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m~PxcÎ P›`ªbv_ cª_g cwi‡”Q` 05 wØZxq cwi‡”Q` 08 Z…Zxq cwi‡”Q` 11 PZz_© cwi‡”Q` 13 cÂg cwi‡”Q` 15 lô cwi‡”Q` 21 mßg cwi‡”Q` 27 Aóg cwi‡”Q` 32 beg cwi‡”Q` 36 `kg cwi‡”Q` 42 GKv`k cwi‡”Q` 46 Øv`k cwi‡”Q` 49 ·qv`k cwi‡”Q` 53 PZz`©k cwi‡”Q` 57 cÂ`k cwi‡”Q` 61 lô`k cwi‡”Q` 64 mß`k cwi‡”Q` 69 Aóv`k cwi‡”Q` 75 Dbwesk cwi‡”Q` 78 wesk cwi‡”Q` 80 evsjv mvwn‡Z¨i †kªô eB¸‡jv Lye Kg `v‡g †c‡Z Pvb ? wKbyb fvP©yqvj †cªm B-eyK c„ôv-3 P›`ªbv_ m~PxcÎ kir iPbv mgMª (1g LÊ) ‡QvU‡`i eB co‡Z DrmvwnZ Ki“b fvP©yqvj †cªm B-eyK Your trusted e-publisher [email protected]

m~Pxc΀¦ · c„ôv-6c P›`ªbv_ GK kir iPbv mgMª (1g LÊ) ‡QvU‡`i eB co‡Z DrmvwnZ Ki“b fvP©yqvj †cªm B-eyK P›`ªbv_ Zvnv ïwbj bv| welq-m¤úwËi mgy`q fvi miKvi

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Page 1: m~Pxc΀¦ · c„ôv-6c P›`ªbv_ GK kir iPbv mgMª (1g LÊ) ‡QvU‡`i eB co‡Z DrmvwnZ Ki“b fvP©yqvj †cªm B-eyK P›`ªbv_ Zvnv ïwbj bv| welq-m¤úwËi mgy`q fvi miKvi

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cª_g cwi‡”Q` 05

wØZxq cwi‡”Q` 08

Z…Zxq cwi‡”Q` 11

PZz_© cwi‡”Q` 13

cÂg cwi‡”Q` 15

lô cwi‡”Q` 21

mßg cwi‡”Q` 27

Aóg cwi‡”Q` 32

beg cwi‡”Q` 36

`kg cwi‡”Q` 42

GKv`k cwi‡”Q` 46

Øv`k cwi‡”Q` 49

·qv`k cwi‡”Q` 53

PZz`©k cwi‡”Q` 57

cÂ`k cwi‡”Q` 61

lô`k cwi‡”Q` 64

mß`k cwi‡”Q` 69

Aóv`k cwi‡”Q` 75

Dbwesk cwi‡”Q` 78

wesk cwi‡”Q` 80

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GK P› ªbv‡_i wcZ…-kªv‡×i wVK c~‡e©i w`b wK GKUv K_v jBqv Zvnvi Lyov gwYk¼i

gy‡Lvcva¨v‡qi mwnZ Zvnvi gbvš—i nBqv †Mj| Zvnvi dj GB nBj †h, ciw`b gwYk¼i Dcw ’Z _vwKqv Zuvnvi AMª‡Ri ci‡jŠwKK mg — Kv‡Ri ZË¡veavb Kwi‡jb, wKš‘ GKwe› y Avnvh© ¯úk© Kwi‡jb bv, wKsev wb‡Ri evUxi Kvnv‡KI ¯úk© Kwi‡Z w`‡jb bv| eªvþY-‡fvRbv‡š— P› ªbv_ Ki‡Rv‡o Kwnj, KvKv, †`vl Kwi, Aciva Kwi, Avcwb Avgvi wcZ…Zzj¨, Avwg Avcbvi †Q‡ji gZ - Gevi gvR©bv Ki“b|

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kv‡ ¿v³ ePbwUi mwnZ AvaywbK cwÊZ I †m‡K‡j g~‡L©i Nwbô m¤Ü bv _vwK‡jI gwYk¼i †h wb‡Ri g‡bi fveUv cªKvk KwiqvwQ‡jb, P› ªbv_ Zvnv eywSqv g‡b g‡b cªZxÁv Kwij, Lyovi mwnZ Avi †m †Kvb m¤Ü ivwL‡e bv| Avi wcZvi RxeÏkv‡ZI yB m‡nv`‡ii g‡a¨ ü`¨Zv wQj bv| wKš‘ Avnvi-e¨enviUv wQj| GLb †mBUv eÜ nBj| P› ªbv‡_i wcZv h‡_ó abm¤úwË ivwLqv wMqv‡Qb, wKš‘ evUx‡Z AvÍxq-¯Rb †Kn bvB, ïay GK AcyÎK gvZzj Ges wØZxq c‡¶i gvZzjvbx|

mg¯— evwoUv hLb eo duvKv †VwKj, P› ªbv_ ZLb evUxi †Mvg —v‡K WvwKqv Kwnj, miKvigkvq, Avwg wKQyw`‡bi Rb¨ we‡`‡k hve, Avcwb welq-m¤úwË †hgb †`LwQ‡jb, †Zgwb †`L‡eb| Avgvi wd‡i Avm‡Z †eva Kwi wej¤ n‡e|

gvZzj eªRwK‡kvi Zvnv‡Z AvcwË cªKvk Kwiqv Kwn‡jb, GLb †Zvgvi †Kv_vI wM‡q KvR †bB; †Zvgvi gb Lvivc n‡q Av‡Q, G mgq evUx‡Z _vKvB DwPZ|

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P› ªbv_ Zvnv ïwbj bv| welq-m¤úwËi mgy q fvi miKvi gnvk‡qi Dci w`qv, Ges emZ evUxi fvi eªRwK‡kv‡ii Dci w`qv AwZ mvgvb¨fv‡eB †m we‡`k hvÎv Kwij| hvBevi mgq GKRb f…Z¨‡KI m‡½ jBj|

eªRwK‡kvi‡K wbf…‡Z WvwKqv Zuvnvi ¿x niKvjx ewjj, GKUv KvR Ki‡j bv ? eªRwK‡kvi wRÁvmv Kwi‡jb, wK KvR ? GB †h we‡`‡k †Mj, GKUv wKQy wj‡L wb‡j bv †Kb ? gvbyl KLb wK nq, wKQyB

ejv hvq bv| hw` we‡`‡k wM‡q fvjg›` nVvr wKQy n‡q hvq, ZLb Zzwg uvov‡e †Kv_vq? eªRwK‡kvi Kv‡b Av½yj w`qv wRf KvwUqv Kwn‡jb, wQ, wQ, Ggb K_v gy‡L G‡bv

bv| niKvjx ivM Kwiqv Kwnj, Zzwg †evKv, ZvB gy‡L Avb‡Z n‡q‡Q, hw` †mqvbv nÔ‡Z

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ZLb cwiZvc Kwi‡Z jvwM‡jb| GK ermi P› ªbv_ bvbv ’v‡b GKv ågb Kwiqv †eovBj| Zvnvi ci Mqvq Avwmqv

¯M©xq wcZ„‡`‡ei mvsevrmwiK wcÊ`vb Kwij, wKš‘ Zvnvi evUx wdwiqv hvBevi B”Qv nBj bv - g‡b Kwij, wKQyw`b Kvkx‡Z AwZevwnZ Kwiqv hvnv nq Kwi‡e| Kvkx‡Z gy‡Lvcva¨vq es‡ki cvÊv nwi`qvj †Nvlvj| P› ªbv_ GKw`b wØcªn‡i GKwU K¨vw¤‡mi e¨vM nv‡Z jBqv Zuvnvi evUx‡Z Avwmqv Dcw ’Z nBj| Kvkx P› ªbv‡_i AcwiwPZ b‡n, BwZc~‡e© K‡qKevi †m wcZvi mwnZ GLv‡b AvwmqvwQj| nwi`qvjI Zvnv‡K wej¶Y wPwb‡Zb| AK¯§vr Zvnvi Giƒc AvMg‡b wZwb wKQy wew¯§Z nB‡jb| Dc‡ii GKUv Ni P› ªbv‡_i Rb¨ wbw ©ó nBj, Ges BnvI w ’i nBj †h, P› ªbv‡_i hZw`b B”Qv wZwb GBLv‡bB _vwK‡eb|

G K‡¶i GKUv Rvbvjv w`qv wfZ‡ii iÜbkvjvi wKq`sk †`Lv hvBZ| P› ªbv_ AvMª‡ni mwnZ A‡bKmgq GB w`‡K Pvwnqv _vwKZ| iÜb-mvgMªxi Dc‡iB †h AvMªn Zvnv b†n, Z‡e iÜbKvwiYx‡K †`wL‡Z eo fvj jvwMZ|

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wKQyw`b wZwb P› ªbv‡_i m¤§y‡L evwni nB‡jb bv| Avnvh© mvgMªx awiqv w`qv mwiqv hvB‡Zb| wKš‘ µgkt evwni nB‡Z jvwM‡jb| G‡K Z P› ªbv_ eq‡m †QvU, Zvnv‡Z GK ’v‡b AwaK w`b awiqv _vwK‡j GKUv AvÍxq-fve Avwmqv c‡o| ZLb wZwb P› ªbv_‡K

LvIqvB‡Z ewm‡Zb - Rbbxi gZ Kv‡Q ewmqv hZœc~e©K Avnvi KivB‡Zb| Avcbvi Rbbxi K_v P› ªbv‡_i ¯§iY nq bv - wPiw`b gvZ…nxb P› ªbv_ wcZvi wbKU

jvwjZ-cvwjZ nBqvwQj| wcZv †m ’vb KZK c~Y© KwiqvwQ‡jb mZ¨, wKš‘ Giƒc †Kvgj †øn Z_vq wQj bv|

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GKw`b P› ªbv_ nwi`qvj‡K wRÁvmv Kwij, Avcbvi wb‡Ri ewj‡Z †KnB Z bvB ewjqv Rvwb, wKš‘ Bwb †K ?

nwi`qvj Kwn‡jb, Bwb evgyb-VvKi“b! †Kvb AvÍxq ? bv| Z‡e G‡`i †Kv_vq †c‡jb ? nwi`qvj Kwn‡jb, †m A‡bK K_v| Z‡e ms‡¶‡c ej‡Z n‡j, Bwb cªvq wZb ermi

nÔj ¯vgx Ges IB †g‡qwU‡K wb‡q Zx_© Ki‡Z Av‡mb| Kvkx‡Z ¯vgxi g„Zz nq| †`‡kI Ggb †Kvb AvÍxq †bB †h wd‡i hvb| Zvi ci Z †`LQ|

Avcwb †c‡jb wKiƒ‡c ? gwYKwY©Kvi Nv‡Ui Kv‡Q †g‡qwU wf‡¶ KiwQj| P› ªbv_ GKUz wPš—v Kwiqv Kwnj, †Kv_vq evwo Rv‡bb wK ? wVK Rvwb bv| beØx‡ci wbKU †Kvb GKUv Mªv‡g|

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`yB w`b- yB c‡i Avnv‡i ewmqv P› ªbv_ evgyb-VvKi“‡bi gy‡Li cv‡b Pvwnqv mnmv

wRÁvmv Kwij, Avcbviv †Kvb †kªbx ? evgyb-VvKi“‡bi gyLLvwb weeY© nBqv †Mj| G cª‡kœi †nZz wZwb eywS‡jb| wKš‘ †hb

ïwb‡Z cvb bvB, GBfv‡e ZvovZvwo uvovBqv ewj‡jb, hvB ya Avwb †M ? `y‡ai Rb¨ AZ ZvovZvwo wQj bv| fvweevi Rb¨ wZwb G‡Kev‡i iÜbkvjvq

Avwmqv Dcw ’Z nB‡jb| †mLv‡b Kb¨v mih~evjv nvZv Kwiqv ya Xvwj‡ZwQj, Rbbxi weeY©-gyL j¶¨ Kwij bv| Rbbx Kb¨vi gyLcv‡b GKevi Pvwn‡jb, y‡ai evUx nv‡Z jBqv GKevi `xN©wbk¦vm †dwjqv g‡b g‡b Kwn‡jb, †n `xb- ytLxi cªwZcvjK, †n Aš—h©vgx, Zzwg Avgv‡K gvR©bv KÔ‡iv| Zvnvi ci y‡ai evwU Avwbqv wbK‡U ivwLqv Dc‡ekb Kwi‡j, P› ªbv_ cybivq †mB cªkœ Kwij|

GKwU-GKwU Kwiqv mg — K_v Rvwbqv jBqv P› ªbv_ Ae‡k‡l wRÁvmv Kwij, Avcwb evwo hvb bv †Kb ? †mLv‡b wK †KD †bB ?

†L‡Z †`q Ggb †KD †bB| P› ªbv_ gyL bxPz Kwiqv wKQy¶Y fvweqv Kwnj, Avcbvi GKwU Kb¨v Av‡Q, Zvnvi

weevn wKiƒ‡c †`‡eb ? evgyb-VvKi“b `xN©wbk¦vm Pvwcqv ax‡i ax‡i ewj‡jb, we‡k¦k¦i Rv‡bb| Avnvi cªvq †kl nBqv Avwmj| P› ªbv_ gyL Zzwjqv Pvwnqv ewjj, fvj KÔ‡i

Avcbvi †g‡qwU‡K KLbI †`wLwb, -nwi`qvj e‡jb Lye kvš—-wkó| †`L‡Z mykªx wK ? evgyb-VvKi“b Clr nvwmqv cªKv‡k¨ Kwn‡jb, Avwg gv, gv‡qi P¶z‡K wek¦vm †bB

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Bnvi wZb-Pvwi w`b c‡i GKw`b cªfv‡Z P› ªbv_ †ek Kwiqv mih~‡K †`wLqv jBj| g‡b nBj, GZ iƒc Avi RM‡Z bvB| ivbœvN‡i ewmqv mih~ ZiKvwi KzwU‡ZwQj| †mLv‡b

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Aci †Kn wQj bv| Rbbx M½vøv‡b wMqvwQ‡jb, Ges nwi`qvj h_vwbq‡g hvÎxi A‡šl‡Y evwni nBqvwQ‡jb|

P› ªbv_ wbK‡U Avwmqv uvovBj| WvwKj, mih~! mih~ PgwKZ nBj| Romo nBqv ewjj, Av‡Á| Zzwg iuva‡Z cv‡iv ? mih~ gv_v bvwoqv Kwnj, cvwi| wK wK iuva‡Z wk‡LQ ? mih~ Pzc Kwiqv iwnj, †Kbbv, cwiPq w`‡Z nB‡j A‡bK K_v Kwn‡Z nq| P› ªbv_ g‡bi fveUv eywS‡Z cvwij, ZvB Ab¨ cªkœ Kwij, †Zvgvi gv I Zzwg yB

R‡bB GLv‡b KvR Ki ? mih~ Nvo bvwoqv ewjj, Kwi| Zzwg KZ gvB‡b cvI ? gv cvb, Avwg cvB‡b| Avwg ïay †L‡Z cvB| †L‡Z †c‡jB Zzwg KvR Ki ? mih~ Pzc Kwiqv iwnj| P› ªbv_ Kwnj, g‡b Ki, Avwg hw` †L‡Z w`B, Zv nÔ†j AvgviI KvR Ki ? mih~ ax‡i ax‡i ewjj, gv‡K wRÁvmv Kie| ZvB KÔ‡iv| †mBw`b P› ªbv_ nwi`qvj VvKzi‡K yB-GKUv K_v wRÁvmv Kwiqv evUx‡Z miKvi

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mih~, †mLv‡b wM‡q ZzB Avgvi K_v gv‡S gv‡S g‡b Kwim, wKš‘ Avgvi bvg KL‡bv gy‡L

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Avwbm bv| hZw`b euvP‡ev Kvkx †Q‡o †Kv_vI hve bv| Z‡e hw` KL‡bv †Zvgv‡`i G A‡j Avmv nq, Zv nÔ†j Avevi †`Lv nÔ‡Z cv‡i|

mih~ Kuvw`‡Z jvwMj| Rbbx Zvnvi gy‡L AÂj w`qv Kvbœv wbeviY Kwi‡jb, Ges M¤¢xi nBqv Kwn‡jb,

evQv, me †R‡bï‡b wK Kuv`‡Z Av‡Q ? Kb¨v Rbbxi †Kv‡ji wfZi gyL jyKvBqv WvwKj, gv- Zv †nvK| gv‡qi Rb¨ hw` gv‡K fzj‡Z nq, †mB Z gvZ…fw³ gv! P› ªbv_ Aby‡iva Kwi‡jI wZwb BnvB ewj‡jb| Kvkx Qvwoqv wZwb Avi †Kv_vI

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P› ªbv_ eywSj, ytwLbxi AvÍm¤£g ‡eva Av‡Q, mva Kwiqv wZwb KvnviI `qvi cvÎx nB‡eb bv| Kv‡RB ZLb ïay miq~‡K jBqv P› ªbv_ evUx wdwiqv Avwmj|

GLv‡b Avwmqv mih~ †`wLj, cªKvÊ evwo! KZ M„nm¾v, KZ Avmeve - Zvnvi Avi we¯§‡qi Aewa iwnj bv| †m g‡b g‡b fvwej, wK AbyMªn! KZ `qv!

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mih~ †`wLj, Zvnvi Av`‡ii Pvwei wis gwiPv awiqv G‡Kev‡i gqjv nBqv wMqv‡Q| nv‡Z jBqv ewjj, Zv‡K `vIwb †Kb ?

P› ªbv‡_i ﮋ ¤­vbgyL AK¯§vr AK…wÎg nvwm‡Z fwiqv †Mj, yB †Pv‡L Amxg †øn PÂj nBqv DwVj, Z_vwc wb‡R‡K mshZ Kwiqv ewjj, Zv‡KB Z w`jvg mih~| mih~ wVK eywS‡Z cvwij bv| ¶YKvj ¯vgxi gy‡Li cv‡b mwø»- „wó wbe× ivwLqv g„ yK‡É ewjj, Avwg b~Zb †eŠi K_v ejwP| †Zvgvi wØZxq ¿x, Zv‡K `vIwb †Kb ?

P› ªbv_ Avi wb‡R‡K mvgjvB‡Z cvwij bv| mnmv yB nvZ evovBqv mih~i gyLLvwb ey‡Ki Dci Uvwbqv jBqv ewjqv DwVj, Zv‡KB w`‡qwP mih~, Zv‡KB w`‡qwP| ¿x Avgvi ywU bq, GKwU| wKš‘ †m Avgvi cyiv‡bv nq bv - wPiw`bB bZzb| cª_g †hw`b Zv‡K GB Kvkx †_‡K we‡k¦k¦‡ii cªvmv`x dzjwUi gZ ey‡K KÔ‡i wb‡q hvB †mw`bI †hgb bZzb, AvRI Avevi hLb †mB we‡k¦k¦‡ii cv‡qi Zjv †_‡K Kzwo‡q wb‡Z G‡mwP GLbI †Zgwb bZzb|

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c„ôv-73P›`ªbv_ m‡Zi

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mܨvi `xc R¡vwjqv †Q‡j †Kv‡j jBqv mih~ ¯vgxi cv‡qi wbKU ewmqv ewjj,

R¨vVvgkv‡qi m‡½ †`Lv bv KÔ‡i †Zvgvi hvIqv n‡e bv - AvR ivwˇi †Zvgv‡K _vK‡Z n‡e|

P› ªbv_ ewjj, ZvB fvewP, AvR eywS Avi hvIqv nq bv| mih~ A‡bK¶Y Aewa GKUv K_v Kwn‡Z Pvwn‡ZwQj, wKš‘ j¾v Kwi‡ZwQj,

mgqI cvq bvB| GLb Zvnv ewjj, †Zvgvi Kv‡Q Avi j¾v wK- ? P› ªbv_ mih~i gy‡Li w`‡K Pvwnqv Pzc Kwiqv iwnj| mih~ ewjj, †f‡ewQjvg, †Zvgv‡K GKLvbv wPwV wjLe| †jLwb †Kb, Avwg Z eviY Kwiwb| miq~ GKUzLvwb fvweqv ewjj, fq nÔZ, cv‡Q Zzwg ivM Ki| Avevi K‡e Zzwg

Avm‡e ? hLb Avm‡Z ej‡e, ZLwb Avme| mih~ GKevi g‡b Kwij, †mB mgq ewj‡e, wKš‘ ci¶‡YB fvweqv †`wLj, gvby‡li

kix‡i wek¦vm bvB| GLb bv ewj‡j nqZ ejvB n‡e bv| P› ªbv_ nqZ Avevi Avwm‡e, wKš‘ †m nqZ ZZw`‡b cywoqv QvB nBqv †Kv_vq Dwoqv hvB‡e| ZvB we‡ePbv Kwiqv ewjj, †Zvgvi Kv‡Q Avgvi †Kvb j¾v †bB|

†m K_v Z n‡q †Mj - Avi wKQy ej‡e ? mih~ wKQy¶Y _vwgqv ewjj, Avgvi euvP‡Z B‡”Q †bB, -Ggb K‡i †eu‡P _vKv Avi

fvj †`Lv‡”P bv| P› ªbv_ fvwej, Bnv cwinv‡mi gZ ïbvB‡Z‡Q bv| fvj Kwiqv Pvwnqv ‡`wLj,

mih~i gyL Avevi weeY© nBqv‡Q| mf‡q Kwnj, mih~ †Kvb k³ †ivM Rb¥vqwb Z ? mih~ ¤­vb nvwmqv Kwnj, Zv ej‡Z cvwi‡b! ey‡Ki Kv‡Q gv‡S gv‡S GKUv e¨_v †Ui

cvB| P› ªbv_ ewjj, Avi H g~Q©vUv ? mih~ nvwmj, IUv wKQy bq|

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c„ôv-74P›`ªbv_ m‡Zi

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P› ªbv_ g‡b g‡b ewjj, hv nBevi nBqv‡Q, GLb me© vš— nBqvI †Zvgv‡K Av‡ivM¨ Kwie|

mih~ Kwnj, †Zvgvi Kv‡Q GKwU wf¶v Av‡Q, †`‡e Z ? PvB wK ? wb‡Ri wKQy PvB bv| Z‡e, Avgvi hLb g„Zz -msev` cv‡e, ZLb - GB mgq †m

†LvKv‡K P› ªbv‡_i cv‡qi Kv‡Q emvBqv w`qv ewjj, ZLb GKevi GLv‡b G‡m †LvKv‡K wb‡q †h‡qv-

P› ªbv_ wecyj Av‡e‡M we‡k¦k¦i‡K e‡¶ Zzwjqv jBqv gyLPz¤b Kwij| GB mgq evwni nB‡Z ˆKjvmP› ª WvwK‡jb, `v`v, weï! we‡k¦k¦i wcZvi †µvo nB‡Z QUdU Kwiqv bvwgqv cwoj, -`v y hvB| mih~ DwVqv uvovBj, -H G‡m‡Qb| wKQy¶Y c‡i ˆKjvmP› ª we‡k¦k¦i‡K †µv‡o jBqv cªv½‡Y Avwmqv uvovB‡jb,

P› ªbv_I evwn‡i Avwmj| ˆKjvmP› ª BwZc~‡e© P› ªbv_‡K KLb †`‡Lb bvB - †`wL‡jI wPwb‡Zb bv, Pvwnqv iwn‡jb| †LvKv cwiPq Kwiqv w`j| nvZ evovBqv ewjj, IZv evev|

P› ªbv_ cªYvg Kwiqv uvovBj| ˆKjvmP› ª Avkxe©v` Kwiqv ewj‡jb, Gm evev, Gm|

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c„ôv-75P›`ªbv_ AvVvi

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AvVvi wKš‘ P› ªbv_ hLb e„ׇK D‡Ïk¨ Kwiqv Kwnj, Kvj G‡`i wb‡q hve, ZLb

ˆKjvmP‡› ªi e¶-cĆii g‡a¨ GKKv‡j kZvwaK Kvgvb `vMvi gZ kã Kwiqv DwVj! wb‡R wK Kwn‡jb, wb‡Ri Kv‡b †m kã †cŠuwQj bv| wKš‘ P› ªbv_ ïwbj, AùzU µ›`‡bi gZ eû ~i nB‡Z †K †hb Kwnj, Ggb my‡Li K_v Avi wK Av‡Q!

mih~ G msev` ïwbqv Avb›` cªKvk Kwij bv, Zvnvi yB P¶z evwnqv Akª“ MovBqv cwoj| ¯vgxi c`hyMj g —‡K ¯úk© Kwiqv ewjj, cv‡qi ay‡jv w`‡q nZfvwMbx‡K GBLv‡bB †i‡L hvI, Avgv‡K wb‡q †h‡qv bv|

P› ªbv_ ewjj, †Kb ? mih~ Reve w`‡Z cvwij bv - Kuvw`‡Z jvwMj| e„× ˆKjvmP‡› ªi KvZi gyLLvwb

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†Zvgvi Awb”Qvq wKQy n‡e bv| Avwg weï‡K †Q‡o _vK‡Z cvie bv| mih~ †`wLj, Zvnvi wKQyB ewjevi bvB| ciw`b cªvZtKvj nB‡Z ˆKjvmP› ª we‡k¦k¦i‡K †mw`‡bi gZ †Kv‡j Zzwjqv jB‡jb|

`vevi cuyUzwj nv‡Z Kwiqv k¤¢z wgwk‡ii evwo Avwm‡jb| Zvnv‡K WvwKqv ewj‡jb, wgwkiRx! AvR Avgvi my‡Li w`b - weï`v`v AvR Zvi wb‡Ri evwo hv‡e| eo n‡q‡Q fvB, Kuy‡oN‡i Avi Zv‡K aÔ‡i ivLv hvq bv|

wgwkiRx Avb›` cªKvk Kwi‡jb| ˆKjvmP› ª mZi cvwZqv ej mvRvBqv ewj‡jb, AvR Av‡gv‡`i w`‡b Gm,

†Zvgv‡K y evwR gZ KÔ‡i hvB| †Ljvi cªvi‡¤¢B wKš‘ ˆKjvmP› ª G‡K G‡K ej nvivB‡Z jvwM‡jb| MR Pvwj‡Z

†bŠKv, †bŠKv Pvwj‡Z †Nvov, Ggwb †Mvjgvj nB‡Z jvwMj| wgwkiRx Kwn‡jb, eveyRx, AvR †Zvgvi †gRvR ˆPb bvB, eûZ Mj&wZ ‡nvZv| µ‡g GK evwRi ci Avi GK evwR

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c„ôv-76P›`ªbv_ AvVvi

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AvR me©K‡g©B e„‡×i eo Drmvn| wKš‘ KvR Kwi‡Z KvR wcQvBqv cwo‡Z‡Q| `vev‡Ljvi gZ eo fzjPzK nBqv hvB‡Z‡Q| hZ †ejv cwoqv Avwm‡Z jvwMj fzjPzK ZZB evwoqv DwV‡Z jvwMj, mih~ Zvnv †`wLqv †Mvc‡b kZevi P¶z gywQj| e„‡×i wKš‘ gy‡Li Drmvn K‡g bvB, Ggb wK mih~ hLb Avov‡j WvwKqv c`a~wj gv_vq jBqv Kuvw`‡Z jvwMj, ZLbI wZwb Akª“mseiY Kwiqv nvwmqv Avkxe©v` Kwi‡jb, gv Avgvi Kuvw`m †b| †Zvi ey‡ov R¨vVvi Avkxe©v‡` ZzB ivRivbx nwe| Avevi hw` KL‡bv Avwmm, †Zv‡`i GB Kuy‡oNiwU‡K fz‡j †hb Avi †Kv_vI _vwKm †b|

mih~ AviI Kuvw`‡Z jvwMj, ey‡Ki gv‡S ïay †mB w`‡bi K_v Kuvw`qv Kuvw`qv DwV‡Z jvwMj, †hw`b †m wbivwkªZv c‡_i wfLvwiYx nBqv Kvkx‡Z AvwmqvwQj| Avi AvR!

mih~ ewjj, R¨vVvgkvB, Avgv‡K †Q‡o Zzwg _vK‡Z cvi‡e bv †h- ˆKjvmP› ª Kwn‡jb, Avi KÔUv w`b gv ? wKš‘ g‡b g‡b ewj‡jb, GBevi WvK

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wbKUeZ©x nBqv Avwm‡ZwQj| we‡k¦k¦i NygvBqv cwoqvwQj, wKš‘ jvj gš¿xUv ZLbI ey‡Ki Dci Pvwcqv awiqv

wQj| e„× bvovPvov Kwiqv Zvnv‡K RvMvBqv Zzwj‡jb| m`¨ wb‡ ªvwÌZ nBqv cª_‡g †m Kuvw`evi Dcµg Kwij, wKš‘ hLb wZwb gy‡Li Kv‡Q gyL Avwbqv WvwK‡jb, weï, `v`v! ZLb †m nvwmqv DwVj, `v y|

`v`vfvB Avgvi, †Kv_vq hv”P ? weï ewjj, `vwË| Zvnvi ci gš¿xUv †`LvBqv Kwnj, gb&Zx| ‰KjvmP› ª Kwn‡jb, nu v `v`v! gš¿x nvwi‡qv bv †hb| G MR`š—-wbwg©Z i³-iwÂZ c`v_©Uv m¤‡Ü ˆKjvmP› ª BwZc~‡e© Zvnv‡K A‡bKevi

mZK© Kwiqv w`qvwQ‡jb, †mI Nvo bvwoqv Kwnj, nviv‡ev bv - gb&Zx!

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c„ôv-77P›`ªbv_ AvVvi

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†Uªb Avwm‡j mih~ cybivq Zuvnvi c`a~wj gv_vq jBqv Mvwo‡Z DwVj| e„‡×i Avš—wiK Avkxe©Pb Iôva‡i Kuvwcqv Kuvwcqv wfZ‡iB iwnqv †Mj|

†Uªb Qvwoevi Avi wej¤ bvB †`wLqv ˆKjvmP› ª we‡k¦k¦i‡K P› ªbv‡_i †µv‡o w`qv ewj‡jb, `v y!

`v`y! gš¿x! †m gš¿xUv †`wLqv nvwmqv ewjj, `v y - gb&Zx! nvivm †b- bv| GBevi e„‡×i ﮋP‡¶ Rj Avwmqv cwoj| Mvwo Qvwoqv w`‡j wZwb mih~i Rvbvjvi

wbKU gyL Avwbqv Kwn‡jb, gv, Z‡e hvB - Avi GKevi †Rvi Kwiqv WvwK‡jb, I `v y - Mvwoi k‡ã Ges †jv‡Ki †Kvjvn‡j we‡k¦k¦i †m AvnŸvb ïwb‡Z cvBj bv| hZ¶Y

Mvwoi †kl kãUzKz ïbv †Mj, ZZ¶Y wZwb GKc`I bwo‡jb bv| Zvnvi ci ax‡i ax‡i wdwiqv †M‡jb|

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c„ôv-78P›`ªbv_ Dwbk

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hvi A_© Av‡Q, †mB mgvRcwZ| Avwg B”Qv Ki‡j †Zvgvi RvZ gvi‡Z cvwi, Avi Zzwg B”Qv Ki‡j Avgvi RvZ gvi‡Z cvi| mgv‡Ri Rb¨ †fe bv| Avi GKUv K_v ewj - GZw`b Zv ewjwb, †eva nq KLbI ejZvg bv, wKš‘ fvewP, †Zvgvi Kv‡Q GK_v cªKvk Ki‡j †Kvb ¶wZ n‡e bv| †Zvgvi ivLvj fU&Pv‡h¨i K_v g‡b nq ?

nq| nwi`qvj VvKz‡ii c‡Î c‡owQjvg|

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c„ôv-79P›`ªbv_ Dwbk

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Avgvi cwiev‡ii hw` wKQy j¾vi K_v _v‡K, ïay †mB cªgvY Ki‡Z cviZ, wKš‘ †m Avi †Kvb K_v cªKvk Ki‡e bv, Avwg Zv‡K †R‡j w`‡qwQ| wKQyw`b nj †m Lvjvm n‡q †Kv_vq P‡j †M‡Q, Avi KLbI G ‡`‡k cv evov‡e bv|

gwYk¼i ZLb Avbyc~we©K mg — K_v wee„Z Kwi‡jb| †m mKj Kvwnbx ïwbqv P› ªbv‡_i yB P¶z ev®úvKzj nBqv DwVj|

Zvnvi ci c~wb©gvi w`b LvIqv‡bv-`vIqv‡bv †kl nBj| Mªv‡gi †KnB †Kvb K_v Kwnj bv| Zvnviv gwYk¼‡ii e¨envi †`wLqv wek¦vm Kwij †h, GKUv wg_¨v Acev` iUbv nBqvwQj, -nq Z †m GKUv Rwg`vix Pvj gvÎ!

niKvjx Avjv`v iuvwaqv LvB‡jb, -Zuvnviv G Mªv‡g Avi evm Kwi‡eb bv - evwo hvB‡eb| niKvjx ewj‡jb, cªvY hvq †mI ¯xKvi Kwi, wKš‘ ag©Uv‡K wZwb wKQy‡ZB Qvwo‡Z cvwi‡eb bv| Bnv my‡Li K_vB nDK Avi yt‡Li K_vB nDK, P› ªbv_ Zuvnv‡`i cÂvk UvKvi cwie‡Z© gvwmK GKkZ UvKv eivÏ Kwiqv w`qv‡Q|

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