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p://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gPDdqP6gl1A
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had to remember
(her memories written by the scribe Daniela Knapi)
http://youtu.be/VjW9Fah0q7w
he light of the world comes as a child to awaken the divine in me (Christ Within,The Beloved I am, Rysa)p://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z_KvF57cH1o
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Boh, kids, big and small friends! Here's a gift from me, the stories I heard from a
sweet little girl. I wrote them down so I can remember them and give as a present to
my Sunica Shanti for her 13.th birthday, but you can read them too. I'm quite
curious how you'll like them. I've added some music video-links, too, that way youcan listen while reading You don't have to read the stories in this order (not evenC.L. remembers what happened at what time) but here they go like this:
e Ocean ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
bbage kids colony
ain,,,,,,,, the Ocean,,,,,,,,
e wolf and the fox
n the tree
e Town
tterflies
,,, ,,, ,,,
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e Castle
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ail healing
e Dream Faery,
e Turtle
e Happiness Bird
e Craws
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e Angel
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e Cave
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e Snail
e Owl,,,,,,,,,,,,,,there's only One here now,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
ia
e tanker ship ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
ody
gy,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
me
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e Clown
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ar
e Thing
e Letter,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,e riddle dwarf
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h, boy!
EW DREAM
rror (Epilogue 2)
L. awakes
he Ocean ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
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SPLASH,,,,,SPLASH,,, ,,,Oh, there you are, littleOne, long time
no see!,,,,,
es, dear sea I was busy helping my cabbage buddies in our garden. We were
planting some flowers. Angels and faery seeds, to make it more beautiful.
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ee,,, No time for old friends, ha?,,,,
h, don't be angry. I see you are nervous, and you waves splashed me!
e waves calm a little and the Ocean answers:,,Well, yes and no,,, ,,, I
know there's no reason for me to be angry, you're always with me, but I love to see your smiling eyes ,,,
as well as the Sun and other stars,,, the clouds were hiding them lately,,,,,
p://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L93dKTh_bks
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m. Rainy time. Mama Gaia loves it.
She says it's making her more alive and beautiful.
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Yeah, I know, must be I'm just playing grumpy a little,,,, ,,,and there's
hat strange feeling lately, I feel something big is going to happen, and I cannot see what. That is making
me nervous, after all, I am the sea, I should know things!,,,
h, but you know, so many, you're my favorite WiseOne. But than, noone knows everything. It is nicer
hat way. Immagine everybody knowing everything! No fun! Nothing to share
eah, I guess you're right,,,so, what would you like to know today?,,,
othing special: I heard your call, so I came to hang out some more.What's up with you?
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plash,,,, ,ah, nothing new-breathing waves in and out,,,
,,dancing with the dolphins,,, ,,,singing with whales,,,
,,,you know,,the usual stuff,,,
es. I was whistling nicely with the birds on my way here You know how I love your water traveling
hrough the airwith those little balls?
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a, ha, yes, that is fun,,,
ve been thinking how your smile makes my heart dance. I almost forgot that
sound!
ee? - that's why you should visit me more often! ,,,but ok, no
pressure, no planning. We're out of time, anyway,,,
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es! And you're the Light of the world, too, right?
f course,,,
hat's something I have to remember, so I repeat it, haha How are the sharks
doing?
ot very happy. One committed suicide yesterday, in the port of the town near you. They are mourning. I
guess he wanted to protect me, to give a protest message to the grown humans (did not choose the best
way in my opinion, but it was his free choice). There is something to be healed,,,(this bit my daughter
wanted me to cut out, she said it will scare the kids away, but I know you are all brave kids. And I kinda
cannot part with it- more so because I heard it from C.L. on
he day a shark was found dead in our port)
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I know of your sickness, it hurts to see you suffer (replied C.L. to the sea)
-But I spoke to the white beard mister, he told me a big
healing is taking place on the planet now. Can you feel healing waters replenishing you?
ure,,,I don't panic,,,My creatures do, sometimes,,,but the dolphins are cheering us all,,,
es, I love to play with them. Hope we'll meet again soonSeems my cabbage-buddies are calling me
back, though, gotta goKeep your inner eye on mine, will you?
PLASH,,,haha, yes,,,See you, dearOne,,,
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,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
abbage kids colonyp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MB26L8nbRiw
What do you have to laugh about? - said one of the cabbage kids to C.L. with a weird, pitch strong voice.
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What do you mean? When I am happy I laugh and I sing and I dance! - she replied, surprised by the
question - And today I went through the woods all down to
he Ocean, and was whistling with birds, and talking to the Ocean, sure I have a lot to be happy about!
ou cannot be happy when we are unhappy!
h, was someone hurt? (C.L. got worried)
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o, but we had some fights.
ights? You mean like the thing some grown people do when they make wars?
o, we fought because of the flowers we planted.
ow can you fight because of flowers? O.k., I remember some kids were comparing them, like-mine is
nicer than yoursbut that cannot be the reason for fighting
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Some ofthem sprowted and some did not. Than kids started telling each other It's
your fault! and some even started pulling each other's hair, we had to separate them
Weird! We were all planting together, but I did not notice anything.
Actually, I was singing - you know how faery seeds love singing!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b__9QLJSZoY- perhaps that's why I did not see anything strange
going on?
ou know the group that went to town?
es.
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han you must have noticed how weird they behave lately?
ow that you say it, yes, I've noticed they have become kinda different.
nd they play that money game
They've learned it there and are so proud of it.
They exchange berries, and stones and even flowers
for leaves (instead of these papers they saw in towns). They call it the Buy and sell game, too.
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ve noticed, yes, and some had already piled so many stones and berries under their cabbage
es, so much so that they do not have enough space to stretch and sleep happy
ou know what the Voices told me about happy dreams?- they only come when you sleep nice and
peaceful
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ee? That's why I am worried!
ou're right, they are becoming different I can see less and less smiles on their faces, and they talk to
each other on the ear, and if I come near they tell me to go away because they have a secret
hat's it. I think it all has to do with that buy-and-sell-game catching up. I even think the reason why their
flowers did not sprout is because they were thinking of selling them.
m, yes, that can be a problem. Angel and fairy seeds need a lot of attention and apreciation and lot's of
ove and care.
If they did not immagine the beauty of the flower
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while planting, but only how they will pick
and than sell them, I can see why the
flowers refused to sprout
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hey forgot the spark!
xactly. You know what? Let's
sing the Fantasy spark song they are there, discussing their secret, maybe they'll join us, they did like
hat song before.
p://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xpcUxwpOQ_A
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es, let's do that.
ut anyway, (added C.L., and her voice sounded a little grumpy) I see now I will have to go and check that
own someday. My curiosity is becomming impatient. Many strange things happen there, I can tell, and
you know how I like to check things for myself.
h, you are not scared of anything? You're an adventurer!
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aha, yes, I am. Adventure is a good word for fun, it means going places
But, let's do the fantasy song now
esss, la, la Remember, remember,
ur inner ember,
e your fantasy spark
dispell all the dark
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p://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sGrfLQVVI8A
soon as they heard the song, the kids started gathering and sing, and - as so many times before - sweet
harmony was back in the colony in no time.
---
again,,,,,,,, the Ocean,,,,,,,,,,p://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HyH9bKmBfjk
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sGrfLQVVI8Ahttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sGrfLQVVI8Ahttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HyH9bKmBfjkhttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HyH9bKmBfjkhttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HyH9bKmBfjkhttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sGrfLQVVI8A8/3/2019 Christa Lina
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eya, Sea, I love to see you so peacefull and sparkling! (C.L. looked cheerfull, sitting on her favorite
rock and swinging her legs)
es, the Sun is so nice today,,,,,, What brings you back so soon, little L.?,,,
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I need your oppinion, or advice maybe. The cabbage kids have
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some quarels lately, about the flowers we planted. But that's
not why I am here
a, ha,,,,you tricky girl. So-what really bothers you?,,,
he jokes.
p://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YqdDXUA0aG8
okes?,,,
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Yes, jokes. Seems I cannot find them. Remember when I just started to
walk and talk? When we met the first time?
h, yes, that was fun,,,, splash,,,,
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ee? You laughed so loud back than,
and I was happy,although I did not know what jokes I was
elling you. I was just starting to practice words.
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es, you were so sweet, so many new funny words I heard from you,,,
o,why now the jokes don't come to me so easily any more? I mean,
hey still do sometime, but when I call them not even one answers
ou're trying too hard,,,,,
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ou might be right, yes, but sometimes in my head I see pictures of
hings happening around the world, and many are not nice at all, so- the more sadness I see the more I feel
have to hurry to find new jokes, a lot and loto of jokes, so that all returns cheerful and funny to me
again
ee? That's where you loose your jokes- they are still there, but you do not see them because you move too
fast,,, searching for them,,,
atience?
Yes,,,
uite a word. It makes me sit quiet, and you know how I do not like to be quiet.
a, ha ,,, ,,,there you have ityou made me laugh,,,splash,,,
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did? Than I'm glad, but I am not sure if I understood the joke
he best ones are those you understand after you say them,,,, not sure if I understood this one,,,
a, ha, you old Ocean, you are funny!
es I am. I learn from my dolphins a lot,,, I borrow some of their jokes, too. Besides, most of the best
okes are no-words-jokes,,,
p://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G9_MzAqGn8A
ou're right. Remember when the little dolphin was sad- we could not stop laughing- everybody was
comming with new jokes- whirling, splashing, making funny faces and sounds, jumping out of the water,
rolling eyes,- all kind of jokes, untill the little one was crying tears of laughter!
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es, dolphins are a funny bunch,,,
o, what do you say? Should I play with them more often?
es, of course, and listen to the birds - they too make hillarious jokes,,,
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h, ha, yes, the sparrow just told me she'll bring the joke that will make the cuckoos turn red
(shush! ;))
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aa, the sparrows are so cheerful indeed,,,
es. And soo fast. Just the other they one of them flew in front of my nose, like an arrow. Arrow-sparrow,
haa! The others started laughing madly. I so love their giggle, I cannot get mad at their pranks even if I
wanted to!
ee?,,, there are jokes everywhere. If you keep quiet long enough, you hear them,,,
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h, here comes another one
an't wait to hear it,,,splash,,,
ands up!
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a, ha, you did it again! I surrender,,,splash,,,
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he wolf and the fox://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zCRUPWDIgYM
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IIII aaaam the scaaaary Wolf, that roams the woooods Good, ha?(The Wolf was bragging a littleabout his singing abilities with the Fox, so he did not notice C.L. right away)Aaaahm, look look, who
we got here? Hi, Boh, little girly, aren't you affraid of me? Don't you know wolfs like to eat kids?
oh! It is not really important if you want to eat me - as long as you don't, we can still be friends.-
answered C. L. to the wolf, -Besides, I'm too good at climbing trees, you could never catch me!
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e wolf was not really hungry, he was just acting as if he was a serious dangerous wolf. He thought it was
his natural duty to behave that way
h, Lina, Lina, you're confusing me! My role is to be the big bad wolf. It was always so that I scare little
girls in the woods!
Maybe, but I am different. I've even danced with some white wolfs, but
hey are too fast for racing, I gave up on that, I run just like a little girl, not fast like wolfs.
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Otherwise we're super, they don't scare me. Me
and my buddies, we live near the woods and we know all nature's creatures are kind, just some are
scared
://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fjX5A6UTM-0
mm, perhaps there is some truth in your words, I had few quite scarry encounters with humans- said the
wolf- Maybe I am not really scarred, but I do not trust them, therefore I prefere to scare them away.
ou mean like Attack is the best defence? - I've heard that, but am not sure if it's true
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es, you know what, you two?- the Fox finally joined the conversation
ttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Bamk_oecr8
nstead of playing big bad wolf and his victims, we could just make a nice fireplace and bake some
potatoes, or simply make some instruments, fiddles and drums, so we can play music and dance arround
he fire- how about that?
h, dear Fox, you always have good ideas! I'd love that, too, but it will
have to be some other time. Now I'm on my way to the town. I want to check if all the stories about towns
are true
What exactly did you hear? Maybe we can tell you some true stories, too?
mm, let's see First thing that comes to my minds that towns have a big cloud of gray smoke around them. They say it is because of many chimneys. Not
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only from fireplaces but also from those big places they call factories and these cars they go around
with
p://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZaI2IlHwmgQ
m, yes, it can be felt here, too. Sometimes I caough and howl so much because of it!noticed the wolf.
p://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YQys5Zfb7UY
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Than continued C.L.-there is also something called plastic, I heard it is everywhere you turn there.
Than those boxes many stare into the whole day long
And than shops, the places my buddies that wento town visitedRumour is- many get stuck in there, never return back to their collonies! They call it
growing up, somewhat of an advanced version of the buy and sell game they play overhere, after
hey see the shops
nd that is all you know about towns?asked the Fox.
More or less yes - that's why I'll go to learn some more there. And you?
Well, for example, did you know that there are towns where they keep animals in jail?
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oo, you're kidding, right? I thought jails were just for bad people that did some really, really bad
hings?!?
o, it's true, I have friends there! - the Wolf confirmed Fox's statment.
Me too, - said the FoxThey tell me people come arround, watch them, some throw food to them, and
some are very rude, too. Humans are treating animals like lesser beigns! (I won't even mention
slaughter-houses!)thought the Fox, and goose bumps went down her spine. She decided it is wise to go
silent.
p://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xn9qWnGbZtw
h, my, this is another bad thing about towns. I like them less and less the more I learn about them. I'll go
up on the tree so you do not get hungry, and I'll just breathe.. that will calm me, I hope, cannot go there
nervous like this. Too many stories about the towns make me feel sad & I don't like it. Sad is not myfavorite state. Bye. Be good to each other!
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We will, little One!
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mm, perhaps I really could have stayed dancing with the animals?thought C.L.oh, well now, there
will be other chances! Once you make a decision there's no point in re-thinking itshe remembered
o breatharize myself a littlehttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iHHIiGmLPSM and than off I go
the town!)
n the tree//www.youtube.com/watch?v=SnC6mzdIbWY
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Aaaah, that was soo goood! - thought Christa Lina while stretching after a
ittle breathing on her favorite tree.
ou see, there's nothing to it!- said the Sun, blinking through the branches toward her - you are getting
very good at calming fast.
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p://youtu.be/mL_PNNr_NgU
es, Sun, the tricks you thought me are very helpful. And your rays are so warm and gentle. I tingle all
over when you're here. I'm glad you could make it through the clouds today, you make the colors brighter
and all is more beautiful with your smile upon it. And you bring my smile back, too.
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hank you, I'm happy to hear it, I'm here for you, and all the others, of course!- said the Sun with a
whink.
Yes, you give so much!
hat's because I receive so much, too. I am the Sun and everybody loves me. So much love I get that Imust give back a lot, I just cannot keep it all for myself, you can understand that
a ha, too much love could eat you up?
Well, not really, but
understand. Must be weird, all the creatures prising you all the time.But you deserve it You know what
else I love?
o?
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love when you draw those tiny rainbows on my eyelashes with your rays. That is super fun. Therefore I
ove to whiggle my eyelashes and look at your eye and than my eyelashes are full of flowery colorful
ight waves. Something like that, perhaps I did not explain it well, but you knowI am grateful for all
your gifts.
nd I am one lucky Sun
p://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DBaKWLoFYmQ
he Townp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jywa9oK3ytU
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ey Ocean, do you hear me?-C.L. just started learning telepathy and thought it was a good oportunity for
practice, after all, the sea was the most telephatic beign she knew, beside Gaya.
ess,,, splash,, just think a little louder,,,
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h, okI'm in the Town now.(is that way ok?)
es, even too loud ,,,So -How do you like it?,,,,
's not big as the ones I sometimes see in my head, you know, the pictures of the bad and sad things
happening in towns all arround mama Gaya, you called them visions once,
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h, do not think about those so much, it will mess with your glow. Instead, send your love there, imagine
some beautiful visions, not all visions are sad, you know,,,
Yes, I do that sometimes, I cannot leave the sad thoughts, especially about the children, but I immaginize
how I breath in a little of that sadness from the world and than breath out a lot of my love.
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You know how sometimes I have it so much that I
don't know what to do with it, it is too much just for me. So than
I immagine that, the more I breath like that, there's less sadness and more love to send it out.
It is exciting. I feel that way I can help a little.
Do you think maybe some sad kid can catch some of my love and joy and dry
the tears and smile at the Sun again?
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p://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ojcf3bc9bFE
ure! Sssplash,,, That's the way you do it, you bright One! ,,,
-Aham, Yes, I am the sparkle of life !!
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,, No doubt about it ,,, ,,,you can even try to see all the
faces in your mind SMILING,,,how about that?,,,it's a nice game, I love to play it,,,
-Super cool! You gave me another good tip, I'll try that, thanks
You know what else? I met an old tree, he will soon die.
We hugged. I told him how I dreamt I was a tree and was patient and was happily glowing in
the Sun and than humans came and cut me down. Good that I woke up. But I just today
understood what the dream was telling me, that I will have this encounter I was sadabout him dieing so I was talking more than usual, wanted to cheer him.
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He said: Do not be sorry, dear one. I had a good life & I'm happy I met you and so many
other beautiful beings. Now the Universeis calling me & I will surrender. I wander what my next adventure will be...
- ,,,Yes, trees do not worry, they do not feel that pain of separation the human species issuffering,,,(the sea became thoughtfull, completely calm)
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-I wanted to tell you about the Town.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2NzFp0-RSV8
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NXeJYJVDeGA
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It is nice, actually. Not like the big
foggy gray towns I see in my mind's eye. In the center there is a hill and a building on it,
they call it the Castle, although it is not a real castle, more of a fortress, and the buildings
are spiraling around it, simmilar to spider's webs, all the way down to you. And the place
where the town meets you they call Riva, port, but I guess you know that.
,,No, actually I don't, There are things that even the old sea does not know, remember? ;)
Sounds great though,,,
-Yes it is. And when you mention the pain of separation I wander why I saw so many sadand gloomy faces? The people I met, I was smiling at them, some of my nicest smiles,
and few did smile back, but most of
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them just turned their eyes back to the ground. Looks like they have many sad thoughts on
their minds, as if they're all separated from something or someone dear to them?
,,, Well, you know that you cannot force other people to feel the way you do
,,,Each and every soul is here to have their own unique
experiences,,,
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xcosL-JohCI
-Yes, but when many people think un-happy thoughts that is like a sickness, a virus they
call it, it catches up, even the happy ones start to be sadand angry or want to quarrel, or gossip, or even fight, all the things I do not like at all.
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,,,hmm,,,,I see,,,that can be a problem,,,
-I notice that now it's coming to our colony, too, seems my buddies that visited the Town
brought it? That's why I wanted to come here and check for myself. Do you think I will be
sick now, too?
-,,,Oh, no. I do not believe so. You know your center, you dance on your heart, and you
know your mission, right?,,,
-Yup- to make people remember their sparksI have to repeat it often, so I don't forget.
,,,There you go, see? The answers are always with you, you are the girl that remembers, and
a brave one. You cannot be scarred by other people's fears, and you will help some of
them to find their lost, actually just forgotten, sparks. Actually, you already did help
many.
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Cool. Actually (C.L. loved new words, and loved to repeat upon hearing them, even when
actually some, like this one, she did not quite understand) You mean even when I think I
forgot, the Answer is still in me?
,,,Yes, of course, just listen to your heart,,,
-Oh, well, my heart now says to move my body and go back home, seems this town is
making me tired.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y8Z8pO8ipN0
ess,,,splash,,,,good idea, towns can be fun, but only in small doses, if you stay longer you get tired,
haha,,, splash,,,,http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Lgn9DE4ubIY
,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZrqF7yD10Bo
Butterfliesp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UwZZj1jFT3I
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Welcome, welcome, welcome, C.L., C.L.,C.L., the butterfilies were cheering all arround C.L. that day
Where were you hiding, why you do not come more oftento dance with uson our meddow,
meddow, meddow, with us,
with us?
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was in the cave, had to take some time to be alone with Gaia, she understands me and helps me the best
when I am confused.
ou were confused?, confused you were?, were you confused? (the butterflies are very curious creatures,
almost like C.L.)
on't know. I was feeling weird. I've visited the Town, you know, and I needed to think some more about
all the things I saw there...
We fly near towns, too, sometimes, but do not like to enter. How did you feel?
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Oh, you know how confusing you can be?
es, yes, yes, we like to fly arround youand confuse you!
and that makes me happy, too, or like that story of yours about the caterpillar.
btw,you could explain it once
more to me sometimes, I am still confused about itbut the Town did a different kind of confusion to
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me, it gave me all kinds of new images and emotions that than brought me into very weird moods. Do not
worry, now I am fine again, Gaia helped me.
What you usually doin the cave?
sit, and sing my melodies and Gaia just listens
and rocks me gently, like a real
mom, or at least that's what I've heard real moms do ( and
she's in love with our Sun!- she almost added, but than stopped herself, remembering that Gaia told her
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hat most confidentially. Although a big talker C.L. actually can
keep secrets, if you remember to tell her that she must). She also teaches
me about many things, like stars and galaxies
Yes, yes, yes, we love them too, but Gaia cannot dance with you like we do, right?
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Sure, you really make me dance so good.
So, let's dance!C'mon! Rush! Before the rain comes!
es, let's dance!http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ry19c8oAYRM
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, ,,, ,,, ,,,
aaand? ,,, you did your research trip,,, How do you like humans?,,,
like butterflies better.
,,,,, ? ,,,,
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Well, ok, humans are not bad either. Just many of their games I do not like. They like to
groupize, and invent all sorts of groups - clubs, parties, churches, brotherhoods, sisterhoods, lodges,
banks, towns, states, social netsthey call it many names but it's all the same everywhere- they try to
prove that by being in some group they are better than someone that is not.
It is actually very similar to how the craws behave. But, at least, craws
don't make wars w I see it happening with my colony buddies, too, and it is soo boring, so I rather sit here with you
air enough. Shall we play silence?,,,
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-Yes, thanks!
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-Hey, btw. Do you know that when I stare at the sun long enough and than close my eyes I
see a blue sun, surrounded with other colors?
,,,Cool,,,
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-You know how I love playing with these colors inside me, right?
So than I digged: I am the light of the world, but am a rainbow, too! Dig it?
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rOxmkZv5X-g
,,, splash,, yess,,sure you are,,,but now we play silence, kiddo,,,
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-oh, yes, sorry.
,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
The Castlehttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tjYPOBwPGpQ
Lina walks through a narrow hallway of an old abandoned castle, in the woods. All over the
place nature is taking her space back - big grass & bushes, somewhere even trees growing
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out of the remains of the building. She comes to a larger area with no roof, just remnants
of walls around a big ametist rock.
eautiful! This place must be very old!?!, she wanders, Who knows who built it, what kind of people were
iving here? It looks so nice, I would have liked to live in here when it was built
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eally? - a cheerful being with large eyes, pointy hat and ears popped up in front of her, out of
nowhere
p://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-kl4hJ4j48s
es. Who are you?, asks C.L.
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ve built this place long, long, long ago. If you want I can take you to our time so you can meet the
others
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Will I be able to come back?
es, but I do not guaranty you'll be back for dinner.
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h, that's fine, I'm not realy hungry, and I'll find something on the way, anyway.
ood, I just have to warn you: you might experience some serious changes if you come with mePerhaps
you will even not want to go back any more, nevernever again.
mmmYou think I'll love it so much?
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ery likely, yes.
han let's go!
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p://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jAL1YPFkmCk
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i, mr Ocean How are you today?
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ne,,,peaceful like olive oil,,, what's up C.L.?,,,
ve just heard about that Hapi turtle living in a cave in your belly.
They say if I dive and find her on spring
equinox I should give her a kiss and I'll be able to fly all year long. Is that true?
ess,,,wanna try?,,,
Well, equinox is just behind us, but next year you bet I will. I was hoping you could give me a clue about
where that cave is. Although, they say I have to find it by
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myself, otherwise it is cheating and does not count, even if I find her and kiss her I'll still not fly!
k. I will, little One, just remind me a little earlier next year and I'll tell you few helpful riddles,,,
ool.
nd how are you lately?,,,
m not sure what to answer. It is all very confusing to me. And I
feel as if I forget so many things, that I even cannot explain to you well. What I do remember is I really
need to learn more about the world, but than - the more I learn the more sad I get and that is not good for
my mission-assignment, you know it - I should bring joy back to Our Big Mother and her creatures, not
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add more sadness! So than I get discouraged, dissapointed in myselfand full of worries
mmm, we've been through that one already,,,so-what are you doing that is not joyfull?,,,
he kids say I am the oldest in the colony now and I have to go to school so later I will be able tofind a
job and make money
and buy them toys in the town, and other
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stuff you know, that
game they've started and that school story I don't like, you have to learn thereand I told you, I have enough of learning already, and that work thing sounds even worse
mhmm,ok, I understand,,,,but, don't you think you exagerate, Little One,,,I'm sure there are so many things
you love to learn,,,
- Yeah, well, you might be right. For example I love to learn words. But even more, I
like to inventionize new ones.
,,,aaah, haaa, there you are, little inventoress,,,
than you will surely invent many jobs that will make you happy,,,
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nventioning happy jobs? Super, I'll play thatwell, yes, you
are right, Sea, when I worry I exagerate a little.
ure you do,,,and even if your troubles were really, really big, there's no use in worring, it does not solve
anything and can only make things worse,,,
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es, but I tell you the truth, all sorts of things are happening to me in the colony.
For example, when I refuse to play buyers and sellers with
hem, they just plot against me, and say I am not as I should be
it seems all the colony is uniting against me, playing at
nventing ways to make me feel different and not wanted arround.It is very confusingNoone laughs
at my jokes any more, they do not want to hear my stories and songs, they call them stupid, and any game
suggest they refuse to play it with me. Or - even worse - they change
some parts of it, play the changed version and say I'm spoiling their game and I have to leave!
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uite a hard time you are going through, ha?,,,
es, that's why you see me more often lately. It is good to come and talk to you. Even to just sit beside
you, you understand me and calm me without wordsI feel my joy is fadeing, finding funny thoughts is
becoming harder and harder to me, no laughter, no songs are coming from my throat lately
ave you tried painting? ,,,,,,,, ,,,,,I've heard some artists
heal with their immages,,,http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WKX4ztUy2Js
he best are those that fallow the Creator's example- look at the clouds today,
aren't they magnificent?,,,,
h, yes, such a glorious artist the Big Boh One is, right?
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p://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-TXDSlhSo-U
Yes, and you are too, a little creatrix, I know you are fond of art,,,and they say one picture is worthhousand words,,,
ha, even more if I paint something I feel!
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here you go. Try and create something beautiful, you'll see how answers to
your questions will pop up, unexpected, out of nowhere,,,,
,,,,,you'll be amazed,,, ,,,good art, done in a mood simmilar to the one when
you expect gifts to come to you, that is real magic,,,
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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v3dbKM0nbuQ
ey,thanks, Sea! (C.L. clapped her hands) I'll try that now, I'll draw something on the rocks, maybe some
smiles,
hat way I'll gift you and myself with some magic
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nail healing
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p://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xOf4SktPDak
ear not! said the funny Boy to C. L. the day they met.
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h, but don't you know I'm fearless? Ask the wolf!- she replied, although not sure any more if that was
realy true. After all, she was not arround long enough to know all the
fearfull things she might encounter, and how they will affect her.
his is quite scarry- said the Boy with a tricky smile . With a
very fast and skilfull move his arm passed through her belly, as if her body was made just of air..
an he opened his arm and there a weird little creature stood, the two tentacles on his head were
streatching, curiously.
ee? You had a snail in your belly. It was feeding on your happy thoughts, that's why you
could not smile any more!
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h, my, so that's what it was? Thanks for removing it. You think now I'll feel better?
Seems I got used to that being. Now my belly feels quite empty... But wow!
I do see colors and hear the birds
much more clear now!
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It was all as if covered with some
mist lately- was the snail doing it?
es, probably, he was growing with each happy thought of yours, and you were forgetting the real, shiny
you, that can always find new happy thoughts. If I left him in there, one day you could
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even have found yourself turned into a real big snail, never satisfied enough.
Which is what usually happens to many cabbage kids. They grow, they snailize themselves, run after their
desires, eat up their cabbage at the end
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& die there. And
underneath their body a new cabbage grows, and a new cabbage kid is bornand so life goes on.
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Wow so that's the cabage mystery? Finally I got it. It was bothering me for long.
Somehow, since the beginning, I always felt I do not really belonghere
hat's because you don't. You were left here by some tricky creatures. They said to us to take good care of
you, because you're a special child.
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You seem to me like a tricky creature, too.- thought C.L. and a spark jumped out of the Boy's eye.
Could it be he can do it, too?- she wandered, but did not want to
hink about it now)
es, the white bearded fellow mentioned something similar- she said- I did not trust him completely,
hough. Many times I do not feel special at all,just very different, that's true
he kids are starting to notice it, and they are avoiding me more and more lately. But even that is better
han when they are mocking me. And than the assignment he gave me starts to feel too though, I do notfeel like I'm the right child to do it. You know what he told me?
es, he told you your task is to remember
h, how did you know?
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ou told me.
oo?!? When? See? It is all so weird - I don't even recal meeting you before. But
han, again, you feel sooo familiar. Weird, weird, weird. And I keeprepeating to myself: remember, remember, remember, but I do not know what it was I had to remember.
Sometimes, just in a blink of an eye, some memory appears, but I loose it fast again..
Sometimes I even forget what the word remember means!
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oooh, it all makes me so angry, ufff!
h, but that's easy! I remember what you told me. It's that you are the
ight and love of the world, and we all are, and you are here to make us
remember and smile and shine again!
eautiful! Thanks for reminding me!
-Nothing at all said the BoyI keep on telling it to others, and they repeate it again to
others, the message is spreading. You did not think you'll have to do it all alone now-did you?
You do not seem as a puffed up girl
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don't think so, although some tell me I am rude and invasive. And tireing.
Funny words. But now I recal, the man told me I'll have helpers, yes, many helpers. Did not quite
understand that word before. It is easy- helpers help, right?
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es, that's it. So-did I help you a little?
Oh, yes, you did. A lot!
ood, so now just keep smiling, ok?
k, thanks.
nd if you cannot find anything funny, try moving your jaws few times left and right.
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h, yes, that's a good trick!
e gentle with yourself. Your snail wound has to heal well before you'll feel completely happy again.
And careful with the snails, next time I
might not be around!http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l7Uvwg1BJC0
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he Dream Faery
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//www.youtube.com/watch?v=Vu_GyfW_AhI
Why did you give me that bad dream last night? asked C.L.
he moment she saw Faery Grandmother approaching.
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i, little one. What bad dream? All dreams I give to the cabbage
children are high quality good. For God's sakeyou of all kids must surely know that I'm the good dreams
faery!
o, no, that one was bad! Lina insistedI did not like at all the dream in which you made me into a
snake!
h, you're just playing weird today(btw, stop picking your nose) you did not
mind the dreams in which you were a cloud, a fire, a river, or even that time you were a cow.
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Ha, yes, that was funny, and how weird it was - playing with my tail!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ympBAlnKaF0
Than again,that fire dream was quite scarry, too. I
could not stop eating, and was becomming bigger and bigger and more and more hungry and
mean, wild, wicked, so I woke up, scared of myself! (I even had
that ferver thing afterward. You know, when your forehead is warm)
I do not want to be a bad fire, the one
that eats our forests, it is not my kind offire
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IIwan
ant to protect life!
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h, do not judge, C.L. After all-it's all you, just in different dreams, having different experiencesand
what's different with the snake dream? -you don't like snakes?
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do, I love all animals. Just - I don't like to be a snakee. It
was so hard to go arround crawling! And I so missed my arms, and my legs especiallyI could not jump
nor dance!
Well, when you've climbed that tree it surely looked like a nice dance..
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eah, snake dancebut I prefere my kind of dancing, with jumping and arms and
egs all over and lot's of head shaking, that makes me feel soooo
funny
.k. little one, so what you say, no more snake dreams for you?
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Well, not forever, I cannot say that. Perhaps I'll someday be born againas a snake. In that case it will be ok to have snake dreams, I suppose.
can see you think a lot about what is appropriate and what is not?
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Yes, I'd love to have more signs along my way to help me see what to do when something happens that I
do not understand.
h, but you have them, signs are actually everywhere, you just have to learn patience, so you can see
hem, and to read them, calmly. Learning takes some effort, you know?
p://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FB8nIGKbpJY
a, sign-readeress, that's another good job title! C.L. gave herself a happy applause.
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Yes it is, would you like to be one?
mong other, yes, it could be fun (but jobs need to be
earned in schools, and I don't want to go to school, nevermind, don't want to think about it now-
hought C.L.). Hey, I know-perhaps the snake dream was a sign that gave me this idea?
Maybe.
Cool. Thanks, faery!
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es, and look for some more signs in the dreams I send you, I put plenty of them in, kinda like easter eggs
hunt
ooo, this is all so exciting! - C.L. started jumping and clapping hands again-I love to have my hands
and legs back .and I love clapping, and I like to roll forwards and
backwards, hi, hi, hi!
nd offfff she ran, forgetting to say the usual Love you! to her faery
grandmother, (she was too busy running and counting how many characters she plays in her dreams). But
he faery did not mind really. She knows her C.L.- there's nothing but love sparkling from her eyes, that's
why fairies love to hang out with her and take her in their land -they always have some good times
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here Although, and that is also true, they must always use some
magic to make her forget it all when they bring her back. It is for security
reasons, to protect their Kingdom from human invasions, otherwise she would tell everybody, you know
t already- C.L. just cannot keep a secret! (Oh, well, sometimes she can. I already told you that. It is not
easy for her but she keeps a secret if you seriously, seriusly forbid her to tell it, but than it becomes a hard
burden to her.
Therefore,
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he fairies do not like to torture her with secrets, and simply delete her fairy memory..)
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eya, Ocean, I wonder about another weird thing!
plash,,I hear, I'm all ears ,,,,,,
he dream fairy told me all the characters in my dreams are actually me, just in other dreams, so I wonder
how many me there are out there actually?http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LRHZsDItG3A
mmm,,really tricky,,,
es it is. It all kinda makes you go into some very weird thoughts if you think too much about it. But than
figured it is not realy the me me, but the One Me that is all we and is playing and thinking through
me and through us all, right?
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guess so,yes,,, ,,,, you are becoming quitegood in those thinking games,,,
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o, are you having big fun, you Big Boh One? - C.L. turned few
imes arround herself, looking up and down and all arround, laughing loudly, with hands wide spread
Time slowed down a bit) We're sooo clooose
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reply, of course. Still, she knew it is true, because she felt the silent smile, the One speaks Silence
anguage fluently.
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he Turtle
p://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ATbJI-YGY4M
Where is my voice gone now????
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e birds were chirping as usual all arround her when she avoke that day, but instead of joining them, as she
oved to do in the morning, C. L. could not sound any toneNothing, no matter how she was spreading
her lips, left - right, up - down, on the sides, no matter how wide she tried to openher mouth, no sound was comming outNOT EVEN A WHISTLE!
e birds were surprised, too.
his is spooky! - thought C.L.Must have something to do with that
dream?! - she remembered that snake dream, recalling how she was crawling arround, a very weird
feeling it was-I dreamt about beign a snake, that's why! Snakes don't talk, they don't sing, don't scream
nor laugh, they just hiss, when frightened!
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mmmTime to go and see the Turtle- said Gaia in her head. (It was Hapi the turtle she was talking
about, of course, but since she was the only turtle miles arround, everyone was talking about her as just
he Turtle)
h, yes, good idea, thanks Mom Gaia, I've been wanting to
visit her for very long. I felt I needed her to give me a check up, ever since the Boy pulled that snail out of
me. Something strange is happening. I better find the cure, and fast- I would
not want to stay like this-it can not be fun-immagine-to not be able to speak, nor sing or whistle with the
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birds, not even laugh! Oh, no, I have to hurry!- I have so many jokes I still did not tell no One!
Ohoho! Nice to she you, Chshi L., it wash about time we meet!-
said the old Turtle, rolling her eyes toward the girlbesides for her wisdom and healing abilities, Hapi was famous for her funny shsh-way of pronouncing
he letter s How C.L. found the Turtle I won't tell you, to not spoil your fun when you'll go searching
for her)
L. was looking at her, helplessly trying to reply with some, Any sound, but nothing was
coming out of her mouth
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h, I sheee- said the Turtle - you caught the shnake disheashe?
Than we'll have to shwitch to telepathy )- C.L. heard those words in
her head..
Tele-what?) - she started to wander, and than realised -as you know, she was a
bright and quick learning kid - ( you mean- speaking like this, in
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my head? I do that sometimes, with Mamma Gaia, and the Sea. Even some
winds and trees like to talk like that with me sometimes)
know, yesh.)
And I can even see pictures of things happening around the world, far away)
Yesh, that too. You have all you need already inshide you, dear, sho do alljusht, and for the fun of it,
we all shometime forget shome thingsh sho we can be happy when we dishcover them again. We all love
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variety, sho we can either ushe telephaty or voish, but now you're telling me you losht yoursh?)
Yes, it is quite unpleasant. That's why I came. They told me
you are very wise, so I figured you can give me a wise advice on how to bring my voice back)
t will come back, jusht give it time)
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Oh, but no, you don't understand, I need it NOW!)
Be patshient. I undershtand you jusht reshently had your shnail exshtracted, right?)
yes, and you know I even did not know it was there? feels kinda like little empty now)
HmmmI sheeshnailsh can be tricky, indeed - you do not notice they harm you until shomeone
removesh them for you Shoo, girl, what shallwe do? You want your voishe back?)http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=phlL7U0tjOM
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ES, NOW!! shouted Christa, and than covered her mouth with her hands in surprise.
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Than she lifted her arms and started laughing and screaming
and jumping arround happily- It's baaaack! I got it! I got it! I
got my voice back!((she
d she started singing her favorite song, that she heard so many times from her dream faery)
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a, ha, I'm happy for you, you little shilly One. I knew you'll
figure it out fast.
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es, I only needed to wish it strong enough, right?
esh, you jusht got trapped in that dream for a while
o, you knew about my snake dream?
esh, Ishaw you had it
hat one was funny. But I would not like to have it again. I would not like to be a snake. I prefere to be
his girl I am. Snakes are better in climbing trees and mountains, that'srue, but I am getting better at that too, and I love to jump and laugh and I sooo love my voice, la la la la
aaaaa la! Ah, yes, there's something morewhat about that story about flying?
(hm, now that I think about it, I don't even remember how I got
here. How will I get back home?)( C.L. got a little worried.
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ell, for thoshe whingsh you'll have to shurprise me on the equnoksh, sholshtishe , you know And for
your pashage home, don't worry, everything ish ok, you are not losht.
(the Turple replied to C.L.'s though, too)
- Aha, ok, shuper, I mean super. You dig it? Haa. Thankyou Turtle!!
on't even mentshion it, dear, all ish shwell, ekcshellent really. Jusht remember- everithing happensh for areashon and the only thing you need to do when unushual, shtrange thingsh happen to you ish to go back
nto thish joyfull mood of yourshthere you will find the sholutionsh you needYou shaw how quick
your voishe came back? Way to go, girl, you are a shtrong forshe!
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es I am, and I am needed. The world needs me just-the-way-I-am - the Voices often tell me so.
Thanks again Turtle, I go now, I remembered few more jokes I
have to tell to my buddies. Actually, do you know the one about the snail and the turtle?
h, haha, yesh, that'sh my favorite!
Weeeeeeeeeeeee
h, well, the Turtle knew that one, but since I know you are curious kids I'll tell it to you: a snail wasslowly walking up a turtle's back. When he finally got on the top, the turtle started walking. Weeeeee!-
screamed the snail Ta-da-dam!that was the joke. What? No fun? Ah, nevermind,
some things are funny and some are not. Perhaps I am not so good in telling jokes like C.L. or her
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snail)
he Happiness Bird://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c-dHxJNsxJc
i, birdy!
hip, chirp, chirp!
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just got my voice back! - C.L. could not hide her excitement when she met
he Happiness Bird.
xellent! Chirp, chirp, chitipirp!- replied the Bird - So now we can sing together
again!
ut tell me something firstwhy do they call you Happiness Bird?
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h, nothing special - I only appear when kids are specially happy, that's all.
-ha! Coooool. Yes, I am very very very veeeery
veeeeeeeeeeery happy now. Let's sing!
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hirp
..
ormalp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TkV-of_eN2w
AAAAAH! Sooo good, so gooood, sooooo gooooood! C.L. was repeating it all day long, going arround
he colony with a big mysterious smile she just could not take off her face. No other words she could find
o describe it to the kids.
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What does the sea really do to you, C.L.?- Doody, one of the more curious and brave kids finally asked
what the others were just gossiping about, behind her back. Many were inventing theories of how and
why it was dangerous to go even near the sea, not to mention swimming, which C.L. was apparently
doing, too, sometimes. (Let her catch a cold, than she will have to take those shotes!-they were
whispering).
ot sure, I just know that we both experience very nice feelings each time we meet.
And sometimes when I swim it is very strange indeed, it feels as if I cannot
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o, not really,- answered Doody - honestly, it all seams spooky to me. I mean- you are you, I am I, the
sea is the sea
es, but we're also parts of thatsame Big Whole , and sometime we can be just that One and the sameI
hink that's what the sea is teaching me
till, it's pretty scarry to me. Aren't you affraid of loosing yourself? Or ofhe sea eating you up?
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h, no, never. My little Me voice brings me back when I need it.
h, cool, so now you even have a little Me voice? How many voices do you really have, than?
et's see- there's Little Me, which is the real, real, you know, Real me.
Than there are the voices of the others, of my friends, kids, animals, trees, the sea, and actually all the
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you all the time and with Little Me I must speak more often, that you can surely understand.
es, that is normal.- concluded Doody seriously.
mmAnyway, there's also the voice of my Mom, too, of course.
Sometimes she and Gaia speak together, in the same Voice,
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sometimes not, sometimes she comes through the Voices. My mom is from another planet, you know?
eally? So-you are a real star-seed planted here?
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ooo, silly, gotcha! I am joking, of course But sometimes I
do invent stories like that, it is called immagination, or wishful thinkingor fantasynizing. Well, you
know that song
h, so that's what fantasy means? But I heard fantasynizing is not realy healthy? Actually, I thought it
must be dangerous and scarry, if it can dispell the dark!
Who told you that?
hose from the city. Also, those from the city told me it is not good to laugh a lot: Those from the city tell
me I am laughing like crazy, and to stop because I will become mad soon. I don't understand them, really.
But it sounds pretty scarry to me, too. There are so many words I have to learn.
Aufffffhhhhh, i meni su oni svata rekli, al ba me briga!C.L. replied a
ittle annoyed -It feels good to me, actually super, and it does good to me. I'm never sad when I lough.
And anyway, how many numbers it is, for those from the city? Also, fantavionajzing does good to me.
The Ocean calls it collecting nice visions. For example - I would really love to have a real Mom and
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Dad, not just all these voices talking to me. So I immagine. All sorts of moms and dads I see. Some are
nice and some are not.d than sometimes Gaia really starts speaking to me like a real Mommy, she rocks me and hugs me with
he bushes, and smiles to me through the flowers She's really nice to me, I could not immagivisionize a
better mom
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ool. You told me that once, but I forgot. That is a nice thing to remember. And not a bad mission at all.
Who knows
es it is, and very useful, too, but even I forget it many times. For long I felt
as if some fog was in my head and my heart and was hiding all my nice thoughts, but than I figured it was
ust my snail friend doing it (snails like him often do it, seems it is kinda their mission, they play the
fattest snail wins) Now he's gone, he had to go. They tell me he's not so skinny anymore. Sometimes I
forget him, but I hear him often, every time I think of someting funny he laughs in my head.
The funny Boy helped me understand and remember and (what's the other word?
Memorizionize, something like that) sooo many things. Like-there's
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es, crazy ha? That's what I call MAD. Going around sad and wantnig to be dead. So stupid. I think they
have really big and bad snails in their bellies, you know, much bigger guzzlers than that little one of mine,
herefore they cannot think clearly
p://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eMXKt99W61A
ou mean they can make people into slaves just by telling scarry stories?
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ha, yes, even wars, they do all for that stupid money
ow you've scared me!
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And than there are all those poisons to make you forget it alltogether,
and all those boxes, ah, I do not want to talk or think about it ever again
HmmNever thought about it, but now that you say - I can see it happening to some of our buddies here
oo, right?
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Well, there are many little ways. All that makes us happy is helpful. There are also
some strange games that look a little spooky but are actually super. For
example, we can joke out angers and grumpiness (you know when you remove them with jokes)
or we can organize fear chase contestslike: you find some fearof yours and chase it untill you find the funny thought that will make that fear feel stupid and ashamed so
t will leave you and leave place for more funny and loving thoughts.
Cool, let's make the other kidsplay it.
We could try, but first you have to learn to play it well yourself, we must become very skilled in making
fun of our fears if we want to teach that to others. Otherwise, if we're not profi,
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p://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8SIwUOII7hg
he craws
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Kraaaa, kraaa, kraaaa, we're always togetheeeeer, and we eat garbagetogeeether and our girls are the best, and we eat rotten fruits and get
drunk togeeeeetheeeer, and we even go to towns together, kraa, kraa,
kraaa- the craws were loudly singing their favorite song, as usual -kraaaing, burping and throwing
plastic at the passersbye.
Heya, C.L. kraaaa! Long time no kraaa with you, come over, join us, we have some
nice rotten fruit, it ferments fast, quite a blast!KRAAA!
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mm, not for me, it's not!
Kraa, you used to like our songs!?!
osh, yes, few times, but you keep repeating the same old songs over and overagain! Sometimes I still
ike to sing with you, but not every day, it's too much for me, and
's called tradition, babe, tradition is not dead, you have to keep the tradition alive. C'mon,
crew, let's hear one rewind for C.L., just so she gets in the mood again
Weee're alwaaaaays togetheeeer
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Whateverhttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y8Z8pO8ipN0
togeeetheeeer(continued the craws their song and nobody noticed C.L. was gone. She
switched her mind to some of her songs)
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,,,,,http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-oCCnxBos10
,,,,,,,,,,,
http://www.yo
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p://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ojcf3bc9bFE
es, learning about sad things can be very disconforting, even if nothing sad is really happening personaly
o you ,,, but try fallowing your next better thought, for example- even when the day is not beautifully
sunny like right now, and if you hear bad news, you can still lift your head up,,,
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ust be still, dear One, be still,,,breathe with me, and we'll be there together in no time,,,
h, yes, dear sea, you'r so wiseand I am so silly, really, how can I forget That? When I calm down I
always find it, it is Our tiny peaceful place. And we smile there together, aren't we?
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L. was just about to jump back down from the tree when her winged friend touched her with a feather.
h, what a surprise! What brings you here?
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little cocoo just fell from the nest, had to pick him up,
give him some balms. I saw you before but your eyes were closed, so I did
not want to disturb
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p://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BxJIrDxSpIg
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Wow! I did not know she was having a baby
Sure. She always gives new babies. We are all her babies, just this time it is a little different.The new
Ones that are coming now will all be much more connected to her.
It is called telepathy.
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h, I know it, the Turtle told me, I can do that! And I can also sometimes
see pictures of things happening around the world, far awaydid you know that?
es, you have a bit of those abilities, but theirs will not be just an ocasional thing.
New babies will be always aware of our Mother Earth. And they willeach the older ones, so very soon all will be able to speak to her, and listen to her wise advices, so we'll
all finally get out of dark times.http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A-JmxG0Zs34
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can help them, too, I can translate their thoughts to others that are still
not telepathized, right?
a, ha, yes, you just invented another good word!
elephatizing? Telephatization. And Telephatizeress- my new job title! Cool.
thought Lina, smiling at her thoughts (she loved inventing jobs she
would like to do)
I forgot to offer you something- please, have some coloured light and this pure water from the Fairy
and. I know you'll love it. I just got back.
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h, no, I like it a lot, that much I still recall. But I have few more things to do
here, so I keep coming back And than, you know how it is with faeries, their world fades fast in
memory, so I always have to take something with me, to not forget I was there and to remeber I want togo back. (oh, Boyouch-a short thought run through her mind, and she removed it fast, angels are
good telephats, and that thought she wanted to keep for herself!) It is not easy to
explain, for example - each time I come back from the faery land I've got that good feelingbut I told
you- I forget almost all that happens there so, if you ask me how it was, I am not really sure what to
answer. That's why I stopped telling it to the kids, because then they mock me and say I'm a liar, and I'm
NOT! but still somehow (and do not ask me how, I just do) I feel as if
what I experience there is much more real to me than all my life in the colony Does it sound weird and
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unbeliavable explained like that?- I mean- saying that something you forget is more real to you than this
real here, I can see why some cabbage kids are avoiding me
mm, yes, it must be hard for you, but many do not believe even in us, because they don't see us.
h, yes, those that does not believe unless they see
is your choice, you either stay here and try to help the kids to stop their competition games, and you
already know how hard it is for you sometimes, or you go back to enjoy the careless faery passtimes.
Whatever you decide, you know we're always with you
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would like to teach the kids the fair, fairy ways
es, that would be nice, but not many kids are ready for those win-win games... This world is full of
distraction and destruction games, designed to make you forget your glow, or to even shrink it to each
other
h, yes, instead of making it bigger!See? That's what makes me so angry, how easy it is to forget, over
and over again! And how hard it is to make others remember the spark games
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es, and that I will completely forget my spark while trying to fight their ways, like I'm starting
already
You should be carefull, yes, but also not try so hard fighting is not the best way to solve anything,
actually- there is a saying that what you resist persist and might even get stronger. It means that, although
you do see things you'd like to be different, you better do not think about them too much if you cannot
find a good sollution at the moment. Better turn your attention to some more of your favorite things
nstead, like dancing, singing, laughing, inventing funny stories, songs, riddles, you know- all the things
hat make your heart sing, these are good medicine
for the kids and for your spark too, making it brighter
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h, yes, now I understand why I feel like flying when I'm happy - my spark is getting stronger and lighter,
ifting me up, right?
here you have it, smarty, you get all your answers fast.., and when
you get your wings back, from a higher point you can more easily find new solutions and cures for the
problems, too. They cannot be solved right there where they happen, anyway
alking about medicine - I believe the faeries have some good medicine for the sea that could help him
heal faster. That's another reason to go back to them some more, to learn about
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he cures for my dear sea - oooh, I'd so love to help him - I know he does not like
o show it to me, but he does suffer from all that pollution!
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dances, jump and tickle her with light, oh, she will not be
able to stop giggling!
uper idea!
p://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Qy5JGRMX1tk
ha, it is. By the way, angel, would you and your buddies like to visit me someday? I can make a party for
you! And a chocolate cake!
uieeee!
hocolate is one of the things from the cities I realy, realy, reeely like. I mean-there are other things I like
here, but not so realy
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Wonderful, we realy love chocolate!
ll put some strawberries, too. See you soon, than?
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f course, see you soon, dear, have fun!
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a, there she comes, quiet now (the kids from the collony had finally found the cave in which C.L. was
ocasionally hiding)Booooo(all at ones they started shouting when C.L. got near the entrance of the
cave)
h, you are here! You really scared me!!
ee, ho, ho, he, he, we did, we did, hahahaha!- (the laughterrunning through the cave sounded a little base)http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TKeJifOXAnA
's great you found the cave, it is super, right? I've called so many times but you did not want to come.
ell, it's not really super. It's just a cave, like any othercave. (they were already behaving as if they saw
many more nicer, bigger and more magical caves, and they did not!)
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o, go and you can drown there, we don't care, hahahaha the kids continued with mocking jokes about
her, and she heard their mocking laughter in her head long after she left the cave.
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is supposed to be summer.
lways, yess,,, But lot of other influences mix their intentions in,,,seasons do not have much to do with it,
hey come and go and come again on schedule,,,
es, yes, it's got nothing to do with springs. Actually , I don't even know where I'm
ate to. I forget, forget, forget, ufff, it makes me so mad!
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dangerous as having you in my belly, right?
//www.youtube.com/watch?v=5vbRNOownWc
Wanna bet? Fine, girly, than now we can practice telepatization, too, we can talk every day, through the
heart net. that way we'll have few more good laughs ;) But now you fantavisionize a little, or we canmove to some other time, cause here I have a couple of other callers waiting)
p://youtu.be/IOfKAPGfd6k
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Weeeeeeeeeeeee!
h hi, Owl! said she, cheerfully, while taming her tousled hair.
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es, myjumps from trees are getting better and better. It is the closest I came to flying, eccept for that time
when I was little and my eagle friend Carlos gave me a ride- boy, that was fun! Oh, I so miss him. Who
knows where he is now
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oohoo. k. just don't eat my liver, haha!
?... Excuse me, I got distracted, was it a joke? Please explain, I so love jokes and hate it when I don't gethem said C.L. confused, as if she just forgot something.
Well, it's that old story About a man that stole the fire to the Gods to give it to humans.
h, a noble intent. Fire is useful in many ways!
es, but it can also be very dangerous.
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means they wanted to keep all the fire for themselves NevermindThe point is they chained that
Prometheus guy, btw -that was his name
h, like yours- finally she understood the Owls joke.
es. They've chained him to a mountain and let his liver be eaten by an eagle
rooose!
ha, and the worse is that each day the liver would grow back anew, so more pain he had to endure again
and again
h, this is not a nice story, I don't want to hear the rest! said C.L. laudly, tapping her ears with her
hands
oo.k
ut now I get your joke
eah, funny ha, little eagle? Btw, C.L. What is your real name?
hrista Lin