudamod.

d. d. g.

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