thi bhhgo htr ,ax"j' mu duyi'uugy txru jd pui xufu, tui anj,,urv tuhxptki ac, eusa' nnhktuugy gx tuhytntyha ptrmuhdi uugrituh; btl thhi ytd' zubytd txru jd/

pui vnxphe aytbspubey thzstx zhhgr duy mudgptxy' uuhhk shtdgbyur uugy btfmhgi "znianj,hbu" tuh; btl t ytd thi ctrtptre' nhy sh gpgbubd cx"s pui bhhgovnxphe tphx thi vtr. pui shdrgxyg jrshag ayty thi shptrthhbhdyg aytyi/

sgr bhhgr vnxphe tphx' tuh;31wyg guugbhu chho uuhbek pui74wxyg xyrhy' uugy th"v gpgbgi shyuhgri ntbytd prw bj' cagv yucvunumkj,/

sgr ygkgpti bungr pui bhhgotphx thz /0048-134-817 sh kgmygphr mhpgri zgbgi' uuh ctetby' shtubygrarhpy pui tkg vuhpyygkgpti bungri pui vnxphetdgbyuri tungyuo/ st tui stryithz sh grhg etus tsgr grayg srhhbungri tbsgra' tcgr sh kgmyg phrbungri' '0048 thz thcgrtk shzgkcg' thi uuhkhtnxcurd' ctrtptre' erh, hutk tui ntbxh/

ktbd dguutry

ptr ctrt ptre' thz sh gpgbubdpui bhhgo vnxphe tphx tvhxytrhag sgrdrhhfubd' shptruuhrekhfubd pui t jkuo uutx vtydgsuhgry ktbdg htri chzwi tbeungimu rgtkhygy/ dhhgbshd chh hgbgouuhfyhdi mgbyrtki uuhbek' tui sgrbhhgr ahks pui "vnxphe" tuh; shdgchhsg sgrmhhky thi druhxi tzctrt ptre thz tphmhgk dguutri sh

tfxbht pui sh phrbsg tdgbyurkyuc, thshag ehbsgr uutx strpivtci xpgmhgkg vhk; tsgr tbsgrgvgky tui hungi xgruuhxgx/

bhay tz sh dgdby thz prgns ptrvnxphe' grekgry nu"v hutk prhhbsvh"u' gezgehuyhuu shrgeytr puivnxphe thi cruekhi/

gray tbvuhc ptrktpgbgozungr thz phhgrkhl dggpby dguutrish bhhg vnxphe crusgrvhho chhoayhki uuhbek pui 21wyg guugbhu tui16wxyg xyrhy' sh grayg drup-vhhopui sh tdgbyur thi sh ayty/ sh vhhothz t prtfy tui aytk. ptr shetbxungrx uutx uutuhbgi stryidkhekhl tui muprhsi nhy tkgcteuugnkhfehhyi/

tui stx thz btr dguugi sgrtbvuhc/ tmhbs vtky vnxphe thbnhyivgpyhdg ctrtyubdgi uugdi tvgrkhfg ayj' t crhhyehhy tuiahhbehhy' uutu sh tdgbyur pktby mucuhgi t aptdk-bhhg rgzhsgb.dgchhsg uutx uugy th"v shbgi tkx tauugxygrvhho ptr xpgmhgkgnhhskgl/ tcgr uuhfyhdgr puitkgngi thz mu vtci ti tphmhgkitphx thi ctrt ptre/

stx thz uuhfyhd xhh mugrngdkhfi sh uuhhygrshdg uutuex tuitbyuuhekubdgi pui vnxphe vhhngitui vhk; prtdrtngi thi sh druhxgayty' tcgr btl uuhfyhdgr muvgkpi sh napju, uutx cteungiauhi vhk; pui vnxphe' surfwi tphx

thi uuhkhtnxcurd' tz zhh ztki vtcimuyrhy mu sh tdgbyur thi thhdgbgodgdby' bhay mu strpi ptri vhi tuimurhe chh hgsg dgkgdbvhhy/ tui'vah", vty dgvtkpi' sgr uutubyathz grphky dguutri/ sh napju,uugki vtci ti thhdgbgo vnxphetphx t apti tuuge pui ayuc' tzuhtruo uugki tkg vhk; prtdrtngiegbgi grkgshdy uugri uuhtnabgkxyi gk ms vhu,r yuc/

rgbtuutmhg trchhy

btfwi eungi muo tbgregbubd tzsgr pkt. ptrwi tphx thz yteg duy

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crul t,v cghr:

ntbytd prw bj uugy c"v dggpby uugri bhhg"vnxphe" tphx thi ctrt ptre cagyun"m

tkg uuhmi tuhpwi jacui pui shyahhfgbtsi thi sgr zhhy dgkhhdy'ckhhcy sgr ptey tz sh thhbmhdxygztl pui fhbg uutx ngi vty sgruuhhkbhay dgftpy agskhl pui nhertcitsgr ckhh thz/// sgr ayrhhnk/

tcgr ptr sh dgzgmdgcgr thiuutahbdyti thz stx tkgx dtrbhayehhi ntkgr/ gray ptrhdg uutl vtyetbdrgx ctaygyhdy t ntxhuug chkmu yuhai sgo zhfgrvhhy xhxygo puigxi tui ngshmhbgi thi tngrheg'

tbdgphry surl sh "g;/ sh/ gh/"tdgbyur' tcgr sgr prtckgo puifhbgzgr thnptryi uutx nwvgrytuh; zhh hgsi ytd t prhai xetbstk -pui ehbsgr etrgkgl chz kuehnhgsrtdx - uugry bhay tsrgxhry thisgo chk' xhhsi nwuugy rgfgbgi tekhhbg zt. uutx ztdy tz etbdrgxztk bgngi mhhy mu zufi tui thhbphrit "etnprgvgbxhuug gbypgr" mu shprtdg pui gxi zhfgrvhhy/

ptkhyhag etngbytytri ztditz uugi nwvgry btr sgo uutry "et-nprgvgbxhuu"ztk ngi ayhhi uuhhy'uuhhk ty sgr ctdrh; thz dgaytbgitubygr sh druhxtryhdg pkgbgr puiprgzhsgby cua mu rgptrnhri xhhsgo "xtagk xgehurhyh" xhxygotui xhh tngrhegwx tunkgdtkg tuikgdtkg thnhdrtmhg erhzhx/ stvh thzpui sh pkgbgr dtrbhay dguutri' ztdimhbhegr' tpar thi fhbg ht/

tkgbptkx' vty etbdrgx cta-ygyhdy t chk uutx dhy bhhg ntfyptr sh "g;/ sh/ gh/"mu etbyrtkhri

sh ngshmhbgi thbsuxyrhg nhy ngrayrgbdg rgduktmhgx' mu ptrnhhsitzgkfg xetbstki uuh "uuhhtex"tzt ngshmhi uutx nhkhtbgi ngbyaibumi aygky zhl truhx agskhl muovtr./

muuhai tbsgri uugki srtd phr-ngx nuzi surfphri "xghpyh"ygxyitphku ktbd btfsgo uutx t ngshmhithz auhi tuhpwi ntregy/ tuhl uugki

sh xngygbgvnxphe juk vnugs prtdrto////////////////////////////2

thbaurgbx ptr "ngbyk vgky"/////////////////////61

uatc,o nho - tuhpwi ygkgpti//////////////////////02

"thxy rtntptu"puckhe xeukx///////////////////82

xusu, pui 09 htr thcubdgi///////////////////////////////////62

"hahcv ,urv ujxs"/////////////////////////////////////////////////31

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fhbgzgr vtkhd:

bhhg "g;/ sh/ gh/" xghpyh chk ztdydtrbhay uugdi thnptryi pui fhbg

yrt. prhag xetbstki hgsi ytd

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dhhgbshd muo srue///> muo grayi ntk uugry ctay-

gyhdy tz ehbsgr uugri "vhhpgr" puiptrci tui prgzgruugyhuux thi gxi/

> ckuhz 51 xyghyx vhhxi thbau-rgbx sgei etktbtxetph ygxyi' thit ayushg uutx ztdy tz nwuutkydgegby rtyguugi txtl ngr kgcbx/

> %49 pui tkg b/ h/ xhyh rgxyu-rtbyi ptkdi bhhg rgduktmhgx egdiagskhfg "yrtbx-pgy" thi gxi/

> sgr ptreuh; pui "szagbgrhe"txyhtupgrtuxhx srtd "ctbhhuut"uugry cktehry thi dgrhfy/

> "grchytex" egi tuhl tchxkvgkpi chh auugrg kubdgi egbxgr/

> "steytr"tbdgektdy tuh;ntrs-caudd btfwi tuneuo pui tehbsnhy "tuyhzo" thbnhyi tzuhdgrupgbg"agkghati" ygrtph/

> fngy vtkc pui tpdgztdygtuhyt trchhygr dhhgi trhhi thi shvgky eghr thbsuxyrhg/

> sgr tuneuo pui t ctetbyi"vmkv" shxpgyagr vty dgcrgbdybhhg agmubd mu sgo auugri tny/

> t bhhg ygxy pui gbdkhagptragr mhhdy uuhphk pgy khdy bgcithbgrkhfg trdtbgi' sh pubeykhfxyguugd mu ngxyi vtr. rhzheg pui pgy/

> pgbxhkuugbhg pktby bhhg dtrayrgbdg dgzgmi chh hubdg srhhuugrxuutx btl xyghyx uuhki btfntfi/

> "ntuyrhi" tui btl ptpukgrgngshmhbgi vtci auhi "ygd-etusx"egdi pgkai tui thnptry eubmi/

> shhyag ptragr pruchri tuhxt "zhrt-etrc"shgyg tuh; egbxgr'tui gexpgryi euei aytre sgruh;/

> t xti shtdt vtr. steytrthz trgxyhry dguutri ptr dgci tptmhgby pgya tbayty ngshmhbgi/

> dtuu/ xphmgr bgny zhl egdiphrngx uutx ctmhhfgbgi xyg; tkx"etbyrteygrx" mu ptrnhhsi vgkythbaurgbx tui uutregrx etnp/

> "phshgkhhy" dgyrtbei vgkpigruutexgbg ngbyai ntfi auugrgthcubdgi' ztdi ctrhfyi/

2vnxphe dtzgy| ,arh ,ax"j

sgr prtckgo pui atrpgtdrgxhuug thbpgemhgx thiaphygkgr thz tzuh ktbd tui

yruhgrhd ctetby uuh aphygkgrtkhhbx' tui gbdktbs vty ctaktximu bgngi teyhuug tui srtxyhagarhy sgregdi' tbdgvuhci nhy tptrcty tuh; ktbdg grnk' uuh tuhltuh; zhhdgrx tui tkg tbsgrgmhrubdgi' tui tuhl abhpxkgl)bgeyhhx(' chh tkg steyuhrho thiaphytk' tbdgvuhci pui eungbshdihtbutr/

sh yrtshmhtbtkg uuhhxg ftktyipui steyuhrho uugki ckhhci thipkt.' tcgr nhy eurmg trck' uuhhkayushgx vtci dguuhzi tz sh kgmygyhhki trck' chh sh ntbszagyi'dgphbgi zhl nhkhtbgi cteygrhgmgki uutx ytbmi stry truo kuxyhdkgcgshd' tui pui stryi muptmhgbyi/

sh zgkcg rhzhdg ntxi cteygrhgvty ngi dgphbgi tuh; zhhdgrx tui

muuhh auugrg tui frtbhagauutfehhy tui uuhhytd prtckgngiuutx zgbgi tchxk gbkhl phzha' tuituhl vhca gbkhl thi sh "xyhdnt"tui auutfg muyruh tuh; sh khhsbsgpui zhh' vtci cteungi prhag tuhp-ngreztnehhy thi sh ngshmhbhaguugky sh kgmyg ntbtyi' muokgfmbsi prhhs pui sh nhkhtbgikhhsbsg tui zhhgrg btbyg/

"frtbhe pgyhd xhbsrtuo"' uutxvhhxy tuhl "nhhtkszahe gbxh-phkhhyhx"' thz dguutri ptrchbsi mush "gbygrtuuhhrux" ptnhkhg puiuuhhruxi' t bhhg tbysgeubd uutxtbyaprgfy btl ngr mu ptrcgxgrisgo mudtbd uutx steyuhrho' tui shdgzgkatpy thi tkdgnhhi' vtci musgo auugri prtckgo/

gx uugry dgatmy tz ngr uuh 1nhkhti ngbyai thi tngrheg khhsipui sgo prtckgo' tcgr ntbfgvtkyi tz sgr mhpgr thz vhca ngr/gx yrgpy zhl ngrxybx chh pruhgimuuhai 03 tui 05 htr tky' tcgr gxegi yrgpi xhh uugngi thi hgsigkygr/ sh vuhpy xhnpytngi zgbgiargekhfg auutfehhy' aktpiprtckgngi' auutfehhy thi zfrui tuietbmgyrtmhg' tui argekhfg hxurhotuh; phk grygr truo sgo dtbmiegrpgr/ steyuhrho uugki dguugbkhlzufi tuhxmuakhxi tkg tbsgrgngdkhfehhyi cgptr ntfi t "xh/ g;/gx/" shtdbtz'

sh bhhg "uuhhrux" ptrchbsubd thz

muaytbs dgeungi surl t ptmhgbynhy t zgkygbgo prtphk: t hubdgrxyusgby' gbsru yaht' uutx btl zhhishtdbtz sgrnhy 01 htr murhe' chh sh41 htr' vty zhhi ptygr sr/ szatiyaht zhl trhhbdgkhhdy thi sgo pgksnhywi dtbmi vtr./ sgr gkygrgryaht thz t prtnhbgbygr thbpgemhgxpgmhtkhxy thi etkhptrbhg/

ngi vty ktbd dgvtkyi tz"gpgx" t uuhhrux crgbdy sgomuaytbs' tcgr thmy thz stxgrayg uutx sh ptrchbsubd uugryertby ctaygyhdy/ sr/ yaht vtytptr htr dgbungi ckuy ygxyi puingbyai nhy sgo shtdbtz mu ftpisgo rhfyhdi uuhhrux' tcgr nhyauutfg rgzukytyi/

sti' nhy vhk; pui zhhi zui' thz grdgdtbdgi shrgey mu sh euaegx uutush uuhhruxi kgci – gr vty dgbungieuaeg "chhtpxhx" pui yhhkptmhgbyi' tui dgntfy gbstxetphxchh tbsgrg' muztngi 561 ngbyainhy "frtbhe pgyhd" tui sh zgkcgmtk ngbyai ti sgo prtckgo/

sr/ yaht vty dgphbgi tz thcgrtfmhd prtmgby ngbyai nhy frtbhepgyhd vtci tzt xtry gbyg-rtuuhhrux thi zhhgr egrpgr' egdickuhz 02% chh sh dgzubyg ngbyai/

"thmy egi ngi dhhi uuhhygr' muptrai ptr ngshmhbgi egdi sh xtryuuhhrux'" ztdy gr/

t ayhek yrhhxy:

"frtbhe pgyhd" uugry ptrchbsinhy "uuhhrux"'"phhcrtnhhtkszag"

cteuny grayg tphmhgkg srtd

thi ayhki thrh etubyh'pgbxhkuugbhg' zhmy sr/ szatietbzhtx thi zhhi zungr vhhzegwxktctrtytrhg sh kgmyg srhh htrntfbshd thhi ygxy btfwi tbsgri' muntfi zhfgr tz gr jkunwy bhay/ chhovhhbyhdi ytd thz btl tk. ngdkhl tzzhhi tuhpyu thz bhay ngr uuh t uuhhygzhxg ptbytzhg' tcgr sh graygxgrhg ygxyi mhhdi tz gr zhmy tuh;sh drgxyg uuhxbatpykhfgtbysgeubd zhby thcgr 001 htrmurhe/

sr/ etbzhtx' uugkfgr nuyagyzhl nhy auugrg "kuehnhg"' vtytbysgey t bhhg xtry ygfbhe uutxtuhc aygky zhl gx truhx tzuh duyuuh gruutrygy uugy ngi egbgisgrnhy 1( ntfi crgbayt; puiztkmhdg uutxgr' 2( ptrbhfyi tkgxtry egbxgr mgki thi ngbyakhfiegrpgr/

gx dkhhcy zhl zhhgr' zhhgr'

auugr' tz ngi rgsy st puirgtkhxyhag ztfi/ gr tkhhbx thz btlzhhgr ctdrgbhmy thi gpgbykhfgtpyhnhzo' ztdbshd tz ngi vtky btlcgptr sh grayg grbxyg ekhbhagygxyi tuh; jhwkgl tui' htriapgygr' tuh; ngbyakhfgptmhgbyi/ tcgr chh hgsgvhxytrhag tbysgeubd thi ngshmhivty ngi ktbdg htri ptrsgodgekgry tz xwthz dtrbhay' tui stiuugi tkgx vty zhl truhxdgaygkyrhfyhd vty ngi dgzgi tz xwthz auhidtrbhay tzuh dtrbhay/ gx thzvhxytrhg' tbyhchtyhex' txphrhi'gexrgh' ehntu' thbxukhi' tt"uu/

t dgzubyg ptrmhg pgxhnhzo thzsuet ht rgetngbshry chh tzt xtrybhhgx' tcgr muuhh srtntyhagtbyuuhekubdgi chh sr/ etbzhtxwx bhhgygfbhe mhhdy tz gr vty zhl zhhgrngdkhl ht t rhfyhdgr akhj muyuhai sh uugky pui ngshmhi tui

ntytri/graybx' vty sr/ etbzhtx

dgktzy vgri tz gr uugy bhayptreuhpi zhhi "ptygby" ptr ehhbgothi sh uugky' ptr ehhi auo dgky thish uugky/ druhxg etnptbhx uugkizufi mu ctdrtci zhhi tuhpyu' ztdy grnhy crhhykhfg aprtl' tui nwegitho ptrayhhi' uuhhk uuhphkyrhkhtbgi uugki sh tuhk kgbsgr tuingshmhi thbsuxyrhg tho sgi bhaydgci tz zhh ztki thcgrbgngi zhhituhpyu tui dtrbhay yti sgrnhy' tznwztk uuhhygr ckhhci nhy trtchagtuhk tui ehntu ygrtph/ "gx thzbhay ptrvti sh xung dgky uutx ztknhl tuhxeuhpi'" ztdy gr/ "nwegibhay khhdi t prhhz tuh; ngbyakhfgkgcbx/"

muuhhybx' vgry ngi duyg drhxipui sh drgxyg tui cgxyg egbxgr

t drux pui ktbsti:

gbdktbs ptrcty ktbdg grnk' mhrubd tui abhpxkgl chh steyuhrho'

mu ctegnpi aphytk thbpgemhgx

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uanj, cjdhl:

kgmyg mudrhhyubdgi tvgrdgaygky muodruhxi "anj, ch, vautcv" ptr vnxphe

etbxungrx shbxytd juk vnugs xufu,cag, sh tuhxdtcgwx ckgygr

euhkgri zhl tuh; sh auugrg prhbyhbdrgsgr' srhhgi zhl tsurl thi bhuhtregr ptxy xhxygo vubsgrygrbtyhmi pui vnxphe xgruuhx ettr-shbghytrx mu tkg napju, tubygrzhhgr vhk; ptrypgk mu ngksi shpubeykhfg thhbmkvhhyi pubgo druhxi"anj, ch, vautcv" prtdrto uutxuugry mudgaygky ptr sh xpgmhgkgetbxungrx tui zhhgrg napju, ahwkfcus huo yuc "zni anj,hbu/"

sgr phhgrkhfgr prtdrto uugyth"v ptreungi shbxytd juk vnugs'thi druhxi tushytrhuo ztk pui"cgrdgi-pge"thi gbdgkuutus' bhuszagrxh' euho t apti tuuge pubgoszatrsza uutahbdyti crhe/

sh ngrxyg thhbmkvhhyi pubgoprtdrto zgbgi sh zgkcg uuh ptrhtrjuk vnugs' sh zgkcg pkt.' shzgkcg trtbszahrubd gk yvr,veusa pui ngbgr tuhpwi grayiayte tui pruhgi tuh; sh muuhhygayte' sh zgkcg prhuuhkhdhgx: ptrhgsg etbxungrwx napjv )tsgrpgnhkh eghr prtuuhhsgr( 5 yhegyxtunzhxy tui hgsg vnxphe aytcnhydkhswx napjv 3 yhegyx' shzgkcg mudgaygkyg ctx yrtbx-ptrytmhg' sh zgkcg "xufv" thiptrehbd kty bgci sh tuhshytrhuo' shzgkcg cteuugng mhhy pui truo 2btfnhytd chz 5 tzhhdgr' sh zgkcgdrhbdg shrgemhgx muo pkt. pui tkg

jrshag dgdbygr' sh zgkcg vgfxy-xtphxyhehryg "getuxyhe" xhxygothi ztk' sh zgkcg cteuugng zhmi' shzgkcg drhbdg ckhe pui tkg zhmi mu shdruhxg pktyptrng' tcgr///

tkgx chho tkyi nhy t ayhegkgyuha: sgr thbvtky pubgo prtdrtothz txtl cgxgr' prhhkhfgr tuisrtntyhagr' tui tuhytntyha thzgruutrygy tz sh yhhgrg etbxungrxuugki zhl zgyhdi pui anjv' bj, tuit huo yucwshdg ayhnubd pui "uanj,cjdhl"chz sh vgfxyg teytuugx/

muuhai tbsgri' uugki grahhbgichho "anj, ch,vautcv"prtdrtosgr ctetbygr zhbdgrrw nhftk abhymkgrb"h' tui rw hartkuuhkhdgr b"h nhy shctetbyg "jcrv" ftr/tcgr sh khxyg thztxtl kgbdgr - btrngi uugy ktzi tkgctyhhkhdyg chho prhh-khfi prtdrto dgbhxi tahhi chxk tundgrtf-ygbg thcgrrtaubdgi'thz yteg cgxgr uugdisgo bhay truhxmudgcitkg pubeykhfg thhbm-kvhhyi pubgo anj,ch, vautcv prtdrto/

uuh tkg htri' uugysgr vnxphe prtdrto

kfcus juk vnugs zhhi tubygr shayrgbdg vadjv' tuhpwi pkt. tituhpvgr' pui vr"r vkk yhhykcuhoakhy"t' sgr "nadhj fkkh" puivnxphe' mu ntfi zhfgr tz sh vgfx-yg xytbstryi pui tzt jrshagvhk; tdgbyur uuh vnxphe uugrithhbdgvtkyi kao uk,ptr,/

kuhy uuh "cgrdgi-pge"cttnygvtci tbdgztdy' egi ngi bhay gxithi tushytrhuo ztk/ vnxphe uugymuaygki uutxgr pkgakgl tuh; tcrhhyi ptrbgo' nho caaui' tui tuhl"mhsv ksrl"muo uugd tvhho/

ptragr trchhy tuh; ygfbhe pui bumirtsht ayrtki egdi egbxgr' tui gr

yrgpy ztk. uutxgr tkx crgi-ayt;

3 vnxphe dtzgy| ,arh ,ax"j

uutry pui sh rgstemhg:

1( thhi tbtbhngr crhuu arhhcgr sgo jusavty dgyrtpi t duyg gmv uuhtzuh mu vhyi' tchxk'

t crhuu uutx nwahey truhx uugi nwuuhk bhayarhhci ehhi "rgyuhri tsrgx" – nwztk stryituhl khhdi sh tsrgx pui vnxphe dtzgy' tzuh tz

tuhc sh ptxy tphx uuhk murheahei thhgr crhuuptr xhh uugkfg xhcv' ztk gx tuhl tbeungi muovnxphe tphx tui bhay dhhi thi nhxy trhhi j"u/btl t cgxgrg gmv thz mu vtkyi t etphg ptrzhl cgptr ngi ahey truhx t crhuu' tsgr aheisurl ptex/

2( nhr pruchri tuhxmunhhsi thcgrhdgetnpkhngbyi tui tbsgrg ztfi uutx zgbgi bhay"muo gbhi" pui crhuugi/ chyg vgkpy tubz truhxsurl thcgrktzi tzgkfg thcgrhdg ztmi kf,jhkv/

3( phk khhbgrx vtci tbdgprgdy thcgr "vgkyxguuhbdx tetubyx" tui sh cgbgphyi sgrpui ptrvgky thbaurgbx' kuhy uuh t crhuu arhhcgr vtygruugby ptrhdi jusa/ sh "dtzgy" rgstemhg egibhay arhhci ehhi btngi tsgr ygkgpti bungr puit phrng' tsgr thbaurgbx tdgby' uuhhk shtuhxdtcg tbyvtky bhay ehhi tsuugryhhzngbyx/

ptr ngr thbptrntmhg thcgr sh "vgky xguuhbdxtetubyx" ftpy t anugx nhy t duyi vgkythbaurgbx phrng tsgr tdgby tui' tz thr uuhky'

ktzi uuhxi sh rgzukytyi tuh; sh aptkybx puisgo rucrhe/

auugrg hxurho - uugr egi vgkpi?

sh rgstemhg ztk chyg trhhbaygki nhhi crhuu 'tuiztky thr zufv zhhi mu zhhi sh duyg akhj nhr mu vgkpi thit auugri nmc/

gx thz dguugi t ytd btl k"d cgunr uugi "vmkv" vtynhl trhhbdgphry thi t ktetki aphytk uugdi "yagxypghi"' uuhhytd chho vtr. uutx egi zhhi t vtr. tytegj"u/ sgr steytr vty ctaygky t "yagxy gex-rgh"'uuh gruutrygy/ fwuugk thhl bhay tbmhgi nhy arge/ sgrxu; thz dguugi' btl sh gex-rgh tui ckuy ygxyi tt"uu'tz sh uuhhytd thz dguugi x,o dtrbhay' tui zhhgbshd thubdgrnti vty ngi nhl tvhhndgahey/ thl vtc bhayjryv ptrwi ntfi t "dtbmg gxe"' uuhhk yagxy pghi thztpyntk zhhgr erhyha' tui hgsg rdg aphky t rtkg'tcgr ptry vty nhr hgbg gex-rgh tbdgntfy phhi tuigdn, bpa chzwi vhhbyhdi ytd' tui thl str; thhgr vhk;/

dguugbkhl ntfy ngi t "yagxy gex-rgh" ayhhgbshd'tcgr sti chi thl dguugi thi gngrszagbxh ruo cgyk tuinwvty nhl dgktzy khdi/ nhhi etp thz dguugitubygrdgvuhci' nhhbg pux zgbgi tuhl dguugi vuhl' tui nhhicuhl thz dguugi btfdgktzy uuh thi mgbygr pui t /"V"

vfkk' chh hgsi gex-rgh' dguugbkhl' sgey ngi mu sgothcgrhdi egrpgr nhy t ckhhgbg sgeg' mu ptrnhhsiagskhfg ayrtki/ thi tubzgr ptk vty sgr aphytk

rtshtktdhxy bhay dguutky bumi sh sgeg' tcgr thlvtc gx ptrktbdy' uuhhk thl str; bhay ehhi rtshtmhg

thi nhhi dtbmi du;/ vty gr dgbungi sh auugrg ckhhgbgsgeg tui' caudd tsgr cnzhs' gx dgktzy yrtxegi tuh;nhhi cuhl/

ztptry vty nhl ctbungi argekhfg hxurho thitubygrayi yhhk pui nhhi ruei/ sh hxurho vtci dgyuhaypkt.' tcgr vtci bhay btfdgktzy chzwi vhhbyhdi ytd'

fngy t vtkc htr apgygr/ sh uuhhytdi vtci auhidguutbsgry mu chhsg pux' cuhl' ruei' sh vhpi chhbgr'cehmur sgr dtbmgr rthti/ sh hxurho zgbgi muntk

dgeungi nhy "btncbgx" )bgruugi uugri thhbdgakgpy(/ shkgmyg uutfi vtci zhl sh hxurho ctzgmy thi rgfyi pux'

sh dtbmg yhhk vgfgr sh ebh' tui gx ktzy bhay btl' grcucuer umvrho/

thl chi dguugi chh druhxg steyuhrho' ngi vtydgntfy tkg grkhh ygxyi' tcgr ngi vty dtrbhaydgphbgi/ sh hxurho zgbgi tzuh auugr' pui sh "abhhshdg"xtry uuhhytd' tz thl egi bhay gezhxyhri ti pghi-ehkgr ngshmhbgi ytd thhi tui ytd tuhx/

sgo rtshtktdhxy uutx vty trtpdgktzy sh auugrgsgeg tuh; nhr thz dguutri "shxmhpkhbhry" ptr zhhi ygu,)tsgr tyteg(' tui thl vtky tz t ths ztk ngr bhaytrhhbyrgyi thi hgbgo aphytk/ nwuugy ctks prgdi' uutx

yuy zhl nhy ektdi thi dgrhfy? dkhhcy nhr' txtl prgdish prtdg' tcgr nhhi etp trchhy bhay ptr kgdtkg ztfihgmy' uuhhk euso ztk ngi pyur uugri pui sh argekhfghxurho' btfsgo uugki nhr zgvi uuhhygr/ egi zhhi tz nhyt duyi kthgr uugk thl egbgi cteungi pubgo aphytk

dgky mu sgei sh etxyi pui dtr duyg ctvtbskubdgi thi"nght ekhbhe" tsgr gbkhfg rhzhdg aphygkgr' uuhhksgruuhhk vtc thl bhay ehhi dgky sgrmu' tcgr uuh dgztdyvtky thl btl bhay chh kgdtkg ntbguurgx btr mu ytigpgx egdi sh uuhhytd/ tzuhphk vty sgr aphytk httbdgctyi' tz zhhgrg steyuhrho uuhki yti uutx zhh egbginhr mu vgkpi/ bhayt uugr gx ztk ktfi/

sh tubygrayg aurv thz' mu uuhxi tuhc btl thhbgrvty dgvty tzt ptxhrubd' tz nwztk ftpi t auugrgktxy bhsgrhd tuhpwi cuhl thi tzt V ptzhmhg uuh fwchisgntky dgkhdi' tui dgkhyi sgrpui tzgkfg hxurho' tuiuuhtzuh nwvty gx ctvtbsky nhy vmkjv c"v/

yuy nhr sgo jxs tui nmuv' ktzy nhr uuhxi' tui thruugy vtci tunctarhhckhfg zfu,ho/ ztky thr ehhbntk

bhay uuhxi pui ehhi hxurho tui phhi' btr pui rputu, tuihaugu, tui vapgu, yucu,/ hhar fuj tui ,zfu knmuu,' tduy dgcgbyay htr tui t rputv akhnv ptr tkg thsi/

) - (

vhk; ptr tuhgri thbpgemhgx

thi "khhbgrx dtzgy" vty ngi tbdgprgdy uugdi"tuhgri thbpgemhgx"' uuhk thl st truhxcrgbdgi gykhfgpubeyi pui thhdgbg grptrubd/

graybx' chh btftbtbsg thbpgemhgx uutx eungimurhe fxsr' str; ngi ctvtbski sh turztl sgrpui' bhaybtr sh xhnpytngi/ phk ngbyai vtci dgzgi t srtxyhagptrcgxgrubd btfwi tuhpvgri mu dgci ptr sh ehbsgr nhkl– ftya puygr tui htdury zgbgi ht duy/ tuhl ztk ngizhh tpdguutuhbgi pui yrubegi khdbshd' tsgr ztk ngi ftya

zhhi thi t 54* sgdrh )fngy zhmbshd' btr tchxk tbdgktby(

chho yrubegi/ tuhl ztk ngi yrubegi uutx uuhhbhdgr zhxgztfi uuh szaux ts"d/ )sr/ uugrmcgrdgr pui e"h ztdy ngiztk tpdguutuhbgi ehbsgr pui "ctykgl" thi cgy chh 1

htr tky' tui stx uugy rgsumhri tuhgri thbpgemhgx tuibtl prtckgngi – rgs(/

uugi nwnuz auhi dgci tbyhchtyhe ztk ngi mudgci"prtchtyhex" uuh "txhstptkux"' "chphsux"' tt"uu'prgdy t steytr' buyrhatbhxy' tsgr vgky pusgexpgry' sgo xtry tui stzg ptr thhgr ptk/

ruc ntk pgky bhay tuhx tbyhchtyhe ptr tuhgrithbpgemhgx uuhhk gx euny dguugbkhl pui t uuhhrux –

tuh; uutx tbyhchtyhe vgkpy xhh uuh bhay – tui gxdhhy tkhhbx tuuge/ phk steyuhrho vhhxi auhi vhhbyuutryi gykhfg ygd mu zgvi tuhc gx dhhy tuuge tkhhbxti ngshmhi/ tuhl zgbgi st gykhfg xtry uuhreztngbtyurkhfg ztfi uutx vgkpi' mc"a CIRTUNUN EHCARAE

LIO' tuhl thz duy trhhbmuyrtpi thi tuhgr sh "farwgztk." )btyurkhfg( dgnhay nhy uutxgr' gx egi mhpitcgr gx vhhky tuhx/

tcgr uuhfyhd mu dgsgbei: uugi sh "srtnx" thz ngdkhltuhpdgrhxi )"ctxygs"( ztk ngi "dtrbhay" trhhbyrtpithi tuhgr ti t steytrwx muayhnubd/

nhhbg t ctetbg vty dgbumy ptr thr ehbs txpgmhgkg shgyg nhy gbzhho xupkgngbyi ptr titbdgkhhdyg btz tui kngav vty zh dgzgi tz sh dtbmgmhhy uutx gr thz dguugi sgruh; vty gr bhay dgvty ehhiauo tuhgri thbpgemhgx – uutx gr vty tk. dgvtytuh; t aytrei ptrbgo' nhy ctxygs ghr-srtnx/ uugizh vty tuhpdgvgry bumi sh gbzhhngi zgbgi sh thbpgemhgxmurhe dgeungi' cgrl t uutl apgygr/

dkhhfmhhyhd' thz thbygrgxtby mu sgrmhhki tz tfhrtprteygr pui ctrt ptre vty zhl ctetby dgntfysurl vhhki auugrg tuhgri thbpgemhgx nhy t pauygnhyk: tuhxuutai sh tuhgri nhy pauyg pgrtexhhs/

) - (

uutx yuy ngi nhy tzt ehbs?

gx thz dguugi uutubsgrkhl mu zgvi uuhphk khhbgrxvtci nhydgyhhky zhhgr grptrubd uugdi t ehbs uutx

gruugey zhl chhbtfy' dguugbkhl eur. btfwi thhbaktpi'nhy htngrkhfg euku, tui kuhpy truo uuh t ahfur/ tyegi thl mudgci tptr auru,/

gx thz ngdkhl tz stx ehbs thz gnpphbskhl tuiargeguushd pui btyur – tcgr tkhhbx mu ptrntfy tsgraytk. gx truhxmudgci/ tzt ehbs str; ngi zgvi muetnpkhngbyhri surfwi ytd' dgci khcatpy' uutrhnehhy'

ngr uuh dguugbkhl' muztngi nhy t pgxyi shxmhpkhi/ tuhlztk ngi khhdi aktpi stx ehbs dgbud prh tz nwztk gxegbgi yti dgnhykhl' ti erhyhe' btr nhy khcatpy tuiktzi ftpi t anugx nhy ytyg-ntng uugi gr thz auhithi cgy tuiqtsgr sgrmhhki t ngav )bhay ehhiargegshdg(/

grptrgbg ntngx uuhhxi' tui xwthz auhi dgaytbgi thi"ngku," tui btl' phk duyg gmu, uuhtzuh thhbmuakgpiehbsgr mu t ruthdg grbgrbsg akt;' nwegi tuhxkgrbgi mukhhbgi erht, ang grkhl' ztdi vnphk' euai sh nzuzv' tuisgrchh thhberhmi nhy uugrygr tz sh nzuzv thz t anurvtui sgr vhhkhdgr ctagpgr vhy tubz pui tkgo chhzi/

hhar fuj ptr trhhbaygki sh auru, thi sgodgantei tui thbptrntyhuugi dtzgy/

j/ a/

///thmy' muo gbhi/ zhby tbvuhc zungr zgbgi dguugicrhuugi tubygrwi yhyuk "uutx yuy ngi nhy tzt ehbs?"

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ahey crhuu' tsrgx yuhai' thbptrntmhg )tbtbho( mu

"vnxphe dtzgy"

4vnxphe dtzgy| ,arh ,ax"j

5 vnxphe dtzgy| ,arh ,ax"j

uugkfg vtci dgrgsy pui ehbsgr uutx uugei zhl tuh;thbnhyi akt; nhy euku, tui kuhpgrhh' nwkhhdy zhl murhe'

tui muprh dgsgbey ngi dtrbhay/

sgr graygr crhuu pubgo ctztrdyi ytyi' tui shgbypgrx uutx vgri bhay tuh;' vtci nhr sgrntbytchxk thhdgbg vhxytrhg' pui nhr tkx ehbs/

tbdgvuhci vty zhl stx thhi btfy uugi nhhi ytygvty ctngrey uuh thl aptmhr truo thi vuhz' nhhiytyg ztdy gr vty dgegby rgsi tui arhhgi mu nhr –uuh muo ktnp/ thhbg pui sh bgfy' thbnhyi nhhi "aptmhr"'chi thl trtpdgptki tui zhl muektpy sh chhbgr/ sgotbsgri muprh vtc thl dtrbhay dguutuxy ngr pui sgotz thl vtc dgztdy t duyg btfy nhhi ntngwi tuidgeuay sh nzuzv/ tntk vtc thl dgegby dgsgbei tahhbgo jkuo///

thhbntk' thi jsr' vtc thl pkumkhbd tbdgvuhci muvtci tzt tyteg uuh chhbtfy/ nhhbg jcrho vtci nhrdgbungi ayupi' rgsi mu nhr' tcgr thl chi dguugi thi"guko v,vu"' tui eur. sgrbtl trtpdgptki/ uugi thl chi"tuhpdgaytbgi" vtc thl nhl dgphbgi thi tncuktbx/

guugbyugk vty nhhi steytr rgpgrhry tbhurtktszahxy tui gr vty dgztdy tz thl khhs tuh;xhzagrx/ ngi vty nhr dgdgci ngshmhbgi tui shnhxygrhgzg aphk pui chhbtfy tui chhytd vty zhltuhpdgvgry c"v/ chz tvgr thz nhhi thhdgbg dgahfyg/

thl uuhk ehhbgo bhay sgrargei' ehhbgnwx ngav nuzbhay vtci t ahhfu, nhy nhhi' thl uutky tcgr dgrtyinwztk thi tzt ptk ftya thhbntk dhhi mu t duyi ehbsgrbhurtktd ektr mu ntfi tz stx ehbs thz dgzuby tuiaytre tui rhhi pui sgo prtckgo/ vah", ztk vgkpitkg thsi ztki zhhi dgzuby tui aytre/

h/ c/ctrt ptre

nhr ptrayhhgi thhl

yhhgrg thshag ntng ,jhw' thl vtc dgkhhby thhgrcrhuu/ gx thz nhr dgeungi yrgri' vhhxg yrgri' tui thlvtc zhhgr aytre nhydgphky thhgr uuhhytd/ tn,' xwthzbhay ptrvti ehhi grzt. ptr thhgr ptrkuxy' bhay ehhijhkue uuh tky/ tn,' ngbyai egbgi stx bhay ptrayhhi'tcgr sgr vhhkhdgr ctagpgr ptrayhhy thhl/ gr vtybhay ptrdgxi pui thhl tphku thi sh auugrxyg mhhy/ grvty thhl khc ngr uuh thr nhhby' gr uuhhby tui uuhhytdymuztngi nhy thhl/

thr zgby bhay tkhhbx/ tui dkhhcy nhr tz btl thsi'cbh tcrvo hmje uhgec' uutx zgbgi btr car uso' phkinhy thhgr mgr tui uuhhbgi nhy nhy thhl' tphku thr egbyzhh bhay' tphku thr zgvy bhay/

nhr cgyi sgo vhhkhdi ctagpgr gr ztk auhi ztdi ptrthhl tui ptr tkg thsi "bjnu bjnu gnh htnr tkuehfo"

ceruc nna' uuhhk btr "gr" egi/vmkjv cfk gbhbho' tui t duy' dgzuby' dgcgbyay tui

prhhkhl htr/thhbgr uutx

ptrayhhy thhl

thl ptrayhh tz "bhjuo tckho" thz bhay shrgeyptrchbsi nhy "vnxphe dtzgy"' tcgr ptry vty thrkgmybx trhhbdgktzy tptr crhuugi thi "khhbgrx dtzgy"

uugdi sh ygng' yt ktzy tuhl trhhi nhhbg ptr auru,uugdi sh vtegkg ygng/

chh tubz thi napjv vty kgmybx ptxhry tz t nungthz bpyr dguutri thi vhca vuhfi gkygr' bu' ztk zh zhhi tduyg nkhmv harv/ vty zh tcgr' kvcjk"j' ti gkygrgauugxygr' ztk zh zhhi dgzuby gnu"a' tui nhr vtci bhaydguutuxy uuhtzuh thr mu ztdi/ xwthz dgckhci nwuugy thrztdi tz thr auugxygr vty dgvty t auugrg vtr.tyteg' tuhxmucgyi thrg dgphki ptrwi chygri tn,/

tptr nhbuy btfsgo uutx nwvty thr dgztdy uugdi shvtr. tyteg' thz dgeungi t dtr ekudg prtdg tuhpwiygkgpti/// "nrx/ ]–[ uugi thz sh kuhw pui thhgrauugxygr' bgcgl?"

uutx egbgi nhr sgi ztdi? gx thz dguugi t bx tz zhvty stx thcgrdgkgcy c"v

yhhgrg thshag ehbsgr' zhhywag bhay sh uutx

sgrmhhki akgfyg cauru,/ tphku uugi – xwztk bhaytuhxdgrgsy zhhi – nwnuz' thz tk. st rhfyhdg ngytsimu dhhi truo tui truo' nhy dgphk tui ytey' tuh; tbtrntkg uugd/ zhfgr nhhby ehhbgr bhay ehhi akgfyx'

ptr suet' tcgr tuh; vtkyi stx nuhk vty btl ehhbgrbhay jryv dgvty/ uuh gx ayhhy thi preh tcu,' ktnmt,h yucv kdu; hu,r na,hev/

ztk ngi aygbshd vgri btr cauru, yucu, tui t duydgcgbyay htr tuh; tkg thshag ehbsgr/

ehbsgr uutx ptrehki zhl

///nhr zufi ti gmv tui ekgri tz ty st thz sh ptxhdgtry mu aygki sh prtdg/

tubzgr zuvi thz pui sh etygdtrhg ehbsgr uugkfgptrehki zhl tpy' zungr pubey uuh uuhbygr' tui uugi gxvhhcy ti rhbgi sh btz vgri sh vapgu, bhay tuh; ptr tdtr ktbdg mhhy/ sh ptrc thz drhi' tpyntk nhy t auugridgrul/ nhr vtci auhi pruchry gykhfg btyurkhfgvhhkubdgi uuh tuhl tho trtpdgbungi pui nhkfhdx tcgrnhr vtci bhay dgzgi ehhi rgzukytyi/ tpar egbgikhhbgrx vtci tbngreubdgi uugkfg uutkyi tubz chhvhkphddguugi/

hhar fuj ptr thhgr zhfuh vrcho/

napj, d/

gmu, egdi "chi" chxi

chyg trhhbkhhdi nhhbg auru, uugdi t chx pui t chi'uutx thz hgmy aytre budg uuhhk thi sh uutrho-etkygxgpygncgr uugygr zgbgi sh chbgi zhhgr teyhuu' btl

sgrmu thi xufu, uugi nwgxy vtbhd thi sh xufv tui zhheungi mu kuhpi/

vfkk' kgmybx vty nhhi hubdk cteungi t chi chxtuhpwi pbho/ sh hxurho vtci dgrhxi ayhegr/ tuh; sh gmvpui t ctetbyg vtc thl dgkhhdy vtbhd tuhpwi pkt./

sgrbtl vtc thl truhpdganhry tchxk htdury tui tuh;sgo dgvtkyi t ayhe thhz/ c"v' chz t eurmg mhhy thzsh dtbmg dgauutkbehhy trtp' tui sgo tbsgri muprh thzbhay dguugi ehhi zfr pui sh dtbmg ztl/

t stbe ptrwi ptrgpbykhfi nhhi crhuuk uugi gx thzzhhgr teyugk' hhar fuj/

) - (

"duyghy xgrhhgxhx" chh ehbsgr

t ehbs thi tubzgr napjv vty cteungi t dtrzgkygbg' uuhhytdkhfg tui ruhyg tuhxaktd tuhpwi pbhotui btl rhzhdg yhhki pui egrpgr' gx ertmy dgpgrkhl tituhpvgr' tui dhhy bhay tuuge/

t steytr vty gx shtdbtzhry tkx "duyghyxgrhhgxhx" )SISAIROSP ETATTUG(' t pktngshdg tuhxaktd

pui phbe-ruhyg phnpkgl uutx euny zhhgr zgkyi btl t"xyrgp" thbpgemhg/ yrhyngbyx sgruh; dhhgi puitbyhchtyhex chz ckuhg ayrtki chz truhxbgngi shntbskgi' tui steyuhrho vtci bhay ehhi thhbayhnhdgnhhbubd uutx mu yti/

sgrhcgr uuhki nhr cgyi uugr gx vty nhydgvtkyitzt shtdbtz' tsgr vty duyg thbptrntmhg sgruugdi'ztk gx chyg trhhbahei muo "dtzgy" tui thr uugy vtcidgvtkpi t ekhhi hubdgkg tui zhhi dtbmg napjv/

hhar fuj tui t duy dgcgbyay htr/

"uutk ntry" thi ntbxh

sgr tryhek thcgr "uutk ntrywx" thhbeuh; pui khh;thbaurgbx tubygrwi ruei pui thcgr srhh vubsgry yuhzbytrchhygrx' nhy ahhbg prtphyi thi sgr zhhy' vty nhltuhpdgauhsgry' tui stx zgkcg vtc thl dgvgry puitbsgrg khhbgrx tui napjv nhydkhsgr/ tuhxgr sh

thbvtky' thz sgr tryhek dguugi zhhgr duy dgarhci nhytkg thbygrgxtbyg pryho' tui gx uutubsgry nhlptruutx sh ygng thz bhay dgsgey dguutri surl ehhiauo tbsgrg mhhyubd tsgr tuhxdtcg/

tkx ,uac thi ntbxh' chi thl muuhai sh yuhzbygrthhbuutuhbgr uutx uuhki cauo tupi bhay vtci ehhi bhhgrhzhdg "uutk ntry xupgrxgbygr" thi vtr. pui shvhhnhag dgdby tuh; ruy 95/ sh xhcu, ptrayhhy hgsgrths' xhh uugdi danhu,' xhh uugdi prbxv' tui xhh uugdirujbu,' tui thl nhhi tz nhy thhgr tryhek vty thrmudgdgci btl ngr eurtza ptrwi ntbxhgr dgzgkatpy muctegnpi sgo uutk-ntry ntbxygr/

t etnptbh uutx phry zhl tzuh ragu,wshd egdithhdgbg trchhygrx' tphku thi sh auugrxyg mhhyi puiertbevhhy tui tundkhe' vty bhay uutx mu zufi thintbxh/ dgbud uutx nwvty sh thmyhdg ekgbgrg dgagpy'

tcgr ntfi t druhxg xupgr-ntbxygr mgbygr stx auhicauo tupi bhay/ uksw vhaugv/

) - (ntbxh

"yurt" shpktnt xetbstk

thbgo bhhgx tryhek pui "shpktnt xetbstk chhyurt etkgsza" arhhcy thr' nhy rgfy' uuhtzuh sh prgxgcktzy tuh; t xetbstk uutx thz bhay dgayuhdi tuibhay dgpkuhdi' tcgr sti ptruutx vty thr gx tkhhbxdgarhci?/// bu' auhi' tz thr vty dgarhci' thz stl stx

auhi ptryhd/tcgr thl vtc dguutky mukhhdi tz sgr dtbmgr

tzuhdgrupgbgr "xetbstk" nhy ptkag shpktntx tuh;prtpgxhtbtkg ptfi' xpgmhgk tuh; "phzhatbx

txhxygbyx" )/A/P - dgvhk; steyuhrho(' thz muaytbsdgeungi surl dgmhhkyg thhbdgaygkyg tuh; sh thhdgbgvtby' tui sh etkgsza phrgr vtci pui sh grayg nhbuyettpgrhry nhy xyghy tuhytrhygyi/ tuhl vtci shtbphrgr dgahey pgrzgbkhfg crhuugi mu tkg "yurt"

drtsuthryg zhl mu tbyaukshdi uugdi sh ptrtunptrtbyuutrykhfg uutx vtci dgntfy eubmi nhy shshpktngx' tui vtpgbykhl thz auhi tkgx ptrthcgr/

kuhy uuh nwvgry muuhai yurt eurx ctyhhkyhdyg' thzbhay ngdkhl mu cteungi t "ph/ gh/" szatc nhy tptkag shpktng' uuhhk ngshek xupgruuhhzgrx strpibtfdhhi hgsg shpktnt mu ptrzhfgri gx thz kgdhyho'

yteg mu ptrnhhsi ptkag tpkhetbyi/ kuhy sgoptrayhhy ngi auhi ptruutx ehhbgr thz bhay ctztrdymukhc sgo xetbstk' uutx uugry tuhpdgcktzi tzuh truhxpui hgsi prtptr./

t drtsutby

"yhhp 1" shhgchyhx dgvhhnbhx

zhhgbshd pui thhgrg aygbshdg khhbgrx tkg htri uugrinhr fxsr ctdhhxygry pui thhgrg kgrbctrgctarhhcubdgi' xpgmhgk pui sh thbyvtkyxrhhfg crhuugipui sh khhbgrx uugkfg thbptrnhri zhhgrg grptrubdgi tuiuuhxbatpy thi ptrahsgbg ztfi tui crgbdgi zhfgrtlxtl bumi ptrwi mhcur/

tmhbs uutky thl dguutky tuhxbumi sh dgkgdbvhhy zhltuhxmuanugxi surl thhgr tuhxdtcg sh ygng pui t ehbsnhy shhgchyhx – "yhhp 1" – uutx nwrupy "muegr"' tuigx egi tuhl zhhi teyugk chh ehbsgr nhy tbsgrgdgzubyvhhy ztfi/

sgr ptey vhhbyhdg mhhyi thz' tz nhy shptrdgarhygbg ygfbtktdhg thi sh kgmyg htri egbgiauhi vhhby ehbsgr ]tui gruutexgbg[ nhy shhgchyhx phricgzvah", t dgvgrhdi btrntki dgzubyi kgci tzuh uuh tkgtbsgrg ngbyai' ti ehhi xpmhgkg ctdrgbhmubdgi tui timu zhhi tuhxdgaygky mu t xfbv r"k tzuh uuh tntkhdghtri/ gx thz tphku drhbdgr' knak' uuh ehbsgr nhy dguuhxgtkgrdhgx uugkfg nuzi zhhi tpdgvhyi pui ptrahsgbg gxbx

tui prtsueyi uugkfg egbgi zhh phri mu prtckgngi tsgrt xfbv j"u/ stx thz tkgx' ptrayhhy zhl' suet uuginwpktdy tuhx sh tbuuhhzubdgi pui sh steyuhrho tuigexpgryi' tui nwyuy tkgx uutx nwvty mu yti nhy sh

6vnxphe dtzgy| ,arh ,ax"j

ngdkhfehhyi uutx sh ptrdgarhygbg ygfbtktdhggrkuhcy' nhy vhk; pui druhxi ctagpgr' mu etbyrtkhrish shhgchyhx tuhpwi cgxyi tupi uutx thz ngdkhl/

tcgr chho vhhnhai mhcur thz ptrvti t aytregdhhxy mu ntfi t "xus" pui tzgkfg xtry ztfi chhehbsgr/ sh xhcu, sgrmu egbgi zhhi uuh ptkdbs: 1( cuav'

nwztk zhl bhay agngi mu zhhi tbsgra pui tbsgrg' 2(

jcru,t' nwztk bhay vtci ehhi auugrhdehhyi nhy prhhbytui ahsufho' tui 3( yhhk rcbho akhy"t rgetngbshri gxmu vtkyi cxus' tui tpar btl tbsgrg turztfi/

tcgr kngav' thi ptk pui t ehbs nhy shhgchyhx'

aygky zhl truhx tz stx khhdi t aytreg uuhfyhdehhygx mu vtkyi cxus egi crgbdgi )tphku tunuuhkbshd(ptrahsgbg tundguutubyagbg ptkdi uugkfg zgbgi csrlvycg t aygr ptrwi dgzuby pubgo ehbs' phzha tuidhhxyha/

muuhai sh agskhfg etbxeuugbmi tuh; uutx gxebho'

njbfho tui gkygri tkhhbx zgbgi nghs/1( nwvtky zhl tp pui prgdi gmu, tui cgyi vhk; pui

tbsgrg uugkfg egbgi vgkpi cgzvah",'

2( nwvtky zhl tp pui tuhxptkdi pubeykhl shtbuuhhzubdgi pui steyuhrho tz tbsgrg ztki bhayctngrei'

3( nwztdy khdby tui nwbtry tuhx tbsgrg uugkfgegbgi ctngrei gpgx tuhpptkbs'

4( nwktzy thcgr stx ehbs ti tuhpzhfy pui thhbgouutx egi zhhi muaytbs tsgr btl trdgr'

5( nwktzy bhay stx ehbs dhhi' aphki' tsgr gxigrdg. uutu tbsgrg ehbsgr dhhgi ht' uutx nhy sgo ruhcyngi tuuge pubgo ehbs zhhbg ngbyakhfg tui ehbsgrhagrgfyi tui stx egi tho muektpi j"u'

6( sgr nknsqyhyagr egi tntk bhay rhfyhdctvtbskgi sgo ehbs' bhay uuhxbshd zhhi muaytbs'

7( sh tuntuhpvgrkhfg prgaur tui tuhpzhfy uutx

nwvty mu vtkyi sgo xus aygry sgo ehbs tui sh dtbmgnapjv pui thbzhi vtci dgvgrhd sgo ehbswx pukaygbshdgdgzubyvhhy tui tbyuuhekubd'

8( stx ehbs thz tubygr t dhhxyhag srue pui phri tkgci nhy ptkaehhy tui ctvtkygbha'

9( stx ehbs cteuny t dgphk tz gr str; zhl agnginhy zhhi nmc' gr uugry muektpy tui sgrbhsgry/

kuhy sgo tkgo egi ngi ztdi tz ftya nwnuz bhaytrundhhi sgrmhhki sgrpui ptr hgsi' egi ngi zhl tcgrbhay grkuhci mu ctruhci pubgo ehbs sh ngdkhfehhy mu tpukaygbshdi dgzuby cx"s – phzha tui dhhxyha – surlvtkyi sh ztl ptr t xus/

pui muuhhyi zhhy' tcgr' zgbgi st dguuhxg xhcu, uutx

yrhhci ngbyai mu ntfi sgrpui t xus' uuh tuhxdgrgfbyprhgr' tcgr thl zgv bhay ptruutx nwegi bhay yuhaisgo nvkl vnjacv mu t ptzhyhuug' tunwxusu,wshdg'cteuugng mudtbd/

1( sh "cuav" prtdg thz stl tpdgrgsy' ptruutx ztk

ngi zhl agngi nhy gpgx uutx nwvty cteungi puivhhkhdi ctagpgr? sh gkygri egbgi nhhbgi tz zhh auhbgistx ehbs tui xwthz ptr zhhi yucv' gr ztk zhl aphricteuugngr tui zhfgrgr' uuhxbshd tz nwuuhhxy bhay puizhhi muaytbs/ stx euny tcgr btr btfsgo uutx nwvtygx auhi "gxytckhay" tkx t xus/ tuusth' btfsgo uutx

nwvty tho auhi trhhbdgvtngry thi etp sgo dgphk tz

ehhbgr ytr bhay uuhxi' uutx stx tkhhbx mucrgfy sgoehbs tuh; ayhegr' phky zhl stx cteuugngr surfsgouutx tbsgrg uuhhxi bhay sgrpui/ tcgr thi tn,wi trhhi'tuhc ngi uutky kf,jhkv bhay tuhpdgcuhy sgo hxus'nwuutky bhay dgntfy ehhi druhx dgagpy' tz stx str;zhhi t xus' uutky stx ehbs dtb. zhfgr dguugi tzuhphkcteuugngr tui zhfgrgr' tphku ngi uutky "dguutuxy"

sgrpui' uuhhk gx uutky tho dtrbhay thhbdgptki tz grstr; zhl agngi tsgr phki sgrbhsgry sgrnhy ngr uuh'knak' t ehbs nhy crghxgx tuh; sh mhhi/ stx ehbsuutky dgegby phri t btrntk ruthd kgci' ti ehhi prgaurpubgo "xus"' ti ehhi dgmuhnyehhy' ti ptkaehhy/

2( uugdi jcru,t/ shhgchyhx str; cx"s bhay zhhi ehhiauo aygr' uuhhk uugi tbsgrg uugki zgvi tz stx ehbs thzdtrbhay tbsgra pui tbsgrg uugki zhh bhay ntfi tztgxe sgruugdi/

3( ahsufho/ thi hgsi ptk' thz tuhxdgvtkyi xhh uugdivkfv tui xhh uugdi ngbyakhfehhy mu ktzi uuhxi sgrpuisgo muuhhyi ms' tphku gx thz yteg bhay ehhi ztl uutx

dhhy thcgr mu sh ehbsgr/ nnhkt' vtkyi t xus uugydtrbhay yuhai: ztdi uugy ngi xhh uuh/

4( sh xhcv ptruutx yhhk rcbho rgetngbshri gx muvtkyi cxus egi zhhi tz stx euny pubgo gbhi uutx

nwvtky zhl murhe pui tbgregbgi ptrahsgbg dgzubyprtckgngi' fsh gx ztk bhay zhhi "th,rg nzkhwv"' stx

nhhby tz xwztk bhay surfwi rgsi sgrpui tphmhgk uugritpdgwpxewby tz sgr ngbya thz bhay dgbud' pubey uuhxwthz ctetby sgr gbhi pui bhay tbrupi thhbgo "jukv"/

stx thz dguugi ahhl chh shhgchyhx thi tntkhdg htriuugi gx zgbgi btfbhay dguugi sh ngdkhfehhyi mu vtkyidgvgrhdg xytchkg etbyrtk' tui gx thz tuhl bhaydguugi uutx mu yti thi sgo gbhi cfkk' ngi thz dguugituhxdgaygky trhhbmuptki thi xfbv uugi thngr' ngivty btr vhhx n,pkk dguugi mu vah", gr ztk vhyi sgongbya – nnhkt thz dguugi ti gbhi bhay mu rgsi sgrpui'tz nwuuhk bhay tpwpxewbgi sgo ngbya tkx "shhgchyhx"

uuhhk stx nhhby tuhytntyha tz gr thz tk. btby mu tnmc pui xfbv r"k/ tntk vty stx bhay rgsi tuhl bhaydgatsy ptrwi dgzubyvhhy nmc' sgr "xus" vty bhaydgntfy tuhxnhhsi ehhi uuhfyhdg arhy' uuhhk xwthz cfkk

bhay dguugi uutx mu yti' ht xus tsgr bhay/

tcgr thi sh kgmyg htri uugi ehbsgr tui ngbyai nhyshhgchyhx uugkfg vtkyi t dgvgrhdg uuhryatpy tuizgbgi auhi c"v bhay tuhxdgaygky mu dgptri - tui tdgvgrhdg rputv egdi "yhhp 1" thz bhay gruutrygy tzuhabgk' bhay ngshmhbha' tui bhay btyurkhl - nnhkt thzkfturv bhay ahhl mu ztdi tz xwthz gpgx st "th,rgnzkhw" nhywi rgsi pui shhgchyhx' pubey uuh uugi gx pgkythhbgo t phbdgr j"u thz bhay ahhl mu ztdi "th,rgnzkhw" tuhc nwuugy zgvi tui ztdi zhhi prtckgo/ sgrhcgr'uugi thhbgr prgdy "sg, ,urv" thcgr sgo gbhi' ztk ngiektr ntfi sh tkg sgrntbyg ztfi tui sh ptrarhy thisgo gbhi' uuh tuhl sh tkg sgrntbyg ztfi uugkfg egbgiaygri sgo ehbswx uutuhkzhhi surl vtkyi t "xus"/

muo tuhxphr' gruutryi nhr mu vgri nhhbubdgi puikhhbgrx uugdi sh stzhdg prtdg' uutx thz sgr rhfyhdgruugd thi sgo gbhi? mh ztk ngi zhl na,sk zhhi mu ntfisgrpui t xus? tsgr tpar thz bhayt ehhi xhcv sgrptr?ktzy thhl vgri/

gbypgr surl vrc nhhzkha' pui "rgho n,ueho"tui

"shhgchyhx" tryhek thi vnxphe dtzgy:t vtrmhdistbe ptr thhgr tuhprhfyhdg tui gntmhtbgkg crhuu/ puipgrzgbkhfi aytbspubey' egi thl sh "xudht" pui chhsgzhhyi pui sgr nycg/ uugi thl chi dguugi t ehbs thz dguugitbdgbungi mu vtkyi shhgchyhx tsgr gbkhfx tk. shuugkywx drgxyg xus/ kuhy sh sgntkyxshdg xytbstryithz yhhp 1 shhgchyhx yteg dguugi ti grbxyg njkv' tuithl egi tchxk ptrayhhi ptruutx ngi vty gx dguutkyctvtkyi/ tcgr tzuhphk egi thl ztdi tz stx zgbgidguugi auutrmg htri/

stx grayg ntk uutx thl chi truhxdgeungigpgbykhl thz dguugi btfwi arhhci t crhuu mu sgoctrhnyi njbl tui arhpyaygkgr pui "sh mhhyubd" nu"vatuk ekhhi vh"u/ thbgo crhuu vtc thl dgahksgrytundgvuhgrg auugrhdehhyi uutx fwchi tsurl mukhc sgodruhxi "xus"/

gx thz bhay thbygrgxtby st btfmucrgbdgi sgotkyi ktbdgi crhuu' tcgr thhi zt. sgrpui sgrmhhky auhitkgx' uuh ptkdgbs: "///apgygr uugi thl chi tchxgkgkygr dguutri' tui thl chi auhi dguugi thi jsr t dtbmiytd' thz tuhxdgeungi kuhy nhhi shhgy tz thl vtc

dgnuzy gxi thbnhyi sgo xsr pui ektx' vtc thl zhlhgsi ytd dgstrpy truhx ftpi pui f,v tui gxixpgmhgkg tbdgdrhhyg ztfi/ thr ptrayhhy tkhhi uutx-

ptrt arge stx thz dguugi tz ehhbgr ztk bhayctngrei tui ehhbgr ztk bhay uuhxgi/ txtl ntk vtc

thl pauy bhay dgegby gxi uuhhk gx vty nhl dgthckypui pjs/ thhbntk vtc thl zhl ahgur sgrayhey tuhpwigxi uuhhk gx vty dgvty t dgztkmgbgo ygo pui yrgri]bhay ehhi duznt[ tui tzuh uuhhygr tui uuhhygr/"

rw atuk ztk zhhi dgzuby vty nhr dggbypgry uuhptkdgbs: "thi sh htri uutx thl khhgi crhuu pui sh jaucgkhhbgrx vty nhl ehhbntk bhay tzuh ctrhry t crhuu uuhthhgrwx' dgarhci nhy afk tui vtr.' t chtdrtphg pui tehbs tui ti gruutexgbgr' uutx egi tubz tkg kgrbgi/ thlvt; tz xwuugy tuhpyrhhxkgi sh gkygri pui ehbsgr nhyxhh uutx ptrt prtckgo' tui zhh gpgbgi sh tuhdgi uuhtzuh zhh egbgi )tphku nhyi cgxyi ntyhuu( jkhkv agshdish thhdgbg ctkhcyg ehbsgr/ thl cgy thhl thr ztky ngrarhhci uugdi thhgrg grptrubdgi' tkx ehbs' tkx cjur' tuitkx thbdgrnti' thcgrvuhpy tz thr vty t duyg pgsgr/"

sh stzhdg uugrygr vtci t druhx jke thi sgodrhbsubd pui "rhgho n,ueho/"ftya thl egi bhay ztditz nhr vtci nmkhj dguugi 001% tuhxmurhhxi sgo "xus"ertbevhhy' tui nhr uugki tuusth ehhbntk ehhbgo bhaymuuhbdgi' tui tuusth tui tuusth bhay etnprtnhxi tmuuhhybx dgvhhnbhxi/ tcgr crul vao gx vty zhlaytre dgyuhay' tui zhhgr txtl vtci thhbdgzgvi sgotn,' tui zhh vtci dgktzy zhhgrg ehbsgr kgci t prhhkgci/

ngshmhbgi btr nhy t steytr

t mhhy murhe thz dguugi thi "dtzgy" t phhbg tryhek

uugdi ctbgmi' tui uugdi sgo ngshmhi "sh/ sh/ gh/ uuh/ ph/"uutx uugry zhhgr crhhy ctbumy ptr sgo muuge/

hgsgr uuhhxy tz steyuhrho ngdi bumi tkg xtryngshmhbgi ptr xhh uugkfg muuge zhh uuhki/ sh "g;/ sh/ gh/"tdgbyur' tui pgsgrtkg dgzgmi' ztdi ektr tz steyuhrhongdi bumi' knak' txphrhi egdi chhxi sh bgdk tsgr egdixhzagrx' tuhc zhh vtkyi tz stx trchhy/

uugdi sgo zgvy ngi tz dguuhxg steyuhrho bumi "sh/sh/ gh/ uuh/ ph/" mu ntfi dgshfy sh ckuy chh ngbyai uutx

vtci mu shbg ckuy/ sgrhcgr' uugi nwyrtfy pui bgngisgo srtd ptr ctbgmi ztk ngi zhfgr ntfi tz nwvtybhay ehhi prtckgo nhy sheg-shbg ckuy' tui tuusth ztk

ngi gx bhay bumi tuhc nwbgny "ckuy shbgr" ngshmhbgi'uuhhk gx uugy stl crgbdgi t ptregryg tpgey/

thhdgbykhl thz sgr she-shi ckuy shkgnt fngy bhayahhl chh ehbsgr' yteg' tcgr ptry thz stx tkgx duymu uuhhzi btftntk uuh uuhfyhd gx thz mu vtci tsteytrwx puketng grkuhcgbha cgptr ngi bumy xhhuugkfg ngshmhi/ nwegi ehhbntk bhay uuhxi uutxptrg

7 vnxphe dtzgy| ,arh ,ax"j

rgtemhg t ngshmhi uugy vtci tuh; t ngbya' tui btr tsteytr egi ztdi uutx ht tui uutx bhay/

) - (

"zhbe" egdi "cgs crgyv"

thl vtc dguutky ztdi t duyg gmv egdi "cgscrgyv" uutx ngbyai uuhhxi bhay tcgr gx thz drhbd tuichkhd: sh "zhbe" nhbgrtk/ gx thz tuhl dgaytbgi thbgoctetbyi tryhek uutx thr vty dgarhci tuh; sh ygngtruo t vtkc htr murhe/

nwegi euhpi thi ptrntxh "zhbe" uuhytnhbgi ptrehbsgr' uutx euny thi t egbsh pkghuutr nhy t vfar/gx thz duy ptr "buyrhati" tkhhbx' tcgr gx thz dtr duymu rgsumhri auugrg dgrufi thi nuhk/ nwstr; bgngi 021n"d t ytd/

gx thz rtyzto mu prgdi t steytr uuhphk "zhbe" tngbya str; vtci t ytd' tui tuhc nwstr; nurt vtcipui muphk zhbe thi egrpgr/

) - (vnxphe shrgey

eghr xyg;

"druhxehhy" pui nshbv vmhubu,

thi prhgrshdi dtzgy' chh "ngshmhi atpg"' thztrhhbdgptki t ekhhbg bhhgxwk uugdi t khxyg pui sh 01

drgxyg kgbsgr tuhpwi dgchy pui ptkag tui tunkgdtkgngshmhbgi/ arhhcy thr stryi tz "nshb, hartk thz tuhlthi sh khxyg/// tch thi thhi pgks zgbgi zhh ht pui sh mgidrgxyg/"

vh,fi? vnxphe dtzgy ztk arhhci t duyg ztl tuh;sh mhubhxyhag nshbv? tz "ftya thi thhi ztl zgbgi htpui sh drgxyg?" gx ptxy bhay ptr tzt tuhxdtcg uuhsgr "dtzgy"' uutx thz aygbshd tzuh rhhl tuithbygrgxtby tui tuhl "gk yvr, veusa" uuh thr ztdy'

tz nwztk arhhci tztl ztl/ chyg stx mu egbygbhxbgngi' uuhhk stx arhhcy t ktbdhtrhdgr khhbgr uutx zufythhgr vmkjv/

) - (\rgstemhg: khhbgrx uuhhxi duy tz nhr ayhhgi gk

vnanr egdi sh nhbsgxyg tuhxsrue' tphku thhi uutry'

uutx egi uugri tuhxdgyhhyay ptzhyhuu mu sh nshbvvyntv/ sh bhhgxwk uutx thr sgrntby thz dguugi dgmhkymu zhhi' dgarhci tchxk xtretxyha' t bgdtyhuug bhhgxegdi sh mhubhxyhag nshbv/ nhr uuhki zhl tbyaukshdi tuhcgx vty zhl dgegby khhbgi tbsgra' ut,fo vxkhjv/

"vgrphx" thi sh tuhdi

sh v,pgku, thz dguugi druhx mu zgvi t crhuu uugdi

"vgrphx" thbpgemhg thi sh tuhdi' tzt dtr zgkygbg ztl'

tcgr uutx thl vtc tkhhbx nhydgkgcy bhay ktbd murhe/

gx thz dguugi dtr t auugrg thcgrkgcgbha/ sh thbpgemhgthz tbdgeungi thi sh tuhdi' nhy hxurho tui ruhyehhy'

dtr auugrg xgbxhyhuuhygy mu khfyhdehhy tz thl vtc

bhay dgegby tuhpvhhci nhhbg tuhdi/ cehmur' xwthz dguugichygr/ thl chi dguugi chh tzuhphk steyuhrho' tcgrehhbgr vty bhay dgegby vgkpi/

chz gx thz tbdgeungi sh rhfyhdg akhj' t vhhnhagpruh ,jhw uugkfg vty nhr dgdgci vtungtpgyhengshmhbgi tui dguuhxg uuhytnhbgi uugkfg vtci dgvhhkysgo prtckgo c"v/ gx vty dgsuhgry zhhgr ktbd' yteg'tcgr sh rgzukytyi vtci nhr dgdgci bhhg tuhdi nna/ shthbpgemhg vty thcgrdgktzy' tuh; sgruuhhk' t ekhhbguuhhxg ayrhhfk' tcgr thl egi zgvi dgvgrhd' tphku eueituh; sh zui' ti ehhi auo prtckgo/

"vgrphx"' xpgmhgk thi sh tuhdi' egi zhhi t auugrggeabu,wshdg thbpgemhg' tui uugdi sgo egbgi steyuhrhozhhgr auugr vgkpi sgregdi' tcgr ptry egi st vgkpivtungtpgyhex/

"ngbyk vgky chho vhhnhai guko"

gx thz auhi tsurl zhhgr ktbd zhby sh grayg crhuuthz grahbgi thi "dtzgy" uugdi ngbyk vgky chho vhhnhaiguko' tcgr gx khdy chh nhr prha uuh vhhby dgarhci' uuhhkthl vtc gx tuugedgkhhdy mu etngbyhri' tui thl chizhfgr tz xwthz tuhl tuugedgkhhdy thi sh thshagvhxytrhg chfgr/

hgbgr crhuu uutky' ctn,' dgegby dgarhci uugri surlnhr tkhhbx' tcgr nhy gykhfg pubeyi tchxk tbsgra/

uuh thl ptrayhh thz hgbgr t nti' cag, thl chi tntng uutx thi mudtc mu sh tkg argekhfg xhnpytngivtc thl btl dgvty t ayuc pui ekhhbg tui tuhl tptrdrgxgrg ehbsgr thi ayuc/ ngi egi zhl auhi ptraygkish tbdgmuhdbehhy uutx nhhbg ehbsgr vtci bgcgl dgvtymu khhsi pui zhhgrg tntkhdg kgcgshdg prhhkhfg ekudg tuiuutrhng ntng/

c"v tz nhhi nti b"h ptrayhhy tchxk mu sh ztfi tuigr vty nhr dgdgci ti "tukyhntyuo": tuhc tkg )bhayprgxerhcati - rgs/( uuhytnhbgi' tpruv tt"uu' vgkpibhay btl 4 uutfi pui uugi sh xhnpytngi vtci zhltbdgvuhci' dhhy ngi mu vhk;/ gr vty nhl nna dgmuuhbdgimu dhhi mu t steytr/

thmy' bgny thi ctyrtfy' tz xwthz dtr uuhfyhd tz

sh ntiqpruh euny nhy muo steytr' gr ztk tuhl "zhhithi sh ztl/" gx thz erhyha uuhfyhd bhay mu dhhi mu x,o

t "szagbgrtk steytr" btr mu t duyi pxhfhtytr uutx

egi nhytrchhyi nhywi ngbya mu yrgpi sh rhfyhdgngshmhi' thi sh rhfyhdg stzg' uutx ztk tuhpyti stx

cgxyg/thl arhhc stx tkgx pui chygrg grptrubd uuhhk

khhsgr chi thl ht dguugi chh gpgx t dguugbkhfi steytruutx vty nhr mudguutrpi t ngshmhi thi t mu vuhfgstzg tui cfkk bhay mudgptxy mu nhhi prtckgo/ kngav

vtc thl gx dgbungi' btl sgrmu tuh; t khhshdi ntdi' tuithl vtc cteungi t argekhfg rgtemhg' ctdkhhy nhytpuuhhfi' crgfi' shvhhsrghati' tui tuhl t ntxhuugptbhe tyteg/ thl uuhk bhay sgrargei sgo guko' btrtruhxcrgbdgi sh uuhfyhdehhy pui dhhi mu t pxhfhtytruutx thz xpgmhgk yrgbhry ptr ngbyk vgkyauutfehhyi' uutx egi tuhxvgri' tuhxprgdi' nhy dgsuks/tzt thhbgr vty nhr yteg dgdgci t dtb. tbsgrgngshmhi – t yrgbeuuhkhhzgr' bhay ehhi tbyh-sgprgxgby– uutx thz zhhgr drhbd tuhpwi ntdi )ftya tchxk

"btahg" sh grayg ptr ygd' uutx thz btrntk(/ gr vtynhr dgdgci pubeykhfg tbuuhhzubdgi uuhtzuh' uugi tui uuhphkmu bgngi/ gr thz dguugi guughkgck mu rgsi tuhpwi ygkgptish dtbmg mhhy chz tkgx vty zhl dgxgyky c"v/

uutx nhhby "dgxgyky"? uuhctks thl chi dgdtbdgiptr vhk; "txtl" prhgr uuh tbsgrg uutkyi dgdtbdgi'nna thi sh grayg ptzg' vtc thl dgbungi sgoyrgbeuuhkhhzgr ptr ckuhz 5 uutfi' cgptr thl chimgchxkgl trtp sgrpui/ tuhl vtc thl txtl ptrshbypui vgri ctetbyg yghpx pui "etdbhyhuu chvguuhtrygrtph/"

aygky thhl ptr' 5 uutfi' tui// tuhxdgvhhky/ nwstr;zhhi btrha bhay mu uugki dgbhxi pui sh vhhbyhdgngshmhbhag cgbgphyi/ tzuh uuh hgbgr vty dgarhci thicrhuu' gx thz tzuh uuh thhbgr uuhk bhay bgngitbyhchtyhex ptr t kubdgi tbymhbsubd/ thl khhd mu:tpar ztk ngi dhhi uutai uuga chho yhhl? sh uuta

ntahbgi zgbgi zhhgr bhh/muo akux uuhk thl ctstbei sh vhk; khbhgx ptr

ngbyk vgky auutfehhyi uutx dgci zhl tp ckc ubpa muvgkpi thshag ehbsgr chz nwzgvy zhl truhx pubgo uutks/yhhk zgbgi dguuhsngy ptr rgpgrkx' tui yhhk aygki muvhhnhag gxebho uutx yugi thi sgo nhy grptkd c"v'

ztk zhh vah", ctmtki sgrptr fk nhkh snhyc/

hha"f ptr trhhbaygki nhhbg ptr uugrygr/) - (

rgstemhg: sgr "graygr crhuu uugdi ngbyk vgky"

uutx thr sgrntby thz suet ht dgarhci dguutri surl tntng ,jhw - gx thz tbdgeungi tbtbho' tcgr apgygrvty sh crhuu arhhcgrhi tbdgrupi sh rgstemhg ztdi tz

nwegi dgci thr ygkgpti bungr prhuuty ptr ngbyaiuutx uuhki jhzue tui thbptrntmhg pui grayi euutk/

ttdduuyyddggccggbbyyaayyhhttrruutry pui sh rgstemhg:

t mhhyubd thz bhay ehhi drhbdg ngav' crujbhu, tsgr cdanhu,' thcgrvuhpy tzt tuhxdtcg uutx thz trhdhbgkdgdrhbsgy dguutri mu ctrhfyi bhhgx tui ctarhhci tryhekgi uugkfg ctrhri sh yhpxyg xyrubgx pui thshag ehbsgrthi xgbxhyhuug tunaygbsi/

ayhhgbshd thmy thi sh vhhkhdg ygd uugry hgsgr ths sgrntby tz bhay ehhi jhkue tubygr uugkfg sgeg zhhituhpphrubd thz thhbdgvhky surftuhx sgo dtbmi htr' thz tcgr thi afjv kpbh fxt fcusu/ nhabshd sh ckgygr pui"dtzgy" jusa btl jusa' kuhpi tsurl druhg ckgygr nhy auutrmg yhby' uugrygr tui chksgr' egpkgl tui etkunx'

drtphag eubmi tui rhbshdg phbykgl/ tcgr tubygr sh aptkybx pui sh tuhxdtcg ayhhgi kgcgshdg yhhki pui fkk

hartk uugkfg strpi tuhl tpdgci shi ujacui tuh; xhh uugkfg "chi tso kjchru" ptrkgmubd uutx vty ngdkhlptxhry muuhai sh stzhdg ckgygr/

uuhki nhr st cgyi njhkv xkhjv ufprv pui sh mgbskhdgr yuhzbygr khhbgrx ahjhu tjhbu fk ch, hartk tbahobaho uy; cfk neunu, nuacu,hvo/ tz xhh uugr gx thz j"u dgyagpgy tsgr ctrhry dguutri xhh uuhtzuh' ztk ngibhay tbvtkyi t mgr tsgr rudzv' btr zhhywzag tubz nujk nhywi dtbmi vtr./ tntk egi t uutry tsgr tuhxsruetbrhri t auutfg xyrubg tui crgbdgi uuhhytd/ nhr vtci gx bhay dgnhhby j"u' yt ptrdhcy tubz/

sh khhbgrx ahw uuhhxi dguuhx tz nhr pruchri mu vtkyi sh tuhxdtcg tuh; t vuhfg bhuut/ nhr dgci thhl tuhl shdgkgdbvhhy mu ktzi vgri nhhbubdgi' tuhl erhyhe' tphku thi puckhmhryg crhuu' dgbmkhl tbtbho/ tz thr vty gpgx muztdi tsgr ptrcgxgri' ktzy thhl vgri/ muo bhhgo htr vctv gkhbu kyucv ktnhr' tkzt' uuhhygr trchhyi muztngi'tz sgr "dtzgy"ztk cx"s uuhhygr nmkhj zhhi gk ms vhu,r yuc chz nhr uugki zufv zhhi muo druhxi "urpt hrpt"

surfwi rupt fk car unpkht kgau, abgk tui dhl tni/

napjv dgzufy

gx uugry srhbdgbs dgzufy t vhhnhag napjv

trhhbmubgngi t vhhnhag nhyk-hgrhdg pruhnhy nhksg pxhftktdhag auutfehhyi tuh;gykhfg jsaho/ zh egi vgkpi thi ayuc'

etfi' ctei' ruhngi ts"d/

duy ctmtky' ufk veuso zfv/

chyg ahey thhgr thbptrntmhg mu shnapjv shrgey tuhpwi ptex bungr

2604-995-817XAF

8vnxphe dtzgy| ,arh ,ax"j

- vnxphe bhhgx -

cag, sh auru, uugri dgkhhbyzgbgi sh yhai' cgbekgl tuiptkhmgx truo sh xgruuhxettrshbghytrx auhi vhca khhshdtui xytchk – tcgr thr vtyptrptxy uutx stryi vty zhldgyti thi sh kgmyg uutfi pui kgmyihtr' cag, sh aytc nhydkhsgrvtci tbdgdrhhy vubsgrygr tuh;vubsgrygr pgekgl nhy "kabvyucv" uutubya etrykgl' ctdkhhynhy zhxg mhsv ksrl' mu uugritruhxdgahey ptr tkg etbxungrx/

chh hgsi xyg; pui xgruuhxettrshbghati tpyhhkubd' chh tkgvnxphe tphxgx thi bhu htregrtundgdby' vty zhl dgyti vgpyhdgtrchhy nhy muztnaygki shpgegkgl/ hgsg "kabv yucv" pgekvty tbyvtkyi:

* t ekhhi pgegkg vtbhdptrntxehry tkx t prgfyhdg zui-ckuo'

* t dtr ahhbg tui prteyhag"pre ahrv" uutx sh xdukv sgrpuithz hgsi ctetby'

* t kgnhbhryg "xhnbt yct"mgyk ptr sh xduku, pui r"vchhbtfy' tui

* t vgrkhfg "kabv yucv"etryk nhy uutubyai tuhpwi drto/

sh pgegkg vtbhd euny tubygr tdtr duyg tui tpdgvhygbg vadjv'vgrkhl tbdgbungi thi tkg vhhnhagayucgr' uuhhk sh yhhgrg etbxungrxptrshbgi sh cgxyg vhk; prtd-rtngi' tui tuhl sh cgxyg faru, gkyvr, veusa/

tuhxgr sh zgex vubsgry "kabvyucv" pgegkgl ptr sh etbxungrx'vtci vnxphe aytc nhydkhsgr tuhldgahey ahhbg uutubyai muo bhhgohtr ptr steyuhrho tui tbsgrguuhfyhdg pgrzgbkhfehhyi uutx aphkit rtkg thbgo uutuhkzhhi pui shetbxungrx cnal sgo dtbmi htr/

tui rgsbshd pui dtbmi htr' thzthcgrhd mu ztdi tz stx truhxaheitzgkfg vtrmhdg dgatbegkgl thzbhay suet dguutbsi tuh; huo yuc –uuhhk vnxphe ahey truhx t vgrkhfgtui zhxg ctdrhxubd' nhy t n,bvwkg'ptr hgsi etbxungr muodgcuryxytd' hgsi htr/

ckhhcy btr thcgr mu uutubyaitz stx bhhg htr ,ax"j ztk crgbdgirputu, tui haugu, ptr tkgetbxungrx tui dtb. fkk hartk/

006 "kabv yucv" pgekglptryhhky mu vnxphe etbxungrx

thhbg pui sh mgbyrtkg cgbgphyipui tbyhhk bgngi thi sh gcus,veusa thbgrvtkc "vnxphe" thzsgr cgbgphy pui vgky thbaurgbxptr zhl tui sh dtbmg napjv tuh; tdtksgbgo yt. uutx thi sh vhhbyhdguugky thz fngy bhayt stx dkhhfi/

thmy' muo bhhgo htr ,ax"j –tui ngr teyugk mu t bhhgphbtbmhgkg htrdtbd pui thbaurgbxaytbspubey – vty "vnxphe"ctbhhy sgo vgky thbaurgbx etby-rtey nhy "texptrs vgky pkgbx"'tz sh vubsgrygr aytc nhydkhsgrztki uuhhygr cteungi sh cgxygthbaurgbx pkti mu sgei tkgdgzubyvhhy tuhxdtci tu,o' ut,ch,o' ut, zrgo ut, fk tar kvo/

sh "texptrs"ptkhxhx zgbgidgmhky ptr "thi-tdgbyur"xyg;'uugkfg trchhyi thi sh drup vhhngi'sgh vgcx tsgr tdgbyur tphxgx/

ptr sh uutexbsg mtk xyg; uutxzhhgr trchhy thz thi prhuutygayucgr' uuh trchhygr pubgo "pghx"prtdrto' vty vnxphe thmy dga-ktxi t bhhg thbaurgbx etbyrtey/ptr aytc nhydkhsgr tubygr shxtry prtdrtngi dhy sh rgdhrubduuhhbhdgr vhk;' tcgr vnxphe vtydgphbgi t duyg thbaurgbx phrnguutx dhy sh cgbgphyi pui texptrsftya xwthz t ekgbgrg phrng/

pui dgzubyvhhy aytbspubey'zgbgi sh prhnhunx ptr vgkythbaurgbx prhhzi thi tngrheg' tuixpgmhgk thi bhu htre' zhhgr yhhgr'tui uutexi hgsi htr' mukhc tkggrkhh turztfi/ muuhai tbsgri zgbgist bgdtyhuug turztfi' uuhthbpktmhg' vgfgrg prhhzi ptrvgfgrg prtphyi' srue puithbuugxytri mu ptrshbgi ngr'tt"uu/ tcgr t druhxg mtk turztfizgbgi ptzhyhuu: sh ptrarhy thingshmhi tui ygfbtktdhg ntfyngdkhl mu vtci dtr xtphxhehrygvgky eghr uutx vhhcy tuhytntyhash prhhzi pui thbaurgbx/

thi bhu htre xyghy xpgmhpha'tui tuhl tchxk tzuh thi bhu szagrxh'zgbgi thbaurgbx etnptbhxdgptsgry surfwi dgzg. mumuaygkisgeubd ptr ngr ztfi uuh tbsgrgxyghyx' knak ngbyk vgky'thbpgryhkhyh' ehhrtprteygr'tbsgrg yhhgrg yrhyngbyx tt"uu'tui sh tkg ztfi ctyrgpi tchxk –cgrl tptr mgbskhdgr stktrihgrkhl – pui sh prhnhuo prhhzi thi shstzhdg xyghyx/ phk tbsgrg xyghyxkhhdi tuhl mu ngr tui ngr ztfi uutxthbaurgbx phrngx nuzi sgei' kuhywiptrktbd tui prhtrhygyi pui shthhbuutuhbgr thi hgsi xyghy

ctzubsgr/kuhy t "bhu htre yhhnx" ctrhfy

sh uutl' thz sh vgfgrubd pui 70wbhay tzuh srtntyha uuh thi 60w'tcgr ptry zgbgi sh prhnhunx truh;stpky uuh sh hgrkhfg thbpktmhg/ t"uutk xyrhy szaurbtk" ctrhfy'uuhsgrtuo' sgrmhhky pui etnptbhthhdgbyungr uugkfg vtci zhldgbungi zhhgr ayrgbd btfeuei tuh;sh "sgpgbsgbyx" uutx trchhygraygki trhhi thi sh pghrtk ptphrimu cteungi vgky thbaurgbx ptr zhhtkg tui tuhl mu rgsumhri sh ayhhgriuutx dhhgi trtp/

]tz nwrgsy pui "pghrtksgpgbsgbyx" sgrntby zhl trgetngbstmhg pui t phbtbmhgkigexpgry' tz gx kuhby zhl mu ktzitrtpdhhi uuh ngr ayhhgri pubgopghrtk yage' uuhhk hgsg thcgrhdgpgbh cteuny ngi murhe xu; fk xu;chho ygex rgyuhri' tui sgruuhhkkhdy gx uuh t pesui chh sh pgsgrtkgyrgzaurh pui sh ptrthhbhdygaytyi/// tui uutx thz sgr tuhpyu?tz nwvty bhay stx dgky hgsg uutltuhxmudgci tuh; thcgrhdg ztfi/[

thi hgsi ptk' thz auhi fngybhay ptrvti tzt ztl vhhby tzetnptbhx ztki ctmtki vgkythbaurgbx ptr zhhgrg trchhygr/ tuitphku uutu gx vtky btl ht ti shyrtshmhg' strpi trchhygr mukhhdingr-uuhhbhdgr muo vgky thbaurgbxetxyi pui thhdgbgo pghrtk yage/

"vnxphe" vty' tkzt' sh zfhw muzhhi pui sh drgxyg trchhyx pkgmgrptr jrshag napju, tui thi zgkcimhhy muaygki vgky thbaurgbxcgbgphyi pui vgfxyi euutkhygy'tui sgrmu euny gx tunzhxy' shtrchhygr strpi bhay trhhbmtki/

thi sh kgmyg ygd' uugi vnxphevty dgaktxi t prhai etbyrteynhy "texptrs" muo eungbshdiphxegk htr ptr thbaurgbx' vty shtdgbyur truhxdgahey crhuugi mutkg aytc nhydkhsgr' tuh; thshatui gbdkha' mu ngksi sh bhhgx pubgoprhai thbaurgbx pkti' tui tuhl shthhbmkvhhyi sgrpui/

pubgo xyg; aytbspubey vtyzhl dtrbhay dgyuhay' tuhxgr tz shet-pghx ptr prgxerhcati ngsh-mhbgi zgbgi dguutri chkhdgr/ tkgngshmhbgi zgbgi thhbdgyhhky thi 3etygdtrhgx )yhgrx(/ ptr shyhhgrxyg ngshmhbgi tui yhhkngshmhbgi uutx uugri bhay dgsgeythi "crgbs bgho" zgbgi sh et-pghxtruh;' ftya uuhhbhdgr uuh chh tbsgrgthbaurgbx pkgbgr' tcgr tkgtbsgrg ngshmhbgi zgbgi dguutrichkhdgr/ "yhgr 1" et-pghx zgbgi

trtp pui 7$ mu 5$' tui "yhgr 2" pui02$ mu 51$/

ptr vnxphe etxy tp hgsgthbaurgbx ptkhxh ptr sh aytcnhydkhsgr' thi surfabhy' fngy 71yuhzby stktr t htr/ ptr tkg aytcnhydkhsgr tuhpwi htr' sgrdrhhfysgr xl vfk pui vnxphe thbaurgbxprhnhunx sh xung pui gykhfgnhkhti stktr/

tui ptr tzgkfg prhhzi cteunyngi yteg sh cgxyg/ hgsg ptkhxhvty t "shsteygck" pui 000'1$' tuish sgeubd ptr "tuy tuu bgyuutre"thz zhhgr cuhdzto tui mudgbdkhl' tuh;t ptrbgo uutx thz fngytundkuhckhl/ sh "etu-pghx" zgbgizhhgr chkhd' rgktyhuu mu tbsgrgthbaurgbx pkgbgr' tui sh cgxygztl pui tkg - nwstr; bhay vtciehhi "prhhngrh steytr" )ph/ xh/ ph/(tui tuhl bhay ehhi "rgpgrk" mu zgvit xpgmhtkhxy/ nwegi dhhi mu duygsteyuhrho kuhy hgsi nmc ctzubsgrti ehhi thcgrhdg stdu, c"v/

uuh ztdy t ktbdhtrhdgr aytcnhydkhs' nhy tzt duyg vgkythbaurgbx cgbgphy uutx vnxphedhy ptr sh phkg vubsgrygr aytcnhydkhsgr' thz xhh uugkfg dgzubyprtckgo auhi uuhhbhdxybx vtkctuhxdgvhhky/

ujh tjhl gnl:

vgky thbaurgbx cgbgphyi uuhsgr ctbhhy ptrvubsgrygr aytc nhydkhsgr thi "vnxphe"

crhuugi truhxdgahey mu aytc nhydkhsgr - yuha thi "etu-pghx" muo cgxgri

bhu htre xhyhwx sgpy/ tuuyrtbxptryghati vty ctaygyhdytphmhgkg "ptrehbd pgrnhyi" ptrmgbskhdgr vnxphe tuhytx puitpxyghy bhu htre' uuhctks zhh ptrirgdkngxhd thi ayty mukhc steytrtui ygrtph tpthbyngbyx tuiaphytk ctvtbskubdgi/

gx vty dgsuhgry t vhcag mhhymu ctthhbpkuxi sh aytyhagcttnyg tz nwrgsy st pui t vgfxyctetbyg vhk; tdgbyur' nhykgdhyhng dgcruhfi ptr sh pgrnhyi'tui nwvty gx gbskhl sgrdrhhfyc"v/

vnxphe tdgbyur thi cruekhi'dkhhfmhhyhd' vty auhi htri murhecteungi sh buhyhdg pgrnhyi' uuhhkzhhgbshd ctzhry thi ayty thz dguugidrhbdgr tui abgkgr mu vtbski nhysh yrtbxptrytmhg cttnyg/ tcgrptr tpxyghy vhk; tdgbyuri mucteungi sh stzhdg prhuuhkhdhgx thiayty thz txtl auugrgr tui ngretpkhmhry/

sh vhhbyhdg etnphuygr uugky

vty cfkk bhay thcgrdgvhpy shaytyhag sgpy/ tuu yrtbx-ptryghati' uutx vtky jacuituhpwi pubeykhfi ctbu. pui hgsgptrehbd pgrnhy uutx uugrytruhxdgdgci/ nwegi bhay bumi tpgrnhy thi t muuhhyg tuhyt' tuihgsg pgrnhy vty pubeykhfg ygd'tphku ayubsgi' uugi nwngd gx bumi'tui tuhl chh uugkfg xtryctdrgbhmyg pkgmgr )etngragktbkh' nhygr' yrte xytp' btuxygbshbd' phhgr kghi' hgsg xtrypkt. vty tbsgrg rgduktmhgx uugit pgrnhy vgkpy ht tsgr bhay(/

thcgrhd mu ztdi tz sh zgkcg

shxmhpkhi uutx vgray chh tkgtbsgrg vnxphe prhuuhkhdhgx tuirgfyi' uugry tuhl trtpdgaygkynhywi dtbmi atrpehhy chh shptrehbd pgrnhyx/ tkg vnxphetuhytx' uuh ctetby' vtci t "ktd"uutu gx uugry steungbyhry kuhy shkgdtkg ptrarhpyi hgsg thhbmhdgnhhk uutx sgr tuhyt thz dgptri'uugi' tui ptruutx tt"uu/ sh zgkcgtrsgbubd uugy zhhi nhy sh ptrehbdpgrnhyi' mu ntfi zhfgr tz zhh uugridgbumy tuhxakhxkhl btr kuhy shkgdhyhng dgcruhfi pui shetbxungrx tui thi thhbektbd nhytkg rgduktmhgx/

btl mgbskhdgr vnxphe tuhytx cteungi "xhyhpgrnhyx" ptr steyuhrho tui aphytk ctbu.

9 vnxphe dtzgy| ,arh ,ax"j

ccrrff,,vvaabbvvayhhgbshd tuhpwi auugk pui bhhgo htr thz dgeungi sh mhhy mu uutubyai pui yhpi vtr.

ptr tkg uutx aphki t rtkg thi sh vhhkhdg trchhy pui tubzgr tdgbyur

muo grayi eungi sh

xxppggmmhhggkkggeettbbxxuunnggrrxxxhh sh hubdg tui xhh sh gruutexgbg' vhhkhdg banu, thi ctdrgbhmyg dupho' yugi grkhl tuhxphri vuhfg muugei'

tui tubzgr pkhfy thz zhh mu ntfi khhfy tui cteuugo' tuhpvhhci muo vgfxyi bhuut' zhh ztki zhl duydgpubgi muuhai tubz' ayhhdi kuhy zhhgr thhdbtryhdg ngdkhfehhyi thi tkg dgchyi

tui zhhgrg yhhgrg

yyttyyggxxttuuiinnttnnggxxgkygri nhy vtr. tui dgphk' ptryruhy nhy vhhkhdg trchhy' yugi sh cgxyg kuhy zhhgrg thhdbtryhdg

ngdkhfehhy' xhh uugi thi ayuc xhh uugi thbsruhxi' nhy rjnbu, tui dgyrhhatpyvgfgr hgsi ptraytbs' uutuhk thz zhhgr jke

sh dgyrhhg

ppggnnhhkkhheegghhrrpprrttuuuuhhhhssggrrxxcgkh tfxbht pui agbxyi tui cgxyi' vtkybshd thi ayuc tzgkfg jaucg dgxy' dgcbshd nhyv fxt akji nburv

fhs vnkl' nhy dgyrhhatpy trhcgr tkg drgbhmi' hgsg mhhy tubygr tkg tunaygbsi

tjrui tjrui jchc

vvnnxxpphheexxyygg;;sh uugkywx cgxyg aytc nhydkhsgr' dgyrhh tui thcgrdgdgci ti t drgbh.' shrgeytrx tui ngbgszagrx tui shrgey

eghr xyg; tkg uutuhk tui phhi' fuko tvucho fuko crurho t njhw' cgkh c,ho tui yhhgrg hubdgkhhy' ytktbypukgnhhskgl tui pruhgi' yrgbhry tui prtpgatbgk tui vhhnha tui grkhl' uutuhk thz zhh tui uutuhk thz zhhgr jke

yugi nhr thhl tkg uutubyai: kabv yucv ,f,cu u,j,nu ktk,r kjhho

muo bhhgo htr ztk thhl vah", cgbyai nhy t duy' zhx' kgfyhd' prhhkhl' kgcgshd' dgzuby' vmkjvwshd tui bj,wshdhtr/ fkk hartk ztk ngr bhay uuhxi pui mgr tui uuhhytd' ptrkuxyi tui tundkhei' ergbe tui shxgchkhyhx'ygxyi tui shtdbtzi' thbzukhi tui ehntu ygrtph/ sgr tbeuo pui ,ax"j ztk zhhi ,jk abv ucrfu,hwv tuinhycrgbdgi vapgu, yucu, gs ckh sh' rputv akhnv ptr tkg jukh hartk' vuhpbx thsha bj, ptr tkgytygx tui ntngx tui zhhsgx tui ctcgx/ nhr ztki auhi zufv zhhi mu cht, nahj msehbu' tni

uutubyay'

nthr uugryvhhngrgezgehuyhuu shrgeytr

10vnxphe dtzgy| ,arh ,ax"j

- vnxphe bhhgx -

mudgptxy thi tkg dgchyi' thz ngimudgyrgyi mu sh druhxg rgbtuutmhgtrchhy uutx vty zhl dgpgkytvgrmuaygki sgo pkt. tkx t bhhgvnxphe tphx' nhy ctzubsgrgtphxgx' ygkgpti khbhgx' tphxntahbgrh' sh buhyhdg nuayhrubdgi'ptr sh aytc nhydkhsgr/

gx vty dgsuhgry truo 6 uutfitvgrmuaygki sh dtbmg trchhy' tuithmy uugri dgntfy sh kgmygmudrhhyubdgi tz th"v tuh; ntbytdbtl xufu, ztk sgr tphx egbgitrhhbdhhi thi puki auutubd/

ctrt ptre xyg;

nhywi gpgbubd pui bhhgo tphx'uugy vnxphe trhhbaygki tpuketng xyg; pui gbgrdhag tuigrptrgbg aytc nhydkhsgr/uuhctks chz vhhby zgbgi tkg vnxpheetbxungrx pui ctrt ptre ctshbydguutri surl xgruuhx ettrsh-bghytrx thi vnxphe tphx puiuuhkhtnxcurd' uugy thmy bhay zhhitzt druhxgr yuha thi xyg;' btr shstzhdg xgruuhx ettrshbghytrxuugki trhcgrdhhi muo tphx thi ctrtptre – uutu gx uutuhbgi shetbxungrx tubygr zhhgr ptrypgktui zhhgrg napju,/

tkzt' sh xgruuhx ettrsh-

bghytrx nu"v nav agfygr vh"utui nrx/ pgksnti ,jhw' uugki thmyxgruuhri vnxphe vhk; prtdrtngimuo mhcur thi ctrt ptre/gezgehuyhuu shrgeytr nu"v hutkprhhbs vh"u uugy zhhi thi c"p gykhfgygd t uutl/ tsnhbhxyrtmhg thi c"ptphx uugy dgphry uugri surl nrx/uuhhx ,jhw' tui xgruuhx ettr-shbghati xupgruuhhzgr uugy zhhinrx/ xtahmeh ,jhw/

nhywi thcgrdtbd pui tzuhphkaytc nhydkhsgr ehhi ctrt ptre'uugry thi uuhkhtnxcurd tuhpdgbungit prhai xgruuhx ettrshbghytr'nu"v aknv rhhfnti vh"u' uugkfgruugy trchhyi muztngi nhy shuugygrti aytc nhydkhsgr thivnxphe tphx thi uuhkhtnxcurd/

vhk; thz tuhpwi uugd

uuh dgztdy' thz ctrt ptre thmyc"v gbskhl trhhbdgeungi thbgoerhhz pui thshag aygy' hgsg thhbgptr zhl eg"v ti ghr dsukv ktkeho'uugkfg vtci sh zfhw mu tbyvtkyithi zhl t churt pui vnxphe' tphrbsg vhk; tdgbyur pui fkk hartkthi tkg dgchyi pui vgky tui hungixgruuhxgx/

sh uuhfyhdg vhk; prtdrtngiuutx dhhgi trhhi thi sh etygdtrhgpui "xpgmhgkg vhk;"' bgnkhl' ptrxpgmhgkg etbxungrx nhy ngbytk

rhytrsghati tui sguugktpngbykshxgchkhyhx' thz vhhby mu ytdxckuhz t yhhk pubgo ptryptkht puiuuhfyhdg vhk; tui ayhmg uutxvnxphe aygky mu ptrwi dtbmimhcur' uuh gx ztdy yteg sgr bhhgrxktdti pui sh tdgbyur' "nrfz gzrvkmrfh vmhcur/"

thhi etygdtrhg vhk; uutxvnxphe aygky mu thcgrtk tuhpwiagbxyi tui cgxyi ptrbgo' thzyteg "xpgmhgkg vhk;" ptr shyhhgrg banvwkgl' uutx thz vhhbyyteg btr thhi yhhk pui sh tdgbyurtcgr chh sgo thz stl "ku napyvcfurv"' stx thz sh grayg tuigkyxyg xtry vhk; uutx sh tdgbyuraygky tvgr pui thr grayi ytd'tui sgey chz vhhby tkg thshagdgdbygr thi bhu htre tui tundgdby/

tkzt' tphku vhhby' uugi vnxpheuugry tzuh srtntyha crhhygr thish mtk prtdrtngi' tui thidgtdrtphai ptrbgo' vtky ngiuuhhygr chho tkyi' pui drup-vhhngipui xpgmhgkg ehbsgr/ tuhl uugi shtdgbyur euny trhhi thi ctrt ptre'nhy t bhhgo tphx' thz gx uuhhygrchho tkyi - sh crusgrvhho thz thmyptryhd dguutri' tui vnxphe vtkyauhi zhhgr btby mu t bhhgauugxygrvhho ptr xpgmhgkgnhhskgl thi ctrt ptre/

tcgr murhe muo bhhgo tphx' thzsgr tsrgx sgrpui 6721 74 xyrhy'

tsgr 2074 31 guugbhu/ muuhh tsrgxi'thhi vnxphe tphx' thhi tsrgx ptr

vhk; csrl fcus' nhy vtr. tuibanv ptr tkg thshag ehbsgr/

vubsgry aytc nhydkhsgr' muuhhvubsgry' srhh vubsgry' uuhktbd egivnxphe uutryi mu gpgbgi t bhhg"hungi rhxtrxgx" tpyhhkubdptrsh ytd-ygdkhfg prtmgsuri pui tztdruhxg trchhyx ertpy? phrvubsgry? tphku sgo mhpgr thz auhish tdgbyur tsurl thi rtekgbsetubyh tkhhbx' tui gx thz auhidgeungi sh vgfxyg mhhy ptr tprtpgxhtbtkg tui tphmhgkg"ghya/ tr/" tpyhhkubd' uuh nwrupystx' thbgrvtkc sh tdgbyur/

"hungi rhxtrxgx" nhhby titphx uutu gx uugri tsrgxhry tkgprtdgx tui gbypgrx uugdi trchhyithi vnxphe' bhhg tui tkyg szatcgpgbubdgi' cgbgphyi tui vgkythbaurgbx' steungbyi tuicgedrtubs yagex' uutetmhg tuitkg tbsgrg ztfi' cgbgphyi tuiptrtbyuutrykhfehhyi' uutx vnxphe

aytc nhydkhsgr egbgi vtci/sh bhhg tpyhhkubd thz auhi

buhyhd t ktbdg mhhy' tcgr vnxphethz "zhl ctdtbdgi" uuh gx thz' tcgrtkgx vty ptry t ahgur/ nhywitbeuo pui prhag aytc nhydkhsgrhgsg thhbmhdg uutl ti tuhxbto'nhywi uutuex pui tkg vnxpheprtdrtngi thi rtekgbs etubyhvgfgr tkg atmubdgi' muztngi nhysh dtbmg ptphr-uugre uutx ctdkhhysh tuhpbtng pui hgsi prhai xyg;'thz dgeungi sh mhhy uutx sh tdgbyurztk auhi vtci t ptrntkg tuitphmhgkg churt ptr tkgx uutxtbctktbdy tkg nhydkhsgr thivhhkhdg trchhy pui vnxphe/

tkx ettrshbghytr pui hungirhxtrxgx thz ctayhny dguutrinrx/ dktb. ,jhw )ta, nu"v nthrsus vh"u(/ zhhgbshd sh kgmyg htriyhhk pui sh tsnhbhxyrtmhg xyg;

chho vnxphe mgbyrtki tphx thi"ntbxh vtc"' thz zh thmy grvuhcidguutri muo bhhgo uuhfyhdi tny/tkzt' pui vhhby tbdgvuhci' dhhgi tkgptkdbsg prtdgx tui ptphr uugretsurl tuhxakhxkhl sh "hungirhxtrxgx" tpyhhkubd tui bhay surltbsgrg aytc tui tphxgx' xhhsiuutu nwdhy shrgeyg tbuuhhzubdgitbsgra:

•tpkhetmhgx mu trchhyi thivnxphe'

•tkg ptphr trchhy cbudg shszatcx'

•ngshek ygxyi tui phzhekx'ptr sh szatcx'

•pghrtk thbptrntmhg'•vgky thbaurgbx'•tbsgrg cgbgphyi'•uutetmhg ygd'•trchhy mhhyi )hnho yucho'

tui' kvcshk' jdtu,('

•2-W'9901 arhpyi tt"uu'•rgyhhgrngby pkgbgr'•"g;/ gx/ gh/" etrykgl' tui•tkgx tbsgra cahhfu, nhy

trchhyi thi vnxphe thi rtekgbsetubyh' uuh tuhl tphmhgkg crhuugiuugdi cgbgphyi tui ptrshbxyi' uutxnwegdi cruhfi ptr rgdhrubd vhk;prtdrtngi tui ntrydgszagx ts"d/

uuhctks gx vtbsky zhl pui tztdruhxi ptrbgo' phkg vubsgrygraytc nhydkhsgr' uugy suhgrigykhfg uutfi chz sh "hungirhxtrxgx" sgpy/ ztk zhhi thi pukiauutubd' tcgr dtr thbdhfi uugy shsgptryngby trchhyi kao uk,ptr,ptr tkg au,pho thi sh gcus,

veusa/zhhgbshd sh drgxyg tdgbyur thi

sh vnxphe ptnhkhg' thz rtekgbsetubyh dguugi sh grayg mu vtcitzt "hungi rhxtrxgx" sgpy' tcgrvnxphe pktby mu drhbsi sh zgkcgchurt thi erh, hutk' ptr shvubsgrygr aytc nhydkhsgr thivnxphe tuu trtbsza etubyh/apgygr' nhywi uutuex pui vnxphethi uuhkhtnxcurd tui ctrt ptre'thz gruutrygy stryi tuhl mu drhbsitzt bhhg uuhfyhdg tphx/

sh bhhg ygkgpti bungr pui"hungi rhxtrxgx" sgpy/ thirtekgbs thz 3020-305-548/ shptex bungr thz 3021-305-548/

ujh tjhl gnl:

vnxphe thi rtekgbs' nhy srtntyhag aytcuutuex' drhbsgy bhhg "hungi rhxtrxgx" sgpy/

crul t,v cghr:

ntbytd prw bj uugy c"v dggpby uugri bhhg"vnxphe" tphx thi ctrt ptre cagyun"m

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11 vnxphe dtzgy| ,arh ,ax"j

- vnxphe bhhgx -

uuh ngr ruyhi tui dguugbkhl gxthz sgr tuhxdtbd pui t rgdhrubdtushy chh vnxphe' tkx drgxgr thzsgr jhsua sgrpui: t vhk;trdtbhztmhg thbgo pgks pui vgkyeghr' nhy tzuhphk prtdrtngi tuidrup-vhhngi tui vubsgrygrprhuutyg ayucgr tkx prtuuhhsgrx'tui aygbshd zgbgi sh tubygrzhfubdgichh vnxphe zuhcgr uuh uuhhx-dtks' xhhthi dgzubyvhhy tui xhh thi phbtb./

dguugbkhl uugy sgr uutuex puitzt xtry trdtbhztmhg ntfiauugrgr tbmuvtkyi sh vgfxygxytbstryi pui dgyrhhatpy'vhdhgbg tui t yuhdkhfg uuhryatpy'tcgr chh vnxphe zgvy ngi pubeyptregry' uuh ngr prtdrtngi tuidgchhsgx tkx aytregr uugrytpdgvhyi sh vnxphe yrtshmhg pui"uvhh,o behho" thi tkg dgchyi/

gray ptrdtbdgbg uutl zgbgiptrdgeungi muuhh drubykhfg tushyxchh vnxphe vhhngi thi rtekgbsetubyh' tuh; sh "ptraghcrusgrvhho"' uutx uugry auhi ktbdghtri dgphry surl sh yuhdkhfg vhhongbgszagr nrx/ phagr ,jhw )ta,vr"r hmje tvri akhy"t nuvknunjv(' tui tuh; "drgbsuuhucrusgrvhho" uutx thz btruutxdguutri 2 htr tky tubygr shphrgratpy pui ktbdhtrhdi vnxphe

xgruuhx ettrshbghytr tui vhhongbgszagr nu"v hutk ruchi vh"u/

drgbsuuhu crusgrvhho

chhsg tushyx zgbgi tsurlvgrkhl' nhy thbxpgeytr btyhmiuutx rgdhrubd cttnyg zgbgi zhhgrbhay dguutuhby mu zgvi btl tzgkfgdrup-vhho tubygrzhfubdgi/ arhhcysgr thbxpgeytr tuh; "drgbsuuhu"czv vkaui: "ehhi auo prtckgngi –sh vhho thz chuyhpuk tui aygky mut cteuugng tyntxpgrg ptr shetbxungrx/// tkgx thz duytrdtbhzhry/// phhgr srhkx uugridgvtkyi mhhykhl tui gngrszagbxhguuteutmhgx suhgri tubygr 3nhbuy/// sh ehbsgr ptrcrgbdgi zhhgrphhi' dhhgi tuh; yrhpx' tui cteungiduyg grptrubdgi tui ptrarhy thizhhgr kgci///"

ptragh crusgrvhho

tui chh "ptragh" crusgrvhho'"ehhbg prtckgngi – zhhgr duygprteyhmhrubdgi tui dgyrhhatpy///sh vhho thz vgrkhl tui dgante///ngsx ektzgy thz duy tui kuhy shdgzgmi/// sh phhgr srhkx tuiguuteutmhgx zgbgi duy/// shetbxungrx zgbgi btruutx murhedgeungi pui t phhbg uutetmhg thi bhuvgnpahr' uutu zhh vtci zhhgr duy

ptrcrgbdy///"

etbetrs crusgrvhho

thi hukh' uugi rgdhrubd cttnygvtci tubygrzufy "etbetrs"crusgrvhho thi ntbxh' tbdgphrysurl sh dgyrhhg vhho ngbgszagrnrx/ dtkscgrdgr ,jhw )ta, nu"vakuo vh"u(' zgbgi sh rgzukytyidguugi dtb. gbkhl mu sh tbsgrgctdhksgyg btyhmi' tui sgrthbxpgeytr vty btl mudgkhhdy tzsh "aytc nhydkhsgr zgbgi zhhgrdgyrhh' dgci zhl tp nhy shetbxungrx nhy vtr. tui dgphk' tuidgci zhh t dgphk pui zgkcxy-aygbshdehhy/"

shbuc tubzgrvhho

sh grayg tui drgxyg tuiauugrxyg vnxphe drup-vhho' uuhctetby' thz "shbuc tubzgrvhho" thierh, hutk' uutx tuhxgr thr "cfur"xytyux' druhxg mtk etbxungrx'tui auugrg tunaygbsi' thz gx tuhlkgdtk tubygr t xpgmhgkgetygdtrhg drup-vhho' uutxptrktbdy ngr rgdhrubd thbygr-zhfubdgi' ngr "ptphr uugre"' tt"uu/

tuhl uugry ptrktbdy ngrxyg;' nhy muuhh vuhpy cttnyg'tbayty sh dguugbkhfg thhingbgszagr/ "shbuc" uugry ytegtbdgphry vgrkhl tui prtpgatbgksurl sh prtdrto shrgeytr/ nrx/crtl ,jhw )ta, nu"v huag vh"u('tui vhho ngbgszagr nrx/ uuhhx ,jhw)ta, vr"r jhho nbjo akhy"t('kao uk,ptr, tuhpwi agbxyiptrbgo/

uugi gx euny mu tushyx tuithbxpgemhgx' euny "shbuc" tubygrtxtl ngr thcgrzhfy' tcgr stxtkgx bgny ptry bhay tuuge pui shvgrkhfg rgzukytyi' t dtksgbg

rgpuytmhg uutx crgbdy t ehsuavao chh sh xtng vgfxyg rgdhrubdcttnyg thi tkctbh/

sgo zungr' uuh hgsi htr' thzdguugi t dtr drubykhfg tushy chhotubzgrvhho' uutx vty dgsuhgrydtbmg muuhh ygd/ muo akux thz bhaydguugi uutx mu ztdi btr "ehhbgprtckgngi" tui "ehhbg rgetng-bstmhgx"/// tkg xghpyh ptrarhpyizgbgi btfdgeungi/ phhgr srhkx tuiguuteutmhg' yage/ ahhi sgetrhry'yage/ "gx thz bhay t drup-vhho'gx thz t prhuutyg vuhz ptr shetbxungrx'" arhhci "zhh" thi shbtyhmi )sh cgxyg etnpkhngby uutxvnxphe egi cteungi(/ duygptrarhy thi ngshek eghr )vnxphebgny ptr sh etbxungrx sh cgxygsteyuhrho tui fhrurdi' tui thmyvtci sh tushytrx stx ctaygyhdyptr sh xyghy(/ ngshmhitsnhbhxyrtmhg' yage )zhh vtcitczgruuhry uuh sh jaucg rchmhiktxehi ,khy"t' t aytc nhydkhsthi "shbuc tubzgrvhho" pui grayiytd 41 htr murhe' dhy ngshmhi ptrt etbxungr kuhy sh thbxyruemhgx/(tui tzuh uuhhygr tui uuhhygr/ kesaao anho/

"sgh-vgc" tui"rgxphy"

thi zgkci ytd pubgo "etbetrscrusgrvhho" tushy' zgbgi tbsgrgcttnyg dgeungi tubygrzhfi sh"gpygr-xeuk" rgxphy prtdrtouutx vnxphe phry thi rtekgbsetubyh' hgsi btfnhytd tui zubytdxtui jdtu,' tuh; t ptrbgo uutxuutexy srtntyha hgsi htr/ thbgo"gpygr xeuk" prtdrto thz tuhltrhhbdgrgfby sh dtr ptpukgrg"egnp banv" prtdrto' uutx thzygfbha sh "gpygr xeuk" prtdrtothi sh uutfi uutx aukgx zgbgiptrntfy tuh; zungr uutetmhg/

tuhl thi hgbgo ytd vtcitushytrx ctzufy chho vnxphe "sghvgc" mgbygr thi ntbxh' uutu shcttnyg zgbgi dguutri thcgrrtay

pui sh trsgbubd tui teyhuuhygyi' puish anhhfkgi tuh; sh etbxungrx' tuish dgyrhhatpy pui sh aytcnhydkhsgr/

sgr "sgh vgc" mgbygr uugrydgyrhh tui yuhdkhl tbdgphry surlnu"v hgec nav gbdgk vh"u' tui shvgrkhfg rgzukytyi pubgo tushyeungi tstbe zhhi dgkubdgbg trchhymuztngi nhy sh shrgey eghr xyg;pui sgh vgc/ sh duyg drhxi pubgo"rgxphy" prtdrto eungi tstbe shdgbhyg trchhy pui nrx/ erga ,jhw)ta, nu"v suc vh"u(' uugkfg phryti sh "egnp banv" tpyhhkubd zhbythr drhbsubd srhh htr murhe/

ugk fuko///

tubygr sh dgkubdgbg aytc puivhho ngbgszagrx thi tkg vnxphevhhngi' ayhhy sh dgbhyg phrgr-atpy pui nu"v haghw uugrmcgrdgrvh"u' shrgeytr pui vnxphergzhsgbatk xgruuhxgx/ nhy tzgkfgvhho ngbgszagrx tui prtdrtoshrgeytri uuh uutkyi sh tushyxdgegby truhxeungi tbsgra?

vnxphe "sgh vgchkhyghati"tui "rgxphy" zgbgi thi shetygdtrhg pui "sgh prtdrtngi"uugkfg uugri' thi rtekgbs etubyh'tbdgphry surl nu"v zuat kguuhvh"u' uugkfgr thz grvuhci dguutri mush phrbsg ptzhmhg btl tptr htrtkx vnxphe xgruuhx ettrshbghytrnhy vtr. tui dgphk vgfgr hgsintx/

tcgr btl tkgngi' "thi nkl cktgo"' bhayt ehhi egbhdkhfg vhk; ptrxpgmhgkg etbxungrx ti sh dgyrhhgaytc nhydkhsgr' "shrgey eghrxyg;" fuko tvucho fuko crurho/zhh' sh dgyrhhg hubdgkhhy' pruhgi tuinhhskgl' uugkfg "ayhhgi tuh; shprtby khbhgx" tui phri tuhx shteyhuug trchhy nhy sh yhhgrgbanvwkgl/ ty zhh dkgyi' uutai'phygri' uuhai' ctekhhsi tui ctd-khhyi sh ehbsgr tui gruutexgbg tuh;yrhy tui arhy' tntk tuhl thi shprhg ptrytdx agvwi tsgr thbnhyish btfy' tui pxj tsgr huv"f pubeyuuh t dguugbkhfi stbgraytd/ zhh"zgbgi" vnxphe' zhh zgbgi sh tushyx'sh nesah ao anho/

vfr, vyuc

mu ektr ntfi ty sgo pubey'ctdkhhy nhy vfr, vyuc' thzdguutri thhbdgphry thi vnxphe' btlt mhhy murhe' tz hgsg ptzhyhuugtushy tuhxdtbd uugry phhgrkhltpdgmhhfby surl ti thnghketnhubhetmhg thbgrvtkc thi shtdgbyur mu ngksi sh duyg bhhgx tuiahei sh rhfyhdg stbe xhdbtki mu shptxhdg tsrgxi/

tcgr "nprxnhi guah nmuv" thzbhay ctdrgbhmy mu thbgrkhfgtdgbyur etnhubhetmhg/ uugi vnxpheagpy bj, pui duyg gbgrdhagaytc nhydkhsgr' pui shrgey eghrxyg; chz prtdrto shrgeytri tuitkg ptzhmhgx thbsgrmuuhai' ngdsgr "dtzgy" arhhci sgrpui/

uvhh,o behho:

t dtbmg zungr puk nhy "tushyx'"tui vnxphe ckhhcy chho tkyi

tuhci: sh "ktch" pui etbetrscrusgrvhho

tubyi: ptragh crusgrvhho

12vnxphe dtzgy| ,arh ,ax"j

- vnxphe bhhgx -

yuhzby stktr t htr' tui mu aheisgo zgkci ehbs thi t cgxgrg pkt.uutx thz vgrkhl mudgptxy mu zhhbgdgcruhfi' egi tuhxeungi mgbskhdgryuhzbygr chkhdgr – knak mu aheisgo zgkci ehbs ptr "xpgak gs"thi erh, hutk xeuk shxyrhey uutkydgetxy truo pgrmhd yuhzby stktr'tui thi ti tbsgrg thshag aukguutky gx dgetxy btl uuhhbhdgr'truo 03 tkpho' nhy dtr duygrgzukytyi' cag, mu ahei tuh;"ctuxhx" etxy ctks stpgky nhydtr auutfg rgzukytyi/

btl sgrmu zgvy ngi tz ptrthtrvty thxy rtntptu dgvgfgry zhhgrcuszagy nhy fngy 5 prtmgby'uutx euny tuhx fngy 01 nhkhtistktr/ vhh-htr' sh 70w-80w cuszagyhtr' vty thxy rtntptu btftntkdgvgfgry sgo cuszagy nhy prhag7/4 prtmgby' tuhl fngy mgi nhkhtistktr/ ruc sgrpui' uuh dgztdy'yhhgr thsha dgky uutx ,uach ntbxhtui ahfui xeuuhrt ctmtki hgrkhlthi xeuk ayhhgri/

thmy bgngi gkygri thictyrtfy sgo ptey tz uugi "thxyrtntptu" uutky mudgaygky shptxhdg vhk; ptr tkg ehbsgr uutxsh gkygri ptrktbdgi stx' uutkyish etxyi btl tk. bhay ctyrtpitphku 1 prtmgby pubgo cuszagy'tcgr thi sh zgkcg mhhy vgfgri zhhsgo cuszagy nhy mgbskhdgrnhkhtbgi cag, thshag ehbsgr nhyxpgmhgkg dgcruhfi uugri dgphygryscr tjr thi puckhe xeukx tui thictuxhx ektxi/

tui gx dhhy btl yhpgr: thi vhh-htrhdi cuszagy euny mu btl 6nhkhti stktr ngr thi xeuk ayhhgrivgfgr ptrthtr/

btl tkgngi' nhy t ekhhbgo yhhkpui sh ayhhgr vgfgrubd' egi dgkgzyuugri sgr dtbmgr erhzhx' tz tkgthshag ehbsgrkgl ztki cteungizhhgr "xpgak gs" uuh gx str; mu

zhhi/ tcgr/// thxy rtntptu ztdytuh; sgo tkgo "bhhi"' uuhki bhayvgri pui dtrbhay' gbsgra uugy ngiptrauugbsi druhx dgky' tcgr shehbsgr tui zhhgrg gkygri uugki"bhay" vtci uutx zhh cgyic,jbubho/

sh gkygri

uutx egbgi gkygri yti? uugi gxyuy uuhh' arhhy ngi/ tui thi sgoptk uugr arhhy btl tzuh pktngshduuh sh gkygri tkhhbx' muzgvbshd uuhzhhgr thhdi ckuy tui pkhha srtpgyzhl muuhai hgbg gkgngbyi thipuckhe xeuk' yrtmsgo uutx ngikgcy c"v thi tzt vhhnhag dgdby uuhrtekgbs etubyh/

tz nwvty bhay ehhi grptkd nhytbsgrg ayhkgrg ngytsi' thz bhaydgckhci ehhi tbsgrg tuhxuugd btrzhl muztnbgngi' ytygx tui ytygx'ntngx tui ntngx' napjvunapjv' tui truhxdgci sgo uuhhdgarhh thi t ptrthhbhdyg trdtbh-zhryg ayhng uutx uugy th"vsgrvgry uugri chh "thxy rtntptu"prhgr tsgr apgygr/ ptr sgomuuge zgbgi sh gkygri ahjhupgrzgbkhl trtpdgeungi mu drhbsi sh"thxy rtntptu gkygri puixpgmhgkg ehbsgr ptrthhi"' tui gxthz muo vtpi cx"s tz ty sgreurtzapukgr arhy uugy crgbdgi shrhfyhdg rgzukytyi/

tui ckuhz sgr muztneubpytkhhbx' nhy tzuhphk mgbskhdgrgkygri ahjhw tubygr thhi stl nhywizgkci mhk tui tbyaktxbehhy' vtyauhi tuhpdgyti t dguutks c"v' xhhchh sh gkygri zgkcxy' tui xhh chh shthxy rtntptu thbxytbmi/ sgrmuztneubpy thz ptrdgeungi thi"vnxphe ygrgx" ztk thi druhxi"ntbxh vtc" rhyghk tui tphxetnpkgex thi vtr. pui sh vhhnhagdgdby thi ntbxh/ mu sh ctayhnyg

mhhy thz sgr prgfyhdgr ztk dguugipuk pui ge mu ge' ytygx thi thhijke pubgo ztk' tui ntngxtpdgyhhky tuh; sh tbsgrg yhhk/

sh gkygri vtci nhy dgsuks tuituhl ntngbyi pui vtrmrhhxbsg phhituhxdgvgry t xl vfk pubgo erhzhxthi thxy rtntptu chz tvgr' uutxngi vty auhi pruchry mu yti tkghtri chz tvgr' uutx tk. zgbgi shayruhfkubdgi tuhpwi uugd' ctdkhhynhy cruytkg ctvtbskubdgi puixeuk shxyrhey mu yhhgrg xpgmhgkgehbsgr uutx chho tuhxvgri vty ngibhay dgegby dkuhci tz stx rgsyzhl thi t etubyh pui sh ptrthhbhdygaytyi thi tngrheg' thi bhhgo htr,ax"j/

uuh egi t pgbg tuh; ptphrtrtpkhhdi uutx t ytyg ztdy' frjotc gk cbho' uugdi zhhi etn; nhywithxy rtntptu xeuk shxyrheykyuc, zhhi ehbs? tsgr uutx t ntng'to vcbho anjv' ztdy uugdi thrgaktpktzg bgfy nhy kthgrx uugditunrgfyi pui xeuk shxyrhey egdithr xpgmhgk ehbs? egi ngi yteguugdi sgo btr ctrhfyi uuhhbhdthhbmkvhhyi/

muuhai sh gkygri uutx vtcidgbungi stx uutry zgbgi dguuginapju, uutx vtci zhl trhcgr-dgmuhdi pui tbsgrg dgdbygr ehhintbxh suet mu uutuhbgi thi sh ghrv,urv' tcgr zgbgi dgckhci atehrypubgo etkyehhy uutx "thxyrtntptu" mhhdy truhx mu xpgmhgkgehbsgrkgl pui thshag ayucgr/

thhi napjv vty sgrmhhkyuuhtzuh zhh vtci dgkgcy chz bhayktbd murhe thi ahetdt' thi t ekhhbgdgdby pui cbh ,urv stryi' uutu zhhvtci cteungi rgktyhuu phhbg"xpgak gs" vhk; ptr t xpgmhgkiehbs zhhgri' tcgr uuh atehry zgbgizhh dguutri mu vgri tz thi ntbxhgezhxyhry bhay tzt ztl ptr

vhhnhag napju,/thhi ytyg pui t xpgmhgk ehbs

vty thi eurmg uugrygr thbxphrhrysh gkygri thi ztk mu tbgregbgi tztuh; sh thhdgbg pux chjhsu, uugyngi bhay tbeungi mu uuhhy nhy"thxy rtntptu"' uuhhk sh cttnygegbgi ztdi khdi ptr gkygri thipbho' tphku uugi sh napjv bgny tdruhxi tsuutety' uuh ctetby'nnhkt str; ngi zhl muztnbgnginhy tjsu, tui t ptrthhbhdyi fuj/

tuhxgr stx drhbsi ti "gkygriptrthhi" - vty dgztdy t srhygrytyg - strpi sh cttnyg pui "thxyrtntpu" xeuk shxyrhey vgrishrgey pui sh gkygri' ngi ztktrtpdhhi mu zhh' ahei crhuugi' tui -tuhc gx uugy tuhxpgki - ntfitphmhgkg thbstrxhrubdgi' tkxgkygri pui xpgmhgkg ehbsgr' chh shuutki pui xeuk cturs ngncgrx/

stx nhhby' thi tbsgrg uugrygr'tz tbdgvuhci pui sh eungbshdg uutkimuo xeuk cturs pui thxy rtntptu'ztki sh etbshstyi zhmi nhy shgkygri pui xpgmhgkg ehbsgr' ktzivgri uuhtzuh zhh uugki muaygki"xpgak gshueghati" ptr sh yhhgrgehbsgrkgl' tui kuhy sgo uugki shgkygri ktzi vgri uugr gx thz' kuhyzhh' sh ngrxyg ptxhd mu dguuhbgi shayhngx pui vhhnhai mhcur/

gkygri vtci tuhl ptrdgaktditz sh ptrthhbhdyg "gkygriptrthhi" ztk tuhpbgngi t ctrhnyitsuutety uutx ztk trhhbeuei thi shngdkhfehhy mu dhhi' muztngi tkgnapju,' thi dgrhfy egdi sgoshxyrhey/

tzuh vty ngi dgvgry nhhbubdgi'vtpgbubd' tbyuhaubdgi' jhzue tuiduyg chhptki pui thhi ytyi btfwitbsgri/ nhertptbgi zgbgi trhcgrmuuhai sh ctyhhkhdyg' tui hgsgrvty dgntfy duyg bumi sgrpui/apgygr vtci sh ntngx dgbungizhhgr uutry thi zhhgr yhhk pubgoztk' tui gx thz dguugi uutx mu vgri/

muo akux pubgo muztneubpyvtci sh gkygri ahjhu gbyptbdgi tdtr jauci dtxy' vrcbh vbdhs vgxeivnruno nu"v tvri hux; cgrdgrvh"u' uugkfgr aphky t mgbyrtkgrtkg thi sh va,sku, chh "thxyrtntptu" mu kgzi sgo erhzhx nhysh xpgmhgkg thshag ehbsgr/ sgrjaucgr gxei vty trtpdgkhhdy zhhipgrzgbkhfg grptrubd thbgo erhzhxmu crgbdgi t kgzubd muo auugri nmcnhywi ktetki xeuk shxyrhey/

gx thz dguugi dtr ayhk thi ztkuugi sgr rgsbgr vty dgahksgry txmgbg nhy t ytyg pui t ehbsuugkfgr vty zhl ptr thotuhxdguuhhby muuhai phr tuhdi'btfsgo uutx sgr ytyg vtymudgzgi uuhtzuh zhhi ehbs' thi duhthaipuckhe xeuk' gxy bgcgl yrhpvwbg"ktbya" muztngi nhy tkg ehbsgrthi puckhe xeuk/

xpgmhgk thz sgr uuhhytd druhx'ztdy sgr gxei uuhhygr' thi khfypubgo ctetbyi hxus uutx sgrvhhkhdgr j,o xupr zh"g khhdy trtpthi zhhbg ,aucu,' thz ngi njuhc muyti tkgx thi sgr uugky tzxpgmhgkg ehbsgr ztki grmuhdi uugrigk yvr, veusa uuh tkg grkhfgthshag ehbsgr ti tuhxbto/ tui st'thi xtng ntbxh' egi t ytyg zhhituhxdgaygky mu vtci tzt crtlnhy zhhi ehbs' "ngdi nhr auuhhdi?"

sh srav pubgo jauci gxei vh"uvty egbykhl trhhbdgcktzi t rujvjhho thi tkg gkygri' dgcbshd ptrzhh btl ngr eurtza tui vtpgbubd mudhhi uuhhygr kyuc, zhhgrgehbsgrkgl/ sh gkygri vtci' thi tdgvuhcgbgo dgnhy' tuhxdgaygkyxpgmhgkg ptrgnx tui zhl thhb-dgaktxi thi sh "gkygri ptrthhi"'vtpbshd mu vgri duyg drhxi uuhtnabgkxyi/

sgrchh thz dgntksi dguutri ptrsh gkygri sh bhhg ygkgpti bungrpubgo "thxy rtntptu gkygriptrthhi"' uutx thz drtsg t drhbdgrmhpgr mu dgsgbei: 4321-305-548/

sh gxebho

sgr drhbsubd pubgo ptrthhi vty'uuh gruutrygy' dgvty t vhkfhditpektbd thi sh dtbmg dgdby/

tkx rgzukyty' vtciprtnhbgbyg fkk yugr tui gxebhodgbungi sgo eurtza' uuh dgztdy' muctzufi sh ehbsgr thi sh puckhexeukx pui "thxy rtntptu" xeukshxyrhey' tui uuh zhh tkhhbx sgrmhhkivtky gx chh t nmc pui kt htuni fhhxupr' cag, sh gkygri ahjhuarhhgi dguutks tz gx thz auhi tun-sgryrgdkhl/

btfwi ctzul zgbgi sh fkk yugrmurhedgeungi nhy tbyaktxbehhy mudhhi uuhhygr nhy srtxyhag arhy'tui nhy xhhg,t sanht uugy ngisgrdrhhfi sgo uutubya tz sgr xeukshxyrhey pui jrshai rthti thirtekgbs etubyh ztk muaygki tkgbuhyhdg vhk; ptr thshag ehbsgrnhy xpgmhgkg dgcruhfi' uuh gxeuny zhh grkhl' kao uk,ptr,/

vuagbt mti esaho:

fkk yugr' btl phhgrkhfg drhbsubd pui "gkygri ptrthhi"thi thxy rtntptu' aytyi tp vtrmrhhxbsg ctzul chh

xpgmhgkg thshag ehbsgr thi tryhdg puckhe xeukxuuhhytd tui yrgri btfwi ctdrhxi sh yhhgrg ehbsgr thi ektxi dgnhay muuhai duho tui duhygx ( 28 )

13 vnxphe dtzgy| ,arh ,ax"j

- vnxphe bhhgx -

muo bhhgo dkhekhfi dgcgbyaihtr euny sh prhhkhfg tui crtuugbhhgx tz "hahcv ,urv ujxs" vtybtruutx tpdgaktxi sgo grayi znipui sh hahcvwx gezhxygb.' tui muodkhe tui muprhsbvhhy pui sh jaucgcjurho b"h tui zhhgrg jaucggkygri ahjhu thz bhayt ehhi drgbh./

sh hahcv thz dgdrhbsgy dguutrisgo zungr surl "vnxphe" thi erh,hutk' dguuhsngy ptr sh uutexbsgmtk cjurho nhy xpgmhgkg dgcruhfiuugkfg vtci c"v dgbud vuhfgpubemhgx' thi t xytchki muaytbs'tz zhh egbgi zhl dgphbgi thi t"vgfgrg" nxdr, uuh gx thzdguugbkhl tbdgbungi/

"hahcv ,urv ujxs" thz' tkzt' tbhhg tpyhhkubd pui "vnxphe sghvgchkhyghati" prtdrto' sgrctrhnygr ytd prtdrto uutx thzxytbmhtbhry tuhpwi muuhhyi aytepui "atphbd mgbygr" thi erh, hutk/tcgr sh hahcv vty thr thhdgbgodruhxi pkt.' thhdgbg aytcnhydkhsgr' thhdgbg yrtbxptr-ytmhg uugi' tui ztdtr thr thhdgbgfkh eusa/

tui uutx ztdi sh gkygri?"tarhbu' nv yuc jkehbu" tz nhrvtci zufv dguugi mu vtci tztptrarhy ptr tubzgrg jaucgcjurho vh"u' tz zhh egbgi tuhl zhmitui kgrbgi t druhxi jke pui ytd thit hahcv tyntxpgrg' cag, shtbsgrg ayubsgi pubgo ytd zgbgi zhhptrbungi nhy rhhfg teyhuuhygyitui pkhhxhdg trchhy' hgsgr kuhy zhhingdkhfehhy/

sh "hahcv"' muztngi nhywi "sghvgc" prtdrto pui vnxphe thi erh,hutk' ayhhy tubygrwi tuhpzhfy tuiphrgratpy pui nu"v hutk prhgsntivh"u' gbgrdhagr shrgeytr pui "sghxgruuhxgx" chh vnxphe tuu trtbszaetubyh/ thi zhhi ptryptkht thztrhhbdgrgfby hahcv ,urv ujxs' sghvgchkhyghati' tui gpygr xeukrgxphy tui' guugbyugk th"v' btlprtdrtngi mu vgkpi sh etbxungrxayhhdi uuhhygr tui uuhhygr thirujbhu, tui danhu,/

ngkhi ceusa

sgr graygr ckh. thi dgstbeuugdi tzt vnxphe hahcv thzthhdgbykhl tuhpdgeungi mukhc tntbdgk thi ///pkt./

gx thz auhi t ngav pui vhcaghtri uutx sgr thmyhdgr "sgh vgch-khyghati" prtdrto thi atphbdmgbygr thz thcgrdgphky' mu gbd mutetntshri tkg etbxungrx uutxcteungi sh uuhfyhdg vhk;/ sh dtbmg

ngbgr tpyhhkubd thz euutryhry thithhi mhngr tzuh druhx uuh t fh,v thi,", )uutx thz yteg stry dguugitntk(' tui sh dtbmg pruhgitpyhhkubd thi thhi mhngr sgrbgci' txl vfk pui phkg mgbskhdgretbxungrx pui gruutexgbgo gkygrthi tzt gbdg pkt./

thi htr ,ax"z vty sgr mgbygrtbdgbungi btl ngr gbdatpy ptrvnxphe' uuhxbshd tz sgo zungreungi trhhi t ahhbg mtk prhagetbxungrx btl sgo uutx zhhdrtsuthri pui "xpgak gshueghati"aukg/ bu' tuutu aygky ngi tvgrdgbud pkt. ptr sh yhhgrg banvwkglgx ztk zhhi mudgbdkhl' cteuugo' tuidgbud vrjcvwshd tz sgr prtdrtoztk yteg crgbdgi sh dguutubaygbgrgzukytyi ptr sh etbxungrx/

thi sh zgkcg mhhy' tui nhy tztdruhxg "sgh vgc" prtdrto' thzdgeungi sh tbgregbubd thz bhay tkgetbxungrx zgbgi sh zgkcg/ sgr nmctui tunaygbsi tui dgcruhfi' tuiptxhdg vhk; prtdrtngi' zgbgitbsgra ptr hgsi thhbgo pui shyhhgrg etbxungrx/ bu' ptruutx stivtkyi tkg thi thhi prtdrto puizgkci ptrnty' uugi txtl uutkyidgbtxi ngr pui ti tbsgri mudtbd' titbsgrg tyntxpgrg?

ty tzuh/ sti thz tuhpdgeungisgr dgstbe pui "hahcv ,urv ujxs"– t hahcv uutu sh cjurho uugki zhmithi kgrbgi gk yvr, veusa uuhrhfyhdg cjurh jns chi fu,khvhahcv/ "jxs" thz' ptrayhhy zhl'sgr thbygdrtkgr yhhk pui shtbsgrg ayubsi thi xsr vhuo' uugi zhhuugri dgvtsguugy nhy sh buhyhdgvhk;' nhy jxs tui dgbtsg' vtr. tuibanv/

duy' tcgr uutu?t phhbgo tsrgx/ t apti truhx

pui erh, hutk uuhkgsza' trhcgr sgo"71" tcgr ptry bgbygr muomgbygr pui aygyk uutu yhhkdgdbygr thi aygyk zgkcxy' vtyvnxphe t druhxg tui prgfyhdg vuhz'ctdkhhy nhy t dtrtsza tui rhzhdgdrhbg drtubsx/ stx dtbmg ayj'tuh; 015 ptrgxy guugbhu' thzvgrkhl tuhxdgaygky' t ahhicgrdk' t dganteg ptbtrtng xhhzungr tui xhh uuhbygr/

sh rgzhsgb. dgchhsg thzrgdkngxhd dgbumy dguutri ptrcjurho uutx cteungi "gpygr xeukrgxphy"' t prtdrto uutx vnxpheaygky mu thi sh ayubsgi tui ygduutx aukg thz dgaktxi' uuhbtfnhytdx' zubytdx' kgdtkg jdtu,tui tzuh tuhl sh ptr uutfi uugiaukgx zgbgi ptrntfy tuh; zungr

uutetmhg/tmhbs thz vnxphe dgdtbdgi t

srtntyhag yrhy ptrtuhx tuictaktxi tz sh stzhdg prgfyhdgdgchhsg uugy vgrkhl rgbtuuhryuugri tui stry uugy dgdrhbsgydguutri "hahcv ,urv ujxs" ptr shcjurh jns uutx egbgi dhhi thi shvgfgrg tpyhhkubd pubgo "sghvgchkhyghati" prtdrto/ sh"gpygr xeuk rgxphy" prtdrto thztrhcgr mu t phhbg xytbmhg' uutu gxdhhy uuhhygr thi puki auutubd' tuingi vty zhl dgbungi mu sh trchhypui thcgrcuhgi sh rgzhsgb. dgchhsgptr sh hahcv/

",urv" tui "jxs"

nhy sh cuh trchhy thbgorgzhsgb. vgrkhl mudgaygky' thz015 ptrgxy guu/ dguutri drhhy mugpgbgi thrg yuhgri tkx t hahcvptr sh jaucg cjurho/ chhsg ayteizgbgi angegshd prha' bhh dgptrcy'bhhg etrpgy' bhhg pgbxygrx'rgbtuuhryg ptrya' ghr etbshatipui agbxyi tui cgxyi' vty ngi zhldgbungi mu sh ,urv vesuav nhyjae tui vrjc, vsg,/

tkx "hahcv" aytc nhydkhsgrthz ctayhny dguutri sgr uugygrtishrgey eghr xyg; pui "sgh vgc"'nu"v tkhw cta vh"u' nu"v hutkthhdbgr vh"u tui nu"v khpt prhhbsvh"u' mu ntfi zhfgr tz sh hahcvpubemhtbhry yteg kao uk,ptr,'nhy t euk ,urv uutx vhkfy tp thidtbmi truo/

sgh xgruuhxgx shrgeytr rw hutkprhgsnti muztngi nhy sh hahcvxyg; vtci muztngi tvgrdgaygkyt "xsr vhuo" uutx thz muoctuutubsgri' t xsr vhuo pui trhfyhdg hahcv' thhbdgaygky ptrwicteuugnkhfehhy tui ,fkh, pui shxpgmhgkg cjurho vh"u/

vnxphe' ptrayhhy zhl' vtyyrtbxptrytmhg ptr tkg cjurho/muprh bgny ngi tuh; sh cjurho puizhhgr vuhz )tsgr' uutu xwthz ahhl' puizhhgr vnxphe vhho(' tui btl eurmgmudrhhyubdgi aygky ngi zhlstuugbgi nhy v,kvcu,/ sh xmgbgtkhhbx' pui khhshdg ,phkhi ahhskgltuh; sh xtngygbg chhykgl' mgkhhdythcgr sh yhai cag, sh cjurhozgbgi ptryhpy thi gcus, v,phkv'crgbdy ztptry t muprhsgbgo dgphk– nna uuh chh xhh uugkfg druhxghahcv chho stuugbgi' cjurho uuh tkgcjurho/ btfwi stuugbgi gxy ngi tbtrvtpyhdi prhaytd' ngav hahcvdsukv' tui nwcgbyay nzuni/

sti euny ptr sgr ygdkhfgr

echgu,wshdgr ahgur thi juna ra"h/rw tkhw kgrby ptr' tkg cjurhovtci t juna' tui nwvtrguugy ,ur,nav nhy t crgi tui gbgrdhg/ gxvgry zhl t euk ,urv thcgrwi dtbmiayj' tui dhhy truh; chz muo fxtvfcus/

sti ztdy ngi gykhfg etphykgl,vkho nhy fuubv thi bhhg ,vkhnwkgluutx vnxphe vty dgeuhpy ptr shcjurho thi hahcv/ rw tkhw cta' nhyzhhi vgrkhfg arhpy' vtytrhhbdgkhhdy ptr hgsi sgo btngithi "etkhdrtph" ntkgrhh/ tui'uuhctks nwrgsy pui t druhxg hahcv'vty ngi tuhl mudgarhci "txurkvumht ckh rau, vdctho" ngavhahcv dsukv/

tuhxdgcgyi tkgx duyx' sti///truhx mu sh htrfg' tha ,j, dpbuutha ,j, ,tb,u' sgr cjur dhhytrchhyi tuh; zhhi pkt.' sgruutkubyhry tuh; ti tbsgrg pkt.'tui hgsgr phky tuhx zhhbg ayubsgiuuh gx str; mu zhhi/

muuhh ntk t uutl' tsgr muntktpygr' dhhy ngi truhx tuh; t rhhfiyrhp' aphki' ptri thi tuhytx'abhhsi gpk' yrhhci ahpkgl thiuutxgr' tt"uu' uutx sgreuuhey shcjurho tui vgkpy zhh ayhhdi/ btfwitrchhyi' tsgr - thi sh ygd uutxnwptry truhx – uugi nwthz auhimurhe dgeungi' euny ngi murhe thihahcv ptr t uutrhng btrvtpyhdgnhytd uutx uugry mudgaygky strytuhpwi pkt./

tui sgrbtl' murhe mu sh ,urvvesuav – t vgrkhfgr ahgur thinabhu,' uutx tkg cjurho vtkyinhy kuhy zhhgr ayhhdgr/ sh cjurhoztdi thcgr' nwprgdy tuinwgbypgry' t vhfk vhahcv thi pukizhi pui uutry/

tv' tui zhh egbgi duy hgsg uutlchho ptrvgr/ pubey uuh thi tbsgrgduyg hahcu,' ahey ngi rgdkngxhdgmgykgl mu sh gkygri ahjhu' zhh ztkinhyvtkyi sh ptrarhy tui ",fkh,"uutx sh cjurho vtci thi hahcv/

vnxphe thi ntbyhxgkt

ptr sh xpgmhgkg cjurho thierh, hutk thz sh hahcv t jkuo uutxuugry c"v gbskhl ptruuhrekhfy/tuhxgr sh tkdgnhhbg xsr vhuo thihahcv' cteungi sh cjurho zhhgrthhdgbg vhk; kuhy zhhgr thhdbtryhdgnmc tui egbygbhxi/

muuhai tbsgrg tuhpyugi' vtcimuuhh cjurho cteungi t etnphuygr)pui "nhyktkygr"/// 683 sufy zhl///ehhi auo rujbhu,wshdg prtckgo(uutx zhh bumi mu arhhci ,urv mgykgl

tuh; sh uutfgshdg xsrv' sgrbtlprhbyi zhh gx truhx' tui egbgibtfztdi sgrpui chho ac,wshdi yhathi "ghegrx crusgrvhho/" mu zhhgranjv thz bhayt ehhi drgbh./

tcgr btl drgxgr thz sh anjvuuhhygr tuuge' vhca uuhhygr' thi///ntbyhxgkt' uutu gx dgphby zhlthhi yhhgrg banv' t xpgmhgkgrcjur pui t prung grkhfg ayuc'uugkfgr cteuny sh ntexhnuo vhk;pui vnxphe uutx thz ngdkhl mucteungi thi tryhdi egyxehk rthti/thhi vhk; prtdrto sgrpui thz "sghvgchkhyghati"' tui uuhctks grvty c"v dtb. vuhfg pubemhgx' tuithz rtuh mu kgrbgi thi "hahcv ,urvujxs" – ptruutx ztk ngi stx bhaymuaygki? gx thz auugr mu ptri ehhintbyhxgkt? bu' uugr ztdy tznwstr; muaygki vhk; btr uugi gxthz drhbd?

tkzt' muuhh ntk t uutl' ptry shhahcv truhx ehhi ntbyhxgktu ckuhzptrwi muuge pui ktzi sgo cjurkgrbgi thi hahcv/ tz gr egi bhayeungi tvgr' dhhy ngi mu tho tvhi/ngi kgrby nhy tho' sgrbtl aphkyngi tchxk' ngi zhbdy' ngiptrcrgbdy ftha tjs ckc tjs/ tuithr prgdy uutx gr ztdy sgrmu?tsgr zhhbg thcgrdkhekhfg gkygri?gbypgrx zgbgi thcgrhd/

guugbyugk pktby vnxphecgzvah", mu drhbsi ti thhdgbgpuketng "sgh vgchkhyghati"prtdrto thi etbyrh dgdby' muztnginhy t ktetkg tpyhhkubd pui "hahcv,urv ujxs" ptr vuhl-pubemhgetbxungrx stry/ sgruuhhk thz sgrpkti btr t/// pkti' tcgr stx vtkybhay tp sh hahcv pui truhxptriknrjeho ckuhz ptr thhi etbxungr/

sgr vhhkhdgr uuhbygr

thmy' nhywi tbeuo pui hnhoyucho vcgk"y muo bhhgo htr' uugrydgaktxi sgr graygr zni pui shhahcv' sgr zungr zni ,ax"z/ tcgrztptry uugry auhi mudgdrhhy shpkgbgr ptrwi uuhbygr zni/

uuhhk thhi ztl uutx "hahcv ,urvujxs" thz zhhgr tubygraygkhd puitbsgrg hahcu,' thz sgr "chivznbho"' uutx gezhxyhry bhay chhsh xpgmhgkg hahcv/ hgsi ytd uugigx thz st "sgh vgchkhyghati"' tuistx thz ptrvti hgsi thhbmhdi ytdtuhxgr ac,' huo yuc' tui jukvnugs' thz tuhl ptrvti "hahcv,urv ujxs"/

uugdi sgo thz auugr tbmumhhdipubeykhl uugi gx gbshdy zhl sgrzungr zni tui xwvhhcy zhl ti sgruuhbygr zni – uuhhk gx thz thhi ktbdgehhy pui ,urv tui jxs nhy vtr. tuibanv/

tcgr thi hgsi ptk' thz rw hutkvgpyhd ptrbungi nhy mudrhhyi shhahcv tuhpwi uuhbygr btl agbgr tuicgxgr thi tkg dgchyi pui khnusv,urv' xsr vhuo' jxs' teyhuuhygyitui tuhxpkudi uutx sgreuuhei shcjurho tui zhhgrg jaucg gkygriahjhu hgsi thhbmhdi ytd/

zni anj,hbu:

grayg "zni" dgaktxi chh "hahcv ,urv ujxs" ptrxpgmhgkg ,knhsho tubygr "vnxphe" thi erh, hutkxpgmhgkg "hahcv" thz bhhg tpyhhkubd pui "sgh vgchkhyghati" prtdrto ptr cjurho nhy vuhfg pubemhgx - gkygri ahjhu

thcgrdkhekhl - nuxygr pui tvc, v,urv - druhxg tui vgpyhdg mudrhhyubdgi muo "uuhbygr zni" - bhayt ehhi "chi vznbho"

14vnxphe dtzgy| ,arh ,ax"j

- rgdhrubd tui ptkhxh -

zhhgr uuhhbhd ntk ptxhry tz tpgsgrtkgr cttnygr' tpdgzgi uuhvuhl thi rtbe' ztk bhay egbgigrzgmy uugri nhy thhbgo uutx thztzuh duy' tuhc bhay cgxgr' pui tho– tcgr sr/ ntre ngekgkhi thzthhbgr pui sh dtr zgkygbgtuhxbtngi/

ngekgkhi thz' uuh "dtzgy"khhbgr uuhhxi auhi ktbd' dguugi sgretnhatbgr pui sh "g;/ sh/ gh/"tdgbyur' uutu gr vty dgyti tctrhnyi szatc uutx uuhhbhd zgbgibtby dgeungi sgrmu ptr sgo tsgrbtfsgo/ sgrbtl thz gr dguutritsnhbhxyrtytr pui "xh/ go/ gx/" –sh ahrgo tdgbyur pui "ngsheghs"tui "ngsheghr" vgky eghr vhk;prtdrtngi/ chh "xh/ go/ gx/" vtygr tuhl dgyti t phhbg trchhy' nhychhsg prtdrtngi/

sr/ ngekgkhi thz t dtrzgkygbgr "etp"' t steytr nhy tdguugbkhfi "go/ sh/" shpktng' tuituhl t "ph/ ghya/ sh/" steytrtythi getbtnhag uuhxbatpy – tmuztnaygk uutx thz fngy bhayptrvti' tui vty tho dgntfy tzuh

ptxhd mu ayhhi thi aph. pui shuuhfyhdxyg pgsgrtkg tdgbyuri thitngrheg uugdi vgky eghr/

tcgr tphku gr thz auhi ztydguutri pui uutahbdyti vchrv' tuigbsg 60w vty gr rgzhdbhry pui tny/thmy vtky ngi t srhhpgryk htrapgygr' tui btl tk. thz bhaytehhi grzt. tkx "xh/ go/ gx/"tsnhbhxyrtytr/ chh sh "g;/ sh/ gh/"thz btl trdgr sgr nmc: btl zhhitruhxdtbd vty ngi ctayhnyetnhatbgr ertupgrs' tuugygrhbtr pui ctru; uugkfgr vtydgstrpy rgzhdbhri mukhc bhayrhfyhd tuhxphki phbtbmhgkgsteungbyi mu zhhi btnhbtmhg vhrhbdthi xgbty/ sgrbtl thz dgeungi sr/uuti gagbctl' srtntyha cgxgrtkx druhxgr egbxgr xpgmhtkhxychh "go/ sh/ gbsgrxti mgbygr" thiygexgx' tcgr tuhl gr thz auugrctaygyhdy dguutri muo tny mukhc"etbpkhey tuu thbygrgxy" ztrdi/

sr/ ngekgkhi thz t crusgr nhyxety ngekgkhi' uugkfgr thz dguugiprgxg xgergytr thi uuhhxi vuhz btltrh pkhhagr tui thz truhx btl tptr

htr thi sgo auugri tny/dkhhfmhhyhd thz zhhi btfdhhgr' ytbhxbtu' truhx pui tny kgmybx mukhc tmurheegr pui etkti egbxgr thi shkgcgr/ xbtu ztdy tz gr str; ntfingr dgky mu sgei zhhbg auugrgctvtbskubdgi/

prgzhsgby cua' btfsgo uutxngekgkhi vty thcgrdgktzy "xh/go/ gx/"' vty btnhbhry kgxkhbtruutke' sh tbphrgr pui bhhgo"ngsheghr" prgxerhcati srtdcgbgphy/ tbvuhc hukh thz zh truhx'btl tk. thi mhhyuuhhkhdi xytyux'ztdbshd sgr tny thz bhay ptr thr/

btfsgo vty prgzhsgby cuabtnhbhry egrh uuhgnx' tcgr shstzhdg btnhbtmhg vty zhl guugb-yugk tbdgayuhxi thi sh tptzhmhgpui gykhfg xgbtytri/

tmhbs' tbvuhc xgpygncgr' vtyprgzhsgby cua tbgregby tz uuhgnxuugy bhay dguuhbgi tphmhgkg xgbtyctaygyhdubd vty gr tho dgntfy"geyhbd" tsnhbhxyrtytr chznwuugy/// ntfi ti txhpv tui yrgpit cgxgri etbshsty tbmuphri sh"g;/ sh/ gh/" tdgbyur/

uuhhxg vuhz egi bhay grzgmi sr/ ngekgkhichh pgsgrtkg tdgbyuri pui vhk; tui vgky

sh "vgky gbs pgnhkhxgruuhxgx" etnhyg pui xtkhuugietubyh kgdhxktyur vty sgo ntbtytuhpdgbungi sh ktbdhtrhdg shkgntpui napju, uutx eungi tuh; zungrmuo egyxehk rthti tcgr egbgibhay bumi tryhdg steyuhrho'ekhbhex tsgr aphygkgr )uuginwvty bhay ehhi crhrv( uuhhk shvgky sgeubd uutx sh zungrshdgptnhkhgx ptrntdi thz ctzhry thibhu htre xhyh/

"tpyntk nuzi ptnhkhgxtrhhbptri thi ayty ptrtunuuhfyhdg ztfi' uuhhk stvh zgbgizhh bhay dgsgey'" ztdy etnhyg

ptrzhmgr rti vhhty/ "tui tuhc zhhdhhgi st thi aphytk' ti sgeubd'ptky gx tuh; sh pkhhmgx pui shetubyh/"

sh etubyh cttnyg ztdi tzrgzukytyi zgbgi bhay dtrtbyhry'tcgr zhh yugi uutx nwegi/

vhhty' muztngi nhy xyghyxgbtytr szati ctbtyage tuitxgnckhpruh thhkhi dtbygr' uugkiahei crhuugi ptr tkg thbaurgbx tui"vgky nghbygbgbx phrngx" thibhu htre tz zhh ztki ht sgeiaytyhag thhbuutuhbgr uutx bumizungr sh steyuhrho tui ekhbhex puitpxyghy rthti/

xtkhuugi cttnyg trchhyi tuh; vgkythbaurgbx sgeubd ptr zungr napju,

t ktbd gruutrygyg dgzg. uutxcrhhygry tuhx sh mhuuhkg rgfyi puibhu htregr chrdgr nhy shxgchkhyhxthz dguutri tubydgarhci surldtuugrbtr xphmgr' dgmhky mu ntfidrhbdgr sh muyrhy pui gpgbykhfgdgchhsgx' yrtbxptrytmhg tuiptrztnkubd pkgmgr ptr ngbyainhy dgzubyvhhy auutfehhyi tuiphzhag ctdrgbhmubdgi/

tkg dgchhsgx' prhuuhkhdhgx' tuitetntstmhgx uutx uugri dgdgcimuo gpgbykhfi dgzgkatpy )zhhzgbgi "ptr sh puckhe"(' nuzi uugrimudgaygky muo cteuugnkhfehhypui ngbyai nhy uuhkyaghrx

tuiqtsgr tbsgrg ctdrgbhmubdgi –ztdy sgr bhhgr dgzg. – xhhsi tztyuha uugy yuhai sgo pubstngby puihgbgo pkt.' prhuuhkhdhg tsgrtetntstmhg/

pui kgdtki aytbspubey' vtcingbyai nhy shxgchkhyhx dgstrpycrgbdgi ektdgx thi pgsgrtkidgrhfy' nhy yhhgrg tsuutetyi'egdi t nubhmhptkhygy tsgr puckheegrpgratpy uutx vty bhaymudgaygky sh buhyhdgcteuugnkhfehhyi uuh ptr tkgngbyai' tcgr sgr bhhgr dgzg.ntfy txtl drhbdgr mu ektdi thidgrhfy/ sgr dgzg. ktzy tuhl

ngbyai crgbdgi etnpkghbyx mu bhuhtre xyghy "xhuuhk rhhyx"sgptryngby' t kgdtkg etrhstr'tunzhxy btl sgrmu' uutx thz bhaydguugi mudgaygky chz vhhby/

vhk; tui vgky eghrtrdtbhztmhgx pui cgxgrieuutkhygy vtci auhi ktbd shcteuugnkhfehhy pui etbxungrx tkxt vuhpy prhtrhygy/ chh vnxphe'mc"a' zgbgi tkg drup-vhhngi' sghvgc mgbygri tui tdgbyur tphxgxmudgaygky nhy t "rgnp" tuitbsgrg xtry tetntstmhgx ptrngbyai nhy ctdrgbhmubdgi/ tuhcngi str; truhpdhhi t ayte' tphkubtr thhbx' thz st ti gkguughytr)ntbxh tphx( tsgr t "khpy" tuh; shyrgp )erh, hutk tphx(/

dtuugrbtr xphmgr thz dguutriaytre dgkuhcy ptr tubygrarhhcisgo dgzg.' uutx aygky bhu htrexyghy tkx thhbx pui sh ngrxygptrdgarhygbg xyghyx thitngrheg uugi gx euny mu vgkpi'cteuugo tui nhy t rhfyhdi mudtbd'ngbyai uutx vtci t auutfi dgzubymuaytbs thi xhh uugkfi dgchy/

sgr dgzg. uugy tphmhgktrhhbdhhi thi ertpy sgo eungbshdihtbutr 1' mu dgci mhhy ptr shctyrgpbsg mu ntfi sh yuhai uutxsgr dgzg. ptrktbdy/

bhhg rgfyi ptr ngbyai nhy wshxgchkhyhxwthi bhu htre tubygrdgarhci surl xphmgr

nuxygr: vnxphe dgchhsgx tui vhhngi cteuugo ptr uuhkyaghr muyrhy

mhbhegr ztdi tz stx nhhby ngirhfyhd "antkmhdg pha dgdgxi tuipui ayty' fwnhhi pui etury'truhxdguutrpi/"

tui gx thz dtrbhay ehhi uuh.'btfsgo uutx t bhhg dgzg. puiaytyhai vgky sgptryngby' tzrgxyurtbyi ztki khhdi pubeykhfgetkgrhg thbptrntmhg tuh; tkgptrmhgx pui zhhgr ngbhu' thzdgpkuhdi pui pgsgrtki dgrhfytuhpwi kgdtki ctzhx tz gx ektpybhay nhy pgsgrtkg "buyrhatithbptrntmhg" dgzgmi uutxgezhxyhri auhi/

tzuh ktbd murhe uuh sgmgncgrvty nghtr nhhe ckuncgrdaytkmhry nhywi dgzg.' uutx vtydgstrpy trhhbdhhi thi ertpy sgo

teytcgr' ztdbshd tz stx uugyvgkpi ngbyai gxi dgzubygr/

t ptrthhi pui rgxyurtbyi vtcitcgr grptkdrhhl cktehry sgodgzg. thhbntk btfwi tbsgri' surlkgdtkg ntbguurgx thi ptrahsgbgdgchyi/ tbvuhc zungr vty sgrptrthhi dgektdy sgo dgzg. thipgsgrtki dgrhfy' ztdbshd tz shayty egi zhl bhay trhhbnhai stryuutu pgsgrtkg rgduktmhgx bgngiauhi t aygkubd/

kgdtkg gexpgryi ztdi tcgr tzsh anjv thz btl prhmhhyhd' uuhhk shaytyhag vgky sgpy/ uugy zhfgryrgpi t uugd uuhtzuh thhbmuphri shbhhg rgduktmhg ti sgo uutxpgsgrtkg dgzgmi ztkithbygruugbhri sgrnhy/

dgzg. mu khhdi dgbuhg "etkgrh"thbptrntmhg tuh; gxi ptrmhgx

uugry truhxdguutrpi pui dgrhfy

15 vnxphe dtzgy| ,arh ,ax"j

sgr "yrtck nghegr" tcgr dtrctrhnygr vtr. xpgmhtkhxy sr/xyhuu bhxgi pui "ekhuuktbs ekhbhe"vty dgyrtpi t prhag prtckgo: shngdkhfehhy pui vtryg tsgri surlbgngi "rhytkhi" tui tbsgrg srtdxthi sh etygdtrhg/

sr/ bhxgi ztdy bhay tz sh "gh/sh/ sh/" tui "gh/ sh/ ghya/ sh/"ngshmhbgi zgbgi yteg agskhl'tcgr gr crgbdy tuh; vtrcgprtdgx thi sgo dgchy/ sh "g;/ sh/gh/" vty' thi rgtemhg'tubygrdgbungi t prhag ayushg mueuei tuh; t vtkc nhkhti ehbsgr tuigruutexgbg uutx vtci dgbungirhytkhi' etbxgryt tsgr gsgrtkzhby 9 htr murhe chz vhh-htr/

chz vhhby thz btl bhay dguugitzt druhxg tui drubykhfg ayushgtuh; sh zhhyhdg uuhreubd pui sh tbyh-

xyhnuktby ngshmhbgi/ sh ayushguugy uugri tbdgphry surlpgsgrtkg vgky tdgbyuri muztnginhy prhuutyg bti-prtphy ptraubddrupgx/

sr/ xyhuu bhxgi' uugngbwxtrchhyx pkt. vty zhl gruutrcidruhx prtnhbgb. tkx thhbx pui shcgxyg vtr. aphygkgr thi shuugky' thz dguugi sgr uutx vtygray dgphbgi sh thmy-auhi-ctetbyg vtr. rhzhegx pubgo"uuhhtex" hxurho srtd/ gr ztdy tuhltz sh ctetbyg shhgchyhx srtd"tuutbsht" thz rhzhetkha muo vtr.'tcgr "dtzgy" shhgchyhx arhhcgrtui drhbsgr tui tbphrgr pui "rghon,ueho" ptr shhgchyhx' vrc mc"hvhra nhhzkha akhy"t' vty dgarhcithhbhdg jsaho murhe t rgtemhg muo"tuutbsht" ptbhe' ztdbshd tz sh

vgfgrg mtk vtr. prtckgngi uutxsr/ bhxgi vty dgphbgi chh"tuutbsht" ctbumgr thz uutrahhbkhldgeungi pui zhhgr///tunetbyrtkhryg shhgchyhx/

bhxgi vty txtl erhyhehrgr'tcgr nwbgny zhhgr grbxy zhhi uutryzhby "uuhhtex" thz yteg agskhlmuo vtr. tui gr vty tuhpdgrusgrysh uugky sgruugdi' tui tuhl uuhhk grthz t vuhpy steytr chh thhbx pui shuugkywx drgxyg vtr. mgbygri/ puiptkhyhag euugkgr thi shsgntertyhag ptryhh' dkhhfmhhyhd'vgry ngi tz sr/ bhxgi uuhk zhhgraytre uugri "g;/ sh/ gh/"etnhatbgr tuhc t sgntertydguuhby sh prgzhsgby uutki thi 80w'sgrhcgr ntfy gr tzuhphk"dgrusgr" uugdi ngshmhbgi tui zhhgrzhfgrvhhy tsgr tunzhfgrvhhy/

murhe mu "gh/ sh/ sh/"' ztdy sr/bhxgi tz dtbmg %01 pui sh uutxbgngi sh xtry tbyh-xyhnuktbysrtdx zgbgi ngbyai thi gkygr pui55 htr tui vgfgr' t dtr vuhfgrmhpgr uutx thz txtl ngr uuh gx thztbdgbungi chh ngbyai/

vtryg tsgri egbgi crgbdgi

vtr. prtckgngi tui xyrtuex' tuistx thz sgr mhk pui sh thmyhdgayushg' tcgr yrt. sh druhxgtuhpngreztnehhy uutx sh ayushgcteuny' thz btl chz vhhby bhayptrvti ehhi thhbmhdg ayushg uutxztdy ektr tz sh ektx ngshmhbgicrgbdgi grbxyg prtckgngi/

"yrtck nghegr" prgdy uugdi ngdkhfgtsgri rhzheg pui "gh/ sh/ sh/" srtdx

sh "g;/ sh/ gh/" vty tbvuhczungr dgdgci t "abgkg tui h,uoxytyux" ptr t srtd "etrktex"'uutx uugry ayushry tkx graygtphmhgkg yrhyngby egdi sh zhhgrzgkygbg "euahbd xhbsrtuo")EMORDNYS SGNIHSUC(' uugisgr egrpgr prtsumhry muphk pubgo"etryhxtk" vtrnti tui stxcrgbdy t dtbmg xgrhg agskhfgetbxeuugbmi tuhpwi ngbya/

gbkhfg xhnpytngi ptxhri uugi

nwbgny muphk "etryhzti" thi srtdxtsgr thhbaprhmi' tcgr tz nwvgrytuh; dhhgi sh xhnpytngi tuuge' tuithi ptki uugi nwbgny gx tuhpwiktbdi ygrnhi uuhhxi steyuhrhouuhtzuh mu ayhhi tuh; sgr uutl/

t srhz thi egrpgr' etbyrtkhrypui nuj' prtsumhry "etryhxtk"thi t btrntkg ntx kuhywi dgcruhlpubgo ngbya )dguugbkhl chh terhzhx' xyrgx' egdi thbpgemhgxts"d(' tcgr chh "euahbdx" euny

muphk pui sgo vtrnti' tui nwegi gxzhhgr auugr ctvtbskgi/

tkzt' sh ekhhbg ptrntxuyhekphrng "etrxgpy ygrtphushex"vty grphbsi t bhhg srtd nhywibtngi "etrktex"' uutx vty' thithhi ekhbhag ayushg' ctuuhzi muvgkpi egdi sgo zgkygbgoprtckgo/ sgo zungr vty sh "g;/sh/ gh/" tdgbyur' uuh dgztdy'dgatbei sh "abgkg" tui "h,uo"xytyuxi ptr sgo srtd' uuhctks gx

thz dgmhky egdi t ertbevhhy uutx1( yrgpy zhl zhhgr zgkyi' tui 2(vty bhay ehhi tbsgrg yrhyngbyx/

thmy' sgo xgpygncgr' vty shtdgbyur dgntksi tz sh phrngwx"bhhg srtd tpkhetmhg" thz auhitbdgeungi' tui uugry ctvtbskyzhhgr abgk/ tbsgra uuh dguugbkhl'vty sh tdgbyur tbdgbungi t srtdtpkhetmhg uutx thz ctzhry btr tuh;thhi thhbmkbg ekhbhag ayushg/

tcgr/// ntfbshd tchxk ngr"vhho trchhy" tuh; "etrktex"'uugry tbysgey t zgkygbg chks/

sgr srtd thz dtrbhay ehhi bhhgztl' gx thz ctzhry chtktdha tuh;"nhhpprhxytui" )ENOTSIRPEFIM('uutx thz sgr ygfbhagr ctzhx pui tngshmhi uutx steyuhrho bumi ruyhihgsi thhbmhdi ytd/ bu' tuhc tzuh' uutx

thz sgr "jhsua" pui sgo"etrktex" ngshmhi? tui uutx uuhksh etnptbh' tsgr sh "g;/ sh/ gh/"tdgbyur? gbypgrx sgruh; zgbgi btlbhay sgrdrhhfy dguutri chzwi dhhimuo srue/

tchxk ngr vhho-trchhy vty'dkhhfmhhyhd' dgntfy ektr tz sgrzgkcgr ngshmhi uugry auhi htriayushry tkx ctvtbskubd egdigrbxyg sgprgxhg' egdi thcgruutd'chhsg nhy auutfg rgzukytyi' tuituhl egdi/// euahbdx xhbsrtuo/

steyuhrho' uuh ctetby' egbgibumi )tcgr bhay tsuugryhhzi( hgsgctaygyhdyg ngshmhi egdi xhhuugkfg muuge zhh vtkyi ptr ptxhd'bhay ehhi jhkue tuhc sh "g;/ sh/ gh/"vty gx ctaygyhdy ptr sgo muugetsgr bhay/

"tnchti" thz sh uugkywx cgxygakt; ngshmhi' nhy chkhtbgistktri thi hgrkhfg xghkx' tcgr gxvty muuhh druhxg prtckgngi/ 1( gxegi vtci bgdtyhuug tpgeyi' uuhnhsehhy thbnhyi ytd tsgr "btfy-aptmhri" )bhhy uutkehbd(' tui 2( sgr"ptygby" sgrpui thz tpdgktpi thtr murhe tui nwegi gx euhpi phkchkhdgr thi zagbgrhe ptrnty/

sh druhxg ptrntxuyhek phrngx'zgbgi thi druhxi dghgd mu yrgpi sh

bgexyg duyg akt; srtd/ sh phrng"geygkhti" pui auuhh. vtysgruuhhk dguuhbgi sgo dghgd nhy tbhhg srtd uutx vhhxy "geygkhtui"/

dguugbkhfg akt; ngshmhbgi'uutx hgrkhfg xghkx sgrpui vtkyiauhi chh 4$ chkhti' trchhyi surlvhhci sh ntx pui t nuj tdgby uutxntfy nhs/ sh bhhg srtd' uutx vtkychh nhygkg-ptzg ekhbhag ayushgx'trchhy surl rgsumhri t fgnhetkuutx vtky sgo ngbya uutfzto/

bhhg akt; ngshmhi uugey tuh;steyuhrho tui "uutk xyrhy"

- ngshmhi atpg -

"prtuerhy" thz ctetby tkx tsrtd egdi "gbhnhg" chh ptmhgbyituh; ehntu ygrtph' tcgr thrthhdgbyungr' "szatbxti wiszatbxti" vty trhhbdgkhhdy txtlpktd' tui ekhbhag ygxyi' mu bumisgo ngshmhi egdi "gbhnhg" chhtbsgrg xtry ptmhgbyi' uuh ngbyainhy grbxyg yrtunt' tsgr thierhyhai muaytbs pui xhh uugkfgprtckgo/

"bguugr nhhbs"/// ztdy shetnptbh/ sh ygxyi vtci dguuhzi tz"prtuerhy" thz bhay ehhi vhk; chh"gbhnhg" pui tbsgrg xtryi tuhxgrchh ehntu ptmhgbyi/

*muo muuhhyi ntk uugry

pgxydgaygky tz rgsumhri sh"vtuntxhxyhi" aytpk thi ngbyavty bhay ehhi ptzhyhuug rgzukytytuh; sh rhzheg pui vtr. ertbevhhy'yrtmsgo uutx ayushgx vtcidguuhzi tz t vuhfg ntx pui sgonhbgrtk vgfgry srtntyha tngbyawx vtr. rhzheg/

thi tbsgrg uugrygr: muphk thzagskhl' tcgr trtpakgpi shbungri akgpy bhay trtp sh

agskhfehhy/ nwegi rgsumhri sh"vtntuxhxyhi" aytpk nhy "ptkhegxhs" tui "uuhytnhi ch/" uuhytnhbgi'tcgr' uuh dgztdy' yuy gx bhay tuh;/

*"prgexhza"' t bhhg pghi-ehkgr

ngshmhi pui "btuugryhx" thzdgdtbdgi aktpi' uuhctks tkgtbshhyubdgi vtci dguuhzi tz sh "g;/sh/ gh/" uugy gx bhay ctaygyhdi'mukhc ngdkhfg vuhfg rhzhegx ptrvtr. prtckgngi/ sh etnptbh vtydgvtpy gx uugy uugri t cgxy-dhhgbsg srtd nhy thcgr 1$ chkhtithi hgrkhfg xghkx/

sgr srtd thz ctaygyhdy muoctbu. thi thhrtpg/ rgdhrubdcttnyg thi tuxyrtkhg' uutu xwthzdguugi ctaygyhdy' vtci gxtrtpdgbungi pui ntregy tbvuhczungr/

*"bgch chhtptrntxuyhekx"' t

ekhhbg tcgr tdrgxhuug ptrnt-xuyhek phrng thi pktrhst' vtyptreuhpy thr ngshmhbhag prtyghishuuhzhg ptr "chtygxy" puishhyaktbs ptr 581$ nhkhti/ shctuet rtyti phrngwx "pgbh xyte"

thz truh; 32% btl sh bhhgx/"bgch" uugy zhl trhcgrmhgi ehhi

ctkyhntr' uutu sh etnptbh vty tdruhxg pkgby pui gykhfg uutexhietbshstyi egdi bhetyhi )mhdtrgyi(tui xyrgp thbpgemhgx/

)prhhsy thhl btl bhay: gx thzt ruhg ztl uutx uugy suhgri btlktbdg htri mu bumi(/

*sh txyhtupgrtuxhx srtd

"rhekgxy" egi zhhgr aytrergsumhri prhag vhp-chhi prtc-kgngi btfsgo uutx nwvty auhithhbntk dgvty t mucrtfgbg vhpchhi' bhay ehhi jhkue mh sgrthbmhsgby thz dgeungi pui auutfgchhbgr tsgr pui trtpptki/

hgsi htr ptxhri thi tngrhegtruo 000'003 vhp-chhi crufi' ztdixytyhxyhex' tui thhbntk sgr chhivty zhl mucrtfi' thz sh rhzheg druhxptr btl tzt thbmhsgby/"btuutryhx"' uutx ptcrhmhry sgongshmhi' vty trhhbdgdgci titpkhetmhg chh sh "g;/ sh/ gh/" muuugri ctaygyhdy mu bumi sgo srtdtphmhgk tkx muuhhyg-ptzg chhicrtl ptrnhhsubd/

bhhgx pui ngshmhi' ngshmhi' ngshmhi tui ngshmhi

srtd ayushry egdi zgkygbg "euahbd xhbsrtuo" nhy t ckhe tuh; sh thbsuxyrhg

sh ptrntxuyhek phrng "khkh"vty dguuhbgi t ktbdhtrhdg aphknhy sh "g;/ sh/ gh/" tdgbyur tuictaygyhdy dguutri mu ktzitphmhgk tbtbxhri sgo txyhtu-pgrtuxhx srtd "guuhxyt" tkx tngshmhi uutx egi ptrnhhsi pruhgiegbxgr chh yhhk ptmhgbyi/ shgrayg ayushg pui sgo srtdwxcgbgphyi thz ctrhfygy dguutri thi"dtzgy" bun/ 41' yc, ,ax"v/

sgr dguuhbx euny tcgr nhy tayhegkg etnprtnhx ptr shtdgbyur' tz gx nuz eungi ctdkhhynhy t "auutrmg egxyk" uutrgbubdtz chh yhhk pruhgi egi sgr ngshmhicrgbdgi t rhzheg pui ckuy ektyxtui xyrtuex/

"guuhxyt" uugry vhhby dgbumy

egdi txyhtupgrtuxhx' t chhiauutfehhy prtckgo uutx yrgpy tingbyai vgfgr sh nhygkg htri' ngrchh pruhgi uuh ngbgr' tui gx uugrytuhl dgbumy ptr pruhgi nhy t vuhfgrhzheg ptr t dguuhxg' ngr grbxyg'xtry egbxgr/ sh thhbmhdxyg srtduutx uugry auhi chz vhhby dgbumy mu"ptrnhhsi" pruhgi egbxgr thzygntexhpgi' t ngshmhi thi t"szagbgrhe" uugrxhg/

ti tbsgrg ektx pui ngshmhbgi'trhhbdgrgfby tzgkfg ctetbygsrtdx uuh grhnhsgex' phntrt tuigrtungxhi' uugry tuhl ayushrytkx ngdkhfg etbshstyi mu ptr-nhhsi pruhgi egbxgr' tcgr sgruuhhkthz ehhi thhbx sgrpui bhay tphmhgkctaygyhdy sgrptr/

muuhh t vtkc htr apgygr:

"txyhtupgrtuxhx" srtd "guuhxyt" ctaygyhdymu ptrnhhsi egbxgr thi yhhk pruhgi ptmhgbyi

16vnxphe dtzgy| ,arh ,ax"j

grs' ht' pauyg ruhg tui btyur-khfg grs' tbyvtky t "prhhbykhfgcteygrhg" uutx egi ntfi t ngbyaaphri prhhkhl' ztdi bhhg ayushgx'tui zhl tuhxaygki mu sh cteygrhgvgkpy egdi sgprgxhg/

sh ayushgx mhhdi tuhl tz shzgkcg cteygrhgx egbgi aytreisgo thnhui xhxygo thi ngbya/

tmhbs ckhhcy btr mu uutryi tuhcdruhxg ptrntxuyhek phrngx uugkizhl khhdi thi srwgrs mu ntfi bhhgsrtdx pui sgo xtry/ uutrahhbkhlbhay' uuhhk grs thz ptygby-prhh/

auhi phr htr murhe vty sh "g;/sh/ gh/" ctaygyhdy t bhhg ektxngshmhbgi egdi "tksxvhhngrx"nuj ertbevhhy/ thmy ztdi ptragrthi t ctrhnyg sgbuugr aphytk tzsgr zgkcgr ektx srtd egi vgfgrish nuj pubemhgx uutx uugri auutlchh ngbyai nhywi "stui xhbsrtuo"prtckgo/

sgr "ngngbyhi" ektx bgnytrhhi tzgkfg ctetbyg crgbs-bghosrtdx uuh gexurt' getyhbtk' btn-gbst' tui gchexg' tkg ctzhrytuhpwi zgkci chtktdhai prhbmhp muctvtbski nhks chz nhygkg-ptzgtksxvhhngrx/

ptragr chho tubhuugrxhyh tuu

etktrtst aphytk thi sgbuugrvtci surfdgphry ktbdg ayushgxtuh; nhhzkgl nhy "stui xhbsrtuo" -zhh vtci dgntxyi sgo zfrui pui shnhhzkgl egdi dgzubyg nhhzkgl' tuibtfsgo zhh dgdgci muuhh stzgx puisgo ngshmhi mu zgvi xhh uugkfgtpgey/

tui sgr tpgey thz dgeungi' thidruhxi/ sgr zfrui pui sh nhhzkgl thzsrtntyha cgxgr dguutri/

sgr vuhpy ptragr pui sh bhhgayushg thz sr/ tkcgryt etuxyt'uugkfgr thz tkhhbx t ytyg puit 21whgrhd nhhsk nhy "stuixhbsrtuo"' tui sh duyg rgzukytyi -ftya gx uugy btl suhgri ktbdg

htri nwztk stx bumi ptr ngbyai -vty tho zhhgr aytre sgrprhhsy/

"btfwi trchhyi 11 htr thbgopgks pui stui xhbsrtuo' aphr thl tdkhe mu zhhi thi sh ptzhmhg pui egbgibumi rgzukytyi pui uuhxbatpykhfgayushgx mu pruchri tui vgkpiptrcgxgri stx kgci pui ngbyaiuutx vtci sgo zgkci prtckgo uuhnhhi ytfygr'"ztdy gr/

sh etxyi pui sh ayushg thzdgsgey dguutri surl sh tubhuugr-xhyh' vgky drupgx' prhuutyg phkt-byrtpi tui sh pgsgrtkg "bgatbgkthbxyhyuy tuu vgky" tdgbyur uutxvty sh kgmyg htri tuhxdgcrhhygryptbsx ptr sh xtry ayushgx/

ptragr chh "ngedhk tubhuugr-xhyh" thi ntbyrgtk' muztngi nhygexpgryi pui etbtsgr thbxyhyuytuu vgky' vtci dgphbgi t fgnhetkuutx trchhy tuh; ngbyk vgkyauutfehhyi surl gbkhfg ntbguurgxuuh "gx/ gx/ tr/ thh/" ngshmhbgi –tcgr zhci ntk tzuh abgk/

sh rgzukytyi pui IRSS srtdxeungi bhay tzuh abgk' tui suhgridguugbkhl ktbdg uutfi tui jsaho/tcgr sgr bhhgr tdgby' nhywi btngi"ghya/ yh/ 4 xgrtytbhi tdtbhxy"'crgbdy srtntyhag rgzukytyi chzsrhh ytd btfwi tbvuhci t stzg/

thhi druhxgr prtckgo vty shtbysgeubd' tz sh rgzukytyi zgbgidgphbgi dguutri btr chh nuhzkgl tuirtyi' cag, ngbyk vgky ygxyituh; sh jhwkgl zgbgi bhay tzuhteurty/ ekhbhag ygxyi tuh;ngbyai thz btl htri tuuge' tui shptragr zgbgi nusv tz sgr tdgbyuugy ngdkhl cfkk bhay tbyuuhekyuugri tkx ngbyk vgky srtd/

ngshmhbha dgrgsy' zgbgi "gx/gx/ tr/ thh/" srtdx zhhgr ptpukgregdi sgprgxhg' gbezhhgyh' tui btlptrahsgbg ngbyk vgky auutf-ehhyi/ muuhai sh crgbs bgho srtdxthi sh etygdtrhg zgbgi' prtuzge'xgkgext' kgexgprtu' kutuutex'pgexhk' ztktpy tui btl/

sh stzhdg ngshmhbgi trchhyinhy t fgnhetk thi nuj uutx vhhxy"xgrtytbhi"/ uugi ngbyk vgky thzdgzuby tui aytre' pkhxy sgrfgnhetk zhhgr xytchk muuhai shmgki pui nuj )gx thz thhbx puigykhfg xtry "bhurt-yrtbxnhygr"fgnhetki(' tui sgntky aphry sgrngbya t surfabhykhfg ruthdgtyntxpgrg/ tcgr chh gbezhhgyh'ts"d' uugry sgr fgnhetk mu abgktuhpdgftpy surl tbsgrg mgki' tuigx vty bhay ehhi mhhy tuhxmuphrithr pubemhg cag, gx pkhxy muuhaish mgki' nnhkt aphry sgr ngbyatunruthd' sgrartei' ptrptbhey'

bgruugz' tt"uu/ "ztktpy" tuitbsgrg gbkhfg ngshmhbgi trchhyisurl cktehri sh tbsgrg mgki puiabgk tuhpftpi sh xgrgytbhi )wrh-tpyghe thbvhchytrw(' tui sgrprtckgo uugry dgkgzy/ ]sgrxhxygo thz txtl ngr etnpkhmhry'tcgr ptr t bhhgx tryhek thz stxdgbud grekgry/[

pteyha' tcgr' suhgry t ktbdgmhhy chz sh srtdx vtci rgzukytyi'uuhhk sgr fgnhetkgr xhxygo thinuj ktzy zhl bhay tzuh abgk///uuhtzuh ztdy ngi stx? sh fgnhetkiuuhki ctegnpi sh "prgnsg tdgbyi"tui zhl vtkyi chh zhhgrx' tcgr zhhgrnkjnv uugry tpdgauutfy btltptr uutfi tui sgntky vhhcy ngiti mu zgvi sh rgzukytyi/

tmhbs eungi sh etbtsgrptragr nhy ti tuhpyu tz tbaytycktehri sh mu-abgkg tuhpftpubdpui xgrtytbhi surl tbsgrg nujmgki' trchhy zhhgr tdgby surl'pauy' vgfgri sh ntx tui ertpy puixgrtytbhi tz tphku uugi zhh uugri muabgk mgftpy thz btl tk. st dgbudsgrpui mu vtkyi sgo ngbyawxgntmhtbtkg tui dhhxyhdg muaytbsbtrntk tui xytchk/

thi sh ayushgx sgruh; zgy ngituhl uuhhbhdgr zhhyhdg bgdtyhuugxhnpytngi uuh chh "gx/ gx/ tr/thh/" srtdx' uutx yhhk pui sh stzhdgxhnpytngi' uuh ctetby' egbgi zhhiauugr phzha tui dhhxyha/ tuhl egisgr tdgby vgkpi sgo nuj nhykgrbgi' rgfgbgi tui dgsgbei/

nhy t duyg ztl eungi tcgrbhay tzgkfg duyg ztfi/ sh bhhgtdgby vty ti tpru; tuhpwi vtr.tui ptrshhtubd xhxygo' tbsgra uuhsh sgrntbyg srtdx/ ftya nwuuhhxybtl bhay uuh uuhhy stx dhhy' zgbgistx muuhh grygr uutx nwzufy bhaymu ktzi ngbyk vgky ngshmhbgiptrcktbszagi chz tvhi' nnhkt thzngi muprhsi pui thmyhdg ngshmhbgiuutx vtci bhay sh rhzhegx/

etbtsgr ptragr yrgpi tbyh-sgprgxgby tdgby uutx trchhy

tzuh abgk uuh thi ckuhz 3 ygd

muuhai thrte ptkhyhe tui 80wuutk phcgr jkunu,' vtci zhl tkgxgbtytri thi uutahbdyti ptrthh-bhdy thi t zgkygbg tjsu, muctaygyhdi t "ngbyk pgrhyh" chkuutx ztdy tz tkg drup-vgkythbaurgbx ptkhxhx uutx ptkitubygr pgsgrtkg hurhxshemhg tuivtci gpgx sgeubd ptr ngbykvgky' nuz sh sgeubd zhhi pubeykhltuhpwi zgkci aytpk uuh sh vgkythbaurgbx sgeubd ptr dguugbkhfg"phzhag" dgzubyvhhy dgcruhfi/

sh thhbayhnhdg ayhmg tuh; sgochk thz t vhxytrhag sgrdrhhfubdthbgo dgchy pui "ngbyk vgky"'uutx ptrkhry mgchxkgl sh "muuhhygektx"xytyux egdi ngr temgp-yhryg phzhag prtckgngi' thi tmhhy uutx ngr tui ngr ngbyaiuugri dgvtkpi nhy ngbyk vgkyauutfehhyi nhy duyg rgzukytyi/

dguuhxg yhhki pubgo chk zgbgiauhi ctaygyhdy dguutri gykhfghtr murhe' tuh; t ekhhbgo ptrbgo'tui hgsi ntk btr tuh; thhi htr' tzetbdrgx ztk gx btftntk strpituhpbgngi tui sgctyhri tui tparctaygyhdi/ sgr thmyhdgr chk thzdgarhci tkx t pgrntbgbyg dgzg.uutx thz dhkyhd thi dtb. tngrheg'ptr ngbyai nhy sh tuhcbsgrntbygxtry drup-vgky ptkhxhx/

gx uugry dgatmy tz uuhhbhdxybx031 nhkhti ngbyai uugki dgbhxi puisgo chk/

tmhbs str; sgr chk dhhi muoetbdrgx' uutu fngy 003 pui sh 534etbdrgx nhydkhsgr vtci auhi chz

thmy sgrekgry zhhgr ayhmg' tuigx uugry gruutrygy zhhgr t ekhhbg'tuhc cfkk bhay ehhi' tptzhmhg/

dgvhkpi pui etbdrgx xphegrbgbxh pgktuxh vtci dgktzy uuhxi tzthbnhyi teytcgr uugy auhi ngdkhlptreungi sgo chkwx tpayhnubd thietbdrgx' tcgr t styuo thz btlbhay ctayhny/ thi xgbty thz sgrchk dgphry dguutri surl xgbtytrinhhe gbzh tui ygs egbgsh' sh muuhhvgky etnhyg tbphrgr/ thi etbdrgxuugry sgr chk dgphry surl ygswxzui' etbdrgxnti pgy egbgsh'uugkfgr vty ktbdg htri dgkhyituh; auugrg sgprgxhg/

btfwi surfdhhi thi etbdrgx' uugysgr chk strpi dguuhbgi sgo tubygr-arhpy pui prgzhsgby cua/ uuhhxgvuhz dgvhkpi vtci btl bhay dgztdyuutx cua pktby mu yti' tcgr gruugy gx dtb. zhfgr tubygrarhhci'uuhhk sgr uuhh-dgarhh thi sgo dgchythz mu vhkfhd tz sgr prgzhsgby ztkgx egbgi thdbtrhri/ xhh uuh thz bhaygruutrygy tz cua ztk muktzi tuugyt sgregdi mu uugri drhbd tuiabgk thcgrdgsrhhy thi xgbty tuietbdrgx - nhy dgbud tui btl ayhngithi chhsg vhhzgr/

*sgr "ngbyk pgrhyh"chk uutx

sgr xgbty vty ctaygyhdy nhytzt rhzhdg ngrvhhy thz uutrahhbkhldgeungi thi druhxi yhhk tstbe sh"ntngbyuo"pui "yhntyhwx ktu"uutx bhu htre vty surfdgphry t htrmurhe tui dtuugrbtr ptyteh vtygx tubygrdgarhci thi zhhbg kgmyg

ygd thi tphx/ygfbha' tcgr' thz sgr pgsg-

rtkgr chk zhhgr uuhhy pui bhu htregrdgzg.' uutx muuhbdy ht tkg vgkythbaurgbx etnptbhx mu sgei ngbykvgky tuhxdtci tuh; zhhgr t druhxiptrbgo/ kuhy ctrhfyi' thz bhaytehhi auo xyghy thi tngrheg nhyngr prtu-ngbyk vgky sgeubd uuhbhu htre/

]dkhhfmhhyhd vty sh xyghykgdhxktyur thi tkctbh "ptrrtfyi"sgo "yhntyhwx ktu"dgzg. sgozungr' tz tuhl "vgky pktx"vgkythbaurgbx prtdrtngi ztki zhl nuzimuaygki sgrmu/[

sgr pgsgrtkgr chk' tkzt'vhhxy yteg bhay sh thbaurgbxphrngx mu nuzi sgei ngbyk vgky'btr ztdi tz tuhc t ptkhxh sgeyngbyk vgky nuz gx zhhi tuhpwi zgkciaytpk uuh phzhag sgeubd/

tcgr uutxptrt aytregr yrhyptrtuhx stx thz ptry thbgo pgkspui ngbyk vgky prtckgngi tuizhhgrg ctvtbskubdgi' ztdi gex-pgryi thhbayhnhd/

*ngbyk vgky xpgmhtkhxyi tui

tsuutetyi ztdi tz guugbyugk uugyngi sgrdrhhfi sgo vuhpy mhk' tz thidtb. tngrheg ztki vgky thbaurgbxetnptbhx nuzi sgei ngbyk vgkyctvtbskubdgi thi zhhgrg ptkhxhx'ti ehhi auo eubmi' pubey uuh shphzhag dgzubyvhhy dgcruhfi uugridgsgey surl vgky thbaurgbx/

nhywi tpayhnubd thi xgbtyvtky ngi auhi t yrhy bgbygr/

"ngbyk vgky pgrhyh"chk' uutx ptrktbdy bhay shrgey ehhi ngbyk vgky sgeubd' btr tuhc xwthzht st ztk gx zhhi pubeykhl tuhpwi aytpk pui phzhag dgzubyvhhy sgeubd' dhhy thmy muo etbdrgxnhy fngy 003 ayhmgrx - pgsgrtkg chk thz uuhhygr uugd pui "yhntyhwx ktu" thi bhu htre' uutxmuuhbdy ht ngbyk vgky sgeubd' tcgr stl t aytreg yrhy tuhpwi uugd mu puketng ngbyk sgeubd

///akt khhta fkk:

xgbty chk vhhxy vgky phrngx vtkyi "ngbykvgky" sgeubd tuhpwi aytpk uuh phzhag dgzuby

ptpukgrgr srtd egdi "tksxvhhngrx"egiptrcgxgri nuj pubemhgx chh "stui xhbsrtuo"

ayushg:

cteygrhg thi grs egi ntfi/// prhhkhl

- nuj tui ngbyk -

17 vnxphe dtzgy| ,arh ,ax"j

18vnxphe dtzgy| ,arh ,ax"j

"dkhhxhnhe ktus"

btfwi uutrpi sh ctncg uugdi "dtbmg uuhh." )vtuk uuhy(

cruhy uutx vty muayurgny ngrgrg khhbgrx nuzi nhrstx tuhpruhngi tui nxsr zhhi tchxk/ nhr uugki pubeykhltuhxanugxi uutx vty ht cgbgphyi tui uutx bhay' tcgrnhr nuzi sgruuhhk tchxk tuugedhhi pui sh "dkhhxhnhethbsgex" ygng' tui arhhci uugdi t bhhgrg uugd uutx thzngr tuhxdgvtkyi uuh sh tkyg dkhhxhnhe thbsgex - uutx

nhr vtci auhi tchxgkg ctrhry thi prhgrshdi tryhek/

ctn, thz btl st zhhgr phk mu arhhci uugdi sgo d"t/

thl vtc thi nhhi chckhtyge t muuhh mgbskhd chfgr uugdisgo' tui nhr uugki cgz"v ceruc murhe eungi sgrmu' tuituhxanugxi tui ptrgbypgri btl txtl atku, sgruugdi'tcgr tzuh uuh sgr d"t nvkl thz bhay thbdtbmi rhfyhd'tui sh ptrptxgr sgrpui zgbgi tkhhbx truhx dgeungi nhyt cgxgrg uugrxhg' thz fsth bhay tzuh ntrhl mu zhhisgrhbgi' uugki nhr euso dhhi muo bhhgri dtbd' sgrbtl uugyngi egbgi tuhxanugxi sh thcrhdg ztfi nhywi rhfyhdickhe/

uutx thz sgr dkhhxhnhe ktus?sh jcrv pui sh dkhhxhnhe thbsgex vtci zhl sgrzgi

nhy t druhxi prtckgo' sgr guko vty bhay dguutkytpeuhpi zhhgr ahyv' ngi vty dgvty aytreg eahu,tuh; zhh' sgr gher eaht uutx zhh vtci bhay dgegbyptrgbypgri thz dguugi uuh ptkdgbs: cag, ngi vtydgntfy sh ygxyx vty hgsgr dgdgxi 05 dr{to

e{trc}tvhhsrghyx pui t dguuhxi gxbuutrd' ktnhr bgngimuo chhaphk egbygktup )dgkg ngktbg(/ fsh mu cteungit xl vfk pui 05 dr{to etrcx )muegr( pui egbygktup'nuz ngi tuhpgxi thcgr 2 puby sgrpui' ngr uuh t dtbmgdruhxg egbygktup/ sgr prtckgo thz' tcgr' tz thibtrntkg tunaygbsi )?( gxy bhay t ngbya tzuh xtl'

sgrptr zgbgi sh bungri bhay rgtkhxyha muo xhxygouuhtzuh t ngbya gxy/ ftya sgr d"t bungr yuhay zhlbhay kuhy uuhphk ngi gxy' uuh nhr vtci auhi nxchrdguugi' uuhhk gx thz stl btr t rgktyhuugr bungr uutx

ngxy uuh abgk tui aytre sh muegr dhhy truh; pui sgogxi rgktyhuu mu rhhi dkuetz' tcgr xwthz ptry bhaythbdtbmi ertby uuhhk pteyha thz d"t bhay thhithhbektbd nhy sh btrntkg ptrmhgx uutx ngbyai gxi/

sgrptr zgbgi zhh tuhpdgeungi nhy t bhhgo nvkl uutx

rupy zhl "dkhhxhnhe ktus'" stx nhhby tz nwrgfby bhayckuhz sh "euutkhygy" pui sh etrcx )abgkehhy tuiaytrehhy(' btr nwyuy tuhl murgfgbgi sh "ntx" pui shetrcx thi t dguugbkhfgr )?( ptrmhg )ctks uugk thlgrekgri sh tkg prtdg mhhfbx(/

sgr "dkhhxhnhe ktus" )pui st tui uuhhygr "d"k"(

sgrmhhky tubz sgo wtpgeyw tuhpwi muegr pui ptrahsgbggxbx kuhy zhhgrg dguugbkhfg )?( ptrmhgx/ stx vhhxy'

uugi t ngbya uugy gxi prtsuey 1 thi thr dguugbkhfg )?(ptrmhg tsgr prtsuey 2 thi thr dguugbkhfg )?( ptrmhg'uugy tubz sgr d"k ektr ztdi uugkfg pui sh muuhh vtci taytregrg tpgey tuhpwi muegr aytpk vkfv kngav/

sgr "d"t" uutky tubz dgztdy uugkfg pui sh muuhh ztfivhhci abgkgr tui aytregr sh muegr' tcgr tuhc shvgfgrg d"t gxi euny thi t ekhhbg ptrmhg' tui shbhsgrhdgrg d"t gxi euny zhhgr druhx' egi stl sh bhsgrh-dgrg "kngav"vgfgri sh muegr ngr uuh sh tbsgrg ztl'

yt uutx vty ngi pubgo dkhhxhnhe "thbsgex"?

euny trhhi sh "dkhhxhnhe ktus"' uutx bgny ht thijacui sh ntx pubgo ptrmhg' s"v uuhphk etrcx khdy thiygkgr' tui stx uugry tuhxdgrgfby kuhy sh aytrehhytui tpgey pui sh etrcx' tz btl tkgngi ztk ngi uuhxiektr uuhphk egi sh muegr truhpdhhi pui uuhphk nwvtyhgmy dgdgxi/

cehmur: ngi str; mu uuhxi chhsg' xhh sh euutkh-ygypui sgo gxbuutrd uutx ngi gxy )d"t( tui xhh sh ntx

uuhphk ngi gxy' cfsh mu ptrayhhi sgo gpgey pui sgogxbuutrd tuhpi muegr aytpk/

stx thz uutx sgr dkhhxhnhe "ktus" yuvy tsrgxhri/

uuhtzuh rgfby ngi tuhx sgo "dkhhxnhektus" pui ti gxbuutrd?

t drupg ptragr vtci zhl trtpdgzgmy tuisurfdgeuey tkg gxbx uutx zgbgi auhi dguutrituhxpruchry ptr zhhgr d"t' tui zhh vtci tuhl dgatmyuutx thz t dguugbkhfg )?( ptrmhg sgrpui' sgrbtl vtcizhh tuhxdgrgfby sgo "dkhhxhnhe ktus" pui zhh/ tpubeykhfg khxyg pui sh tkg bungri zgbgi dgsrhey thi shchfkgl pui "sh dkuetz rguutktmhg"/

thz uuhtzuh trchhy sgr jacui?thl vt; tz thr dgsgbey pui sh aukg htri uuhtzuh ngi

vty dgkgrby rgfgbgi: ngi bgny sgo dkhhxhnhe thbsgex

pui xhh uugkfg gxi' ngi yuvy stx ptrstpki )"yhhnx"(

kuhy sh ntx e{trc}tvhhsrghyx uutx sh ptrmhggbyvtky' tui nwntfy gx tkx t prtmgby )surl ntfi"mgyhhky chh 001"(/ sh ptrnukt thz tzuh:

etrcx X dkhhxhne thbsgex �001 = dkhhxhnhe ktus/chhaphk 1:gpk vty t d"t pui 83/ t surfabhykhfg gpk )4

tubxgx( vty 51 dr{to etrcx/ sgr d"k ptr sgonhykdtryhdi gpk thz 6' uuhhk 51 X 83 �001 = 7/5

)nwrgfby gx "truo" muo bgexyi dtbmi bungr' 6(/muntk uugki sh rgzukytyi zhhi zhhgr srtntyha/

uutxgr-ngktbg )ruhyg ngktbg( mc"a' vty yteg dtb. tvuhfgr d"t pui 27/ tcgr t ptrmhg pui 8 tubxgxgbyvtky btr 21 dr{to e{trcx )btfwi trtp rgfgbgi shphhcgr(/ euny tuhx tz sgr dkhhxhnhe ktus thz btr 8'

uuhhk 21 X 27 �001 = 8/ pui sgo zgvy ngi tz tphkuruhyg ngktbg vty fngy "stpky"sh d"t uuh gpk' tcgrchh dkhhxhnhe "ktus"zgbgi chhsg fngy sh zgkcg' uuhhk shntx etrcx thi ngktbg thz mgaprhhy thi t rhzhdg ayj

tui chh d"k rgfby ngi ckuhz t btrntkg ptrmhg///tzuhuuh sgr dkhhxhnhe ktus rgfby trhhi xhh sgo d"t

tui xhh sh ntx e{trcx thbgo ntfk' uugry sh atkv'

uugkfg pui sh muuhh thz sgr vuhpy ctthhbpkuxgr/ thitbsgrg uugrygr' nh crta? uugkgfg pui sh muuhh thz sgrgher duro mu sh d"k yuhaubdgi thbgo muegr aytpk puithhi gxbuutrd muo muuhhyi? gbypgri sh gexpgryi tz vdo

sgr gher duro thz sgr xfuo pui e{trcx )cgrl %07 duro(

thz tcgr sgr d"t tuhl t jaucwgr duro )cgrl %03(/

uutx thz zhfgr thz zhfgr - tz gx ngi str; gxi uuhhbhdpui sh gxbuutrd uutx vtci xhh t vuhfi d"t tui xhh txtl

etrcx' )mc"a etrytpk' prhayhd xhrhgk' cruhy' rhhz'tui tbsgrg xhrhgk prtsueyi(/

btl gykhfg chhaphki:uutx thz cgxgr' t ekhhbg ctbtbg tsgr t druhxgr

gpk? ktnhr tuhxrgfgbgi sgo d"k pui chhsg/t ekhhbg ctbtbg gbyvtky 12 dr{to e{trcx' tui sgr

d"t pui ctbtbg thz 25/ uugki nhr stx tuhxrgfgbgi tzuh:12 X 25 �001 = 9/01

hgmy ktnhr zgvi uuhphk thz sgr d"k ptr sgo druhxigpk uutx tbyvtky 72 dr{to e{trcx' tui t d"t pui 83'rgfby ngi 72 X 83 �÷001 = 3/01/ bu uugkfg thz cgxgrsgr ctbtbg tsgr sgr gpk? zhh vtci chhsg fngy sgozgkci gpgey/ thr vty sgo crhrv mu gxi uugkfg thrdkhhfy cgxgr/

t ygkgr kteai tsgr t ptrmhg rhhz?ktnhr stx tuhl pubeykhl tuhxrgfgbgi' sgr ygkgr

xpgdgsh )uutx uugdy 081 dr{to( gbyvtky 84 dr{to

e{trcx' tui sgr d"t thz cgrl 04/ bu' st egby thr auhitkhhbx' fngy/ 84 X 04 �001 = 2/91/

hgmy ktnhr dhhi muo rhhz' t dguugbykhfg )?( ptrmhgpui rhhz uugdy 051 dr{to tui gbyvtky cgrl 24 dr{to

e{trcx/ sgr d"t pui rhhz thz )901///!!!!( uugki nhr tbeungimu 24 X 901 �001 = 8/54/

yt uutx ckhhcy' rhhz tsgr kteai? 91 tsgr 54?gx gbypgry zhl tkhhbx' uuhhk ptr t ngbya nhy

shhgchyhx uugy sgr muegr truhpdhhi muuhh ntk tzuh vuhlpui sh rhhz uuh pui sh kteai )tui ptr t ngbya tishhgchyhx uugy sgr muegr yteg bhay truhpdhhi' tcgrsgr egrpgr uugy sgrptr bumi t stpkyg stzg thbxukhi/(

tzuhuuh gx zgbgi ptrvti ngrgrg xtryi rhhz' tuizhhgr d"t zgbgi zhhgr tbsgra tui etnpkhmhry' uugki nhrcgz"v btl uuhsngi t ctzubsgrg anugx sgrptr/

uutx vhhxy vuhfg d"k tsgr bhsgrhd?sh dhhskhhbx uutx wzhhw dgci zgbgi uuh ptkdgbs:02 tui vgfgr = vuhlmuuhai 11 tui 91 = nhykdtyhd01 tui bhsrhdgr = bhsrhd

uutx zgbgi sh "???" prtdg mhhfbx?ptruutx nhr vtci dgvtkyi thi thhi thhbrhbdki sh

prtdg mhhfbx vty muyuvi nhy t wekhhbgw beusv uutx

tkg chfgr uutx rgsi pui sgo ygng "ptrpgki"tbmungrei )ht' vrc nhhzkha uugy tk. yrgpi gpgxthbygrxtby(/ tzuh uuh sgr "dkhhxhnhe ktus" thz dgcuhytuh; sgo xfuo pui e{trcx thi sh ptrmhg uutx ngi gxy'

thz ctn, bhay ngdkhl mu ntfi t khxyg pui d"k' uuhhk gxuugbsy zhl ctn, uuhphk ngi gxy' zhh vtci ytegtpdgntfy uutx gx thz t dguugbkhfgr ptrmhg' tcgr thzsgi stx yteg tzuh chh hgsi? tuhc ngi uugy gxi tgxbuutrd nhy t vuhfi d"t' tcgr ngi uugy gxi uuhhbhdsgrpui )uutx stx nhhby uuhhbhdgr e{trcx( uugy stx vtcit bhsrhdi d"k' tcgr uugi nwuugy gxi gpgx nhy t bhsrhdgrid"t' tcgr ngi uugy gxi txtl sgrpui )uutx stx nhhby

vrc mc"h vhra nhhzkha vrc mc"h vhra nhhzkha tryhek )31( tryhek )31(

shhgchyhxtthhsshhaaddggrrggssyy

- d"ttui d"katrpi sgo nuj -

19 vnxphe dtzgy| ,arh ,ax"j

mhrubdgi uutx steyuhrho vtkyi tuh;sh vtby tsgr phbdgrx/ abhpxkgl'ztdy t crhyhagr vgky sgpy/uutryztdgr' uugri dgyrtdi ptrahhbehhy tui prgxyhza' tcgr zhhuugri ehhbntk bhay dguutai' tuicteygrhg drupgx dgphbgi zhl stryizhhgr cteuugo/

vgky xgergytr gkgiszatbxti vty trtpdgkhhdy sh bhhgrgduktmhgx thi thhi zt.: puigkbcuhdi tui uuhhygr ytr dtrbhaytbrhri sh vtby/ szatbxti vtytbdguuhzi tz 04% pui tkg thi-aphytk dgftpyg thbpgemhgx thigbdktbs zgbgi "xupgrctd"thbpgemhgx uugkfg zgbgi"rgzhxygby" egdi tkgtbyhchtyhex/ t ngrvhhy pui tkgtbsgrg thbpgemhgx zgbgi "xh-shphxhhk"' uutx egi dgvhhky uugritcgr chygr auugr/

sh zgkcg thbpgemhgx ctyrgpipubey tzuh mgbskhdgr yuhzbygrptmhgbyi thi tngrhetbgraphygkgr' uutu ayushgx vtci tuhldguuhzi sh zgkcg agskhfehhy puisteytr abhpxkgl/ tngrhetbgraphygkgr zgbgi tcgr bhay drhhy'sgruuhhk' mu ntfi tzt srtntyhagyuha thbgo tubhptro pui steyuhrhothi aphytk/ tcgr thi sh zgkcg mhhyzgbgi aphygkgr thi tngrhegdguutri zhhgr tdrgxhuu sh kgmyghtri tz steyuhrho ztki zhl uutai shvgby nhy zhh; cgptr hgsitubygrzhfubd pui t ptmhgby/

murhe ehhi ktbsti' uugy sh vgkysgptryngby tuhl ptrktbdgi tz shvuhpy cttnyg pui aphygkgr uugkistrpi thcgrdgci t pubeykhfgctrhfy ptr sh rgdhrubd' 4 ntk thtr' uugdi "xupgrctd" thbpgemhgxthi zhhgr aphytk/

steyuhrho tui buhrxgx uutxtrchhyi thbsruhxi pui t aphytk'mc"a thi prhuutyg ekhbhex' ptkibhay tubygr sh bhhg rgduktmhgx'tcgr zhh uugri eurtzahrybtfmueungi sh zgkcg arhy puithhdgbgo uuhki/

sh uuhhxg ftktyi

sgr "uuhhxgr ftktyk" thzgray tbdgeungi thi ktctrtytrhgtruo 002 htr murhe' tui vtydtrbhay dgvty mu yti nhysteyuhrho/ kgc ptragr vtci gxdgbumy mu vhyi zhhgr dgvgrhdgekhhsubd pui sh fgnhetki thbgoktctrtytrhg/ btl t ytd trchhyvty ngi zhl tuhxdgyti sgoftktyk' tui ngi thz dgckhci rhhitui ctahmy pui xhh uugkfg "kgc"gkgngbyi/

thi kuh; pui sh htri thz sh

ptrchbsubd muuhai "kgc" trchhygrtui steyuhrho dguutri bgbygr' vtcisteyuhrho tuhl tstpyhry sgoftktyk/ uuhctks dguugbkhfgngbyai zgvi bhay sh kgc trchhygr'tui sh steyuhrho ht' vty ngitbdgbungi tz stx thz sgrtphmhgkgr tubhptro pui steyuhrho/

pui zhhgr zhhy vtci steyuhrhostx dgdkhfi' uuhhk gx dhy tftrteygr pui rhhbehhy' duyxehhy'kgci' dgzubyvhhy/

htri zgbgi dgktpi' tuisteyuhrho' tui mgchxkgl tuhlptmhgbyi' zgbgi dguutri nhs pubgouuhhxi ftktyk' uuhhk gx vtydgntfy steyuhrho mu "ptrntk"tui rgsumhry etnhubhetmhg/ tuhlthz ctetby dguutri sgr muaytbspui vuhfg ckuy srue uutx ngbyaicteungi ckuhz pui zgvi t steytr'tui nwvty gx tbdgrupi "uuhhy-etuyvhhpgrygbati///"

prhgr uuh tbsgrg' vtciphshgyrhatbx tui pxhfhtytrituhxdgyti sh uuhhxg ftktyi tuidgckhci nhy dguugbkhfg tbmudi/ thiprhuutyg tphxgx vtci auhisteyuhrho pui tkg pgksgrmgchxkgl tuhxdgyti sh ftktyi/ thi39w vty "etktnchg" aphytk thibhu htre dguutky murhesrhhgi sgozhhdgr tui cgxgr thhbphri sgo uuhhxiftktyk' vty sh tubhuugrxhyhdgdrhbsgy sgo ctdrh; pui "uuhhxgftkty mgrgntbhgx" uutxnwprtuugy uugi xyusgbyi drtsuthritkx steyuhrho/

tcgr zhhgr prutuu vty bhayktbd tbdgvtkyi/ sh uugky-ctrhnyg"nght ekhbhe" aphytk vty auhi tahhbg ptr htr murhe ytytkgkhnhbhry sh uuhhxg ftktyi' tui tkgsteyuhrho stryi dhhgi thiprtpgxhtbtkg chzbgx tbmudi)sgruuhhk nhy thbpgeyhrygabhpxkgl(/

ptr ptmhgbyi uugngbwxsteyuhrho dhhgi btl thi uuhhxgftktyi' thz duy mu uuhxi tz sh kgbdpubgo ftkty thz dguutbsi thi shaytpk pubgo steytr/ sh eurmxygftktyi' uuh t eur. rgek' thz ptrhubdg xyusgby steyurho' tui shdtb. ktbdg ftktyi vhca btl sh ebh'thz ptr sh ktbdhtrhdg grptrgbgsteyuhrho/ sh ptrahsgbg aytpkithbmuuhai thz bhay thcgrtk shzgkcg/

trdgbyhbg thz sh thhbmhdxygktbs uuh tkg ehbsgr ti tuhxbtodhhgi thi uuhhxg ftktyi tkx zhhgraukg tubhptro/ gbdktbs' ktbdg htrit aubt pui trdgbyhbg' thz' thrtbha'yteg zhhgr ptxhd mu zhhi shatrpxyg ktbs egdi sh uuhhxgftktyi tsgr muo uuhhbhdxybxtubygrabhhsi sh trck/

t drux pui ktbsti:

gbdktbs ptrcty ktbdg grnk' mhrubd tui abhpxkgl chh steyuhrho

mu ctegnpi aphytk thbpgemhgx( 2 )

txtl e{trcx(' uugy stx tpar vtci t vgfgrid"k/ sh d"t pui ti gxbuutrd yuhay zhl yteg bhay'

tcgr sgr d"k yuhay zhl ht kuhy uuhphk ngi gxy/

sgrptr uuhk thl tbngrei thhsgr thl uugk stsrhei t khxyg pui gxbx tui zhhgr d"k tz ngi ztk

zhl bhay yugv zhhi thi sh fuubv' sh khxyg thz btrdhkyhd uugi ngi gxy sgo dguugbkhfi )?( ptrmhg/thl uuhhx bhay uuhtzuh thhgr tpgyhy kuhpy' tcgrnhhi tpgyhy thz bhay tk. thi thhbektbd nhywzhhgrgw dguugbkhfg )?( ptrmhgx/ uuhphk ngbyaiegby thr uutx zgbgi muprhsi nhy thhi wnhykdtyhdiwgpk pui 4 tubxgx?

tui' muuhai tubz dgrgsy' ptruutx ntfi zhhyteg bhay tzt gxe pui sh ptrmhg uuhphk ngigxy? -- tfyubd: thhsgr thl gbypgr uuhk thluutrgbgi sh uutx dkhhfi bhay ehhi etbxphrtmhgygtrhgx tz zhh ztki chyg tuhxktzi sgoptrtdrt; --- tkzt' ehhbgr vgry bhay? aaa///

tzuh uuh sh ptrptxgr pui sh d"k ahyv vtkyi zhhgraytre pui sgo shgyg xhxygo pui "ngr etrcx -

uuhhbhd pgybx"' tui thi zhhgrg chfkgl vtei zhh tuhldtr aytre tui ntfi tuuge sgo shgyg ahyv pui"ngr prtyhgi - uuhhbhd e{trcx"' sgrptr uuhki zhhbhay tuhxanugxi ektr tz uuh ngr e{trcx ngigxy tk. vgfgr dhhy truh; sh d"k' uuhhk sgntkyx

uugy ngi stl eungi muo tuhxphr tz gx thz dtrcgxgr mu gxi uuhhbhd e{trcx/ sgrptr khhdi zhh gx

trtp fthku hgsgr ntfk vty t dguuhxg ptryhdd"k' tui zhh zgbgi bhay nsdha tz xwuugbsy zhl mhngi gxy txtl tsgr uuhhbhd/

st uugki nhr thcgrkhhdi tubzgr tkyg d"tkhxyg )dguugi thi dtzgy bun/ 43 )pxj(( tcgr nhruugki mukhhdi btl muuhh etkunx/ 1/ sgr dguugbkhfgr)?( ptrmhg' 2/ sh ntx e{trcx thi t dguugbykhfg )?(ptrmhg' tui 3/ sgr d"k ptr sh ptrmhg/ tbsgrayuuh sh ptrhdg khxyg uutx thz dguugi nxusr kuhy shvhhl pui sh d"t' uugy sgr khxyg zhhi nxusr kuhy shvhhl pui sh d"k' ptrayhhy zhl/ hgmy tz thr vtychhsg khxygx egby thr mudkhhfi thhbx muo muuhhyi'tui zgvi uuh ztfi yuhai zhl kuhy uugkfi ckhe ngieuey sgruh;/ )tzuh uuh sh prhag khxyg thz dgcuhytuh; ti tbsgrg euutk uuh stx prhgrshdg' uugkidguuhxg bungri zhhi tchxgkg tbsgra(/

tuhl uuhk thl mukhhdi tz ftyahd zhh khhdi trtpsh wdhhskhhbxw uutx gx vhhxy t vuhfg d"k tui uutx

vhhxy t bhsrhdg' uugy zhl stx tcgr tuhxaygki tz

sgr uutx uuhk gxi t bhsrhdg etrcx shgyg' uugyfsth zhhi zhl mu ntfi thhdgbg dhhskhhbx tui tchxk

trtpbhsgri sgo pubey uutx uugy zhl rupi chhhgbgo vuhl tsgr bhsrhd/

sh xhcv thz' uuhctks sgr d"k rgfby trhhi sgoxfuo "uuhphk" e{trcx gx gbyvtky' thz ptrthhbgo uutx uuhk gxi uuhhbhdgr e{trcx' uugy zhhifsth mu vtkyi sgo d"k bhsrhdgr/

dw "ktus" etrcx "ptrmhg")?( dw "thbsgex" vuhfg dkhhxhnhe "ktus"

23 15 081 drto 74 ntetrtbh kteai

03 34 051 dw 96 uuhhxg rhhz *

62 03 051 dw 58 dgctegbg etrytpk

42 62 1 etp 29 etrbpkghex

32 53 051 dw 56 euxeux

02 74 081 dw 24 xpgdgyh kteai

nhygkg dkhhxhnhe "ktus"

81 23 051 dw 75 uuhksg rhhz

71 82 051 dw 16 xuuhy ptyghyt

61 03 051 dw 45 etag

51 02 03 dw 47 yahrhtx

31 12 051 dw 26 bhh-etrytpk

21 42 021 dw 25 ctbtbg

21 32 052 n"k 25 trtbsza szaux

21 13 051 dw 83 bghuuh cubskgl

11 82 052 n"k 04 gpgk szaux

11 24 051 dw 52 pgrks dgraygi

bhsgrhdg dkhhxhnhe "ktus"

01 41 1 rgpyk 17 uuhhxg uuhh. cruhy

01 62 051 dw 93 phbyt cubskgl

9 21 1 rgpyk 17 "vtuk-uuhy"cruhy

9 71 08 dw 45 zhxg etri

8 11 2 etpx 27 ptpetri

8 41 03 dw 45 zuhgryhhd uuhh. cruhy

8 81 021 dw 64 yruhci

8 03 051 dw 82 zfr cubskgl )yahe-phgx(

7 13 021 dw 95 phhbgpk

7 52 051 dw 82 ehsbh cubskgl

6 01 2 yhh kgpk 16 muegr

6 51 021 dw 83 gpk

5 7 08 dw 46 muuhek

5 11 021 dw 24 trtbszagx

5 11 021 dw 24 phyagx

5 81 051 dw 62 ruhyg cubskgl

4 6 4q3etp 67 ruhyg ngktbg

4 6 4 tubx 56 egbygktup

4 11 021 dw 83 ctri

3 6 081 dw 74 nhhgri

1 3 021 dw 04 xyrtcgrhx )ti uugrho(

1 9 57/1 tubx 41 tngrhetbgr bhxkgl

20vnxphe dtzgy| ,arh ,ax"j

stx grayg ntk uutx gx vty ptxhry vtc thl zhlbhay tzuh sgrartei/ gx vty tuhxdgzgi ntsbg'uutubsgrkhl' tcgr bhay tzuh argegshd/ tcgr uugi gxvty zhl thcgrdgwjzrwy muo muuhhyi ntk' chi thl dguutrituhx ngbya pui arge/ uuhphk thl vtc zhl pruchry mucturthdi tui thhbrgsi tz "xwthz dtrbhay" vtc thldguutuxy tz gpgx thz st dgpgrkhl bhay thi trsgbubd/

sgntky chi thl btl dguugi t ntng pui muuhh dtrekhhbg ehbsgrkgl/ nhhi cfur tzh tky dguugi muuhh htr nhygykhfg jsaho' tui nhhi ytfygrkwk thz dguugi cgrl 9

jsaho/ stx grayg ntk gx vty ptxhry thz dguugi tahhbgo shbxytd ptrbtfyx uugi thl vtc dgctsi nhhihubdgkg/ gr vty zhl dgaphky thi sh uutbg nhy sh uutxgr'dgdtxi pui thhi ahxk muo muuhhyi/ thl chi dgzgmi sgrbgcitui dgnhykhl mudgeuey uuh zhhi ptbytzhg aphky zhl tuhx'

uugi pkumkhbd vty gr dgdgci t khhd trhhi zhhi etp thiuutxgr' nhy t aytrei chhd ptrtuhx' uuh stx uutxgrztk tho trhhbmhgi/ "sush!" vtc thl tuhxdgrupi'tuhxayrgebshd nhhi vtby tho mu vgkpi zhl tuhpvhhci/tcgr/// tphku nhywi tubygrkhhdi nhhi vtby vty zhl zhhietp bhay dgvtkyi truh;/ gr vty uuhhygr dgdgci t "ptk

trhhi"' tui thi sh kgmyg xgeubsg vtc thl thotbdgvtkyi/ tuh; zhhi dgzhfy thz dguugi tzt ntsbg ckhedgnhay nhy arge/ uutx yuy gr st? thl vtc bhaydgegby ptrayhhi/ uuhhzy tuhx tz gr vty zhl tuhldgphky argekhl ptrkuhri tui dgbungi ntfi euku,/

uuhtzuh hgbg cts vty zhl dggbshdy dgsgbe thl bhaydgbud tcgr tuh; gpgx ti tuhpi vtci nhr zhl dgyrtpituhpwi cgy thi sgrbgcbshdi ayuc/ thl vtc dgzgi tuh;sush tz gr thz btl tk. "shzh"' vtc thl thotrtpdgkhhdy tuhpwi cgy tui tho btfdgeuey zhhgrctztrdy/

tui sti thz gx trhcgr/ pkumkhbd/ tzuh uuh gx thzdgeungi' tzuh pkumkhbd thz gx dgdtbdgi/ ju. pui thhiygkgpti muo steytr' vtc thl ngr sgruugdi bhaydgyti tsgr dgyrtfy/ "gx ntfy zhl chh sh agbxygnapju,/// tch xwthz auhi tsurl/" tsgr tzuh vtc thldgnhhby )dgvtpy?(/

stx muuhhyg ntk thz auhi dguugi dtr tbsgra/ stx

ntk zgbgi nhr dguugi thbsruhxi' tptr hubdg ntngxanugxbshd thi t rubs/ gx thz dguugi sh mhhy pui htr uugizungr dgzgdby zhl auhi/ aukg vty zhl murhe dggpby muuhhygd prhgr/ sh eungbshdg vhhkhdg ygd vtci zhl dgaphrythi sh kupyi/ ptr t ntng nhy hubdg ehbsgr thz stx zhhithbsruhxi sh cgxyg teyhuuhygy' tui thl vtc

trhhbdgftpy uuh ktbd sh uugygr vty gx btl grkuhcy'

nhhbg tuhdi vtci fxsr dgvtkyi thi thhi aprhbdgi puinhhbg nhy-anugxgrx mu nhhi hubdgkg' mu nhhi nhhsgkg'tui murhe' tzuh btftntk tui btftntk/

pkumkhbd ctngre thl uuhi nhhi sush dhcy t yrtxegtrtp/ thl chi mudgktpi tho trunmubgngi tui vhhki zhhiektp nhy t nuygrkhfg eua/ tcgr uugi thl vtc tho

dgvtkpi tuhpayhhi vtc thl dgphky uuh thl tkhhbx aygktho tuh;' bhay uuh gr ztk zhl tuhpvhhci/ btl ngr' tphkubtfwi tho tuhpaygki' vtc thl tho dgstrpy tbvtkyigr ztk bhay ,hf; uuhsgr ptki/ tuh; zhhi dgzhfy thz dguugituhxdgaprhhy hgbgo ntsbgo ckhe tui t vhxygrhagdguuhhi vty zhl pui tho truhxdgktzy/

t ruhyg kgnpk vty zhl tbdgmhbsi thi nhhi nuj/ stx

prhgrshdg gphzts thi uutbg vty tuhpdgahhby thi tkgthrg ptrci/ t uutrgo pui ptbhe vty zhl trhhbdgdrtcichz sh yhpxyg xyrubgx pui nhhi vtr./ gpgx yuhd stbhay/ gpgx yuhd st aytre bhay/

thl vtc tho dgbungi tuh; nhhi auhx tui ctruthdy'

tui gr vty zhl mgchxkgl thhbdgayhky/ gx thz tsurlbtl gykhfg nhbuyi tui gr vty zhl dgbmkhl ctruthdy/ tehbs thz gr stl' uuhktbd egi gr zhmi? ctks thz gr auhidgaprhbdgi tui dgktpi nhy tkg ehbsgr mudkhhl' tui vtythbdtbmi ptrdgxi pui zhhi prhgrshdg nhyntfgbha/ tcgrthhbgr vty uuhhy bhay ptrdgxi' tui stx thz dguugi thl'

zhhi ntng/*

uugi nhhi nti b"h thz hgbgo tuugby tvhho dgeungivtci nhr dgvty ti grbxyg anugx/ gx thz dguugi ektrptr hgsi ptraygbskhfi ngbya tz stx thz gpgx tuh;uutx nhr strpi zhl ztrdi/ tui tpar dtr zhl mudrhhyituh; /// cgxgr bhay mu yrtfyi/ khhdbshd sh dgphki' shdgstbei' tui sh ztrdi' thi sgr zhhy' vtci nhr tbdgvuhciekgri' uutx yuy ngi st?

gray vtc thl dgrupi sgo ehbsgr steytr/ nhrvtci dgntfy t ctaygkubd tui sgr steytr vty thotubygrzufy/ stx ehbs thz dguugi dgzuby tui aytre'

tkgx vty dguuhzi tuh; btrntk' ngi vty dtrbhaydgegby zgvi/ tuhc tzuh' str; ngi druckgi btl yhpgr' tuituh; sgo str; ngi auhi t nunjv' t bhurtktdhxy )nujxpgmhtkhxy(/

kuhy sh ptrarhpyi pui tubzgr thbaurgbx vtci nhrdgvty muuhh crhru,: tsgr dhhi mu x,o t steytr' thtek' t bhhgr thbgo pgks ti ehhi grptrubd/ tsgr thzdguugi t crhrv mu zgvi t "ytp steytr" – tcgr bhaythi zhhi prhuutyg tphx btr thbgo uugxyagxygr ngshek

ekhbhe uutu gr euny trhhi thhbntk thi srhh)!( uutfi/ bu'thz tubz sgi dgckhci t crhrv? gx thz dguugi ektr tz uuhtuntbdgbgo' uuh aytre tuhxnuyagbs' tui uuh auugr gxztk btr tbeungi' uugki nhr btr dhhi muo druhxi steytr/

nhr vtci cteungi t ctaygkubd tui nhy sgo thznhydgeungi prhag tbuuhhzubdgi/ nhr uugki nuzi eungi nhysh rgzukytyi pui muuhh ygxyi uutx nhr uugki nuzi prhgrntfi – ti "th/ th/ szah/" )nuj ygxy )GEE(' tui t "egyxegi"/ t pjs t arge/ ckuhz stx dgstbe tz nwstr;bgngi tzgkfg ygxyi/// uutx uugki zhh uuhhzi? ctagpgrzhxgr!

stx vty nhr mudgruhcy sgo akt; pui nhhbg tuhdi/ tptbhe vty trundgbungi nhhi vtr. nhy thhzhdg phbdgrx

uugkfg ktzi bhay btl/ gx thz muugk; chhbtfy' thhbxchhbtfy' muuhhg' thl srhh zhl rgfyx tui khbex' auutrmgptbytzhgx aprhbdgi ptr nhhbg tuhdi' thhbg uuhksgr pubgomuuhhyi/ gbskhl chi thl truhx pui cgy tui dgbungi thivtby nhhi btbyg prhhbs' nhhi ,vkhnwk/ stx vtydguuhrey tz btl t ayhek mhhy pui agpagi sh ctetbygvhhnkhfg pxueho' etphyk btl etphyk' tz thl chi dguugidgbud ruthd mu egbgi gbskhl thhbaktpi/

mu ntfi sh xtry ygxyi nhy t muuhh tui t vtkc

hgrhd ehbs thz uuhhy bhay drhbd/ bhay ptr sh gkygri tuizhfgr bhay ptrwi ehbs/ mu cteungi teurtyg rgzukytyipui ti "th/ th/ szah/" nuz sgr ptmhgby zhhi tzuh ruthd' tz

nwegi stx btr sgrdrhhfi surl thhbaktpi/ bu' dhh ntl tehbs thhbaktpi' thi ti tphx' thi t aphytk/// nhr vtcitkgx pruchry uutx egi ptrdrhbdgri sgrmu – thodgkhhdy aktpi sh btfy ptrsgo zhhgr apgy' thotuhpdguugey ptrytdx' tui ,hf; dgeungi thi aphytk/ grthz dgzgmi tuh; nhhi auhx' ngi vty ptryubeky sgomhngr' ruthdg nuzhe vty dgaphky' tui mgchxkgl thz gr'tsgr ht' tsgr bhay' thhbdgaktpi/ nhr zgbgi dguutrictprhhy/ thl vtc cteungi sh rgzukytyi' t ptphr nhytunptraygbskhfg btyhmi uugkfg nhr uugki strpithcgrdgci ptrwi xpgmhtkhxy' sgr bhurtktd/

sh "egy xegi" vty ptrktbdy tz stx ehbs ztk zhhimudgchbsi muo antki cgyk uutx ptry trhhi thi tntahi tui euny truhx pui muuhhyi zhhy/ stx dgruha tuiyunk pubgo ntahi thz dguugi tzuh vuhl uuh tuhpwikupypgks/ tuhc vty nhhi vtr. bhay dgvtngry dgbudpubgo arge pui sh rgzukytyi uutx nwstr; ctkscteungi' vty stx "euk aupr" pubgo ntahi zhfgrmudgvtkpi mu gruugei sh yhpxyg nuygrkhfg dgphki/ thlvtc zhl bhay dgctsgry mu uuhai sh ayrto pui tdgztkmgbg pkhxhdehhy uutx thz dgrhbgi ti tuhpvgr puinhhbg tuhdi/ thi hgbg nhbuyi vtc thl dguuhhby ptr tkgthshag ntngx tui ytygx uutx strpi surfdhhi tzgkfgygxyx nhy zhhgrg ehbsgrkgl/

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gx vty zhl sgrbgbygry sgr ytd pui tubzgrtpthbyngby/

thl vtc mudgdrhhy tkg buhyhdg ptphri' ygxyrgzukytyi' thbaurgbx etrykgl' tui uutx thl vtc btrdgegby zhl ptraygki tz nhr uugki strpi/ nhr vtci zhltkgx thhbdgptey ptr sh "bxhgv"' thcgrdgktzy nhhiekhhbg ytfygrwk chho cghchxhygr/ sush tui thl vtcizhl truhxdgktzy tuhpwi uugd/

ekhbhe' t aphytk' uugxyagxygr ngshek mgbygr'uutkvtkt' sh zgbgi tkg dguugi ptr nhr t bhhg uugky/ thlchi tbdgeungi txtl prhgr uuh nhhi ctaygkyg mhhy'

tcgr sh uutry-ztk thz dguugi dgptey/ thl vtc sti btl

bhay dguutuxy uutx thl uuhhx hgmy' tz thi sh graygagv uutx sh ekhbhe gpgby zhl' eungi ctks mu dhhi tkguutx vtci t ctaygkubd tuh; hgbgo ytd' tui sgr

uuaattcc,,oonnhhoo-

tuhpwi ygkgpti tuhpwi ygkgptip/ rhhfnti

21 vnxphe dtzgy| ,arh ,ax"j

steytr bgny ti ptmhgbyi kuhy sh rhhg uutx zhh zgbgitbdgengi/ stx dhhy ti chz 00:1 tzhhdgr pubeykhl/ btl

sgo zni' uugngi gr vty btl bhay dgzgi' thz bhay/ uugyzhhi bgexyg ntk/ uugi thz bgexyg ntk? srhh uutfi truo/

thl vtc sgntky btl bhay dguutuxy pubgo dtbmi vkulhkl' tui dgzgmi c,nhnu, uutrybshd tuh; nhhi rhhg/

thl chi dgzgmi nhy nhhi sush tui pruchry mu ptruuhhkish mhhy/ tcgr mu ntfi sgo zhhdgr zhl rhri thz bhay tztkhhfyg ztl/ thi sh uugxyagxygr ngshek mgbygrwxuutry-ztk thz sh mhhy uuh ti thhchdehhy/ ngi vty strydgegby dgphbgi hgsg rtxg tui hgsg etkhr ntrcg fbpu,vtr./ sh ptmhgbyi zgbgi dguugi muuhai nhks chzgexyrgng eghxgx pui ngbytk shxtrsgrx/ thhidgpgrkhl ertbegr vty nhl nna mgauhsgry/ gr thzdguugi pui sh aytre yubegkg tui vty zhl dgphry ngrgbkhl mu t cgk jh uuh mu t ngbya/ gr vty dgntfynaubvwshdg euku, tui thz dgdtbdgi tuh; tkg phr phx/

muuhai tzt etnptbhg vtc thl ptrcrgbdy' nhywithhbmhdi ths tuhxgr nhr zhhgbshd nhhi ekhhbgr sush/ nhhbgbgruugi zgbgi dguugi vhca tbdgayrgbdy uugdi sgo ctzul– tui shtdbtz! – cfkk' tui zgvbshd thi uugkfg dgnhhbsgthl chi st tbdgaktxi dguutri vty phk dgvtkpitruhpmuyrhhci nhhi ckuy srue/ uugi sgr zhhdgr vty auhigbskhl dguuhzi tuh; sh mhhy pui nhhi ctayhnygtpthbyngby' thz btl dguugi t dtbmg uutry-ztk puk nhyngbyai ptr nhr! thl vtc tbdgprgdy sh xgergytr uugithl uugk dgrupi uugri' tui thr gbypgr thz dguugi ayrgbdtui eur.' "uutry shhi rhhg/"

vtci nhr dguutry' tui dguutry/ gx vty dgbungi dtrktbd chz sh tbdgpteyg uutry-ztk vty tbdgvuhcituhxmuzgvi gyuutx uuhhbhdgr puk/ tui sti' mgchxkgl'

vty gx tbdgvuhci mu uugri khhshdgr' tui gbskhl btl

khhshdgr/ uugi gx vty auhi dgvtkyi chho uugri thbdtbmikhhshd' tui btr thl nhy nhhi sush zgbgi ptrckhci' vtyngi tubz gbskhl trhhbdgrupgi mu ti thbuuhhbhdxyg ayuc/

uuhsgr uutryi/ stx uutryi bgny truhx tzuhphkgntmhtbtkg fuju, pui nhr/ tcgr tz nwnuz' nuz ngiuutryi/

tkgx vty stl t ahgur/ uugi stx uutryi vty bhaydgbungi ehhi ge' chi thl truhx zgvi uutx dhhy ptr/ vtynhr sh xgergytr grekgry tz gx thz auhi mu apgy/ sgrsteytr bgny btr tuh; uuhphk gr egi chz thhbx tzhhdgr/gr gbshdy hgmy nhywi kgmyi ptmhgby ptrwi ytd' tui gruugy vhhby nhhi sushwi auhi bhay zgvi/ "cty hu egi nghegbtsgr gpthbyngby'" vty zh "vgpkhl" mudgkhhdy/

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uuhhbgi?! arhhgi?! trtpdhhi pui zhbgi?!btfwi ptrcrgbdgi t vtkci ytd thi tzt etnptbhg'

vty gx fngy dgphky uuh sh btyurkhfxyg ztl mu yti/tcgr stx aytkmehhy tz thl chi t c, hartk vty nhrbhay dgktzy tuhxphri uutx nhhbg thbxyhbeyi vtci nhrdgmuhdi/ tcgr stl' uuhphk egi t ngbya?

thl vtc dguutuxy thhi ztl: thl nuz zgvi sgosteytr/ vhhby/ suet vhhby/ thl dhh cauo tupi bhaytvhho ti sgo uutx sush ztk uugri tubygrzufy/ thl vtc

dgbungi t yhpi tygo tui zhl tbdgagpy nhy jhzue pui tyhpg ctvtkygbg try uutx dgphby zhl btr thi t thshagvtr./ t jhzue uutx thz mubuhpdgnhay pui nuygrkhfgkhcatpy dgphki' pui gkygrbwx tjrhu, mu ehbsgr' tuitnubv tui cyjui tz vah", uugy tubz vgkpi yti tubzgrgpkhfyi/ thl vtc zhl tuugedgaygky chho yhr uutu sgrvuhfdgagmygr vgr steytr thz sti dguugi nhy zhhikgmyi ptmhgby ptrwi ytd/ )tbyaukshdy' ptr sh srhhuutfi!( uugi gr thz truhx pubgo mhngr vtc thl thotpdgaygky/

"vgr steytr'" vtc thl zhl dguutbsi mu tho/ "thlchi st zhhy muprh' uutrybshd tuh; thhl muztngi nhy nhhimuuhh tui t vtkc hgrhd ehbs/ thl cgy thhl' ztdy nhrbhay tp!"

uutubsgr thcgr uutubsgr' gr vty nhr bhay tpdgztdy/

stl vty tho bhay dgptxy mu uuhhzi druhxg vtrmhdgdgphki' vty gr tzuh tubygrwi btz dgktzy ptki t vtkci"tegh/" thl chi murhe mu sush tui nhy tho uuhsgrdguutry/ tui stx ntk thz sgr vuhfdgagmygr vgrsteytr dgeungi/

sh tubygrzhfubd vty dgsuhgry thhbx muuhh/ gr vtytrhhbdgahhby t ekhhi kgnpk thi sushwx tuhdi tui thzegbyhd dguugi muprhsi nhy uutx gr vty dgzgi/ sti vtygr dgyti btl thhbmkbg ygxyi tui prtcgx' tui sgrbtl

dgcgyi sh ygxy rgzukytyi uutx thl vtc nhydgcrgbdy/

gr vty zhh ctyrtfy tui/// uuhsgr ctyrtfy/ thl vgbd timu hgsi tygo zhhbg' uutx uugy gr ztdi' shtdbtzhri?

"stx zgbgi zhhgr bhay ehhi ektrg ygxy rgzukytyi'"thz gbskhl dgeungi zhhi etkygr gbypgr/ su uugxy zhhnuzi thcgrntfi tui sti eungi btftntk/"

ngr vty gr bhay dgvty uutx mu ztdi' tcgr thluutky xhh uuh bhay dgegby vgri ngr/ nhhbg tuhdi vtcitbdgvuhci mu uugri dkhyahd thi zhhgrg kgfgr/ nhhi etpvty dgphky uutekshd tuhpwi vtkygr' tui nhhbg tuhgrivtci fxsr thcgrdgwjzrwy uuh t mucrtfgbg yghprgetrsgr' "eungi btftntk/// eungi btftntk/// eungibtft///"

gx vty nhr dgbungi t duyg srhh agv chz fwvtc zhlgbskhl sgrzgvi thbsgrvhho/ truhxdhhgbshd pui ayuc vtc

thl dgnhhby tz uugi fwuugk murhe eungi uugk thl uuhxiuutx sushwx prtckgo thz' uugk thl auhi uuhxi tkgx/ uuhtrtbha/ hgmy chi thl auhi murhe tvhho' tui thl uuhhxdtrbhay/ tcgr btl srhh agv vgri sh mucrtfgbg yghprgetrsgr thi nhhbg tuhgri' "eungi btftntk/// eung///"vtc thl thhi ztl ht dguutuxy' tz mu hgbgo ytp vgrvuhfdgagmygr steytr uugki nhr bhay "eungibtftntk/// btftntk///"

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prhaytd thz auhi dguugi xgruuhry tui tuugedgruhnytuhl/ chhsg ehbsgrkgl zgbgi dgaktpi thi zhhgrg cgygkgltzuh uuh zhhgr ayhhdgr hgsi ptrnhytd/ thl chi dgaytbginhywi cgzho thi sh vtby uugi nhhbg dgstbei uutbsgri puithhi ygng muo muuhhyi/ thbmuuhai thz tphr dgauuhngi tdgstbe tz gx thz auhi phr uutfi zhhy nhr zgbgi murhe puiuugxyaygxygr ekhbhe thi nhr ktzi gx kuhpi x,o tzuh/

wthl nuz gpgx zgvi mu yti uuhhygr'w vtc thltubygrwi ctuutuxyzhhi dgekgry/

tcgr thl vtc zhl bhay dgegby crgbdgi sgrmu' tuigx fxsr tpdgayupy' ctdrtcbshd sh dgstbegi thbthhbgonhy sh auks dgphki tz thl yu gx ptrbtfkgxhdi/ gx zgbgic"v bhay dguugi ehhi bhhg gphztsi' tui dtrbhay uutx ztk

nhl ntfi yrtfyi tz gx thz tzuh srhbdgbs tz thl ztk gxbtfdhhi/ thhi ztl' tcgr' vtc thl duy dguutuxy' tz gxthz bhay tjrhu,wshd mu thdbtrhri sushwx xhnpytngi/tcgr uutx thhdgbykhl ztk thl yti? uutu dhhy ngiuuhhygr? uutx str; zhhi nhhi uuhhygrshdg arhy? gx thznhr auhi khhfygr dguugi murhemuayupi sh tkg dgstbeistry tvhi pui uutbgy zhh zgbgi dgeungi' tui gx tpayupituh; btl t uuhhkg/

nhhi etp trchhy' tui nhhi cgzho trchhy/ pkumkhbdvty zhl sgr ygkgpti mgekhbdgi/ thl vhhc tuh;/

"vgkt?"

"vgkt' nrx/ rhhfnti!" vgr thl t prhhbykhfgctdrhxubd uuh pui nhhbg t btbyg ctetbyg/ uugi thl vgrtzt ctdrhxubd tui sh ayhng thz bhay egbykhl' uuhhx thlpui grptrubd tz stx egi nhhbgi btr thhi ztl/ stx nuzzhhi t ygu,' tui nwzufy sh tbsgrg nrx/ rhhfnti/ chhsgtubzgrg ngbgr b"h vtci sgo zgkci grayi btngi/ stvhthi tubzgr dgdby thz sgr tbsgrgr vrc rhhfnti t zhhgrctetbygr pgrzgbkhfehhy' t rta hahcv' asfi' cgksrai' njbl' gxei' tui btl uugr uuhhxy uutx/ gr cteunyygkgpti etkx ti tuhpvgr pui tkg gei uugky/ nhhi ntitui thl' uuhsgr' kgci t ayhk ctahhsi kgci' tui ehhithhbgr pui tubz zgbgi bhay pui sh xtry ngbyai uutx

cteungi ngr ygkgpti etkx pui uuhphk agu, gx zgbgi

st thi t ytd/ tcgr t yhhk pui sgr tbsgrgr rhhfntbwx

rupgr ekubdgi mu tubz cygu,' pui mhhy mu mhhy/ uugi nhrprgdi' "thr zufy zhfgr vrc rhhfnti pui hahc, uatc,o

nho///?" tui zhh gbypgri' "ht' dgrgfy' tho zul thl'" yuginhr thbthhbuugdx t jxs tui nhr dgci thcgr sgo rhfyhdibungr/

sgo stbgraytd muprh' uugi thl vtc tuhpdgvuhci sgoygkgpti' vty gx nhr yteg tuhpwi grayi nhbuytuhxdgzgi mu zhhi btl thhbg pui jxs dgkgdbvhhyi muthcgrdgci ptrwi rupgr sgo rhfyhdi ygkgpti bungr/tcgr thhsgr thl vtc btl tphku dgegby eungi muouutry vty zh dkhhl tbdgvuhci rgsi "pubgo ehbs/// shxhzagrx/// sgr shtdbtz/// t druhxgr bhurtktszahxy ztdytz///"

tui thl chi dgckhci nhy ti tpgbgo nuhk/ vhhxy stx

tz zh zufy yteg nhr' sh stzhdg pruh rhhfnti? uutx? puiuutbgy uuhhxy t prgnsg pruh mu ztdi tkgx tzuh dgbuhuugdi nhhi ehbs? uugr thz zh cfkk' tui uutx uuhk zh? tcgrthhi nhbuy/ vty zh dgrgsy pui nhhi ehbs' tsgr vty zhgpgx dgztdy uugdi thr thhdi ehbs? tsgr tpar' thl uugrauhi mgrusgry/ uutx yuy zhl st? gbskhl vtc thl zhltchxk trhgbyhry' dgbud tuh; mu ztdi' "thhi nhbuy/// gxzgvy tuhx uuh thr vty t ygu,' tui thr zufy ti tbsgrgpruh rhhfnti/ uugi thr vty dgrgsy pui t ehbs nhyxhzagrx vty thl muo gray dgnhhby tz thr nhhby httpar nhr/// uuhhk nhr ntfi stx nhy hgmy nhy tubzgrmuuhh tui t vtkc hgrhdi sush/// tcgr ptry vty thr t///"

bu' dhc gx ptr muuhh thshag ntngx' tui pui ty sgoekhhbgo zt. thz auhi dguutri t dtbmg ptruuhekyganugx/ zh vty nhr sgrmhhky uutxptrt auugrg ,eupv zhdhhy hgmy tsurl nhy thr muuhh hgrhdg nhhsk/ gx vty zhltbdgvuhci uugi stx ehbs thz truhpdgertfi tuhpwietubygr tui thz trtpdgptki/ zh vty dgftpy t akgfyiektp thi nuj' tui zhhy sgntky khhsy zh pui xhzagrx/ zhegi vtci xhzagr gphztsi gykhfg ntk t ytd' mgbskhdgrntk thbnhyi sh btfy k"g/ zhh zgbgi dguugi chh druhxgsteyuhrho' tcgr ngshmhbgi zgbgi tpyntk uuh ahsufho– gx str; zhhi mudgptxy/ muntk egi t bhaymudgptxyg ngshmhi ntfi btfngr etkhg/ khhsgr thz thrnhhsgkgwx nmc ptrgrdgry dguutri surl tzt tunptxhdgngshmhi/ vhhby vtkyi zhh stryi tz zhh vtci auhi c"v htdgphbgi t rhfyhdg ngshmhi uutx vty ctuuhzi mu vhhki shatsi uutx sh prhgrshdg ngshmhbgi vtci tbdgntfy/

hgmy' tkzt' vtky ngi btftntk chh "tk;" mu yrgpi tngshmhi uutx vhhky' tui ngi ytpy thi sh phbxygr'zufbshd sgo akhj thi ptrgo pui t ngshmhi uutx uugycrgbdgi sh dtbmg rputv/

uutfi ktbd zgbgi sh gkygri nhywi ehbs thi aphytk/

tkg ehbsgr pui sh napjv vtci zhh dgnuzy mgyhhkimuuhai erucho tui prhhby/ sh ayuc ptry tuh; rgsgr'ytyg ntng aphri uuh zhh crgfi mto' tui ehhi haugvzgvy zhl bhay tuhpwi vtrhztby/

vtkybshd sgo yrhhck btby mudgsrhey mu nhhi tuhgr'vty nhhi vtr. dgckuyhdy ptr sh tunctetbyg – tcgrptry tubzgrwx ti thhdbx' t thshag ntng/ uuhctks tdgaprgl thz bhay thhbzhhyhd' vtc thl tuhl nhydgyhhkytubzgrg thcgrkgcgbhai/ thl vtc tbdgvuhci sh dgahfyg'bhay tuhxktzbshd ehhi pry/ muo xu; vtc thl ptrgbshdynhy sgo tz nhr ayhhgi hgmy chh t "sgs gbs" bhayzgvbshd uutu nwegi dhhi uuhhygr/ mu mtki pui yta truhxptr t prhuutyi steytr thz vgfgr tubzgr phbtbmhgkgngdkhfehhy/ mu dhhi murhe muo ekhbhe thz cfkk bhay ehhicrhrv/ "thl uuhhx bhay uutx mu yti'" vtc thl dggbshdy'

"nnhkt yu thl dtrbhay/"

zh vty nhr dgztdy stx uutx thl vtc' yh; thbgrkhl'

tkhhbx duy dguutuxy/ tz uugi sgr thhdgbgr dguuhxi ztdytz nwytr bhay ctdrtci t prtckgo tui nwnuz gxdrubykhl btfdhhi' ktzy zhl khhfygr ptraygei sh ztl uuhuugi t sruhxbshdgr ngbya ntby mu yti gpgx sgruugdi/ zhvty nhr bhay ckuhz dgntby' btr dgptsgry tui dgcgyi'

22vnxphe dtzgy| ,arh ,ax"j

nhy vtr./ zh vty nhr dgztdy tz dgky ytr bhay ayhhithi uugd uugi gx euny mu t nmc pui dgzuby/ zh thzptrchbsi nhy ptrahsgbg cheur jukho trdtbhztmhgx'

ztdy zh' tui tuhc thl uugk strpi tbeungi mu zhhgr vhk;bgny zh tuh; zhl sgo guk mu ptratpi stx dtbmg uutx

uugy tuhxpgki/"uutx?!" gx uuhky zhl bhay dkuhci/ tcgr zh vty

dgrgsy zhhgr ektr/ thl ztk bhay yrtfyi pubgo dgky'

btr dhhi uutu tvhi gx thz stx cgxyg tui' ht' stx dtbmgxfuo khdy tuh; thrg pkhhmgx/ sgrchh vty zhtruhxdgztdy sgo btngi pui thr ytfygr' nhy sh ntngwxbtngi' cgybshd tz sgr zfu, ztk zhhi ptr thr khaugvukrputv/

pui nhhi nuhk' uutx thz dgckhci zhhgr ptrdtpy' vtc

thl euho truhxdgaytngky t vtrmhdi "tni!"sti' sh grayg rgtemhg' thz dguugi mu tbyztdi thr

dgbtshdg tbcty' ztdbshd' uuh sgr ayhhdgr' tz "nwuugy zhlauhi ti gmv dgci' gx pgky bhay tuhx///" tcgr zh vtyzhl bhay dgktzi phri thi ehhi uuhfujho/ zh vty nhrdgvhhxi tuhpzufi tui ntfi t ctaygkubd chh t druhxiprhuutyi steytr' "tcgr auhi!" – vty zh ptrgbshdy/

nhr vtci zhl dgdgci thhbg ptr sh tbsgrg tubzgrgygkgpti bungri' tui chhsg vtci murhedgaygky shyrhhckgl tuhpwi pkt. nhy t phk khhfygr dgnhy uuh nhrvtci gx dgvty tuhpdgvuhci/

uuh uutubsgrkhl thz sh vadjv pui vhhkhdi ctagpgr/pui muuhh uuhhyg kgbsgr)!( zgbgi muuhh ptruuhhytdygntngx dguutri muztndgcrgbdy surl/// t ygu,! gx vtynhr ctbungi t dgphk tz thhbgr nhay zhl zhhgr aytretrhhi thi nhhi prhuutyi kgci' tui sgr thhbgr thz sgrduygr tui druhxgr ctagpgr tkhhbx/ uuh duy gx vty

dgphky mu uuhxi uuh aytre gr "nhay" zhl trhhi st' tuitz gr uuhhzy gx nhr tzuh gpgbykhl/ pui thhi nhbuy tuhpwimuuhhyi vty gr nhr tubygrdgaygky t dgky euutk' tz

thl ztk egbgi yti nhhi pkhfy tk. ntng tundgaygry/

sh dgky ktxy pui uutx thl vtc zhl hgmy dgphkyctprhhy thz dguugi t dguutkshdg vhk;' tcgr phk ngr thzdguugi sh jhzue uuhxbshd tz thl uugr dgphry tuh; arhytui yrhy surl tubzgr tc vrjni' tui bhhi' gr ktzy nhrbhay tkhhi/

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nhy ctbhhyg fuju, vtc thl zhl trhhbdgkhhdy thisgo gbhi/ thl vtc btfdgprgdy tui btfdgptray chz thlchi sgrdtbdgi uugr thz gx sh aph. nna pui tkgphshgyrhe bhurtktszahxyi/ nhr vtci thcgrdgntfy tkgygxyi' tui gbskhl' gbskhl' vtci nhr zhl dgphbgi thi zhhitphx' uutrybshd mu vgri uutx uugy gr shtdbtzhri/

sgr steytr vty muo gray dguutky ntfi zhfgr tz

sush vty bhay sh grbxyg njkv j"u tsgr t uutuex j"u/uugi gr dguugi thcgrmhhdy tz gx vtbsky zhl bhay pubgogrdxyi' vty gr uuhhygr tubygrzufy mu sgrdhhi uutx egithhdbykhl ht zhhi sh xhcv ptr tzgkfg grbxygxhnpytngi/

gr vty pgxydgaygky tz sh gphztsi zgbgi bhaydguugi ehhi xhzagrx/

gr vty uuhhygr dgzufy tui ayushry tuibtfdgptray' zhhgr drubykhl tui zhhgr ktbdzto/ thietbyrtxy mu sh 01 nhbuy chho steytr thiuugxyagxygr ekhbhe – vty sgr thmyhdgr tpthbyngbydgsuhgry t dtbmg agv mhhy/

gbskhl vty gr truhxdgztdy zhhi shtdbtz:"phshgyrhe nhhdrghi" – t ptrgo pui t "nhhdrghi"

etp uuhhytd uutx chh ti gruutexgbgo ngbya uutky zhlstx ntbhpgxyhry nhy sh ektxhag xhnpytngi puinhhdrghi tui tuhl "uugrshdtu"' tcgr chh t ehbs eunystx truhx nhy "shzh xpgkx" uutx ntfy ptrkhri sgoctktb. tuh; gykhfg nhbuy/

thi ngshmhbhai zatrdti:

pui sh dtbmg pjs tui tbdxy uutx nhr vtcisurfdgntfy sh tkg uutfi' vty zhl gx truhxdgaygky muzhhi bhay ngr tui bhay uuhhbhdgr uuh etp uuhhytd/

tygo trhhi' tygo truhx' vusu ksw fh yuc fh kgukojxsu/

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zgex uutfi apgygr' uuhsgr t stbgraytd muprh/thl chi dgaytbgi nhywi cgzho tuhxegrbshd btl

prhaytd' tui sgr ygkgpti ekhbdy/

"vgkt' pruh rhhfnti!"thl vgr sh prhhbykhfg ctdrhxubd pui t auhi-hgmy

ctetbyg ayhng/ thl vtc dgbumy sh dgkgdbvhhy thrthcgrmudgci sgo shtdbtz pubgo steytr/ thl vtc thobtftntk vgrmkhl ctstbey ptr thr drhhyehhy tuitppgr nhy tzt crhhyvtrmhdg ayhmg/ kngav vtci nhrc"v bhay dgstrpy tbeungi sgrmu/

tcgr bhay mu vgri nhhi "hhar fuj" vty zhl dgrupgi/zh vty nhr dgvty gpgx uuhfyhd mu sgrmhhki/ pui hgbgoytd uutx zh vty zhl tbdgyrtdi nhr mu vgkpi' pui uugi zhvty truhxdgztdy thr ytfygrwx btngi tz gx ztk thrzhhi kzfu, ptr t rputv akhnv' vtci zhl ztfi tbdgvuhciyuhai' muo duyi/

zh vty nhr dgrupi sgrmhhki tz thr ytfygr dhhyvhhby tvhho/

uuaattcc,,oonnhhoo-

tuhpwi ygkgpti tuhpwi ygkgpti

dkhhfmhhyhd' uuh ctrhfygy jusatc thi "dhhgbshd muo srue" rucrhethi dgmhhkyg uugrygr' vty shpgsgrtkg "mgbygr ptr sgzhxetbyrtk" tdgbyur )sh "xh/ sh/ xh/"(tbdgvuhci t ntxhuug etnphhituhpmuekgri steyuhrho tui ngbyaicfkk uugdi sgo "frtbhe pgyhd"muaytbs/

sh tdgbyur uugy tuhxdgci 6$nhkhti tuh; sgo etnphhi' ztdy t"bhu htre yhhnx" ctrhfy' arhhcbshdmuuhai tbsgrg pubeyi tz sh "xh/ sh/xh/" vty cteungi pui etbdrgxdruhxg dgkygr ptr sgo uuhfyhdimuuge zhby gykhfg htr murhe' tcgrsh tdgbyur vty nhxcruhfy sh ptbsx

ptr tbsgrg dgcruhfi/sr/ uuhkhto rhuux' sgr vuhpy

"xh/ g;/ gx/" gexpgry chh shtdgbyur' uugkfgr vty sgrmhhkysgo tn, uugdi sgo ptbshbdxetbstk' ztdy tz thmy thz shtdgbyur dgeungi muo tbgregbubdtui uuhhxy uuhtzuh mu bumi dgkygr muvgkpi sh khhsbsg/

"ngbyai nhy frtbhe pgyhdzgbgi pubey tzuh tubygrsruey surlzhhgr prtckgo' pubey tzuh

dgaygry pui zhhgrg btrntkgpubemhgx' uuh ngbyai nhy egbxgrtsgr frtbhag kubdgi pgkgr'" ztdysr/ rhuux thi t crhhyg' tphkudguutdyg' xyghyngby uutx vtydrtsg dgvuhci txtl tuhdi crgngithi ngshmhbhag zaurbtki/

*uuh ctetby vty sh "g;/ sh/ gh/"

sgo zungr ctaygyhdy sgo ngshmhi"khrhet" )ACIRYL(' uutx uugryvhhby dgbumy ptr gphkgpxh tui ptr

bgruu atsi pui shhgchyhx tuiahbdgkx' tkx sh grayg yrhyngbyegdi sgo frtbhai auutfehhy tuihxurho prtckgo uutx vhhxy"phhcrtnhhtkszag/"

sr/ yatrkx eho' t druhxgrxpgmhgkhxy thi sgo dgchy chh"ntuby xhhbth" thi bhu htre' vtyctdrhxy sgo srtd' tcgr gr ztdytz ngshmhbgi ztki zhhi t kgmygarhy thi ctvtbskgi sgo prtckgo'uugi tkg tbsgrg ztfi vtci bhay

dgtrchhy/sr/ eho pruchry gray mu bumi

tehu-ptbyaur tui "grtche"thcubdgi' cgptr gr dhhy mu ngshmh-bgi/ gr ztdy tz gr pruchry gkygrgpxhftktdhag srtdx )yrhh-xhhekhex(' bhurtbyhi )sh zgkcg uuhkhrhet(' nhy dgnhayg rgzukytyi/

tcgr' btl tkgngi' thi tetngbytri tpyhhkubd pui "uutkxyrhy szaurbtk"' tui stx zgkcgztl surl phkg crhuu arhhcgr muo"dtzgy" sh ptrktpgbg muuhh htr'arhhci steyuhrho tui khhsbsg tuizhhgrg btbyg tz sh cgxyg vhk; egdisgo frtbhai prtckgo thz zhltuhxrugi t ktbdg mhhy cag, ngithz thbdtbmi tpdgyhhky pui tkgxuutx egi crgbdgi xyrgx/

t ayhek yrhhxy:

"frtbhe pgyhd" uugry ptrchbsi nhy "uuhhrux"'"phhcrtnhhtkszag" cteuny grayg ngshmhi

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sgo grayi ytd xufu,' y"u ,arh' uugi gx dgptky shhtrmhhy pubgo vhhkhdi ctuutuxyi mshe vrv"e rwnrsfhwkg pui btscurbt zm"k' pkgdy zhhi thhbhek vrv"e rwth,nr pui btscurbt zm"k sgrmhhki - huo yuc chhytd'

btfi ntfi ehsua thi sh xufv - ty sh uutubsgrkhfgngav pui zhhi druhxi zhhsi' sgr cgk vvhkukt' uutx vtybtl ptxhry thi sh htri uugi gr vty dguutuhby thi shayty chayhbt/

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thi yagrbtuuhy. vty dguutuhby t jaucgr ths'vrv"j rw hux; eto z"k' uugkfgr thz dguugi dtr aytrescue thi zhhi druhxi rchwi vrv"e rw nrsfhwkg' pui zhhbgdrgxyg jxhsho thi hgbgo dgdby/

vty tntk ptxhry tz sgr rw hux; thz k"g aytreertbe dguutri tuh; sh dgpgrkhfg yhpux njkv/ gr vtyzhl dguutbsi mu sh drgxyg steyuhrho' tcgr zhh vtci zhltpdgztdy pui tho' ztdbshd xwthz bhayt uutx mu yti' zhhvtci tho tuhpdgdgci rj"k/ tcgr uuhctks sh njkv thztuh; sh kubdgi' vtci zhh tho dgrtyi tz uuhktbd gr thzbtl "stvh" ztk gr ftya ptri mu sh eur-grygr uutu shkupy thz kuhygr tui rhhi' fsh gx ztk tho drhbdgrtbeungi stx tygngi/

rw hux; vty zhl tcgr ctekgry' tz uuh thhsgr muptri mu sh eur-grygr' uugy gr gbsgra ptri mu zhhidruhxi rchwi rw nrsfhwkgi' tui pugkwi t haugv/ xwthz tcgrdguugi drhbdgr dgztdy uuh dgyti' uuhhk pui yagrbtuuhy.

chz ehhi chayhbt thz dguugi t ktbdgr uugd' tui cpry ptrtho thi zhhi ertbei nmc thz gx tbdgeungi btl phkauugrgr' tcgr gr vty zhl dgaytrey nhy tkg fuju,/

stx uuhhc zhhbg thz nhydgptri nhy tho fsh tho muctshbgi tuhpi uugd' tui cgzr, vah", zgbgi zhh tbdgeungiehhi chayhbt muo rchwi/

sgr xsr chho rchwi pkgdy zhhi' tz tpyntk pkgdy grpkumho dgci t ctpgk "thhbmuaptbgi sh uugdgbgr"' tuistx vty dgnhhby tz sgr rch uuhk zhl truhxktzi grdg.thi uugd trhhi/ ngi vty dgstrpy tbktsgbgi tuhpi uutditkg zhhbg fkho' tbdgvuhci pui sh cgy dguutbs tui ayucztfi tui dgahr tui dggbshdy chh tkg zhhbg xprho' uuhhksgr rch nhy zhhi druhxg esuav tui prhau, vty zhl bhaydguutky ctbumi nhy ehhbg prgnsg fkho' tui ngi vtydgstrpy nhybgngi tk. tui tkmshbd' tui uuhctks tzuhphkztfi vtci bhay dgvty ehhi pkt. thi thhi uutdi' vtyngi sgrhcgr dgstrpy thhbaptbgi gykhfg druhxguugdgbgr' tui zhl mudrhhyi muo uugd/

uutu tvhi ngi ptry vty ehhbgr ju. sgo rchwi bhaydguutuxy' tkgx thz dguugi thhbdgvhky tubygrwi akhhgrpui zhhbg vhhkhdg fuubu, tui druhxg xusu,' uutx uuhctetby thz sgr rch rw nrsfhwkg dguugi t dguutkshdgrcgk ruj veusa npurxo/ tpyntk btfsgo uutx ngi vtyauhi tk. thhbdgptey tui truhpdgktsby tuh; sh uugdgbgr'tui tkgx thz auhi dgaytbgi drhhy mu sh bxhgv' vty zhlsgr rch thhbdgaptry chh zhl thi ayuc' tui btl gykhfgagv thz gr truhxdgeungi ztdi tz ngi ptry bhay///

stx vty dgegby tphku zhhi tzuh thi thhi ytd' tz

ptrytdx vty sgr rch dgztdy ngi ztk zhl drhhyi thiuugd trhhi' apgygr vty gr tpdgrupi sh bxhgv' tuibtfsgo uutx ngi vty auhi tkgx murhe tuhxdgptey'

vty gr uuhsgr dgztdy tz ngi ztk zhl drhhyi thi uugdtrhhi! tui tzuh vty ngi dgegby gykhfg ntk thhbpteitui tuhxptei' uuhhk tuhpi rchwi nhy zhhbg uuhhyg tuhdi tuiyhpg fuubu, thz stl bhay ahhl mu prgdi ehhi atku,/

tui ty uugi tubzgr rw hux; thz tbdgeungi ehhichayhbt muo rchwi' vty gr dgzgi uuh pubey sti ayhhgitkg uugdgbgr thhbdgaptby tui tbdgktsby/ thz grmudgdtbdgi muo dcthwi tui dgprgdy mh sh uugdgbgr ayhhgihgmy drhhy muo ptri' tsgr dhhy ngi zhh dtr hgmytpktsgbgi? vty sgr dcth dggbypgry tz kuhy uuh gxeuey tuhx drhhy ngi zhl stx ntk ht tuugemuptri/ vty

zhl rw hux; tpdgrgsy ptr tho zhhi chygri nmc' tuidgcgyi gr ztk trhhbdhhi muo rchwi ztdi tz gr thz dgeungimu ptri sgo ktbdi auugri uugd pui yagrbtuuhy.' tui grcgy tz sgr rch ztk tho ftya tuhpbgngi btl thhsgr grptry tuuge/

sgr dcth thz trhhbdgdtbdgi muo rchwi' tui sgrmhhkytz rw hux; eto pui yagrbtuuhy. thz hgmy tbdgeungi' grthz t jukv nxufi' tui gr uuhk aytre trhhbeungi muorchwi/ vty rw nrsfhwkg dggbypgry "bhhi!"

vgrbshd sgo gbypgr pubgo dcthwi' vty rw hux;

tuhxdgcrtfi thi t druhx dguuhhi' tui dgprgdy tptrkuhrgbgr uutx gr ztk tmhbs yti/ sgr dcth vtyaytre rjnbu, dgvty tuh; tho' tui gr thz btftntk

trhhbdgdtbdgi muo rchwi' vty tho sgr rch dgztdy' "dhhztd tho gr ztk shbdgi t uutdi tui nhr btfptri thi uugdtrhhi/"

ehhi tbsgrg crhrv vty gr bhay dgvty' vty gr zhldgshbdgi t uutdi' tui gr nhy zhhi uuhhc zgbgi tzuhbtfdgptri sgo rchwi thi uugd/

dtbmg srhh uutfi vty gr zhl tzuh dgakgpy tuh; shuugdi/ ehhbgr vty cfkk bhay dgvty ehhi tvbubd uututvhi ngi ptry tzuh ktbd/ bhytntk mhhy zhl tpmurhgithz bhay dguugi' uutu ngi vty zhl tpdgaygky chhytd

vty ngi bhay dgbgfyhdy chhbtfy' tui ctks muprh thzngi uuhhygr dgptri/ tui rw hux; sgr jukv nxufi akgpyzhl bgcgl truo tuh; sh uugdi' thi sh druhxg vhmi' dtbmgsrhh uutfi' thi mudtc muo ktbdi auugri uugd puiyagrbtuuhy. ehhi chayhbt/

cnal sh dtbmg mhhy vty zhl sgr rch cfkk bhayuuhxbshd dgntfy pui tho' bhytntk akuo vty gr thodgdgci/ btr stx ht' gr vty tho fxsr dgahey ahrhhopui sh ntfkh ac"e' uutx thz ctaytbgi pui sh thhgrnhywi pgmgh' yatkgby tui ehdk' tkgx thi thhi druhxgnha-nta thbthhbgo nhy sh etnpty/

apgygr pkgdy rw hux; ptrmhhki' tz gx thz sgntkydguugi thi xtng crgbgbshdi zungr' tui stx gxi thz auhidguugi gykhfg ygd tky' tzuh tz gx vty pui sh druhxgvhmi auhi dgvty "tzt uuhhxg ctrs"/// )pui ahnk(' tcgruugi gr vty dgdgxi pui sgo "ntfk" vty gr dgphkysgrhi tzt ygo di gsi' tza gr vty tpdgkgey sh chhbgrtui sh phbdgr!

btl ktbdg tuhxdgmuhdgbg srhh uutfi thi uugd' vty zhlsgo rchwbx uutdi vtxyhd tpdgaygky/ sgr rch vtydgprgdy ptruutx ngi vty zhl tpdgaygky thbnhyi uugd'thz sgr dcth trtpdgdtbdgi pui uutdi ncrr zhhi uutx steuny ptr' tui gr thz murhedgeungi tui sgrmhhky tz

gpgx t ths vty zhl st tuhxdgkhhdy tuhpi uugd' vgrbshdtz sgr rch dhhy eungi mu ptri/ gr vty zhl btruutx

tuhpdgcuhgy t bhhgo vuhz' tui gr uuhk suuet tz sgr rchztk trhhbeungi mu tho thi ayuc tbektpi sh nzuzu,' tuigr ztdy tz gr rhry zhl bhay pui try chz sgr rch uugynnkt zhhi zhhi ceav/

vty sgr rch dggbypgry "bu' bu"' tbmushhyi tz gr dhyzhhi vxfnv/ )stx thz dguugi dtr t zgkygbg grahhbubd' tz

sgr rch ztk trhhbdhhi mu hgbgo thi ayuc tbektpi nzuzu,'

cpry chh t prgnsi ngbya(/

sgr cgk vch, vty zhl zhhgr dgprhhsy' gr vty zhhtrhhbdgcrgbdy thi zhhi bhhgo vuhz' tui trundgphry puithhi ayuc mu sh tbsgrg' chz gr vty dggpby thhi yhr' tuistry thi ayuc thz dgaytbgi zhhi pruh' tui sgrbgci thzdgkgdi t druhx nhhsk/ sh pruh vty tbdgvuhci htngrkhl muuuhhbgi' tz sh ytfygr khdy auhi bgcgl tzuh muutbmhd htrdgkgvny k"g' tui sh chygrg mgr tui uuhhytd thz bhaymuo tuhxvtkyi' tui zh ktzy bhay sgo rchwi cauo tupitruhx pui vuhz' chz uuhktbd sgr rch uugy muztdi t haugvtui rputv akhnv!

sgr rch thz sgrmhygry dguutri' tui gr vty zhltbdgrupi "tv uuhh' tv uuhh' nwvty nhr trhhbdgbtry///" grvty ctpuhki nwztk tho tbdrhhyi t jsr nhujs/

sgr rch thz trhhi thbgo jsr nhujs' tui zhl stryptrzuhny t ayhe mhhy/ sti vty gr dggpby sh yhr tuidgztdy sgo dcthwi gr ztk trhhbrupi mu tho rw hux; eto/

uugi rw hux; vty zhl trhhbdgakgpy nhy sh kgmyg fuju,'

vty tho sgr rch dgztdy "sh steyuhrho vtci shrdgahey tuh; kupy' vtc thl tvgr dgmuhdi sh kupy' tuitmhbs cgbya thl shr t rputv akhnv' ngr uugxyu bhayuuhxi pui sh njkv' tui thl chi ncyhj trhfu, hnho ptrshr tui shhi pruh///" tui gr vty tuhxdgphry' uuhhzbshdtuhpwi ytyg pubgo nhhsk "tui tuhl sgr ths uugy vtci thaugv!" gr vty dgvhhxi ptr rw hux;wi tui ptr sgotbsgri ths tz zhh ztki yti gpgx t pgukv ]gx uugrybhay dgcrgbdy uugkfg pgukv gr vty dgvhhxi tsgr zhhvtci dgyti/[ ty tzuh' thcgrhd mu ztdi' thz rw hux;

puketo tuhxdgvhhky dguutri pui sh njkv/

btfwi gbskhl tbeungi murhe tvhho vty gr ctkssgrbtl cteungi t crhuu pui sgo tbsgri ths uugkfgrvty trhhbdgrupi sgo rchwi mu zhl' tz thi hgbgo aygyk

thz btruutx dguugi t j,ubv' tui zhhgr ytfygr vty auhic"v dgytbmi tuh; sh j,ubv dgzubygrvhhy/

rw hux; nhy zhhi pruh vtci zufv dguugi mu tituhxygrkhag trhfu, hnho' surl sh crfv pubgo vhhkhdimshe/ rw hux; vty dgkgcy vubsgry tui srhhmi )311( htr'tui zhhi uuhhc vty dgkgcy vubsgry tui gk; )111( htr/

ty sgr rw hux; eto z"k thz apgygr dguugi pui shjaucwg n,pkkho pui rchbwx thhbhek vrv"e rw th,nr puibtscurbt zm"k' tui pui tho vty sgr mshe dgvgry shuutubsgrkhfg dgahfyg uutx thz nhy tho tkhhi dgagi' tuigr pkgdy gx thcgrsgrmhhki hgsi grayi ytd xufu,' thish htrmhhy pui zhhi druhxi zhhsi' vrv"e rch rw nrsfhwkgpui btscurbt zm"k/

hgsi ntk uutx gr vty dggbshdy ptrmhhki sh ngav'

vty gr mudgdgci ckaui esau "mu ptrmhhki sh ngav thzt xdukv tuh; rputv' tui t xdukv tuh; apg!"

ztki nhr tkg sgrkgci ktbdg dkhekhfg tui dgzubyghtri' tui zufv zhhi mu t duy dgcgbyay htr/

cx"s xhpurh msheho )4( ctarhci surl: hap"v

sh prhag kupy sh prhag kupy

etnptbhx strpi ayushri ngshmhbgishrgey tuh; ehbsgr' uuhhk sh stzgx uutxuugri rgetngbshry ptr ehbsgr vhhbyzgbgi bhay tuhxdgrgfby ptr zhh tkhhbx'btr nwntfy etkeuktmhgx uuhphk murgsumhri pui gruutexgbg stzgx/ phkgexpgryi ztdi tz sgr mudtbd thz bhayduy' uuhhk tuhxgrsgo uutx ehbsgr zgbgipauy ekgbgr pui gruutexgbg' thz zhhgregrpgr thbdtbmi tbsgra - tui trchhyytytk tbsgra - tui nwegi bhay ntfizhhgr stzg ckuhz kuhy sh prtemhg puizhhgr uutd mu sh druhxg/

uutx sgr chk tsrgxhry bhay' yrt.dtr aytreg dgcgyi pui ptmhgbyi tuizhhgrg tsuutetyi' thz sh tkyg erhyheptruutx sh "g;/ sh/ gh/" ktzy bhay mubhhg ngshmhbgi' uutx vtkyi btl thbnhyiekhbhag ygxyi' mu ctvtbskgi ptmhgbyiuugkfg zgbgi auhi tuhxdgktpi pui tkgyrhyngbyx uutx thz ptrvti/

sgr xgbty vty tuhl ctaygyhdysgo chk' tui gx vty sh ayhmg puiprgzhsgby cua/

thcgr sh prtdg pui fhbgzgr thnpt-ryi' vty sgr prtckgo sgrdrhhfy tzuhuuhhy tz sh "pus thbsuxyrhg"tuitbsgrg thbsuxyrhgx cgyi zhl chh pgsg-rtkg cttnyg mu ntfi ayrgbdg bhhgrgduktmhgx' uuhhk etbxungrx ptrkhrisgo muyruh thi ztfi uutx uugri dgntfy

thi fhbg' tcgr sgruuhhk uugry dtrbhaydgyti' ftya gykhfg etbdrgxkhhy vtcit chk uutx uugry thmy sgctyhry/

thi sh kgmyg uutfi vty ngi dgvgrypui prhag thnptryhryg ztfi pui fhbguutx uutkyi cgxgr dgstrpy ckhhci tuh;hgbgo zhhy ptmhphe' uuh "xgrgnhe" ygpmu etfi )uutx eungi trhhi pui fhbg surlngexhet(' vhkmgrbg gxmhhd )uutxnwbumy thi wfhbgzgrw tsgr wxuahwrgxyurtbygi(' txtl "uuhhbhk" prtsueyi)uuh cghch "chcx"(' tui btl/ kuhy thhictrhfy vty ngi dgphbgi ptrpgxygygngshmhbgi ptr ptmhgbyi nhy kuehnhgthi t fhbgzgr aphytk' tcgr sh xtryngshmhbgi uugri btl' uuhhbhdxybx chzsgruuhhk' bhay trhhbdgcrgbdy pui fhbgehhi tngrheg/

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fhbgzgr vtkhd

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muutbmhd yuhzby' phkptfhd ngr uuhtbsgrg aphygkgr uutx zgbgi txtlvgfgr tuh; sh khxyg/ stx tkhhbx'tz sh cgxyg aphytk vty tuhl shngrxyg ptmhgbyi' ztdi gexpgryi'thz ti tuhxygrkhag zgkygbg ztl'tui mhhdy btl ngr uuh duy gx thz sgraphytk thi tkg dgchyi/

"etktnchg"' uutx thz bun/ 8tuh; sh khxyg' vty dgvty truo 31yuhzby shxyatrszagx' uutx khhdygx cgrl "thbnhyi" sh mtk ptmhgbyirtyg pui tkg srhhxhd tuh; shkhxyg' tcgr uuh dgztdy thz sgrmhpgr bhay ehhi druhxgrctrtngygr tuh; euutkhygy/

"etktnchg" thz tuhxdgeungizhhgr vuhl' cgxgr uuh aphygkgruutx zgbgi vgfgr thr tuh; shkhxyg' xhh tuh; sh mtk buhrxgx pgrptmhgby' tui xhh tuh; ygfbtktdhagptrarhy' tcgr "abhhsgr" vty thrthcgrdgayhdi nhy "pgkhgyhuueghr"' uutx nhhby uuhtzuh sgraphytk ctvtbsky auugrg tuifrtbhag hxurho' xpgmhgk thitunaygbsi uutx steyuhrho egbgibhay muphk tuhpyti/

guugbyugk uugki truhxeungitbsgrg "khxygx" uugkfg uugkitbsgra khhdi sh rtbegi pui sh duygtui auutfgrg aphygkgr/ gx thz stti tbsgrg khxyg pui "vgkydrghsx"' tui btl t srhyg prhuutygkhxyg xhxygo' tcgr "hu/ gx/ bhux"uugry ctmhhfby tkx ngr ertby tuidrubykhl/

pui "vgky drghsx" thz st tkhxyg pui "sh 05 cgxyg aphygkgrthi tngrheg"' tui gx rgfby trhhi"vgegbxge tubhuugrxhyh aphytk"pui bhu szagrxh' uutx uugry shkgmyg htri ngr tui ngr ctbumysurl trytstexhag thsi puitpxyghy bhu htre dgdbygr uuh erh,hutk' ntbxh tui xeuuhrt' uuh tuhlsurl zungr dgxy thi egyxehkxrthti/

tphku uugi nwrgsy pui "sh

cgxyg" aphygkgr' thz tuhl st tdruhxgr shpgrgb. thi euutkhygy puithhbx muo tbsgri/

tuh; sh bhhg "cgxyg ptrehbsgr" khxyg' yrgpy ngi t dtrsrtntyhag uuhhyehhy thieuutkhygy tphku chh sh grayg srhhaphygkgr/ tkg 03 aphygkgr tuh;sh khxyg cteungi t "xetur" muuhai0 chz 001 sh cgxyg/ sgrphktsgkphgr aphytk cteuny tdtbmg 001' sh muuhhyg tuh; shkhxyg' ehbsgr aphytk pui ctxyti'cteuny t vgrkhfg 69' tcgr shsrhyg aphytk' szatbx vtpehbx'yrtxegy trtp zhhgr dkhyahd chz45' tui "etktnchg" vtky auhi chhckuhz t 83 xetur/ gx nhhby bhaysuet tz sgr egbhd pui bhu htregraphygkgr thz ckuhz t srhyk tzuhduy uuh phktsgkphgwx bungr thhbx'tcgr gx nhhby tz zhhgbshd muztngitubygr thhi stl pui sh cgxyg mginhhby btl bhay tz tkgx thz shzgkcg/

chho ngxyi sh aphygkgrwxeuutkhyh' vty "hu/ gx/ bhux" tuhldgeuey tuh; srhh xpgmhphag' tuizhhgr auugrg' yrhyngbyx ptrehbsgr: vtr. )ygyrtktszah tuuptkgy(' bhurtktszah )nuj yuntr(tui egbxgr )chhi ntrglyrtbxpktby(/

euutkhygy tuh; sh srhh thzauugr mu ngxyi pubeykhl tuhpwivtr' uuhhk sh ntdtzhi vty btrdgdgci t ntreg tuhxuutk pui 0' 1'tsgr 2' bhay dgbud ehhi crhhygxpgeyruo mu yrgpi t shpgrgb.muuhai mgbskhdgr aphygkgr' tcgrsh euutbyuo – uuhphk ntk t aphytkvty surfdgphry thhbx pui shprtmgsuri – ayhhy truhx pubeykhl/

tkzt' ptr "ygy/-ptkgy" vtr.tpgrtmhg thz sh drgxyg aphytkthi tngrheg )tui uutrahhbkhl tuhlthcgr sh dtbmg uugky( ptr shxpgmhphag tpgrtmhg sgr ehbsgraphytk thi phktsgkphg' ht' sh"bun/ thhbx" aphytk ptr ehbsgr'nhy 95 tpgrtmhgx thi kgmyi htr

tkhhbx/ sgr "bun/ 2" aphytk tuh;sh khxyg' ctxyti ehbsgr aphytk'thz sh muuhhyg thi sh etygdtrhg'nhy 85 prtmgsuri' tcgr tchxkcgxgrg euutkhygy/ "etktnchg"thz tuhl dguugi zhhgr duygeuutkhygy' tui txtl tpgrtmhgx''64 ngr uuh ruc aphygkgr pui sh 03cgxyg/

chh nuj dguutuexi thz uuhhy shdrgxyg sgr ehbsgr aphytk thisgbuugr' nhy 601 tpgrtmhgx/ shsrhh cgxyg aphygkgr tuh; shkhxyg vtci tkg dgvty tpgrtmhgrtygx thi sh 07wgr' nhy"etktnchg" tui "abhhsgrx" chhsgthi sh 03wgr tcgr phhbg euutkhygy/"shue" )91( tui "nhtnh" )62( vtcituhl dgvty zhhgr txtl pui shtpgrtmhgx/

uugi gx euny mu chhi ntrglyrtbxpktbyi' zgbgi sh ngrxygehbsgr ptmhgbyi dguugi chh xy/szauswx ehbsgr aphytk thi ngnphx)bun/ 02 tuh; sh khxyg( nhy tayuhbgbsg 222 ntrgl yrtbxpktbyikgmyi htri' nhy duyg euutkhyh'uuhhy uuhhy sh ngrxyg thi sh dtbmguugky tui tuusth thi tngrheg/ shbtbxyg btfsgo thz' ptrayhhy zhl'"nght ekhbhe" nhy 141 tui duygeuutkhygy' "shue" nhy 211' tcgrtchxk auutfgrg euutkhyh' tuibtfsgo "ygexgx yahksrgbxvtxphytk" thi huxyti' ehbsgraphytk thi ctxyti' ehbsgraphytk thi xhbxhbgyh' tui ehbsgraphytk thi ahetdt/

thcgrhd mu ztdi tz tpdgzgi puish euutkhygy chh t aphytk' thztk. ptrvti "ytp btya"steyuhrho chh aphygkgr uutx zgbgitbdgckhl bhay tzuh duy' tsgr dtrauutfgr uuh txtl tbsgrg/ sh "hu/gx/ bhux" khxyg' tsgr tbsgrg'egbgi bhay euei pgrzgbkhl tuh;hgsi pui sh vubsgrygr steyuhrhothi druhxg aphygkgr' tui tz thhbgruugry rgpgrhry mu t uugky-gexpgry uutx prteyhmhry thi taphytk uutx thz bhay nna pui sh

xngygbg' egi ngi zhhi muprhsi tznwvty ftya t rhzhdi steytr thisgo xpgmhphai pgks/

*gi kurh' t dguugzgbg buhrx chho

ehbsgr aphytk thi ahetdt' uutxthz bun/ 52 tuh; sh khxyg' vtyprtektnhry t dgatbe pui 001$nhkhti ptrwi aphytk uutu zh vtydgtrchhy mgbskhdgr htri murhe

cgptrwi tbeungi mu chkhtbgrxegrhhfyuo pui rhgk gxyghy/

nhy sgo dgky uugy sgr druhxgraphytk cuhgi t aptdk-bhhgdgchhsg' ptr uuhfyhdg ehbsgryrhyngbyx' uutx thz dgpktby muuugri ptryhd thz 210w/ kuhy t "uutkxyrhy szaurbtk" ctrhfy thz stxpui sh drgxyg dgatbei ptr tehbsgr aphytk' tui sh grayg ntkuutx t buhrx ztk dgci tzt rhzhdgn,bv/

tuhxgr stx trchhyi stryitzuhphk htri murhe' thz sh kurhptnhkhg uutrho mu sgo aphytkuuhhk nwvty stryi dgrtyguugy stxkgci pui muuhh pui zhhgrg 6 ehbsgr -thhbgo btl t ckuy ptrdhpyhdubd puiptrstrcgbg gxi' tui sgo tbsgripui kubdgi pgkgr/

kurh tui thr nti vtci auhidgktzy cuhgi t ptraubd dgchhsg chht muuhhyg druhxg aphytk' tui tdruhxg ekhbhe thi egbhg' tprhet'uutx ctvtbsky tunzhxy yuhzbygrehbsgr hgsi ntbty/ tcgr sh tkgztfi zgbgi uuhhy pui t dgchdkyguugexk ptr 001 nhkhti ytkgr/

uugkfg aphygkgr zgbgi "sh cgxyg" muvhhki ehbsgr? ckuhz 03' tui btr muuhh

tuh; sh khxyg dgphbgi zhl thi bhu htre

sh khxyg pui sh 03 cgxyg aphygkgr thi tngrheg zgbgi uuh ptkdgbs/nhr khhdi sgo btngi uuh gx uugry tphmhgk dgrupi )sh ayty thzthhbdgrhbdky(:

1( yahksrgbx vtxphytk phktsgkphg )phktsgkphg(2( yahksrgbx vtxphytk ctxyti )ctxyti(3( szatbx vtpehbx )ctkyhntr(4( yahksrgbx vtxphytk )sgbuugr(5( rghbctu cghch yahksrgbx vtxphytk )ekhuuktbs(6( ygexgx yahksrgbx vtxphytk )huxyti(7( xhbxhbgyh yahksrgbx vtxphytk )xhbxhbgyh(8( etktnchg )ntbvgyi(9( yahksrgbx vtxphytk )xhtygk(01( kuxhk pgegrs yahksrgbx vtxphytk )ptktu tkyt(11( yahksrgbx bgatbgk ngshek mgbygr )uutahbdyti(21( etktncux yahksrgbx vtxphytk )etktncux' tv(31( yahksrgbx vtxphytk tuu phyxcurd )phyxcurd(41( yahksrgbx vgkyeghr )tyktbyt(51( xy/ kuthx yahksrgbx vtxphytk )xy/ kuthx(61( hu/ xh/ gx/ g;/ yahksrgbx vtxphytk )xti prtbmhxetu(71( yahksrgbx vtxphytk ktx tbsagkgx )ktx tbszagkgx(81( prhhngrh yahksrgbx vtxphytk )xtky kghe xhyh(91( shue tubhuugrxhyh ngshek mgbygr )strvgo(02( xy/ szausx yahksrgbx vtxphytk )ngnphx(12( ntygk yahksrgbx vtxphytk hu/ xh/ gk/ gk/ )ktx tbszagkgx(22( tubhuugrxhyh tuu nhahdgi nty yahksrgbx vtxphytk )gi vtrctr(32( uugbsgrchky tubhuugrxhyh ngshek mgbygr )bgauuhk(42( abhhsgrx - ktbd thhktbs szautha )bhu vhhs ptre' bhu htre(52( yahksrgbx ngntrhgk vtxphytk )ahetdt(62( nhtnh yahksrgbx vtxphytk )nhtnh(72( yahksrgbx vtxphytk gbs ekhbhe )nhbhgptkhx(82( yahksrgbx ngshek mgbygr )stktx(92( nght ekhbhe )rtyagxygr' nb(/03( yahksrgbx vtxphytk )nhkuuteh(

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tngrhegwx ehbsgr aphytk bun/ 5 thi ekhuuktbs

tngrhegwx ehbsgr aphytk bun/ 2'ctxyti' thz sh thhbmhdxyg thi ktbs nhy

t puk-xhhz "go/ tr/ thh/"ntahi uutxptry tuh; stl-rgkxi trhhi tui truhxpubgo tpgrtmhg mhngr tz fhrurdi ztkiegbgi bumi dgvgrhdg ngytk thbxyrungbyi

25 vnxphe dtzgy| ,arh ,ax"j

nu"vhutk nav vgraetuuhya vh"ushrgey eghr xyg;' sgh vgchkhyghati' rtekgbs etubyh

uzudw vjaucv ,jhw

krdk vuks, vci b"h

*

nu"vkhpt kuhpgr vh"uuzudw vjaucv ,jhw

vhho ngbgszagrx' ghegrx crusgrvhho

krdk vuks, vbfsv ,jhw tmk cbo

nu"v dskhw kuhpgr vh"u

j,i nu"v nav ptketuuhya vh"u

*

nu"vhjzehw hust agfygr vh"uxgruuhx ettrshbghytr' rtekgbs etubyh

uzudw vjaucv ,jhw

krdk vuks, vci b"h

*

nu"vtkhgzr zuxht thhzhetuuhya vh"uxgruuhx ettrshbghytr' rtekgbs etubyh

uzudw vjaucv ,jhw

krdk vuks, vc, ,jhw

*

nu"vhjhtk nhfk prhhbs vh"uuzudw vjaucv ,jhw

shrgey eghr xyg;' ac,ho uhu"y' 16wxyg xy/ crusgrvhho

krdk vuks, vc, ,jhw

hvh rmui nkpbh tchbu acanho a,ruu fukfo ruc bj,

sesuav uvrjc, vsg, nfk humth jkmhfo

kao uk,ptr, gs cht, vdutk

mgbygr thi tngrheg' "go/ sh/ gbsgrxti" thihuxyti ygexgx/

sr/ xyhuu euhrkh' t ctrhnygr prtpgxgrchho "gbsgrxti" egbxgr aphytk' trchhyvtby tui vtby nhy sr/ etbzhtx thcgr sh bhhgtbysgeubd/ "tuhc nhr egbgi tuhpeungi nhy tuugd mu ahei sh stzhdg crgbayt; mgki mu shegbxgr mgki' tcgr bhay dgzubyg mgki' uugysgr yrhyngby phhi trchhyi/" tui gr dhy mu'"thl vtc bhay ehhi muuhhpk thi sgo/ hgsgxtry egbxgr/ tungyuo thi egrpgr/"

*sr/ etbzhtx vty grphbsi t uugd mu

ptrcrgbgi ztk. uutxgr' stx vhhxy houutxgr/

gr vty tbysgey tz tuhc ngi ahhbydguuhxg rtsht prheuugbxh ayrtki shrgeytrhhi thi sh mgki pui t yrtpi ztkmhdguutxgr' uugry sh uutxgr tzuh vhhx tz sgr"vhhsrtszahi" gkgngby pubgo yrtp uutxgraprhbdy truhx tui crgby uuh t auugck/uuhktbd sh ayrtki ahhbgi tuhpwi"vhhsrtszahi" gkgngby' crgby gx tituhpvgr' nhy sh gbgrdhg pui sh ayrtki/pubey uuh t ebuhyk egi crgbgi uuhktbd xwthzst tuhk/

etbzhtx tkhhbx' zhhgbshd pui ctru; tegbxgr ptragr' vty bhay ptraytbgipubeykhl uutx st thz dgagi/ sh rtshtayrtki bumy gr ptr ngshmhbhag ptraubdgi'tui vty btr dgahhby tuh; tchxk "xgkhi")ztk. uutxgr thi thbygruuhbgx zgek( uugi grvty tbysgey sh bhhg xtry "vhhsrtzahi"gbgrdhg/

mu sgrdhhi ngr pubeykhl sh fgnhagthhbmkvhhyi sgrpui' vty gr zhl dguutbsi mubtbyg prhhby thi pgbxhkuugbhg xyghytubhuugrxhyh' bhay uuhhy pui zhhi vhho' mutrchhyi tuh; sgo prthgey thi zhhgrg rhzhdgktctrtytrhgx/ zhh vtci ctaygyhdy tz' ht'nhy sh xtry ayrtki egi ngi truhxbgngigbgrdhg pui "vhhsrtszahi"' tui sh ptragrntfi thmy drubykhfg ayushgx mu zgvi tuhcsh gbgrdhg uutx euny truhx pui"vhhsrtszahi" surl sh stzhdg ayrtki egiuugri etbyrtkhry thi sh euutbyuo uutxptsgry zhl mu srhhhgi t ntytr tui' ngdkhl'

sh rgsgr pui ti tuhyt/uuh dgztdy' thz sr/ etbzhtx tbdgeungi mu

sh vhhsrtszahi gbgrdhg tbysgeubd dtb.tundgrtfyi' surl ti tunuugd uutx thzuuhfyhdgr ptr sh uugky uuh sh dtbmg tuhpyupui bumi ztk. uutxgr tkx ntytr crgbayt;/t nhbuy' uugr ztdy? tpar tz nwuugy bumiuutxgr mu gbgrdhri tuhytx uugy tuugedhhitzuhphk trtchag tuhk tui ptrpgxygygkupy tz pui sgo tkhhbx uugki ngbyai uugridgzubygr///?

duy' rgytrhe thi sgr zhhy dgkhhdy' thz shtbysgeubd muaytbs dgeungi btl ktbdg htriptraubd trchhy uutx sr/ etbzhtx khhdy trhhimu yrgpi t vhhkubd ptr kuehnhg/

gr tkhhbx pktdy zhl nhy sh chygrg njkvt ahhbg ptr htr/ gr thz auhi tsurl ehntuygrtph tui rtshtmhg' nhy dgnhaygrgzukytyi' tui vty dgzufy cgxgrx/

guugbyugk thz gr tuhpdgeungi nhywidgstbe pui bumi dguuhxg rtsht ayrtkitbmuvhhmi tui ptrcrgbgi egbxgr mgki/ pauytui drts/ tcgr sh grayg arhy thi tztprthgey thz mu 1( yrgpi t uugd uuhtzuh muahhbgi sh ayrtki tuh; sh egbxgr mgki' tui2( thi sh zgkcg mhhy bhay ahhbgi tuh;dgzubyg mgki/

chhsg ztfi vty sr/ etbzhtx dgkgzy nhytzt tuhpyu: gr uugy trhhbahei thbgo ckuymhreuktmhg dtr phmhbeg rtsht-teyhuugmgki' tzuh phmk uuh "bgbtu-ptryhekx" uutxnhkhtbgi sgrpui dhhgi trhhi thi t aph. btsk/sh stzhdg mgki zgbgi pui tzt xtry tz zhh"ekgci" btr mu egbxgr mgki tui bhay mudgzubyg mgki/ sgrbtl ahhby ngi truh; tuhpwingbyai dguuhxg rtsht ayrtki uutx vhhmi tish stzhdg "rtsht-teyhuug" mgki zhhgr vhhxtz zhh ptrcrgbgi sh egbxgr mgki truo zhh/ chhsh dgzubyg mgki thz tkgx chho tkyi' zhh uugribhay ctrhry/

sh stzhdg "bgbtu ptryhek ytrdgyhbd"ygrtph vtky thbnhyi thbygbxhuug ayushgx/sgruuhhk zgvy ngi bhay ehhi pgkgr sgrhi' tuigx trchhy duy thi tkg ygxyi' tcgr gx uugybtl suhgri t ktbdg mhhy chz nwuugy stxegbgi pruchri tuh; ngbyakhfg ptmhgbyi/

thhi ytd vty sgr ptragr dgahhby nhyzhhi xpgmhgkg rtsht ayrtki ntahi tuh; tyrtpk ztkmhdg "xgkhi" uutxgr' mu zgvi tuhcgr egi nhy sgo ygfbhe truhxbgngi sh ztk.pui sh uutxgr/ sti vty gr ctngrey t ekhhiphhgrk' tui sh rgay thz vhxytrhg/ tbaytyuugri tuhx ztkmhd' vtci sh "vhhsrtszahi"gkgngbyi zhl tpdgyhhky pui zhhgrgntkgehukgr afbho' tui dgbungi crgbgi uuheuhki/ zgkcxyptraygbskhl tz sh ahksgrubdthz uuhhy mu pauy' tui uuhxbatpykhl uutkysgr zt. dgstrpy zhhi vubsgry ntk tzuh ktbdnhy tkg thhbmkvhhyi' tcgr 1( sh ctrhfyisgrmhhki bhay muphk uugdi sh ygfbhagthhbmkvhhyi cfkk' tui 2( "dtzgy" khhbgr tuiarhhcgr zgbgi bhay ehhi uuhxbatpykgr muzhhi ngr pubeykhl nhy sh ygfbhag pryho/

uutx gr vty dguutky tuhpyti nhywintfi ztkmhdg uutxgr tuhx ztkmhd thz bhayektr ctrhfygy' tcgr sgr rgzukyty thzngdkhl t rguutkumhg thi gbgrdhg' muztngi'vtpgbykhl thbdhfi' nhy t rguutkumhg thiegbxgr yrhyngbyx uutx trchhyi mu sgr ztlchh hgsi thhbgo/

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ptragr trchhy tuh; t bhhg ygfbhepui rtsht ayrtki egdi egbxgr' tuiyrgpy ztk. uutxgr tkx crgi-ayt;

26vnxphe dtzgy| ,arh ,ax"j

sgr phbtbmhgkgr muaytbs pui "kgbtexvhk" aphytk thi ntbvgyi thz dguutrixytchk muo gbsg pui 60w' akhxbshd sgoetkgbstr htr nhy t ptrshbxy puisrhhpgryk nhkhti stktr' uutx thz uuhhbhdtcgr txtl cgxgr uuh sgphmhyi puiprhgrshdg htri/ thi zgkci etkgbsgr htr'

tcgr' zgbgi sh ngrxyg tpyhhkubdgi puiaphytk bhay dguutexi tsgr dtr dgarhbegithi ptmhgbyi' ftya stx vty zhl dgyuhaymuo cgxgri thi sh grayg ntbtyi pui 70w/

nhy sh prhag cgxgrg phbtbmi' pktby"kgbtex vhk" tuhpmubgngi ngr xpgmht-khxyi thi vtr.' chhbgr tui fhrurdhg' ztdyag; phbtb. tphmhr nhhe crgxkhi/

thi sh zgkcg mhhy vty sh "ntbvgyi thh'ghr' gbs yrtuy vtxphytk"' uutx thz tshuuhzhg pui "kgbtex vhk"' gkhnhbhry thrg051 "thi-pghatby" cgyi' uuh ptrktbdysurl sh "cgrdgr etnhxhg"' tui hgbg pkt.thz dguutri thcgrdgbungi ptr tuy-pghatbyprtmgsuri/ sgr aphytk vty cteungi 21$nhkhti mu ntfi sgo yuha' tui vty tpgkhryptr btl 03$ nhkhti thi xyghy drgbyx ptrsgo muuge/

sh cgrdgr etnhxhg vty tbgregby tz"bhu htre thh gbs ghr thbphrngrh"' uutx thztuhl thi ntbvgyi' shby sh zgkcg muuge uuh"ntbvgyi thh' ghr gbs yrtuy'" btr txtlcgxgr tui nhy t drgxgrg aytc' nnhktptruutx str; ngi vtci muuhh pui sh zgkcgthbxyhyumhgx thi zgkci ayty?

"kgbtex vhk" xytchkhzhry'tcgr uuhhbhd ptmhgbyi eungi

gx thz bhay dtbmg vubsgry htr' nnhktzgbgi sh atbxi btl bhay vubsgry prtmgbyertby' tcgr grdg. thi t ruthdg gbdkhagaygyk kgcy ti tkyhyaeg' dgbuh 001 htrtky' tui ruhfgry pubeykhl 5 mhdtrgyi hgsiytd' zhby/// sh grayg uugky nkjnv/ zhhgbshdt ehbs thi hgbg argegshdg mhhyi' vty zh zhldgbungi muo mhdtrgyk "mu ctruthdi shbgruugzehhy" ztdy zh' tui vty bhaytuhpdgvgry/

tbvuhc xgpygncgr thz zh trhcgr sgo001wyi dgcuryxytd' tui vty gx dgphhgry'uuh sgi tbsgra' nhy phbg; mhdtrgykgl/

tcgr' t nhbuy/ cgptr thr ftpy t prh.ygbmk thi yrhtun; egdi sh uutrgbubdgi puisteyuhrho' thr yrubey kjhho tz ruhfgri thzdtrbhay tzuh agskhl - zhhy uuhxi tz sh phbg;

mhdtrgykgl zgbgi nna truhxdguutrpidgky' uuhhk ngi vty zhh ehhbntk bhaytrhhbdgmuhdi/ tbvuhcbshd mu ruhfgri tkx ehbs'uugi gx thz tunngdkhl trhhbmumhgi sgo ruhl'thz thr dtbmg "ruhfgri" auhi dgckhci tzuhbtthuu' bhay trhhbdgmuhdi' ptrwi dtbmi kgci/

thz ktnhr ntfi tzt dgagpy: uugr gx"ptpy" mhdtrgyi ptr 001 htr tui mhy bhaytrhhi' kgcy zhhgr ktbd/

dgkgfygr thi t zhhy:

uugr gx ruhfgry 001 htrvty atbxi mu kgci ktbd

thi tuektbs'etkhptrbhg'kgcy t ngbyauugkfgr vtytbdgvuhci muntfi rgdukgrgauugrg thcubdgi'hgsi ytd' 3 htrcgptr shmuuhhyg uugkynkjnv/ sgrnti' szagektktbh' vtyzhl kgmyxdgktzy

thbygruuhuthri mu zhhi29wxyg dgcuryxytd' tuh; sh chyg pui zhhi18whgrhdg pruh' uugkfg vtky nwstr;eurtzahri ngbyai mu ntfi ngr thcubdgi' uuhzhh yugi auhi fngy zgfmhd htr/

thi mudtc mu sh thcubdgi' vtci zhhtbsgrg dgzubyg dguutuhbvhhyi/ ktktbh tui

zhhi pruh gxi hgsi ytd muuhh ntkmhhyi' 11muprh tui 7 chhbtfy' tui dtrbhay tbsgra/

prhaytd thz hgsi ytd sh zgkcg ztfi: 4-3 vtryg thh uuhhxkgl' t ygkgr yahei zup'

tuy xhrhgk nhy xth nhkl' t stzgrtzahbegx tui t ygkgr prufy/

phr thh-uuhhxkgl )ti sh dgkgfkgl(thz sh uugkywx cgxyg prtyghi' ztdyktktbh/ gx thz sh zgkcg ntx prtyghi uuh tpuby antkmhdg xyghe' nhy t ekhhbgoshpgrgb. pui 06 etkgrhgx ptr sh thhgregdi 000'1 ptr sh cvnv pkhha/

btfyntk thz pha' fngy hgsi ytd' tsgryuhreh pui mhhy mu mhhy/ gr yrubey uuhhi

chh btfyntk'

"zhbptbsgk" tsgr t duyg ruhyg uuhhi/nhkfhdx thz chh zhh tpdgprgdy/

tv' ahgur ptrdgxi/ gr bgny 03 chz 04uuhytnhbgi hgsi ytd/

xusu, pui 09 htr thcubdgi tui dgzubyg ayrgbdg shgygx

steyuhrho thi "ntuby xhhbth" aphytkthi ntbvgyi vtci tbysgey t zgkygbgxtry dguutuex chh ekhhbg nhhskgl uutxnwyrgpy fngy tuhxakhxkhl chh thsi puithhrtpgthai tpayto' tcgr zhh egbgi bhaygrekgri sh turztl sgrpui/

sgr dguutuex thz bhay egbxgr' tui uugixwthz thbsruhxi thz ngi ptryhd sgrnhy tiehhi stdu,' tcgr dtr uuhhbhd fhrurdi uuhhxiuuhtzuh mu tpgrhri sgo xtry dguutuex uutxegi zhhi druhx uuh t phya tui ptrvtbegryyh; thi egrpgr/

sr/ tkcgry tkyage' pui sh uugkywxdrgxyg gexpgryi thi sgo dgchy'apgeukhry tz tpar thz gx bhay ptrchbsi

nhy thsi' btr uuhctks sh ngrxyg thsi puibhu htre' xpgmhgk trytstexi uutx eungipui thhrtpgthag kgbsgr' zufi vuhfgeuutkhygy vgky eghr chh duyg aphygkgr'vty zhl etbmgbyrhry t druhxg mhpgrptmhgbyi chh "ntuby xhhbth" aphytk/ grtkhhbx thz nusv tz stx thz t apgeuktmhg'tcgr gr egi bhay dgci ehhi cgxgrggrekgrubd/

sgr dguutuex yrgpy ngrxybx chhnhhskgl muuhai 5 chz 7 htr tky/ sr/tkyage ztdy tz fngy tkg ehbsgr uutxvtci stx eungi pui zgkci "zhp etus" thi bhuhtre' tcgr gr ztdy bhay uutu mukhc kgdtkgptrarhpyi egdi truhxdgci prhuutyg ztfi/

"ntuby xhhbth" steyuhrho yrgpi bhhgdguutuex chh ekhhbg thshag ygfygr

sr/ ntryhi tcgkt;' sgr kgdgbstrgrtbetktszahxy uutx vty cnal 51 htrtuhpdgcuhy "szatbx vtpehbx" aphytk thictkyhntr tkx tzt uugky ctrhnyg egbxgraphytk' thz dgaytrci pui kuehnhg thigkygr pui 56 htr/

sgr phktbyrtp xhsbh ehngk vty thoptryruhy nhy 051$ nhkhti mu ntfi sgoszatc chh "szatbx vtpehbx"' tui gr vtygx dgyti/

tcgkt; vty' thi mudtc' dgvty phrbsgptzhmhgx thi tkg dgchyi pui egbxgr' uuh sh"g;/ sh/ gh/" gexpgryi etnhyg ptrzhmgr'prgzhsgby pui sh "tngrhegi xtxhhgyh tuuekhbhek tbetktszah'" tui btl/ tkgngshmhbhag szaurbtki zgbgi tho "nxphs"

nhy druhxg kuhc uugrygr' tcgr nwvgry tuhlduyg ztfi pui tunmtkhdg ptmhgbyi/

thi thhi phetbyhag thhbyrtdg' sgrmhhkythi t "crhuu muo rgstemhg" thi t ctkyhntrmhhyubd' sgrmhhky t ptmhgby thr grptrubdnhy sr/ tcgkt; btl t vtrmrhhxbsg pruhgiegbxgr shtdbtz:

"btl ckuhz thhi agv tui t vtkc thztubzgr tbdxy ctruthdy dguutri/// uugi nhrvtci zhl tuhpdgvuhci mu dhhi' vty gr tubzsgrktbdy t ayhek ptphr nhy zhhi btngi tuiygkgpti bungr sgruh;/ gr vty zhl dguuhmkytz gr vty bhay ehhi chzbgx etrykgl' tui tzptr xhh uugkfg prtdg tsgr ztrdi egbgi nhrtho rupi hgsg mhhy/// sgr mgyk thz btl tk.thi nhhi cgrzk' 71 htr apgygr/"

kgdgbstrgr egbxgr xpgmhtkhxy pui "szatbx vtpehbx" dgaytrci pui kuehnhg

thi sh etrhstri pui etrshtktszah zgbgish kgmyg ygd dguugi anhhfkshd nhy zhxguugrygr pui t dtr tkyg ptmhgby mu thrvtr. steytr' tui pui t ekhhi hubdgk mu zhhictrhnyi ytyg etrshtktszahxy/

vty sh 09whgrhdg tkyhyaeg dgprgdythr steytr' "tuhc nhhi etnphuygr ftpy tuuhhrux' egi zhl gx tbftpi thi nhhipghxnghegr?"

sgr ekhhbgr hubdgk' uuhsgrtuo' 5 htr

tky' vty dguutky truhxdhhi pui cgy' pubeyuuh tkg ehbsgr thi sgo gkygr' mu yrubegiuutxgr' tuhxkgai sh kgeygr' ztdi duygbtfy' t dkgzk nhkl' yrubegi uutxgr' auhidgztdy? sh gkygri vtci tpdganugxy tzthhbntk ptr tkgntk uugy ngi trtpkhhdi shpux' tui ktzi stx ehbs zufi tkg ,hrumho'tcgr thi cgy uugy gr ckhhci/

"ytyh'" euny gr gbskhl muo afk' "thlvtc yagxy pghi/"

dgkgfygr thi t zhhy:

hubd tui tky yrhhcietytuugx pui vtr. steyuhrho

mgbskhdgr ekhhbg cghchx thbgo "bhehu"tpyhhkubd pui "xuruet"aphytk thi nshb,hartk vtci cnal sgo zungr cteungipgkgrshdg "xhnhkte" ptrnukt' tui yhhk pui

zhh vtci mukhc sgo cteungi t euaegprtckgo' ztdi ctrhfyi/ sh "xpgak eghrxhnhkte uuhy thhrti"uugry btr dgbumy thiaphygkgr tui uugry bhay ptreuhpy/

prhag "ptrnukt" xetbstk thi ns"h

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"cruekhi vtxphytk" thi stubytui cruekhi zgvy auhi shkhfyhdehhy chho gbsg pui yubgk: sgr aphytk uugy thbdhfitruhxdhhi pui "ctberty" btl t srtntyhag -2htrhdg prthgeysurl ag; gezgehuyhuu xgo kgrpgks mu xytchkhzhri sgoaphytk tui gx mudrhhyi mu t cgxgrg mueubpy/

dgbuh muuhh htr murhe' xgpy/ 50w' thz sgr aphytk trhhi thi"yagpygr 11" zhl mu rtyguugi pui ptrbhfyubd/ uuhhbhd vgkyeghr tui phbtb. gexpgryi vtci dgdgci t atbx ptr "cruekhi"truhxmueungi dtb.' tcgr sgr ag; gezgehuyhuu muztngi nhytkg cttnyg tui aytc nhydkhsgr vtci tvgrdgaygky tphhbg trchhy tz sgr aphytk ztk truhxdhhi dgzuby tui aytre/

ngbyai nhy vtr. prtckgngi ztki tfyubd dgci muptrnhhsi ruhl pui shzgk ntytri' xpgmhgk chho ntfi thcubdgi'ztdy kubdgi xpgmhtkhxy sr/ ghcrgvgo xtbsgrx pui"etktnchg" aphytk thi bhu htre' ztdbshd tz tbayrgbdgi shvtr. nhy thcubdgi cag, nwtygny trhhi agskhfg kupy thzzhhgr agskhl/

gr ctytby tz uuh thhsgr ptrbtfkgxhdi thcubdgi uugdiauugrg kupy' ztk ngi yrgpi t uugd mu ntfi thcubdgi' uutx thzerhyha uuhfyhd' thi t cgxgrg tyntxpgrg/

rgsbshd pui vtr. prtckgngi' vtci srhh ngshmhbhagptragr pui "etktnchg" thi bhu htre cteungi t 01$ nhkhtidrgby pui pgsgrtki "bgatbgk thbxyhyuy tuu vgky" mucgxgr btfdhhi sh ptrchbsubd pui vtr. ertbevhhyi tui "yhhp 2"shhgchyhx/

nwuuhhxy auhi zhhgr ktbd' tui ertby' tz shhgchyhx egicrgbdgi vtr. prtckgngi tuhc gx uugry bhay duy tui mhhykhlctvtbsky' tcgr steyuhrho gkgi ytk' thhrt ytctx tuistngbhetu gahkh uugki stx ayushri ngr drubykhl/

"gi/ uuhh/ hu/" thz sh grayg aphytk thhbmuphri txtphxyhehryg etnphuygr prtdrto btfmudhhi hgsg yuha tuh;sh etnphuygr xhxygngi pui thbaurgbx etnptbhx' mu ptrnhhsish ktbdg mhhy uutx gx suhgry chz thbaurgbx phrngx ngksiyuhaubdgi thi tphmhgkg etrgxptbsgb./ sgr prtdrto' grphbsisurl t ekhhbg xtpyuughr phrng bgci ntbxh' bhu htre' thzgruutrygy mu uugri thhbdgphry thbdhfi thi phk tbsgrgaphygkgr tui steyuhrho drupgx/

dkhhfmhhyhd uugy sgr dguugzgbgr "gi/ uuhh/ hu/" prgzhsgbysr/ grhe rtetuu thcgrbgngi sh ag; gezgehuyhuu ptzhmhg chh"xhbhtr crhsza"' t hubdg etnptbh uutx thz xpgmhtkhzhry thi"vtuo eghr" pui ngbyai nhy dtr etnpkhmhryg dgzubyprtckgngi/

sh surfabhykhfg kgcbx apti thi tngrheg vty sgrdrhhfyfngy 87 htr' t rgetrs thi sh vhxytrhg pui sh ptrthhbhdygaytyi' yrtmsgo uutx sh kgmyg ptr htr thz sgr mhpgrdgaytbgi tunctrhry/ sgr mhpgr 9/77 thz ptr 50w' tchxkvgfgr uuh 8/77 t htr prhgr/

stx thz sh duyg bhhgx/// sh akgfyg bhhgx thz' tz sh druhxgrhhfg ngfyhdg tngrheg thz tubygraygkhd pui pgrmhd tbsgrgkgbsgr' tphku srhyg-uugky kgbsgr' uutu nwkgcy kgbdgr thisurfabhy/ sh kgbdxyg kgcbxapti thz thi gbstrg' t ekhhikgbsk muuhai prtberhhl tui aptbhg/ sgrbtl euny htpti'ngetu' xti ntrhbtu tui xhbdtptr/

t dgpktmyg "ghr srto" )tuhgri etbtk aytpgr( uutxeuny bhay pui thbpgemhg egi zhhi t mhhfi tuh; nhksg nujyrtunt' ztdy t srtntyhagr dgphbx pui steyuhrho chhotngrhetbgr nhkhygr thi thrte/

zhh ctytbgi tz t dgpktmyg "srto" pui tuhgrithbpgemhgx' uutx ptxhry fngy ytd-ygdkhl chh ehbsgr' thzcfkk bhay ptrchbsi nhywi nuj/ tcgr uugi thhbgr' hubd tsgrtky' vty dgvty t ektp thi etp tui sh "srto" pui sh tuhgrivty dgpktmy' str; ngi ptrsgfyhdi nhksg yrtunt thi nuj'tphku uugi tbsgrg ygxyi uuhhzi btrntk/

sh "srto"' ztdy t nhkhygrhagr gexpgry' thz ckuhz tvtkcg thbya tuuge pubgo nuj' sgrptr thz ngdkhl tz uugkfgztl xwvty dgntfy sh srto pktmi vty tuhl dgdgci t yrhhxkt vtkcg thbya yhpgr/

"trgbsza gbs rtekgbs" huyhkhyh phrng vty ctayhhgry000'6$ mu vgkpi thhbeuhpi xeuk xupkhhx ptr trhng ehbsgr thirtekgbs etubyh' thi t etnphhi muztngi nhy gykhfg bti-prtphy tdgbyuri thi sh dgdby/

zhby 10w' uugi sgr prtdrto vty zhl tbdgvuhci' vty "tu/gbs tr/" auhi ctayhhgry sgrmu thcgr 52 yuhzby stktr/

"xy/ kuex etrbuutk" aphytk thi bhucgrd vtytuhxdgcrhhygry thr prtdrto mu yrgbhri ktetkg chzbgxkhhytui trdtbhztmhg tuh; "xh/ ph/ tr/" tui "grayg vhk;"' uuh tuhlmu egbgi trchhyi nhy "gh/ th/ sh/" vtr. rgyubd ntahbgi thierhyhag ntngbyi/

thi sh kgmyg ntbtyi vtci aphytk ntbatpy surfdgphryyrgbhrubd xgxhgx ptr etrbuutk ptkhx sgpy/' bhucgrd ptkhxsgpy/' uugxy pthby nhkhygrhag ptkhmhh' etvi rhgkyh'pgrgxg gkgeyrhe' szagetctuuh. gbs duch.' tui "ktetk 71"trchhygrx hubhti/

sgr euctbgr sheytyur phsgk etxyrtu vty ctuuhzi uuhhythcgrmukgci sh yuhy sgrekgrubdgi uutx tngrhetbgraphtbtza gexpgryi' nhsht ctrhfyi' sgrubygr sgr "dtzgy"'vtci tho dgdgci t htr murhe uugi gr thz tsurl t erhyhag cuhltpgrtmhg' tcgr tkgx vty zhhi mhhy' tui tphku sh euctbgrtuhytrhygyi zgbgi auhi nusv tz zhhbg ygd zgbgi dgmhhkyg/

btr uutxwzag sgi' tuhpwi ertbei cgy vty gr dgktzyarhhci t "dtxy gshytrhgk" thi euctwx vuhpy etnubhxyhagytd mhhyubd' tz xgbtytr ekhbyti pui bhu htre' nhy ctrtetctnt tuhpwi yhegy' uugy dguuhbgi sh tngrhetbgr prgzhsgbyuutki thi btuugncgr 80w/ tz gr uugy auhi bhay st zhhi' ztdimhbhegr' uuhk gr stx ftya trhhbftpi tuh; ptphr/

ptr xgbtytr ekhbyti pui bhu htre' zhhgr teyhuu tkxsgntertyhag etbshsty thi sh 80w prgzhsgby uutki' thzptrhdg uutl tubygrdgeungi t dtksgbg gphzts uutx thz"bhhyrtk" tcgr ptry dtr duy ptkhyha: zhhgbshd thi tetnphhi muztneubpy nhy ntngx tui ehbsgr' vty t 2whgrhdehbs dgbungi vhxi zhhgr vhxygrha' zhl euho dgegby ctruthdi/ekhbyti' ptry t ekhhi ehbswx ntng txtl htri murhe' thzdgktpi crgbdgi t dkgzk uutxgr ptrwi ehbs' tui zhhi vhxityteg vty zhl tpdgaygky/

ygfbha' egi t ehbs' tui ptr sgo dgky tuhl tigruutexgbgr' aytre vhxi uugdi t yruegbg vtkz' tui yrubegiegi vgkpi sgrmu' tcgr uugi nwyrtfy pui dhhi muo steytr ztkngi yteg dhhi muo steytr tui bhay bumi' fwnhhi' t dkgzkuutxgr pui t xgbtytr/

sh xyrueyur trchhy pui trtbsza etubyhwx aptdk bhhg"gngrszagbxh mgbygr"' dgpktby mu uugri dggpby thbnhyiuuhbygr' thz auhi ptryhd dguutri' tui etubyh gezgehuyhuu gsshhgbg vty mgrgntbhgk tubygrdgarhci zhhi btngi nhy tstyuo tuhpwi kgmyi "chgo" pui sh dgchhsg/

thi mudtc mu t druhxg xtphxyhehryg "119" shxpgyamgbygr' uugy sh dgchhsg tbyvtkyi sh vuhpy tphxgx pui tkggngrszagbxh etubyh tdgbyuri/ sgr prthgey etxy 74$nhkhti stktr' yhhk sgrpui dgsgey surl pgsgrtkg dgkygr/

sgr thmyhdgr xgzti thz ygfbha vgrcxy' tcgr pteyhathz sgr zungr uugygr btl thi puki auutubd' tphku chz thixgpygncgr trhhi' tui nhy sh stzhdg vhmi tui vunhsgyh thztuhl' thrtbha' dgckhci sgr zungrshdgr etantr pui gkygriuutx "ptrdgxi" t ekhhi ehbs thi t ptrntfyg tuhyt/ sh vhmisgrdrhhfi chz vubsgry tui trhcgr' tui sti euny sh ptkhmhhnhy ehhygkgl/

thi bhu htre tui thi tbsgrg dgdbygr zgbgi sh kgmyg ptruutfi trgxyhry dguutri gykhfg gkygri mukhc tzt thbmhsgby'uutx sh etbxeuugbmi sgrpui egbgi ckhhci tuh; kgcbxkgbdkhl/dgsgbey: nwytr ehhbntk' ehhbntk' ehhbntk bhay thcgrktzi tehbs tkhhbx thi t etr' tphku tuh; t xgeubsg/

t 14whgrhdgr ktbd thhktbs nti thz trgxyhry dguutri ptrctruhci zhhi gkygrg ckhbsg nung nhy uuhhbhdxybx 000'8$ surlbumi thrg ergshy etrykgl tui ctbe tetubyx ti grkuhcgbha/

kuhy ctrhfyi vty gr zhl tbdgyrtdi thr mu vgkpi' uuhctks

tuh; sgr gkygr thz thr ckhbsehhy dguutri btl auugrgr uuhprhgr/ gr vty thr "dgvtkpi" tui cteungi sgrptr "duyctmtky/"

"vgky eghr" thz t mgbyrtkg ygng chh tkg etbshstyipui eungbshdi 80w prgzhsgbykhfi uutk xgzti' tcgr chh ehhbgothz gx bhay tzuh pgrzgbkhl uuh dguugzgbgr tregbxtu dtuugrbtrnhhe vtegch' t rgpuckhetbgr uugngbwx aygri vtytuhpdgahhby btl zhhbg nhhxygr tuhpyrhyi chh gykhfgsgctygx/

vtegch vty cteungi "shhgchyhx" mukhc zhhi thcgruutd'tui vty gx ptrkuhri btfwi ptrkhri thcgr 021 puby/ gr ntfyyteg thcgruutd' shhgchyhx' tui gbkhfg dgzuby prtckgngi' tvuhpy ctzhx pui zhhi etbshstyur/ pteyha' tcgr' thz gr bhaypui sh "grayg rhhg" etbshstyi tui vty zhhgr auutfgtuhxzhfyi mu cteungi sh ptryhhwx btnhbtmhg/

thi sh zgkcg mhhy' nhy zhhi duyg sgctyg rgzukytyi' uugrygr dgbungi zhhgr grbxy tkx uuhmg prgzhsgby etbshsty/ gxvgkpy tuhl tz chhsg vuhpy rgpuckhetbgr etbshstyi'szaukhtbh tui rtnbh' zgbgi pui khcgrtkg mpui nzrj xyghyx'cag, vtegch egi ctktbmhri sgo yhegy eungbshd pui t sruoxyghy/

vgky thbaurgbx phrngx thi bhu htre tui bhu szagrxh zgbgituhxdgeungi cgxgr thi etxyungr muprhsbvhhy rtygx uuhthbaurgbx phrngx thi tbsgrg xyghyx' ztdy t ctrhfy pui tbti-prtphy drupg uutx thz dgdrhbsgy dguutri mu ngxyi sheuutkhygy pui tzgkfg phrngx/

bhu htregr steyuhrho cteungi txtl uuhhbhdgr pgr uuhzhypui "ngsheghs" uuh steyuhrho thi tbsgrg xyghyx' ztdy tprhagr ctrhfy' tui zhh dkhhfi stx bhay/ t steytr stvh egicteungi 02$ ptr t agv-ktbdg tpthbyngby nhy t ptmhgby'tcgr thi tbsgrg xyghyx egi ngi cteungi ngr uuh zgex ntktzuhphk/

tpyntk uugy t steytr thi bhu htre cteungi tzuh uuhhbhduuh 8$ pgr uuhzhy pui "ngsheghs"' ztdy sgr ctrhfy/ t uutubsgrzhh htdi tzuh thhi ptmhgby btfwi tbsgri?

uutuhkygyhdg trdtbhztmhgx vtci ctdrhxy t aukgprtdrto thi xhbxgbhyh uutx eurtzahry ehbsgr mu dgci zhhgrgvtr ktei mu ntfi ptkag vtr ptr egbxgr ptmhgbyi uutxehntu ygrtph ntfy truhxptki zhhgr vtr/ chz sgruuhhk vtciauhi 002 ehbsgr dgdgci zhhgr vtr ptr sgo muugei/

sh drgxyg trdtbhztmhg thi sgo dgchy thz "gk/ tu/ gk/"thi kghe uutry' pktrhst' uutx cteuny trhhi cgrl 000'2tzgkfg "bscu," hgsg uutl/

"ergbcgrh szaux" uugry auhi zhhgr ktbd dgbumy egdithbpgemhgx' tcgr gykhfg phrngx bumi sgo ruhyi ztpy ptrtbsgrg xtry prtckgngi' uuh mhhi tui dto auutfehhyi' "ghya/phhktrh" cteygrhg' tui btl/

ptragr vtci tuhl tbysgey' muo grayi ntk' tz mukhhdiergbcgrh ztpy thi pkhha egi rgsumhri sh ntx "th-etkhh"uuhhrux tphku uugi pkhha thz auhi teyhuu tbdgaygey sgrnhy/zhh vtci trhhbdgkhhdy ergbcgrh szaux thi dgntkgbg cvnvpkhha' tui sgrbtl suet thbpgeyhry sh pkhha nhy "th-etkhh"'tcgr sh mtk uuhhrux mgki zgbgi dguugi 51% uuhhbhdgr uuhdguugbkhl' ftya sh ptragr uuhhxi bhay uuhtzuh sh uuhhrux uugrymurhe dgvtkyi surl sh atrpg prufy ztpy/

thi tpxyghywx vtsxti etubyh' vty etbdrgxpruh ehrxygidhkhcrgbs dgcrgbdy sh buhyhdg pgsgrtkg ptbsi mu gbshdi tbhhg "buhrxhbd vtuo" uutx thz dguuhsngy tuhxakhxkhl ptrpgbxhtbhryg phhgrkgagr/

sgo ntbty thz sh bhhg "phhgrngbx vtuz" buhrxhbd vtuo' tvgrkhfg "phhuu-xytr" euutkhygy dgchhsg' phhgrkhl ctbhhydguutri surl dhkhcrgbs tui phkg ktetkg ptkhyhatbx/ gx thzthhbx pui sh dgmhhkyg tzgkfg vtunx thi dtbmi ktbs/

chho vtuo gpgbubd vty dhkhcrgbs dgntksi tz zh uugythbdhfi trhhbyrtdi t chk thi etbdrgx mu dgci ptr tkgphhgrkgagr thi tngrheg' uutkubyhri tui ctmtkyg' t hgrkhfg000'1$ ayhhgr ergshy/

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t bhhg khxyg pui "cgxygaphygkgr thi tngrheg" thzgrahbgi thmy gbsg zungr' xpgmhgkdguuhsngy muo ctvtbskubd puiehbsgr ptmhgbyi thi sh vuhpyngshmhbhag pgksgr uuh bhurtktdhg'vtr.' egbxgr' ts"d' tui ckuhz muuhhaphygkgr pui dtb. bhu htre xyghyvtci dgntfy sh khxyg:"etktnchg" pui ntbvgyi' tui"abhhsgrx"' yhhk pubgo "ktbdthhkgbs szautha" aphytk xhxygo'thi bhu vhhs ptre' ktbd thhktbs/

sh khxyg thz grmhhdy dguutribtl dtr drubykhfg ayushgx' tuirgfby btr trhhi 03 ehbsgraphygkgr pui dtb. tngrheg/

sh "hu/ gx/ bhux" ntdtzhi thz auhiktbdg htri ctetby nhy zhhgrg"tngrhegwx cgxyg" khxyg puiaphygkgr/ thhbhdg uutfi murhe vtysh ntdtzhi truhxdgdgci sh hgrkhfgkhxyg pui tngrhegwx cgxygaphygkgr thi tkdgnhhi' uutx vtybtr dgrgfby 41 aphygkgr' tui"etktnchg" thz' btftntk' dguugi

sh thhbmhdxygbhu htregraphytk tuh; shkhxyg/ thimudtc mu sh "41cgxyg" vty shntdtzhituhxdgrgfbybtl mgbskhdgruutx zgbgi duythi gykhfgetygdtrhgx'tui muuhai hgbgzgbgi auhi ht

trhhbdgeungi ngr aphygkgr pui bhuhtre/

tuhxgrsgo uutx sh druhxgehbsgr aphytk thi phktsgkphgdguuhby sh vgfxyg prtnhbgbyg"bungr 1" ehbsgr aphytk thi dtb.tngrheg' thz gx tuhl sh drgxyg puitkg tbsgrg duyg aphygkgr' nhythcgr 42 yuhzby "shxyatrszagx"thi sh kgmyg 21 ntbtyi/)shxyatrszagx nhhby uuhphkptmhgbyi )thi tubzgr ptk: ehbsgrptmhgbyi' bhay dgzubyg ekhhbgcghchx( zgbgi truhx pui aphytk'stx thz sgr uugd uuhtzuh nwngxysgo euutbyuo thi aphygkgr(/

tcgr euutbyuo thz bhay shvuhpy ctrtngygr tuh; euutkhyh'uuhhk nwzgy' knak' sh ehbsgraphytk thi xti prtbmhxetu' uutxthz bun/ 61 tuh; sh khxyg' vty btrdgvty t dtr ebtpg 009'4 shx-yatrszagx' cag, sh bun/ 03 tuh;sh khxyg' nhkuutehwx ehbsgraphytk' vty dgvty thcgr

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uugkfg aphygkgr zgbgi "sh cgxyg" muvhhki ehbsgr? ckuhz 03' tui btr muuhh

tuh; sh khxyg dgphbgi zhl thi bhu htre

ti trchhygr thi t "nhhertuughuu ptpetri" ptcrhe dhhy nhy tntxeg tuhpwi pbho mu vhyi egdi "puygr" pkghuutr fgnhetki ( 24 )

sh prtnhbgbyg fkk yugr zgbgibtl tk. bhay chh zhl pui zhhgrsrtntyhag ctzul mu zgvi nhy shthhdgbg tuhdi sgo nmc pui yhhgrgthshag ehbsgr nhy xpgmhgkgdgcruhfi uutx zgbgi dgmuuhbdgi mu"kgrbgi" thi sh puckhe xeukx pui"thxy rtntptu xeuk shxyrhey"thi rtekgbs etubyh/

sh ehbsgr' pui sh agbxygvhhnhag vhhzgr thi ghr v,urvntbxh' dgphbgi zhl thi ektxi nhydgnhayg xyusgbyi' duho tui duhygx'tuh; t vtrmrhhxbsi ptrbgo uutxvty bhay thrwx dkhhfi thi ehhi auotbsgrg thshag dgdby thi bhu htre/

chho ctzufi sh ehbsgr thi zhhgrgpuckhe xeukx' vtci sh tuhdi tkhhbxdgzgi' tui dgktzy ptki abhrkglyrgri' ngi vty dtrbhay dgstrpyztdi/

tcgr gx thz ptry t mhhy puiztdi' pui arhhgi' pui uuhhbgi' tui puibgngi srtxyhag arhy' uuh ngi vtydgzgi sgo tw xkhju,' uutx thzdguugi t vhxytrhagr ytd ptr phkgmgbskhdgr ytygx tui ntngx ahjhupui vhhnhag ehbsgr nhy xpgmhgkg

dgcruhfi' uugi zhh vtci zhlptrthhbhdy nhy phhgrkhfg eurtzamu ntfi sgo yrhy ptrtuhx pui"rgsi" chz "yti" teyhuug arhyptrwi uutuhkzhhi pui zhhgrg xpgmhgkg,hbueu, ak ch, rci uugkfg ptkitubygr sh drgbhmi pui "thxyrtntptu" thi rtekgbs etubyh/

sh gkygri vtci zhlmuztndgbungi mu drhbsi t bhhg"gkygri ptrthhi" trdtbhztmhg'nhywi kgdtki btngi "thrgpx –thxy rtntptu txtxhgati tuupgrgbyx tuu xpgak yahksrgi"'uutx uugy cgz"v pui vhhby tuiuuhhygr ayhhi thi aph. pubgo etn;tui va,sku, uutx uugry tbdgphrykyuc, sh xpgmhgkg ehbsgr' tz"thxy rtntptu" ztk muaygki ptrsh ehbsgr "xpgak gs" vhk;prtdrtngi thi t vhhnhag tyntx-pgrg tuhpwi zgkci ayhhdgr uutxuugry mudgaygky thi tkg tbsgrgthshag dgdbygr thi bhu htre/

uuh sh gkygri ztdi' thz bhay

khhfy zhl truhxmuaygki thi shgpgbykhfehhy nhy tzt srtntyhagaytrehhy' tcgr btfsgo uutx tkgayhkgrg ntbguurgx sh kgmyg htrivtci bhay dgcrgbdy sh rhfyhdgrgzukytyi tuh; uutx zhh vtcidgvtpy' thz bhay dgckhci ehhitbsgrg tuhxuugd btr bgngi t ngrteyhuug rtkg' uuhhk sgr nmc uutxgezhxyhry egi bhay tui ytr bhaytbdhhi cauo tupi acguko/

ty sgr nmc' tui sh drhbsubdpubgo "gkygri ptrthhi"' vtydgdgci eurtza ptr sh gxebho muntfi tzt srtntyhag pgrzgbkhfgctzul thi sh puckhe xeukx mu zgvisgo nmc nhy sh thhdgbg tuhdi – tuigx thz ptr zhh ektr dguutri uuh uuhhytui chygr gx thz sgr erhzhx nhy shstzhdg ehbsgr/

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sgr erhzhx

uuh auhi kgbdgr ctrhfygy shkgmyg ntbtyi' vgray t druhxgr

erhzhx thcgr sgo nmc uuhtzuh "thxyrtntptu xeuk shxyrhey"ctvtbsky' tsgr ctvtbsky bhay'vhhnhag ehbsgr nhy xpgmhgkgprtckgngi uutx strpi vtci"xpgak gshueghati" vhk; tuiygrtph tt"uu/

gx thz duy ctetby sgr ptey tzthi hgsg jrshag dgdby thi bhu htrexyghy' ti tuhxbto' thz ptrvtigpgx "xpgak gshueghati" prtd-rtngi ptr jrshag ehbsgr thi shrtngi pui rgdhrubd aukgx' st ngrtui stryi uuhhbhdgr/ tcgr thxyrtntptu' uutx bgny trhhi fngystx dtbmg ntbxhgr dgdby tui ahfuixeuuhrt' vty bhay stx nhbsgxygpui sgo xtry' tui tkx rgzukytynuzi tzuhphk thshag ehbsgr zrgtcrvo hmje uhgec dhhi hgsi muprhthi puckhe xeuk nhy duho tuiduhygx' uutu sh pgbxygrx zgbgictvtbdgi nhy ertmngl xhnctkitui sh chfgr zgbgi thhi ayhe fphrvtui anu./

ptrayhhy zhl' tz sgr stzhdgrnmc thz zhhgr uuhhytdkhl'gntmhtbgk' tui tuhl vtegk' tcgrsgr ptrsrux egdi "thxy rtntptu"thz btl phk drgxgr btfwi zgvi thi shtphmhgkg phbtbmhgkg steungbyipubgo shxyrhey tz bhay btr uutxthi t druhxg mtk ptki etxy zhhbhay ehhi thhi pruyv mumuaygki shbuhyhdg vhk;' uuhhk sh etxyi uugrictmtky surl tbsgrg euugkgr' btrthi dguuhxg tunaygbsi uugy ptrwishxyrhey etxyi chkhdgr uugi zhhuugki muaygki sh rhfyhdg xpgakgs prtdrtngi uutx sh ehbsgr strpivtci' tcgr ptry thz sgr shxyrheyptrwgeabwy sgregdi/

ruc ehbsgr thbgo shxyrheydhhgi thi nuxsu, v,urv uvjhbul'tcgr ptry thz thi kgmyi cuszagyhtr trhhbdgeungi t xl vfkthhbeubpy pui truo 002 nhkhtistktr/ thi tbsgrg uugrygr' ruc puish vubsgrygr nhkhtbgi stktri uutxvtkyi tuhx "thxy rtntptu xeukshxyrhey" eungi pui thshagnapju, uutx mtki txyrtbtnhagayhhgr dgkygr cag, zhhgrg ehbsgruugri grmuhdi gk yvr, veusa thinuxsu, v,urv' thcgrktzbshd stxdgky chh sh shxyrhey ptr zhhgrtkdgnhhbg tuhxdtci/

sh etxyi ptrwi xeuk shxyrheymumuaygki "xpgak gs" ptr txpgmhgki ehbs thi "ctuxhx"' uutxthz bhay t ptxhdg pkt. ptr ehbsgrpui vhhnhag napju,' thz cgrl 06

vuagbt mti esaho:

fkk yugr' btl phhgrkhfg drhbsubd pui "gkygri ptrthhi"thi thxy rtntptu' aytyi tp vtrmrhhxbsg ctzul chh

xpgmhgkg thshag ehbsgr thi tryhdg puckhe xeukxuuhhytd tui yrgri btfwi ctdrhxi sh yhhgrg ehbsgr thi ektxi dgnhay muuhai duho tui duhygx

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thhi tpyhhkubd pui ehbsgr aphytk bun/ 1

prhag bhhgx egdi "nhhertuughuuptpetri" nhy ygo pui "puygr"

t puhrbhyagr xghkxnti thisgbuugr' vty tzuhphk htri dgdgxi 2pgekgl nhhertuughuu ptpetri nhypuygr pkghuutr' hgsi ytd' chz grvty cteungi t zgkygbg ertbevhhythi sh kubdgi - t shtdbtz uutx vtyzhhgr aytre tuhpdgyrhhxky shptpetri chzbgx' tui tuhl sh druhxgpus thbsuxyrhg cfkk/

thhi druhxg phrng' uutx vtyptrthtr ptreuhpy 3 chkhtipgekgl pui puygr-pkghuugr n"uuptpetri' uugy tuhpvgri mu bumi sgo

fgnhetk wshhgxgyhkw )LYTECAID(uutx ntfy sgo ygo tui egi agshdish kubdgi' tui tbsgrg etnptbhxuugki btfptkdi/

auhi thi "dtzgy"pui bhxi x"sthz ctrhfygy dguutri t 02$ nhkhtiakhfyubd muuhai t n"uu ptpetriptcrhe trchhygr uutx thz ertbedguutri chh sh "thbygrbgatbgkpkghuutrx gbs prgdrgbxgx" phrng/kuhy hgbgo ctrhfy thz sgr kubdgiatsi btr mukhc trchhyi ktbd chh shptpetri' bhay mukhc gxi/